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Seungkwan's POV :
"𝗛𝗶 𝗩𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗼𝗻 𝗖𝗵𝘄𝗲! 𝗜 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝟳𝘁𝗵 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗲. 𝗬𝗼𝘂’𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗜 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵 𝘀𝗰𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘀, 𝗯𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆! 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲… 𝘆𝗼𝘂’𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 :)"
"Should I put this out there? It's kind of—risky," Seungkwan said gripping his phone nervously.
"What risky? Seungkwan" Dokyeom chimed in.
"Well.. I kinda like this 𝘨𝘶𝘺 I really wanted to confess to him face-to-face however Im really nervous how he will react— we're not even that close!".
Dokyeom replied with "So? Just take the chance, Seungkwan!"
Seungkwan responded with "You know what whatever! I'll post this on the confession wall its anonymous anyway!" Seungkwan whined.
"Atleast thats a great way to start I guess..." Dokyeom snickered.
By the time I got to class this morning, the class was gathering in the teachers table and whispering
"𝘞𝘰𝘢𝘩— 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘝𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘭?! 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦"
Seungkwan just stood there, lost in thoughts
"𝘐𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺?!"
He hurriedly took out his phone and went to the confession page and there he saw his 'confession' it got so many likes and comments.
"Woah..." Seungkwan gasped—he just stood there in the doorway.
Dokyeom nudged Seungkwan "Kwannie? Seungkwan? Why are you... just standing there? What happened? Tell me!"
Seungkwan blurted out "I didn't expect it to get posted but thank gosh I didn't put my name in there"
Dokyeom replied "So... What's your next plan, Kwannie?"
Seungkwan responded "My plan..." He thinks HARDLY "Since there's a Math camp next week and Hoshi is one of the contestant—"
Dokyeom interrupted "Hoshi? HOSHI is one of the contestant?! Oh my.. "
"As I was saying" Seungkwan continued "if he wins like first place I will confess to Vernon— I dont care if I got rejected I just want confess to him because of this heavy feeling in my heart that I just wanted to let it out"
"Seungkwan I—" Dokyeom hesitated "𝘚𝘪𝘨𝘩 Whatever.. It's your choice anyways It's just that — I dont my Best friend to get hurt or something like that.."
Seungkwan replied "I'll be alright, Kyeomie, Its just a confession not the end of the world" he chuckled.
——
Seungkwan is in his room, doomscrolling in the internet. On impulse he opened Facebook and tapped on a profile
His heart 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥
It's one of his Girl 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥
And
Vernon
He went silent for a moment
She was leaning on Vernon's shoulder
Seungkwan said in disbelief "Gosh.. What was I thinking?! I forgot that he's not gay or anything. I shouldn't be in a dissapointed state.. It's the truth.." His voice cracked "I can't believe it—I just told her that I liked Vernon and this?!" He said in shock 𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘴 "I hope there just friends platoniccally— im such a narcissist oh my.."
"Whatever! I still have class tomorrow i dont care about this anymore. Who is he anyways!? Its not like he cares about my feelings or something."