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[POV: uh me?]
I was low-key tired as FUCK.
I JUST got back from my GOD forsaken school.
I genuine HATE it.
I walk into my room.
And faceplant myself on my bed.
My next class er.. Wait what is 'Les' in english-
Whatever.
I'm board now.
Maybe I should read fanfic :3
Or finish Demo 5?
OR complete that one drawing of Sharksune(My two lesbian friends) getting married?
OR FINALLY WRITE A NEW CHAPTER FOR MY FUCKING FICS!
Me wanna sleep too.
What do I dooo??
Wait!
WHAT TIME IS IT!?
I check the time and it's..
OH FUCK IT'S ALRETTY 3PM!
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!!
I rush downstairs.
And while going down the stairs.
I tripped.
"OH FUU-"
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[POV: 007n7]
I was sitting on the dock just staring at the waves.
Then suddenly.
CRASH
I heard a crash like a few feet behind me.
I turned to see a.. Child!?
What's a kid doing here!?
I need to tell the others!
I rush over into the cabin.
"Guys! A new survivor just spawned in!"
"Like.. Right now?" Chance asks
"YES! THEY JUST GOT HERE!"
"Where are they?" Elliot asks
"They're just beside the missing board!"
Elliot and I go outside
[POV: Elliot]
I looked at the new survivor.
Oh my god They're a child..
I ignore it, checking the kid's wounds.
Their head is bleeding, They also have a lot of bruses.
"Go get Guest or anyone else"
"Right." 007n7 complies
I hear His footsteps getting farther away.
How did a kid get this ingured?
Whatever I can ask Them when They eventally wake up.
"Elliot, why did you ask for me?" I hear Guest ask
"The new survivor's badly hurt."
I slightly move over letting Guest see Their state
"Oh god thats a child.." I hear Guest wisper
"Help me get Them to the Cabin."
Guest picks up the kid and brings Them back to the cabin.
[POV: Me/Author]
Aughhh my fucking head hurts like hell..
Where the fuck am I?
I sit up looking around.
THIS AIN'T MY HOUSE NOR A FUCKING HOSPITAL-
"Oh the kids awake!" I hear a voice announce
I turn my head to see..
Holy fucking shit it's Guest 1337-
"Hey you okay?" Guest 1337 asks.
WAIT IF GUEST IS HERE..
AM I IN FUCKING FORSAKEN?!
"Kid?" I hear Guest ask again.
"I-I'm uh f-fine, well aside from my head."
"Shouldn't be suprising from what Guest and Elliot said you're head was bleedin'" A feminine voice says. I'd assume it would be Jane.
"Apa..?"(Translation: What..?)
"My head.. Was bleeding?"
"👍😮💨👀😬😔" I could see Taph uh sign(would that be the right word?)
"I have NO idea what you just said!"
"They said with a frown, it was bleeding in the town, that to hear causes faces to frown." Dusekkar says.
"I think I understod that enough!"
"Now.. Where am I?"
That was a lie.. I knew where I was.. But I needed to act like how someone who isn't a fan/doesn't know of forsaken.
"Oh god how do I say this.." Elliot sighs.
The survivors explain it in the most kid-friendly way possible.
"Jadi, Aku di.. NERAKA!?" (Translation: Soo, I'm in.. HELL!?)
"Does someone know what the kid's saying?" Shedletsky asks.
"❓🤔🔥😈😱" Taph HOPEFULLY translates for me.
"HOW DID- sorry if I get you're pronunce wrong. SHE COME TO THAT CONCLUSION!?" Elliot asks
"I know a lot of things that should be reserved for adults Toots"
The survivors looked at me in pure and utter shock.
Probably from me calling Elliot 'Toots' and also probably from me saying that.
"I'm sorry what did you just call me?" Elliot asks with what I assume is pure confusion
"I called you Toots, wait. Is that a bad word for me to say, am I not supposed to say that? IF SO IM SOSOSOSO SORRY!"
