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Kyouya - POV
It’s been almost three weeks since Danocchi and I got together, if that’s what I could call our relationship. He didn’t want me to call him my boyfriend at first but then warmed up to it. So I’m guessing we are boyfriends now. And it was nice. At least nicer than I thought at first, Naito always had his own ways of showing affection and while he wasn’t fond of physical touch he did many other things for me.
Sometimes he’d help me do some homework we got from our teachers, we’d spend hours sitting together, me on the ground and Naito on the ground next to me with his head resting on my leg while he was telling me what to understand about a certain question and what was important to notice in case we had a little test. Or he’d suggest making me food when I am too lazy to do it myself, between the two of us he simply was way more reliable than me even if he claimed I was too and that people trusted me a lot because their life laid in my hands. Sure, I trusted his words but there were moments where I doubted myself and my abilities, sure I could heal others but… is it actually that safe to say their life was in my hands?
Whenever I questioned myself, Naito would notice and then reassure me, and make sure I knew I was needed by others — and by him. He also always lets me know to be careful before going on a mission, even while he was the one who was fighting. Besides those, he also loved to adjust my hair and clothes. It was such little things but they meant everything to me. I loved when he gently touched my neck to correct my t-shirt before bed, or when his fingertips brushed my back while he pulled down my uniform a little to straighten it again. It was something so small but coming from Danocchi it was special to me because he meant it.
My hands were loosely wrapped around his neck right now, it was dark outside and the stars above us were shining brightly while a soft breeze was cooling us down from the stressful day. We were staying at an Oni hotel in Tokyo. It was very rare but Danocchi agreed on dancing with me outside, so we snuck out and into the rooftop of the building. Everyone else was probably asleep or already working and too busy to notice either of us leaving. There wasn’t music anywhere but it didn’t matter to me. We did hear the city underneath us and the cars honking, sirens wailing and sometimes very lightly, someone was laughing.
I could feel our heartbeats below our clothes while we stood so close to another, letting the blood push through our veins in a rhythm only meant for us to feel, only meant for us to hear. It was ours and ours alone. I was resting the side of my head against his. It was quiet up here, and besides the city I could also hear the birds calling out, owls singing and between all of these soft sounds were Naito and I.
Even when we had a war going on, I felt at ease being in his arms, I felt good knowing we found each other and needed each other to survive all this mess. At our age we were already put under so much pressure, the Oni were constantly understaffed but all I really wanted was to be with Naito. Just with him and nobody else. Why would I need someone else when someone like him was literally right here, in flesh, beautifully and calm. He was the rock I leaned on, the shore by the ocean when a storm was rough again… he was the place I’d go to.
“Can I kiss you?” I asked into the silence– Oops, it just kind of slipped out. I knew I shouldn’t be asking him that, he didn’t like kisses that much.. But he looked so beautiful under the moonlight, his black hair shone and all I could see were his eyes looking back up at me. How could someone be so beautiful while doing absolutely nothing but breathing?
“I know you don’t like kissing, I just– I just want to feel you somehow– well, I know– I know we’re dancing right now! But I just… Um.. I just really … want tokissyou.” All this blabbering didn’t make it better.. I should’ve kept my mouth shut and I knew that but honestly, he might just let it slide today, since it was already so special and intimate. I knew he liked me back, in his own personal way that didn’t entirely add up with my way but knowing he wanted me was enough. Who cared about how when I knew that he did?
“Um.. sure.” Danocchi replied, his eyes slid to the side for a moment before he looked back at me and I leaned in closer, letting my nose brush his before gently laying my lips on top of his, he responded, kissing me back. The kiss was faint and soft but I loved every second of it. The world around us didn’t matter anymore and all I cared about was his warmth and the way his mouth fit perfectly onto mine. I could feel the curve of his lips against my own and felt a little whimper escaping through my throat while taking a breath just to kiss him again.
