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The concrete walls of the prison had a way of swallowing time whole. Jonggun had stopped counting the days somewhere around the first year mark. But the weight of each passing month remained—heavy, cold, and absolute.
He was in the middle of his afternoon routine when a guard came to his cell.
"Inmate Park Jonggun. The warden wants to see you."
Jonggun looked up slowly. That was new. The warden rarely spoke directly to inmates—that was what underlings were for. A summons to the office meant something had happened. He didn't know if it was good or bad, but either way, it broke the monotony.
He rose without a word and followed the guard.
The walk to the administrative wing was long. Fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, casting everything in a sickly pallor. Jonggun’s footsteps echoed in the corridor, steady and unhurried. He'd learned not to hope for anything in here. Hope was a sharper kind of cell.
The warden’s office was small and cluttered—stacks of files, a dying desk plant, a coffee mug stained from years of use. The warden himself was a burly man with tired eyes and a practiced neutrality. He gestured for Jonggun to sit on the plastic chair in front of him.
"You're being released," the warden said, sliding a folder across the desk. "Effective today, pending administrative clearance."
For a long moment, Jonggun didn't respond. He stared at the folder, then back at the warden's face, searching for the punchline.
"I still have eight years left," he said flatly. "My sentence was ten. I've served two."
"I'm aware of the math,” the warden leaned back, rubbing his temple. “But someone pulled strings, made the impossible possible. They bent the legal system into a shape it wasn't meant to take. Paid a king's ransom to make it happen."
Jonggun's jaw tightened. "What do you mean?”
"Official blame has been shifted. Conclusively. The late Charles Choi is now listed as the primary responsible party in your case. Posthumous conviction. Your role is being rewritten as coercion under a deceased superior." The warden snorted, as if tasting the absurdity of his own words. "The amount of bribery involved? Astronomical. We're talking numbers that make my pension look like pocket change."
Jonggun said nothing. His mind was already running through the list of names, sorting, discarding, weighing probabilities.
Kang Dagyeom.
The name surfaced first. Dagyeom had the resources and the connections to make it happen. But they weren't close. And Dagyeom was too busy chasing his own ambitions to spend this kind of capital on an old acquaintance. No. Not him.
Crystal Choi.
Possible, but unlikely. Jonggun had been her bodyguard, nothing more. He wasn't family. He wasn't even a close friend. And with Charles Choi dead, most of his assets were probably seized or frozen. Crystal wouldn't have the wealth left to maneuver something this elaborate.
Park Hyungseok.
Jonggun's chest tightened slightly. He and Hyungseok used to have something—a situationship, messy and undefined, carved out of late-night fights and quieter moments that neither of them named. But that was before the fallout. Before jail. And Hyungseok didn't have this kind of money. He was a brilliant fighter. Loyal to a fault. But not rich. Never rich.
Jonggun exhaled slowly.
Another name drifted to the edge of his thoughts. He shoved it away before it could fully form.
No.
That person wouldn't do anything for me.
Not after what I did.
Not after I almost killed him and cut him off completely.
He refused to think of the name. He'd trained himself, over the long months in this cell, to build walls around that particular memory. Thick walls. High walls. With guards of their own.
(It was Kim Jungoo.)
(The one person Jonggun forced himself to never think about.)
The warden was still talking—something about release protocols, signatures, a list of conditions—but Jonggun was barely listening. He stood, nodded once, and followed the guard toward the administrative wing to complete the paperwork.
They walked in silence. The guard's boots clicked against the linoleum. Jonggun's shadow stretched long and thin under the lights.
Then they turned the final corner, passing the waiting area.
And Jonggun stopped.
There, seated in the waiting area, was a tall man with bleach-blonde hair and square glasses framing a face that was almost deceptively delicate. He sat with perfect stillness, legs crossed, hands resting on the arm of the chair. His expression was unreadable—calm, patient, and utterly immovable.
Jonggun's breath caught somewhere in his throat.
Visitation requests. Denied. Again and again. Every single one.
Someone from his old world. His partner. His rival. The person who knew him better than anyone ever had.
Someone he almost killed.
The very person he had tried so desperately to erase from his mind.
Kim Jungoo.
The name felt both like a curse and a prayer.
