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Mud, Rain, and Fritland

Summary:

After a disastrous rainy hiking date leaves Canada injured and both of them soaked in mud, Netherlands realizes failure matters less than quietly staying beside someone you care about

[Canada’s and Netherlands date does not go as planned]

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The summit ended with the usual quiet violence of chairs scraping backwards, microphones clicking off, papers being gathered too quickly by aides who wanted to look efficient , and Nation humans rising from their assigned seats with that particular stiffness that came after hours of pretending every word spoken in the room had not been sharpened beforehand

 

The Netherlands stayed seated for a moment longer

 

Not because he had anything left to say. He had already said enough for the day, his notes arranged in neat squares before him, his pen capped, his expression carefully mild in a way that suggested patience rather than exhaustion. Across the hall, Canada was speaking to his brother , New Zealand, one hand resting on the back of his chair, shoulders loose beneath his suit jacket. There was rain on the windows behind him, soft at first, blurring the grey shape of the city outside into something washed and uncertain

 

Netherlands watched the rain touch the glass.

 

He had checked the forecast that morning

 

Twice

 

It had said light showers

 

Light showers were not supposed to turn the sky the colour of dirty wool and make the roads shine black beneath the streetlamps before evening had even properly arrived

 

Canada looked over

 

The conversation around him continued, but his eyes found Netherlands through the thinning crowd, and his smile came slower than it usually did, softer around the edges. Not the polite smile used for cameras. Not the easy diplomatic one he gave when someone made a joke at a reception and everyone needed to pretend it was funnier than it was

 

This one was small. Private

 

Netherlands felt his fingers tighten around the capped pen

 

He stood

 

Canada excused himself from the conversation a few moments later and crossed the hall, stepping between clusters of delegations with that gentle, apologetic grace of someone who somehow managed to take up space without making anyone feel pushed aside. His maple leaf pin caught the overhead light when he came close 

 

“So..” Canada said, voice low enough that it did not carry “Are we still going?”

 

Netherlands looked at him

 

Canada’s hair was slightly mussed from the long day, his tie loosened just enough to suggest that he had done it without thinking. There was a tiredness at the corners of his eyes, but his expression held a quiet hope that made Netherlands painfully aware of the folded paper in his inner jacket pocket

 

The itinerary

 

He had not called it that out loud, because that would have made it sound clinical. He had planned it with care anyway

 

A drive out of the city. A hiking trail just far enough from the diplomatic hotels to feel like escape. A scenic lookout if the weather cleared . A simple dinner after, maybe some wine, maybe something warm, something casual enough that Canada would not feel trapped by ceremony

 

A date planned around air, trees, and being allowed to walk without cameras. Canada loves hiking, he got his trait of adventure from France 

 

“Yes”  Netherlands said

 

Canada’s smile warmed

 

Netherlands added, after a beat “Unless you want to cancel because of the rain”

 

Canada turned his head slightly toward the window. The rain tapped steadily against the glass now, no longer shy

 

“Pssf- It’s just rain”

 

“It is becoming quite a lot of rain”

 

“I’m Canadian”

 

“That does not make you waterproof”

 

Canada’s smile widened, but he did not laugh loudly. He only looked down for a moment, thumb brushing the edge of his own cuff, as if trying to hide how pleased he was

 

“I still want to go” he said almost in a whining tone 

 

Netherlands nodded once, like this settled everything, like his chest had not loosened with relief

 

“Then we go”

 

They left through the side entrance where the cars waited under a concrete overhang, the air outside damp and cold enough to cling to skin. Security moved around them in dark coats, speaking into radios, opening doors, watching the road with the expression of people who expected inconvenience as part of the natural order

 

Netherlands’s car was parked near the end of the lane, polished that morning and now already dotted with rain. He unlocked it, held the passenger door open without thinking, and only realised what he had done when Canada glanced at him with a look too fond to be fully innocent

 

Netherlands pretended not to notice

 

Canada got in, folding his long legs carefully into the car

 

The first ten minutes were almost perfect

 

Almost

 

The heater breathed warm air into the car. The summit building disappeared behind them, its flags slick with rain, its windows glowing like tired eyes. Canada leaned back in the passenger seat and let out a slow breath, the kind that seemed to empty the whole day from his chest

 

Netherlands drove with both hands on the wheel, posture straight, eyes on the road. The city moved around them in grey reflections: wet pavements, umbrellas bending under wind, taxis sliding by in lines of red brake lights

 

Then the traffic stopped

 

Not slowed

 

Stopped

 

Ahead of them, an endless chain of cars sat beneath the rain, their lights bleeding across the soaked asphalt. Somewhere far ahead, a horn sounded. Then another. The sound travelled through the trapped vehicles like irritation passing from one body to the next

 

Canada stared through the windshield

 

Netherlands did not move

 

The navigation screen calmly announced a delay of twentythree minutes

 

 

Then thirtyone

 

 

 

Then fortyeight

 

 

 

Canada turned his head very slowly toward Netherlands

 

Netherlands kept his eyes forward

 

“This is not part of the plan” he said with clenched teeth

 

