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The briefing room at Mid-Wilshire hummed with the low murmur of officers starting their shift. Bradford sat in his usual spot near the back, arms crossed, expression carved from granite. He had been a Training Officer long enough to know the rhythm of these mornings, the nervous energy of new boots, their faces and bodies always gave their nerves away. the stale coffee smell that never quite left the air.
‘The Rookie’ draft was always an interesting time. Tim has had all types of rookies over the years. Several couldn't hack it and failed out; he’s had shy boots turn into absolute rock stars, and only a few came in with the confidence for the job right out of the gate. No matter how they came through, every draft is unique.
Then the new rookies filed in, and everything changed.
The air shifted like a pressure drop before a storm. Tim felt it in his chest first, a sudden vacuum that stole the breath from his lungs. A scent cut through the room, clean, warm, impossibly bright. Sunlight. That was the only word that fit. Golden and soft, carrying hints of citrus and something sweeter, like honey warmed by morning light. His alpha instincts snapped to attention, every nerve lighting up with a single, undeniable recognition.
Mate.
His gaze locked onto her the moment she stepped through the door. Breathtaking. Dark hair pulled back neatly, uniform crisp, posture straight but not rigid. She moved with quiet confidence, unaware of the way the world had just tilted on its axis for him. Tim’s heart slammed against his ribs. He couldn’t look away.
Angela Lopez, seated a row over, shot him a strange look, one eyebrow raised. Tim jerked his eyes down to the floor immediately, jaw tight. What the hell was that? He wasn’t some green rookie ruled by his nose. He was Tim Bradford, controlled, disciplined, married. This wasn’t happening.
“Alright, alright. Settle down. Settle down,” Sergeant Wade Grey called, his voice cutting through the chatter. “So, okay, we got some new blood this morning. And some pushing the expiration date.” Laughter rippled through the room. Grey turned to the rookies. “Get up. After six months together in the Academy, you’ve earned the right to be here. But you’ll have to prove yourself to stay. The way we do things matters. Protocol and tradition are the metal from which every cop in this city is forged. Understand?”
“Yes, sir,” came the chorus from Chen, West, and Nolan.
“Sit down. It’s time to play the Training Officer match game.” Grey listed the rookies with his usual dry humor, then pointed. “And the winners are: Officer Bradford, you get our hotshot.”
Lucy glanced over her shoulder at Tim. Their eyes met for a fraction of a second, and his breath stopped completely. The sunlight scent wrapped around him tighter, pulling at something deep and primal. Fuck- Not her.
Tim’s stomach twisted. He looked away fast, confusion and anger spiking hot in his veins. This couldn’t be right. Not now. Not her.
Grey continued assigning the others, but Tim barely heard it. His mind was a storm. He was married. He had a wife, Isabel, who he still loved, even if she had disappeared into her addiction. He was her Training Officer. She was ten years younger.
And she smelled like every dream he’d never let himself have.
Lucy’s brows furrowed as she turned forward again, confusion flickering across her face. Tim sat rigid, fists clenched beneath the table. He was angry, at the universe, at biology, at whatever cruel joke this was… At her.
He wouldn’t let it happen. He couldn’t.
The briefing wrapped quickly. “Be safe out there. Officer Bishop, I need a word with your rook.”
Tim stood without looking at Lucy again. He headed straight for the patrol car, every step measured, every breath deliberate. But the moment she slid into the passenger seat beside him, the enclosed space became unbearable.
He gripped the steering wheel until his knuckles whitened. Everything inside him screamed one word: mine. The scent filled the car despite the windows being cracked. Sunlight and warmth and something that made his alpha instincts howl to pull over, to claim, to protect. He fought it with everything he had. No. This was not happening.
Lucy kept stealing glances at him, then looking away, her fingers twisting in her lap. She felt it too. He could tell by the way her breathing changed, the subtle shift in her own scent, curious, uncertain, threaded with the faintest trace of omega awareness.
“So,” Tim said, voice rougher than he intended, “why do you want to be a cop?”
“Is this a trick question?” Lucy asked, a small smile trying to break through.
“You want me to train you, I need to know why you’re in this car.”