***
The administrative paperwork took another forty minutes. Jonggun signed his name on line after line, the pen scratching against paper like a countdown. The clerk's voice droned on about parole conditions, reporting requirements, and the consequences of re-offending. Jonggun barely listened.
His mind was still in the waiting area.
Still on the blonde hair. The square glasses. The stillness that was very much unlike him.
When the final signature was dry, a guard escorted him to the processing unit. His personal belongings were returned in a plastic bin—a worn wallet with no cash, a phone that had long since died, and a set of old clothes.
Then the outer door groaned open.
And he stepped outside.
The air hit him first—sharp, cold, and impossibly open. After two years of recycled ventilation and the stale smell of concrete, the real world felt almost violent. He stood on the steps of the prison, blinking against the gray afternoon light, and didn't move.
Free.
The word felt almost fragile.
Jonggun still couldn't believe it.
But it was real, he was free—thanks to the person he tried to forget, the one now waiting for him in the administrative wing’s waiting room.
He should walk away. Just keep walking, find a train, disappear into the city. Jungoo couldn't follow him everywhere.
But Jonggun's feet didn't move toward the exit. They carried him back inside, down the corridor, past the guards who gave him curious looks, back to the waiting area.
Jungoo was still there.
He hadn't moved. Same posture—legs crossed, hands resting on the chair's armrests. Same unreadable expression.
Jonggun stopped at the edge of the waiting area and looked at him.
Really looked.
At first glance, nothing had changed. The bleach-blonde hair was still the same shade of pale gold. The square glasses still framed that deceptively delicate face—the kind of face that made people underestimate him, right up until the moment he destroyed them.
But then Jonggun looked closer.
And the differences surfaced.
Gone were the tailored suits from Gucci and Louis Vuitton. Gone were the silk linings, the expensive cufflinks, the polished leather shoes that cost more than most people's rent. In their place was something simple. Almost ordinary. A plain white button-down shirt with no logo. Dark trousers made of regular cotton, not cashmere. Shoes without a single brand mark on them.
Jungoo had never been someone who adored minimalism. He'd always worn his wealth like armor. The cars, the clothes, the watches—they weren't just accessories. They were statements I've arrived. Don't underestimate me.
Jonggun's brow furrowed slightly. He opened his mouth to ask—
"How does freedom feel?" Jungoo's voice was the same. Soft. Melodic. Warm in a way that most people mistook for gentleness.
Jonggun hasn't heard it for two years, but Jungoo spoke as if they'd seen each other yesterday. As if there was no history of blood and betrayal between them.
He didn't answer the question. Couldn't.
Because the truth was, he didn't know how freedom felt yet. It was too new. Too raw.
Instead, he asked his own question.
"What do you want?”
Jungoo tilted his head slightly. "For?”
"Compensation." The word came out harder than Jonggun intended. "You paid a fortune. Bent the law. Pulled strings to buy my freedom. People don't do that for nothing."
Jungoo sighed—a soft, almost tired sound. He uncrossed his legs and sat forward slightly, his square glasses catching the fluorescent light.
"I didn't do it for a reward, Gun."
"Then why?"
"Because I wanted to see you free." Jungoo's gaze didn't waver. "You took my share of the blame, back then. Everything we did while working for Charles Choi—I was there too. I made those same choices. But you were the one who fell. You were the one who took the weight. I've had two years to walk around in the sun while you sat in a concrete box."
Jonggun's jaw tightened. "That doesn't mean you owe me."
"No," Jungoo agreed quietly. "But I'm happy you're free. That's not a debt. That's just—" He stopped, as if searching for a word that didn't exist. "It's just how I feel."
The silence stretched between them. Long. Uncomfortable. Filled with everything neither of them said.
Jonggun hated it.
He hated the weight of this invisible obligation more than he'd hated the cell. Because in the cell, at least, he owed no one anything. His debts were to the state, and the state didn't care about gratitude.
But Jungoo?
Jungoo was standing there, with his unusually patient eyes, and he'd just spent a fortune to free Jonggun from prison, and he was asking for nothing in return.
That was the worst part.
If Jungoo had demanded money, favors, loyalty—Jonggun could have handled that. Could have paid him back coldly and cleanly and walked away with his conscience intact.