"No, it's not that I'm just supprised you called me 'Toots' ki-" Elliot explains
"WAIT, I CAN'T LEAVE. WHAT IF MY FRIENDS FIND OUT I DIED!? I COULDN'T EVEN SAY GOODBYE! GOd they're is going to be devistated..! AND ANd-"
"Kid calm down. Panicin' is just goin' to make things worse." Builderman says
"BUT WHAT ABOUT MY DREAMS! WHAT ABOUT MY FAMILY!? MOM'S GOING TO FEEL SO GUILTY AND IT'S ALL GOING TO BE MY FAULT!"
I was crying by then and curled my self into a ball. A million thoughts flowed through my head
What about Oreo! What about my online friends, They won't even know what happened to me! I won't get to sing Epic with M---- again! I won't to talk with my best friend about our interest! I DIDN'T EVEN MAKE IT TO Z---'S BIRTHDAY! I NEVER GOT TO FINISH THAT COMIC WITH Q----! I NEVER SAW Q---- GET A PHONE NUMBER! I NEVER ADDED R------ TO MY CONTACTS! I NEVER EVEN GOT TO YELL AT MY GOD DAMN CLASSMATES! I NEVER GOT TO PLAY DEMO 5 WITH SIS! I DIDN'T TALK TO A----- ABOUT HER HARMING HERSELF! I never got to say 'thank you' to my friends! I COULDN'T EVEN TELL THOSE GIRLS IN MY CLASS 'thank you' FOR LETTING ME INTO THEIR GROUP WHEN NO ONE DID! I COULDN'T EVEN SAY 'sorry' TO MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS FOR LEAVING THEM! I NEVER GOT TO SAY 'thank you' TO G----- AND G----- FOR BEING THE FIRST FRIENDS I MADE IN ELAMENTARY! I NEVER GOT TO SAY SORRY TO MOM OR DAD FOR BEING A PAIN TO RAISE! I NEVER GOT TO ACTUALLY KNOW MY BIG BROTHER! I NEVER GOT TO TELL MY FRIENDS THAT THEIR LIKE FAMILY TO ME! I NEVER GOT TO TELL HER THAT SHE WAS LIKE A SISTER TO ME! Oh god what do I do?! It's all MY fault
[POV: Elliot]
The kid was clearly having a panic attack. She was bearly able to breath from what I saw.
She was a mess of sobs.
THINK ELLIOT THINK!
What do you do!?
"Hey, it's going to be okay-"
"OKAY!? How am I goING to be okAY?!" The kid cried out inbetween tears.
"Leave me alone.." I heard her wisper.
I look at the other survivors and Guest who also heard what She said signaled for everyone to leave.
[POV: Me/Author]
I wanna leave..
I don't wanna be here..
Please..
Spectre..
Let me leave..
I wanna go home..
I saw that the survivors had left the room. Probably going to the 'Kitchen'
Might as well get outta their hair for awhile..
Afterall isn't that what I am?
A dissapointment?
A idiot?
A failure?
A imature asshole?
Someone deserves no one?
Hahah..
Oh, I miss you so much.
I miss all of you..
I care about you..
I wish I was with all of you right now..
Laughing..
Playing games..
Arguing..
Like a family!
My dearest friends..
Please be okay..
I may not show it that well..
But I do indeed care for you 6..
Don't let my death bring you down..
After all..
I'm an inconvince..
A thorn in your rose..
Please..
Don't let me being here make you sad..
Q----, A-----, please don't harm you're selfs anymore, please don't kill yourselfs too, we all care about you..
Q----, and Z---, be a happy couple, we all support you two..
M----. Although I've known you the least amount of time, you're like my twin sister..
A-----, You've been my bestfriend for a long time. You're like my little sister, I care about you, and I will miss you dearly. Don't be like Two time.. I know you might not actually belive in spawn but please don't harm yourself or others because of it..
All of you..
Be happy without me..
Live out you're lives..
Without..
Me..
Share you're dreams with eachother..
Don't let anyone bring YOU down..
And I swear..
If I see any of you here too..
I WILL find a way out..
One way..
Or another..