“Okay. Um, my parents are both therapists, so I spent my childhood talking about my feelings—”
Tires screeched as Tim slammed on the brakes. The smell of her was suffocating him now. Windows down did nothing. She smelled too good. Too right. He had to get her out of this car before he lost control and did something unforgivable.
“I’ve been shot!” he barked.
“Wh—”
“Where are you, Boot?!”
“What?”
“I’m bleeding to death. You have to call for help. Where are you?”
“Uh—”
“Where are you?!”
“Um—”
“Now I’m dead. It’s your fault. Get out.”
Please, for the love of God, get out of the car.
All Tim could think about was pulling into some deserted parking lot and giving in to the roar in his blood, to press her against the seat and bury his face in that sunlight scent until the world disappeared. But that wasn’t going to happen. It couldn’t. He was married. He was her boss. She was sunlight, and he was storm clouds. And she was ten years younger. There were so many reasons he couldn’t give in.
“Get out and walk,” he ordered. “You can get back in when you know where you are.”
Lucy stared at him for a beat, then stepped out without another word. As she started down the sidewalk, Tim sat in the idling car, hands still locked on the wheel. He had no idea what to do. His alpha was raging, demanding he go after her, protect her, claim her. His mind was screaming the opposite. This was a disaster.
Inside Lucy’s head, the thought was simpler, sharper: Well, my alpha is a jackass. Awesome.
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The food truck courtyard buzzed with lunch-break energy. Officers gathered at picnic tables, trading stories and jabs over tacos. Tim sat with Talia and Angela, trying to focus on anything but the omega across the space.
Bishop was mid-brag. “How’s your day going, Angela? ’Cause I saved a kid. Probably gonna make the paper tomorrow.”
Lopez smirked. “Mm. You’re so cute trying to get under my skin.”
Tim’s eyes kept drifting. He tracked Lucy without meaning to, watching her laugh at something Jackson West said. She looked bright, alive—contradictory to the quiet tension he’d felt in the car. Soft one moment, determined the next. He couldn’t get a read on her, and that unsettled him more than the mating pull.
He forced his attention back to the conversation.
“Trying?” he cut in. “She’s already under. Just like you’re under hers.”
Lopez blinked. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“You’ve wanted to be a detective since you were a kid. Talia just wants it ’cause it’s a stepping stone to the top. And that pisses you off. Meanwhile, she knows your ability to be mercenary gives you a leg up ’cause she’s got an overdeveloped sense of morality, which gets in her way.”
“Shut up,” Bishop and Lopez said in unison.
“Well, I don’t know why the hell you two are so determined to get out of patrol. This is where all the fun is.”
He didn’t see Lucy approaching until her scent hit him again, warm and close. His shoulders tensed instinctively. “You didn’t forget the hot sauce, did you, Boot?”
Lucy stuttered, cheeks flushing, then turned and hurried back toward the truck.
That’s what she needs to do, Tim thought bitterly. Run away.
Bishop poked at her food. “Is there meat in this?”
Nolan shrugged. “Uh… no?”
Dispatch crackled over the radio: “7-Adam-15, return to 1401 West Sycamore. Situation has escalated.”
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The rest of the afternoon passed in heavy silence inside the shop. Tim and Lucy avoided looking at each other, but the air between them crackled with everything unsaid. The more Tim thought about it, the angrier he became. Angry at fate for dropping his mate into his patrol car on her first day. Angry at himself for feeling any of it while Isabel was still out there, lost.
Lucy sat quietly, processing. It was clear Tim wanted no part of this. The rejection stung deeper than she wanted to admit.
“I’ve decided on your punishment,” Tim said finally, breaking the quiet.
“Are you gonna tell me what it is?”
“More of a ‘show you’ kind of guy.” He pulled over near a familiar figure on the sidewalk. “Ghost Head. No, no, hold up a minute.”
“Yo, this is harassment,” the man grumbled.
Am I really about to let her get her ass kicked? Tim wondered. It’ll break her into this. I won’t let it go too far.
But the problem was deeper. This grimy criminal was about to touch his mate. No, not his mate. She needed to learn to handle herself. He wouldn’t always be there. After her probation year, they’d go their separate ways and probably never have to see each other again.
At least that's what needs to happen.
The thought made something in his chest ache with unexpected sadness.