But this quiet, open-handed generosity?
It made Jonggun's skin crawl.
"I'm not a charity case," he said finally. His voice was low. Almost dangerous. "I don't take gifts. I don't owe people. So tell me what you want, Goo. Now."
Jungoo watched him for a long moment. His expression didn't change—still unreadable, still patient—but something shifted in his posture. A small exhale. A softening around the edges.
Then he said, very quietly, "Fine."
He stood up. He was tall—always had been—but without the armor of expensive suits, he looked almost vulnerable. Almost human.
"If you need to repay me," Jungoo said, "then be my lover. For six months."
Jonggun went very still.
The words hung in the air between them, simple and devastating.
Jonggun didn't know what to say. His mind raced, then stuttered to a halt, then raced again. The request was surprising—but not really. Not if he was honest with himself. He'd suspected for years. The way Jungoo looked at him. The way Jungoo stayed, even when Jonggun tried to push him away. The visitation requests, denied again and again, that never stopped coming.
Jungoo liked him.
Romantically. Fully. In a way Jonggun had never allowed himself to acknowledge.
The problem was simple: He didn't feel the same way.
He liked Jungoo. Respected him. Trusted him. But that deeper pull—that ache, that warmth, that wanting—it wasn't there. It had never been there. Could never been there.
But Jonggun had already made his position clear. He'd insisted on repayment. He'd refused to accept a gift. And now Jungoo had named his price.
Jonggun hated taking back his words.
And he did feel indebted. Every breath of free air was a reminder of that.
So he swallowed his reluctance. Buried it deep, where it couldn't interfere.
"Six months," he said finally.
Jungoo nodded once. "Six months."
"Not a day longer."
"Not a day longer."
The words felt like a contract. A deal sealed without handshake or witness.
Jonggun turned toward the exit. His steps were steady. His face revealed nothing. He didn't look back to see if Jungoo was following.
He didn't need to.
He already knew Jungoo would be.
***
They walked out of the prison together.
Not side by side—Jonggun was always half a step ahead, as if putting distance between them even in motion. But close enough that their shadows touched on the pavement. Close enough that Jonggun could feel Jungoo's presence like a second heartbeat.
They passed through the prison gates. Past the guard booths. Past the high walls topped with coiled razor wire that glittered like teeth.
And then they were just… walking.
Jonggun's confusion started as a low hum at the back of his mind. It grew louder when Jungoo steered them away from the parking area without so much as a glance at the rows of cars.
Strange.
Jonggun knew Jungoo's cars. The yellow Camaro was impossible to miss—flashy, bright, a deliberate middle finger to subtlety. And the Porsche? That one was Jungoo's Sunday car, the one he took out when he wanted to feel fancy.
Neither was here.
Jonggun scanned the parking lot as they passed it. Row after row of dull sedans, work trucks, the occasional family minivan. No flash of yellow.
Maybe he parked on the street.
But they kept walking. Past the designated parking area. Past the curb. Past the line of cars parked along the road, most of them dusted with the grime of overnight parking.
Jonggun's brow furrowed.
He opened his mouth to ask where they were going—
"I'm sorry."
Jungoo's voice cut through the silence. Quiet. Careful. The way someone speaks when they've been holding a weight for a long time and are only now setting it down.
Jonggun looked at him. Jungoo's eyes were fixed straight ahead, his jaw tight.
"I couldn't save your assets," Jungoo continued. "Everything was seized. The government moved fast—faster than I could counter. Accounts, properties, investments… all of it."
Jonggun said nothing. He'd expected as much. Charles Choi's empire had crumbled, and anyone connected to it had been swept up in the wreckage. His assets were always going to be collateral damage.
But Jungoo wasn't finished.
"Except one." Jungoo's voice dropped lower. "The penthouse. The one we used to share, back when we both worked for him."
Jonggun's step faltered. Almost imperceptibly. But Jungoo noticed. Jungoo always noticed.
"I managed to keep that one." Jungoo paused, as if steeling himself against something. His hands, hanging at his sides, curled into loose fists. Then relaxed. Then curled again.
"I just…" He exhaled. "I wanted you to have a home to come back to. No matter what."