Naito’s hands were resting on my waist and I could feel his fingers tighten slightly, gripping my hoodie. Even if he didn’t look like it, I felt the desperation that laid behind his kiss and grasp on me. I wish we’d do more… But we stood there for a little longer, until Naito slowly pulled away and looked to the side again, his cheeks slightly flushed, I could feel the heat radiating close to me. He was just so cute whenever he reacted like that! And even though he was trying to act annoyed, I could tell he enjoyed it too.
“You’re silly.” I mumbled and pushed my entire body weight onto him, giving him multiple kisses on the cheek! He really was heating up in his face and I giggled while Danocchi wrapped his arms fully around my waist and tried to keep us steady but we ended up falling anyhow, my heart was racing being so close to him and I felt his heart beating faster too… shit. What should I do with him?
His eyes looked up at me as I slowly sat on top of him, my hands placed beside his head on the ground. Something about that intense look on his face made me want to kiss him again, he had just this typical Mudano Naito glare on him, he just felt so.. Real. Of course, he generally wasn’t the type to pretend he was someone else but when it was just us two, sometimes he felt more relaxed, more calmed down and at ease as if he could let go of the stress and just be with me. Just focus on me, and I’d help him stay sane.
But that felt good. Feeling someone else relax around you felt good, it meant you were special to them, it meant they could loosen up around you and trust you. I mean Naito came up to me and told me how he felt after I confessed to him and that alone meant a lot to me, that he had the courage to sit himself down and talk it out. That day, part of me was really angry at him but once I saw him trying to explain himself and trying to find the right words, I didn’t care about anything else but wanting to hold and kiss him.
He was mine now, Mudano Naito was mine now, he agreed to become mine and I agreed to be his, in one way or another. We chose each other.
“Can you.. Get off me? You’re kind of heavy, Kyouya-kun.” The way he said my name… ahh, I really loved him. However, I didn’t listen to what he said and let my full body weight lay down on him again. He grunted and sighed but didn’t try to push me off either. It was so late — or early ? — and we were both tired, I knew he wouldn’t have tried it in the first place. There was no use in it anyway, I wouldn’t have budged. I buried my face into the crook of his neck and sighed, … ?
I sighed again ….and Danocchi shivered visibly underneath me. Heh… he was sensitive around the neck, not that I didn’t know that already but it was always funny to see it first hand. He didn’t even say anything, I’ve known him for so long, I already knew what kind of annoyed face he was making: eyes to the side and his jaw slightly tensed up. It was rare that he was annoyed by himself but I really managed to do it every time. I giggled and lifted my head again, this time just a little to give him another kiss on the cheek.
“Danocchi?” I called out and sighed once more, this time because I wanted to do more than just a kiss… I wanted to feel him, but I think it'd take a lot longer for that to happen.
“Hm?” Naito's humming was so close to me and I felt the vibrations of it against my chest. I really did like him a lot.. so much, it was a little scary sometimes.
“I wanna .. do more. I wanna go further with you, you know? But I can wait. I just wanted.. Just wanted to let you know.” I mumbled and watched his eyes slowly move to look up at me. His hair was laid out on the asphalt of the rooftop, he was so fucking beautiful.. It's not the first time seeing him underneath the star sky but each time he just becomes more handsome, I could drown in the quietness of his beauty. It was so hard to hold back, honestly…
“Oh.. We can– I suppose… if we wait a little more… I wouldn’t mind trying it out.” What?
… …
W H A T ?
I really had no idea what to say, he would love to try it out? With me? He would?? … for me??? I blinked down at him and he blinked back up at me. Did he mean it?! Oh my god– holy shit.. He meant it. My heart racing in my chest it was so loud and fast, it was a wonder I didn't pass out! Should I say thank you? Should I slap him? No.. no don't slap him, what the fuck. Just breathe, yeah breathing was an option.
“Yeah. That would be … nice. MAN DANOCCHI–!” I couldn’t hold back and let myself fall back on top of him with all my mighty weight. He grunted once again but hugged me quickly back and I felt his breath against my neck was the same as my breath against his. Fuck..
I love him. I really do.