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When they had first met - years ago now - Brigitte Desjardins had looked at Josephine Chesterfield with something dangerously close to awe.
It had been at a charity gala in Nice. Brigitte had been there in uniform, a carefully placed symbol of civic reassurance among silk gowns, polished laughter, and old money. A reminder that, even here, the law still existed.
She had kept herself slightly apart, for her own sanity - hands clasped behind her back, expression composed, enduring small talk that never quite became conversation.
Josephine had been radiant.
Not simply beautiful - though she was that, undoubtedly - but alive in a way that drew the eye without effort. She moved easily through the room, expressive, charismatic. All expansive charm and grace. Brigitte had followed her with her eyes, had watched her laugh at something a terribly dull financier had said as if it were genuinely clever, her attention resting on him with such warmth that he seemed, briefly, transformed by it.
Brigitte had seen her type before.
Wealthy. Effortlessly entitled. The Riviera reduced to a playground, its rules negotiable.
And yet…
Josephine did not quite fit.
There was something in the precision of her attention, in the way she chose where to place it (and where not to) that resisted the template. She was performing, certainly. Brigitte recognised that. But she was also…selective. Intentional.
And then, just as easily as her attention had landed, Josephine disengaged.
Her gaze shifted.
Found Brigitte.
There was a pause, brief, almost imperceptible…but in it, Brigitte had seen something sharpen. Interest, precise and deliberate, accompanied by a devastatingly warm smile. Then Josephine had crossed the room towards her with purpose.
“You look terribly bored,” she said, her French just accented enough to charm, her tone low and conspiratorial. “May I rescue you?”
No one had ever looked at Brigitte quite like that.
Not with flirtation so open. Not with curiosity so focused.
“I am working,” Brigitte replied, because it was the safest answer.
Josephine’s smile deepened. “Of course you are. You are doing it very diligently. But you are still bored.”
She stepped closer.
“Five minutes,” she added softly. “If I fail to improve your evening, you may return to being admirable and long-suffering.”
It should have irritated her.
It did not.
“Five minutes,” Brigitte allowed.
Josephine took it as a victory and introduced herself properly, offering Brigitte a perfectly manicured hand.
Up close, she was more striking still, but it was the focus that unsettled. The sense that, for the moment, Brigitte was the only thing in the room.
“That uniform suits you rather well,” Josephine said, her gaze flicking over her with a confidence that bordered on audacity. “Impeccable. Though I imagine it comes with rather more responsibility than the rest of us are carrying this evening.”
Brigitte arched a brow, dry. “That is certainly the intention. It is mostly just overly warm.”
Josephine laughed, bright and unrestrained. “A tragic state of affairs. Formidable, composed, and suffering in silence.”
Brigitte almost smiled.
“And how long have you been in the Police Nationale?”
“Nearly twenty years.”
Josephine’s brows lifted. “Twenty years. That is not something one drifts into. You must have wanted it. Or been very good at enduring it.”
“A bit of both.”
“I imagine more the latter.”
“It has its challenges.”
“I imagine it does,” Josephine had replied, eyes sharpening again. “Particularly here. The Riviera has a reputation for being…selectively governed.”
There was nothing naïve in the observation.
“And your rank?” she continued, confident now in Brigitte’s engagement. “Responsibility without quite enough latitude?”
Brigitte studied her. “That is a diplomatic way of putting it.”
“I have had practice navigating structures that look impressive from the outside and rather constrained from within,” Josephine said. “Different context, perhaps. Similar frustrations.”
There was something knowing in that. Too perceptive to dismiss. Brigitte filed it away and attempted to redirect the conversation to something more neutral. “Are you enjoying the evening?” she asked. “You seem very at ease here.”
Josephine’s smile shifted, lighter but no less deliberate. “I travel a great deal,” she said. “One must either learn to fit in everywhere, or nowhere at all. I find I achieve far more with the former.”
“Business or pleasure?”
“Fortunately, both,” Josephine said. A faint, self-aware tilt of her head. “And I intend to continue indefinitely. I am quite insufferable about it.”
Brigitte felt the corner of her mouth threaten a smile.
Josephine noticed.
“I spend a great deal of time pretending to have a favourite city,” she continued. “Paris, Florence, Vienna… It depends entirely on where I last had an excellent meal or saw something I can’t quite forget. Florence, recently. The galleries there are impossible to leave without feeling slightly inadequate.”
“Art has that effect,” Brigitte said.
Josephine’s attention sharpened immediately. “You like it?”