Home.
The word echoed strangely in Jonggun's chest. The penthouse wasn't just a penthouse. It was a monument to a past life—a gilded cage they'd shared as Charles Choi's most lethal assets. Marble floors that reflected the city lights. Floor-to-ceiling windows that made you feel like you were floating above Seoul. A kitchen neither of them really used. A living room where they'd sat in silence more often than not, too exhausted to speak.
Jonggun had basically grown up there with Jungoo.
It was the closest thing to a home he'd ever had.
Not because of the opulence. Not because of the address or the facilities. But because it was the only place where Jonggun had ever felt like he could rest. Where he didn't need to keep his guard up every second. Where he could sit on the couch at 2 AM, staring at the ceiling, and not feel like someone was waiting to stab him in the back.
It was safe.
“Thanks.” That's all he could say, even when he had thousands of words and questions waiting to leave his mouth.
He just kept walking.
Jungoo didn't push. He fell back into step beside Jonggun, matching his pace, and led them toward the train station.
The train.
Jonggun stared at the entrance to the subway, its fluorescent-lit stairs descending into the earth like a mouth. People streamed past them—commuters, students, an old woman carrying groceries. Normal life. The kind of life Jonggun had never really lived.
He followed Jungoo down the stairs. Bought a ticket from the machine when Jungoo handed him cash. Stood on the platform as the train rattled toward them.
They boarded. Stood near the door. The train lurched into motion.
Jonggun watched the tunnel walls blur past the window. Then, without turning his head, he asked:
"Where's the Camaro?"
Beside him, Jungoo went very still.
"Sold it."
Two words. Simple. Final.
Jonggun's suspicion, which had been curling at the edges of his mind since the parking lot, suddenly snapped into focus. The cheap clothes. The unbranded shoes. The lack of a car. The train.
No.
Jonggun needed to hear it. Needed verbal confirmation, because his mind refused to accept what his eyes were seeing.
"The clothes," Jonggun said. "The unbranded everything."
Jungoo let out a small, almost amused sound. Not quite a laugh. Something softer. Sadder.
"I'm into minimalism these days," he said lightly. "People change, Gun."
"Not you."
The words came out before Jonggun could stop them. Flat. Certain.
Jungoo's smile faded. He looked down at his hands—those bare, ringless hands—and stayed quiet for a long moment.
When he finally spoke, his voice was stripped of all pretense.
"I sold everything." He said it like a confession. "The cars. My own penthouse. Every designer piece I owned. The watches—the Patek, the Audemars, all of them." He paused, swallowing. "I liquidated everything I had to finance the legal maneuvers. To set you free."
The train swayed. Jonggun's reflection stared back at him from the opposite window—pale, hollow-eyed, unreadable.
He didn't know what to say.
What could he say?
Jungoo had dismantled his entire life. Sold his home. Sold his cars. Sold the clothes off his back—literally—and replaced them with cheap cotton and unbranded shoes. All of it converted into bribes and legal fees and the impossible machinery that had cracked Jonggun's sentence open.
And he'd done it for a man who almost killed him and refused his visitation requests.
Jonggun looked away. The debt, which he had thought was a burden, was now a crushing, suffocating mountain. And he had just agreed to spend the next six months pretending it could be repaid with the shallow performance of affection.
***
Jonggun gripped the overhead rail and stared out at the world sliding past.
The cityscape scrolling past was familiar in its bones, but the details were wrong.
A sleek apartment building rose from what he remembered as a vast meadow, the kind of place where wild grass used to bend in the wind. Now it was glass and steel and balconies full of potted plants. The slum on the eastern hill—the one with the tin roofs and the dilapidated walls—had been bulldozed. In its place stood an exquisite mall, all white marble and glowing advertising boards.
Giant billboards loomed over the streets, displaying products he didn't recognize. A skincare line with a celebrity he couldn't name. A smartphone with a folding screen.
Two years.
That was all. Twenty-four months. And yet the world had kept spinning without him, rearranging itself in ways both small and profound. Not a different world, exactly. Just a world that moved on without him.
He felt it in his chest—a low, hollow ache. The strange grief of being left behind by time.
