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The air in the hallway always seemed to thin when Shen Wenlang walked through it.

It wasn't a supernatural phenomenon, though his classmates treated it as such. It was simply the physics of an S-Class Alpha—a biological gravity that pulled the oxygen out of the lungs of those nearby, leaving behind a vacuum of instinctual fear.

Shen Wenlang hated it. Every step he took felt like a reminder of the man he was built to become.

He sat at his desk in the back corner of the classroom, his posture rigid, eyes fixed on the grain of the wooden tabletop.

To anyone else, he looked like a statue of cold indifference, a prince of the underworld waiting to claim a throne he hadn't yet touched. In reality, he was counting his breaths, trying to keep his own scent—the sharp, cold fragrance of iris—tightly coiled beneath his skin.

Four seconds in. Hold for four. Four seconds out.

It was a technique Dr. Aris had taught him three years ago, back when the move to Jianghu from Country P was still fresh and the scent of an Omega in the street could still trigger a wave of visceral, nauseating disgust in his gut.

“You are not your father’s son, Wenlang,” the doctor had said. “You are a person who happens to share his DNA. Your biology is a tool, not a destiny.”

It was a nice sentiment, but Dr. Aris hadn’t grown up in the Shen household.

He hadn't seen Shen Yu’s hand—massive and scarred—descend upon a child’s face just for crying.

He hadn't lived in the suffocating silence of a home where "love" was a transaction of power and "weakness" was a sin punishable by exile.

Shen Wenlang’s mind drifted back to the year he turned ten.

He remembered the way his Omega father, Ying Yi, would hover in the periphery like a ghost.

When Shen Yu had dragged Shen Wenlang into the basement to "teach him the family business," showing him how to hold a blade, Shen Wenlang had looked toward the stairs. He had seen Ying Yi standing there, his hands trembling. Ying Yi hadn't moved. He had simply turned around and walked back into the kitchen.

Six months later, Ying Yi was gone. No note. No goodbye. Just an empty closet and a son left behind to face the monster alone.

For years, Shen Wenlang had carried that abandonment like a sharpened stone. He had hated Omegas, seeing them as cowards who vanished when the price of staying became too high. It had taken years of therapy to realize that Ying Yi was a casualty, not a villain. But the betrayal still stung. It had left Shen Wenlang with a deep-seated terror of his own shadow.

A sharp sound snapped him back to the present. A textbook had hit the floor.

It was Gao Tu.

The boy was kneeling to retrieve the book, his movements hurried.

Gao Tu was a shadow in the classroom, a "Beta" who seemed determined to blend into the paint.

Shen Wenlang knew more about him than he should. He knew Gao Tu was here on a scholarship—a fact made public on the honors board—and he knew the boy spent his afternoons racing between two different part-time jobs. He saw the fatigue in Gao Tu’s shoulders, the way he hovered on the edge of burnout just to stay afloat.

Shen Wenlang assumed it was the simple, honest struggle of a poor student trying to make a life for himself. He respected that. It was a kind of resilience Shen Wenlang, with all his blood-stained wealth, didn't think he possessed.

The incident that had changed everything happened a year ago.

It was a small thing. They were in the library, and a group of Alphas were mocking a younger student.

Shen Wenlang had stayed frozen, terrified that if he intervened, his S-Class aggression would spin out of control.

Then, Gao Tu had walked past them. He didn't have the strength to fight them, but he had simply stopped, picked up the younger student’s dropped pens, and said in a voice that vibrated with a quiet dignity: "You’re making it very hard for people to study. Please be quiet."

In that moment, Shen Wenlang had realized that strength wasn't about the S-Class blood in his veins. It was about what Gao Tu had: the courage to exist in a world that wanted to erase him.

Shen Wenlang’s gaze lingered on the back of Gao Tu’s neck. He also knew, with the terrifying precision of his Alpha instincts, that Gao Tu wasn't a Beta.

Beneath the heavy, chemical scent of cheap suppressants that Gao Tu used to mask himself, there was a ghost of something real. It was the scent of sage—earthy, clean, and bracing.

It was a scent that made Shen Wenlang’s heart hammer. It didn't smell like the "needy" Omegas of his childhood; it smelled like rain on a dry field. It smelled like safety.

But how could he approach him? He was the son of Shen Yu. If he got too close, his own scent of iris—so distinct and cold—would give him away instantly.

Gao Tu would look at him and see a predator.

The bell rang, and Gao Tu slipped out of the classroom like a ghost.

Shen Wenlang stayed in his seat until the room was empty. He looked at his hands.

This is the final year, he thought. Once they crossed that stage, Gao Tu would vanish, and Shen Wenlang would be pulled back into his father’s dark orbit.

He couldn't speak to him. But he had to reach out.

Shen Wenlang reached into his bag and pulled out a small, plain piece of paper. He stared at the white surface for a long time.

He couldn't sign it—not with a name, and certainly not with a drawing of an iris. That would be a confession in itself.

He set the pen to the paper, his handwriting careful, stripped of its usual aggressive slant.

He folded the paper twice. He didn't add a name. He didn't add a symbol. He wanted the words to stand alone, a message from one soul in hiding to another.

As he stood up and walked toward the lockers, the cold scent of iris followed him, but for the first time, it didn't feel like a curse. It felt like a secret he was finally ready to share.