“I make time for it. Museums. Exhibitions. When my work allows.”
“And does it?”
“Not often enough.”
Josephine smiled - genuinely pleased, as though that answer mattered more than it should.
“And what occupies you, when you are not rescuing bored police officers?”
“I should not bore you with my work,” Josephine said lightly. “That feels counterproductive to my intention.” A flicker of mischief. “You already know I enjoy museums. Galleries. I have a weakness for beautiful things - though I try to be selective. One can only tolerate so much mediocrity presented as genius.”
She leaned in then, conspiratorial, her gaze flicking briefly toward the assembled guests, the financier in particular. “In all circumstances.”
Brigitte laughed.
She hadn’t meant to.
Josephine’s expression warmed - something quietly triumphant beneath the charm. “Ah,” she said. “There it is. I was beginning to think I might fail.”
“Fail?” Brigitte echoed.
“To improve your evening,” Josephine said. “Though I confess, it has become rather more interesting than that.”
There it was.
Direct charm, turned flawlessly on Brigitte.
“And what do you enjoy, Commissaire?” Josephine asked. “When you are not enduring galas in the name of public reassurance?”
“It would be remiss of me to police the Riviera,” Brigitte said, a trace of dry amusement slipping through more easily now, “and not enjoy what it has to offer.”
Josephine’s smile widened, delighted. “It most certainly would.”
“Good wine. Good food. A good view. Places that are…well-curated.”
Recognition lit her expression immediately. “Yes. Exactly that. Places that feel intentional.”
Her gaze lingered.
“I should have hated to discover you were only admirable on paper.”
The remark was light.
The look was not.
Brigitte felt the warmth rise, unwelcome but undeniable.
Josephine shifted closer, subtly, drawing the moment inward. They spoke then of exhibitions, of cities, of quiet corners worth seeking out. Of the pleasure of something chosen well.
Brigitte found herself engaged.
More than that - invested.
Josephine listened, but she also offered. Her travels, her preferences, the places she returned to. It was not idle chatter. It was thoughtful. Specific.
Personal.
Her attention never drifted and it did not feel like performance.
Brigitte knew performance.
This was something else.
At some point, Josephine pressed a glass into her hand, their fingers brushing just long enough to register. Brigitte felt her pulse shift, immediate and traitorous.
Josephine asked about her habits, her routines, her opinions as if the answers mattered. As if Brigitte herself did.
It was disconcerting.
And worse, it worked.
In no time at all, Brigitte found she was flirting.
Josephine watched her, thoughtful, then said lightly, “You have a very particular smile. It appears reluctantly. I suspect it is rarely wasted.”
Brigitte laughed, properly, this time. “It is not encouraged in my profession.”
“No,” Josephine agreed. “But I find I am rather invested in encouraging it.
Brigitte felt that land and did not entirely resist its effect. She realised she was offering more than she usually would. Letting the conversation stretch. Letting it linger.
She knew what Josephine was doing.
She had watched her do it across the room - draw people in, hold them there, make them feel singular before moving on. Brigitte should have recognised the pattern and stepped away.
Instead, she found herself wanting the opposite.
More time.
More attention.
She did not want to be another polite disengagement. Another conversation Josephine left behind with a smile.
She wanted to hold her focus.
Keep it.
Josephine tilted her head, her tone softening again, thoughtful but no less intent.
“Tell me,” she said, “what is it actually like, policing a place like this? Not the official version - the real one. What frustrates you most?” she had asked, head tilted slightly, eyes steady on Brigitte’s face.
Brigitte hesitated.
She should have deflected.
Instead, she answered.
Because when Josephine looked at her, it did not feel like being assessed.
It felt like being seen.
And, dangerously…
Like being chosen.
Josephine had waited. Not impatient nor pressing. Just attentive in a way that made silence feel like an invitation.
“The limitations,” Brigitte had said at last. “Of what we can prove. What we cannot.”
Josephine’s gaze had sharpened, just slightly. “Ah.”
“And the compromises,” Brigitte added before she could stop herself. “The odious men who, somehow, remain untouched.”
Josephine had made a soft, thoughtful sound. Recognition. “Yes,” she had said quietly. “Those men.”
There had been something in her tone then. Something complex, like anger threaded with... amusement?
She had let Brigitte talk, and talk seriously, about what it meant to police a coast where the wealthy treated laws as suggestions.
She had asked more questions. About process. About jurisdiction. About how cases stalled. About what really happened when an investigation quietly went nowhere.
And Brigitte - God help her - had answered that too.