Beside him, Jungoo was silent. He'd been silent since they left the train station, giving Jonggun space to process. But now, as if sensing the unease radiating from Jonggun's stillness, he shifted closer.
"See that cologne on the billboard?" Jungoo said, his voice low and easy, like they were continuing a conversation that had never stopped. "The one with the blue bottle?"
Jonggun followed his gaze. A giant advertisement showed a handsome model leaning against a sports car, the tagline promising "Eau de Courage."
"They launched it last month," Jungoo continued. "It smells like toilet cleaner. I'm not exaggerating. The public toilet vibe is strong."
Jonggun blinked. A small, unexpected crack appeared in the wall of his detachment.
Jungoo pointed again, this time at a storefront near the station exit. "That Chinese restaurant? The new one with the red lanterns? Reviews said their xiao long bao was heavenly. I haven't tried it yet. I was waiting for—" He stopped, then smoothly continued, "Maybe we can try it sometimes.”
Another crack.
Then Jungoo nodded toward a block of low-rise buildings in the distance, all identical gray facades and small windows. "The government turned the mangrove forest into cheap apartments. For the poor, they said." He glanced at Jonggun, a flicker of his old sharpness in his eyes. "What do you think, Gun? Good trade or bad trade?"
Jonggun understood, then.
This was Jungoo's way of grounding him. Pointing out the changes, naming them, giving them shape and context. Not overwhelming Jonggun with everything at once, but offering small pieces—bite-sized, manageable—so the world could be reassembled around him.
Look. This is new. This is different. But here's a joke about the cologne. Here's a recommendation for dumplings. Here's a question about urban development to make you think.
It was gentle. Deliberate. The kind of care that didn't announce itself.
Jonggun didn't know if he should feel touched.
Or unsettled.
Because the fact that Jungoo could read him this easily—even now, even after two years of denied visitation requests and unanswered letters—was its own kind of intimacy. Jungoo still knew exactly what Jonggun needed, sometimes before Jonggun knew it himself. The kind that came from growing up together. From fighting back-to-back. Jonggun wasn't sure anyone had ever known him the way Jungoo did.
He didn't respond to Jungoo's question about the apartments. He just turned back to the window and watched the city blur past, the ache in his chest now tangled with something else. Something he didn't have a name for.
***
The penthouse building rose against the evening sky, familiar and unchanged. The doorman was new—a young man with nervous eyes who didn't recognize Jonggun and looked ready to challenge him before Jungoo gave a small nod of acknowledgment. They rode the elevator in silence. The carpet was the same deep burgundy. The mirrored walls reflected them back at each other—two men standing side by side, not touching, separated by inches that felt like miles.
The elevator stopped. The doors opened.
And Jonggun stepped into a time capsule.
Nothing had changed.
The same hardwood floors. The same leather sofa, facing the same floor-to-ceiling windows with the same view of Seoul's skyline. The same throw blanket draped over the armrest—faded now, maybe, but unmistakably the same one he used to pull over his shoulders on cold nights.
His coat. Still hanging on the coatrack. The same worn leather jacket he'd worn for years, the one with the scuffed sleeves and the faint smell of rain. Jungoo hadn't moved it. Hadn't boxed it up or thrown it away. It was just… there. Waiting.
And the slippers.
The pair of worn, slightly too-large slippers he used to shuffle around in during lazy mornings. They were placed neatly by the sofa, exactly where he always left them.
Like I only left yesterday.
Not two years ago. Not after a prison sentence, a fallout, a nearly fatal fight. Just… yesterday.
Jonggun's throat tightened.
Everything stayed.
The penthouse was exactly as he remembered it.
This was preservation.
Deliberate. Painstaking. Almost obsessive.
He walked deeper into the penthouse, to his old room. He pushed the door open, bracing himself for dust, for neglect, for the musty smell of a space left too long undisturbed.
Instead, the room was spotless.
The bed was made with crisp white sheets. The windows were clean, letting in the last gray light of the fading day. His books were still on the shelf, arranged in the same haphazard order he'd left them.
No dust. No neglect. No sign that this room had been empty for two years.
Jungoo had kept it spotless.
Not a single detail changed. Not a single thing moved or removed or replaced.