“What? No, it’s just good customer service. Kind of like a frequent flyer program for dirt-bag drug dealers. Search him, Boot.”
“Uh— Turn around, grab the wall.”
“Make me, Boot.”
The struggle was quick and ugly. Tim’s voice stayed steady even as his alpha instincts screamed. “Keep your hands up, Chen. Don’t let him get on top of you!”
Lucy fought hard, determination blazing. She finally got Ghost Head face-down on the pavement and cuffed him.
Tim felt a surge of pride he tried to bury. She did a good job. She can hold her own. He also tried very hard not to notice how hot it had been to watch her take the man down—strong, capable, fierce.
“You’re under arrest,” Lucy said, breathing hard. She looked at Tim. “That was my punishment?”
“Yep. Plus, I got to see if you could handle yourself, so it’s really a two-fer.”
Fucking asshole alpha, Lucy thought, jaw tight.
Tim didn’t feel great about it, but the anger at the universe burned hotter. A mate he could never have. The universe was unreasonably cruel.
As Lucy hauled Ghost Head toward the patrol car, a woman came running out of the store. “Hey! Hey! Hey, let him go! Come on.”
Tim froze. “You all right here? For real.” Then, softer, stunned: “Isabel?”
“Leave him alone.”
“Isab— Isabel— it’s… It’s me. It’s Tim. It’s okay. I’ve been trying to find you—just to make sure you were okay. Are you okay?”
“I’m fine. I’m fine! Get off me!”
“I just want to help.” His voice cracked with desperation. “I just want to help.”
Even as he reached for the woman he still loved, something in his brain and heart pulled him to check on Lucy. To make sure she was safe. To shield her from this mess.
“You want to help me?” Isabel asked.
“Yeah.”
“Give me all your cash.”
“What?”
“Give me your money.”
“God, I’ll get you rehab.”
“I don’t need rehab! Come on. Please.”
Tim dug cash from his pocket and handed it over. Isabel snatched it and ran.
“Hey,” Lucy said quietly. “What— What do you want me to do with this guy?”
“Just let him go.”
“Let him go?”
She released Ghost Head. They got back in the car in silence.
“Let’s go.”
“What the hell just happened?”
“That was my wife,” Tim said, voice hollow. “I haven’t seen her in almost a year.”
A wife?! Lucy’s thoughts spun. He has a fucking wife?
Tim’s stomach churned with rage, anguish, and a wave of nausea. His mate had just met his wife—the wife he couldn’t protect or keep safe.
“I won’t tell anyone,” Lucy said softly.
There’s no point, she thought. It complicates this even more.
“You’re damn right you won’t.” The TO’s jaw tightens to the point his teeth grind.
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Shift ended under a bruised sky. Tim walked through the parking garage toward his truck, shoulders heavy with the day’s weight. He heard footsteps behind him.
“Officer Bradford.”
His shoulders tensed, but he stopped.
Lucy caught up, breathing a little fast. When he turned, she met his eyes directly. “Are we going to talk about this?”
Tim’s jaw clenched so hard it ached. “Talk about what?”
“You know what?” Her arms crossed. She stared up at him, small but unyielding.
Tim sighed, already hating the words forming on his tongue. “Listen, there is nothing between us. There will never be anything between us, so the sooner you accept that, the easier this will be.”
Lucy’s mouth dropped open. “What? It doesn’t work that way.”
Tim looked away, guilt already carving into him for what he was about to say. “Whatever mate thoughts you have in your head… get rid of them.”
“Are you kid—”
“Enough, Chen!” He dropped his voice, low and final. “I will not be your alpha. You won’t be my omega.”
Lucy’s face flushed, first with anger, hot and bright, then with a raw sadness that hit him like a punch. Finally, it settled into a blank, carefully controlled expression.
“Understood, sir.” She turned and walked away without looking back.
Tim stood frozen, watching her go. The scent of her pheromones trailed after her, confused, distraught, aching. It clung to the air like smoke. He didn’t know what to make of what had just happened. All he knew was that he felt terrible. Worse than terrible. Like he had just shattered something fragile and irreplaceable.
And the worst part? Some deep, stubborn part of him already wanted to run after her and take it all back.