More openly than she ever had with anyone, nevermind a stranger. Because Josephine listened in a way that made it feel like a conversation worth having. Because her interest felt…genuine.
Because when Josephine looked at her, Brigitte wanted her attention, her focus. Wanted to feel the heat that curled in her chest whenever Josephine's eyes met hers.
“You are far more interesting than anyone else in this room,” Josephine had said lightly.
Brigitte had almost laughed, because it was absurd that this woman - this woman - might think her special.
And yet Josephine had smiled at her, bright and pleased, as though she had discovered something rare.
“Come to dinner,” Josephine had said a moment later, smile wide, eyes insistent over the lip of her glass. As though this request was the most natural progression in the world. “Friday.”
Brigitte had hesitated. “I do not think -”
“Friday,” Josephine repeated gently. “Say yes.”
It had felt like inevitability.
Of course, Brigitte knows better now. But back then?
Brigitte had said yes.
She remembers sitting in the taxi home that night feeling faintly unreal. Lightheaded. Replaying every moment with a precision that bordered on obsession - every glance, every question, the way Josephine’s attention had never wavered, the way she had smiled, the way her fingers had brushed Brigitte’s sleeve.
Above all, she remembers how Josephine had made her feel.
She had believed - truly believed - that Josephine had wanted her.
When the truth came, it did not arrive with cruelty. That, somehow, made it worse.
The dinner had been exquisite. The conversation brilliant. Josephine had been no less attentive, no less warm. If anything, moreso - laughing, leaning in, asking questions that slipped easily from professional to personal and back again.
Brigitte had felt it again, that sense of being chosen.
And then, over dessert, Josephine had leaned in - not to kiss her, but to confide.
“There are people,” she had said softly, “who have made fortunes by ruining lives. You know this better than anyone. The law moves slowly. Sometimes it does not move at all.”
Brigitte had gone still, sensing the shift.
Josephine’s hand had rested lightly against her wrist.
Not romantic.
Strategic.
Conspiratorial.
“I am very good at redistributing inconvenience. At ensuring rampant entitlement has...consequences.” Josephine had continued, “And you are very good at knowing where the blind spots are.”
It had been laid out so cleanly. So elegantly.
A mutually beneficial arrangement. Brigitte’s badge. Her influence. Her access.
Her knowledge of the entitlement that arrived on the Riviera and so often left unchallenged. Her ability to identify who might benefit from a dose of Josephine's attention.
In exchange, a generous cut of Josephine’s profits. Money siphoned from men who would never dare report what they had lost.
Utility.
That was what Josephine had seen when she looked at Brigitte. A potential asset. Someone with enough authority and flexibility to ensure Josephine's success.
She had not been looking for a lover, she had been looking for an accomplice.
It was why she had spoken to her with such focus, such intent. Why she had wanted to know her thoughts, her opinions.
She had needed to be sure before she revealed her hand.
Josephine's attention was not borne from desire. Not admiration. Nothing that could meet the fragile, reckless hope that had taken root so quickly in Brigitte’s chest.
Utility.
The realisation had broken her heart.
Because nothing Josephine had done had been false. The attention had been real. The curiosity genuine. The warmth sincere.
Josephine had wanted to hear what Brigitte had to say.
She had simply wanted it for a different reason.
Brigitte had gone home that night and stood in front of her bathroom mirror for a long time, staring at her own reflection as if it belonged to someone else.
Dark hair pulled back too severely. Mouth set too firmly. A woman built for authority, not softness. That was what Josephine had seen.
Brigitte had berated herself at length for days afterwards. It should have been obvious from the start - Josephine was beautiful in a way that bent rooms around her. She was educated, multilingual, luminous. She belonged among crystal chandeliers and silk.
Brigitte belonged in briefing rooms and courtrooms and under fluorescent light.
Why would someone like Josephine ever want her?
The pain had not lessened with time. It had merely settled into something quieter. Sometimes, when she looks in the mirror now, Brigitte still feels it - a faint, unhealed tenderness beneath the sternum.
She imagines, briefly, what it might be like to be different. To be lighter. More elegant. To laugh the way Josephine laughs. To turn heads without trying.
To be something that could meet her equally.
Something that might have been wanted.
It is a foolish indulgence. She does not allow it to linger.
Because she had agreed to Josephine's proposed arrangement. In the years since they met, she has made herself useful.
She reasoned that, if this was what Josephine needed - if this was to be the shape of her place in Josephine’s life...
Then she would fill it perfectly.