Jonggun stood in the doorway, frozen, something cracking open in his chest that he refused to name.
Behind him, Jungoo's voice came—soft, warm, almost shy.
"Welcome home."
Jonggun turned.
Jungoo was standing in the hallway, hands in his pockets, square glasses slightly askew. And he was smiling. A wide, genuine smile—the kind Jonggun hadn't seen in years. The kind that reached his eyes and softened his whole face, that made him look impossibly gentler and prettier.
Welcome home.
Jonggun didn't know how to react. Didn't know what face to make, what words to say. He just stood there, frozen, while Jungoo's smile faded into something smaller but no less genuine.
Then Jungoo straightened and glanced at his phone—a cheap model, Jonggun noticed, nothing like the luxury phones he used to carry.
"I need to go to work," Jungoo said. "Night shift." He tucked the phone into his pocket and nodded toward the kitchen. "There are leftovers in the fridge. Help yourself."
Jonggun's brow furrowed. "Work?"
"My job." Jungoo said it simply, like it was obvious. "I'm still a bodyguard. Just… not the kind I used to be."
Jonggun waited.
Jungoo elaborated, his voice even. "I work for a legit company now. Corporate protection. Background checks, threat assessments, that sort of thing. No more underground dealings."
The words felt impossible.
This was Kim Jungoo, the Weapon Genius.
Jungoo had been his equal when they worked under Charles Choi. Powerful. Feared. The kind of man who walked into a room and commanded attention without saying a word. People had wanted to be his ally. Had begged for his favor. Had trembled at the thought of his displeasure. The same Jungoo whose name had been whispered in Seoul's underworld with a mixture of fear and envy.
And now?
Now he worked a legal job. A normal job. With a paycheck and taxes and probably a company ID card.
“Why?" The word came out before he could stop it.
Jungoo paused. He didn't turn around right away. When he did, his expression was calm. Resigned. The look of someone who had made peace with a difficult choice.
"Because that world," Jungoo said quietly, "is the same world that forced us to hurt each other. The same world that almost made us kill each other."
Jonggun's breath caught. The memory rise up, unbidden. The fight. The blood. The moment when he'd looked down at Jungoo's face—pale, slack, bleeding—and felt something inside him crack.
Jungoo's voice didn't waver. "It's the world that almost robbed me of you. It's the world that separated us." He slipped on his shoes, movements slow and deliberate. "I didn't want to be a part of it anymore.”
The silence that followed was heavy. Thick with everything they'd never said.
Then Jungoo crossed the room in three quick strides—and hugged him.
Jonggun went rigid.
It wasn't a gentle hug. It wasn't tentative or questioning. Jungoo held him like he meant it—like he'd been waiting for years to do this, like Jonggun might disappear if he let go. His face pressed against Jonggun's shoulder. His hands curled into the back of Jonggun's shirt.
"I'm so happy," Jungoo whispered, his voice muffled but unmistakable. "I'm so happy I can have you back. Safe. Sound."
Jonggun stood rigid in his arms.
His own hands hung at his sides. He didn't raise them. Didn't return the embrace. But he didn't pull away, either.
And somewhere beneath his ribs, that unnamed thing—shifted slightly. Settled into a shape he didn't recognize.
Jungoo held on for a few more seconds. Then he pulled back, smoothed down his shirt, and offered a small, almost shy smile. “I'll be back by morning. See you later.”
Then he turned and walked to the front door.
Before he could open it, Jonggun moved.
He didn't think about it. Didn't plan it. His hand simply reached out and closed around Jungoo's left wrist—gentle, but firm enough to stop him.
Jungoo froze.
"Thank you," Jonggun said.
The words came out rougher than he intended. Quiet. Almost reluctant. But real.
Thank you for the penthouse. For the coat on the rack. For the slippers by the sofa. For the spotless room. For selling everything you owned. For waiting. For still being here when I gave you every reason to leave.
He didn't say any of that. Couldn't. The words tangled in his throat, too big and too sharp to push past his teeth.
But Jungoo seemed to understand anyway.
He always did.
Jungoo nodded once, his wrist warm beneath Jonggun's fingers. Then he gently pulled free, opened the door, and stepped out into the hallway.
The door clicked shut behind him.