Canada’s mouth twitched

 

“I guessed”

 

“The route was clear when I checked”

 

“I believe you”

 

“I checked twice”

 

“I still believe you, Holland” 

 

Netherlands exhaled through his nose, quiet but sharp

 

Canada looked out at the rain again, his reflection faint in the window. He did not seem annoyed. That was almost worse. His patience sat beside Netherlands like a warm coat he had not earned

 

The car inched forward by half a metre

 

Stopped again

 

By the time they finally reached the road leading out toward the trail, the sky had darkened much earlier than it should have. The rain had grown heavier, drumming over the roof of the car with a blunt, persistent sound. The trees along the roadside bent and shook, leaves turned glossy and black under the storm

 

Netherlands parked at the trail lot with a grim sort of determination

 

There were only three other cars there

 

That should have been a warning

 

Canada stepped out and immediately had to push his hair back from his forehead as the rain struck him harder than expected. His suit jacket darkened at the shoulders within seconds

 

Netherlands came around the car holding two raincoats

 

Canada looked at them

 

“You brought raincoats?”

 

“Well, I planned for light shower”

 

“This feels like a little more than a light showers”

 

“Yeah” Netherlands said, handing one over “I have noticed”

 

Canada put it on anyway

 

The hiking trail began beyond a wooden sign at the edge of the lot, the path disappearing into thick greenery. Rainwater ran down the posted map in thin, trembling lines. A small notice had been taped to one side, the ink blurred at the edges

 

Netherlands stepped closer and read it

 

Canada stood beside him, shoulder nearly touching his

 

[TRAIL PARTIALLY CLOSED DUE TO FLOODING]

Netherlands stared at the sign

 

Canada leaned in

 

“Partially” he said

 

Netherlands turned to look at him

“No”

 

Canada blinked, too innocent “I didn’t say anything”

 

“You said ‘partially’ in a tone”

 

“It might still be fine for the first part”

 

“The trail is flooded”

 

“Partially flooded”

 

“That is still flooded”

 

Canada glanced toward the trees. The path beyond the sign was wet, but not yet underwater. Mud collected in the lower places, and rain bounced off broad leaves in quick silver bursts

 

Netherlands followed his gaze and felt the plan, already bent by traffic and weather, begin to crack in his hands

 

Canada’s expression shifted

 

It was subtle. He did not pout. He did not plead. He only looked at the trail with that open longing of someone who had spent the day under fluorescent lights, measured language, and diplomatic restraint, and now wanted one hour where the world did not need him to be careful

 

Netherlands closed his eyes briefly

 

“You are going to say it is just mud” he grimaced

 

Canada looked back at him

 

“It is just mud”

 

“And rain”

 

“And rain”

 

“And a flood warning”

 

“A partial flood warning”

 

Netherlands opened his eyes

 

Canada was smiling now, but gently, as if he knew this was ridiculous and still wanted it anyway

 

“We don’t have to go far, Holland ” Canada said “Just a little in. If it gets bad, we turn back”

 

The rain struck the hood of the car behind them. Somewhere in the trees, water rushed where there should not have been a stream

 

Netherlands looked at the trail

 

Then at Canada

 

Then at the trail again

 

“This is a bad idea, Nada”

 

Canada’s smile deepened “I know”

 

Netherlands sighed and pulled his hood up “Five minutes”

 

Canada stepped onto the trail with the bright, terrible satisfaction of someone who had won

 

The first part was not so bad

 

That was the cruel thing about it

 

The trees swallowed the sound of the road quickly, replacing it with rain on leaves, rain on soil, rain on the thin plastic of their coats. The path wound gently upward, bordered by roots and low plants that trembled beneath the water. Mud clung to their shoes but did not yet try to steal them. The air smelled of wet earth and crushed leaves

 

Canada walked slightly ahead, slower than he might have on a clear day, looking around with his hood pushed back just enough for the rain to touch his face

 

Netherlands noticed

“You are letting water into your coat”

 

Canada glanced back “I like the rain”

 

“You will like being sick less”

 

Canada pulled the hood forward obediently, though not without smiling

 

Netherlands hated how pleased that made him

 

For a while, the failed plan almost became something else. Not the date he had imagined, not the neat trail with the lookout and dry benches and golden late afternoon light, but something damp and foolish and strangely theirs. Canada stopped to look at moss growing over a fallen branch. 

Netherlands pretended not to watch the way rain gathered on his eyelashes. They crossed a shallow run of water moving over the path, Canada stepping first and offering a hand back as if Netherlands needed help

 

Netherlands looked at the hand

 

Then took it

 

Canada’s palm was warm despite the rain

 

Neither of them said anything for several steps after that

 

The trail narrowed farther in

 

The mud changed too. It became darker, softer, slick beneath the top layer of wet leaves. Water moved in thin streams along the edges of the path. The slope steepened, and the roots crossing the ground became harder to see beneath the rain

 

Netherlands slowed

 

“We should turn back now , Nada”

 

Canada was looking ahead, where the trees opened slightly. The path curved around a higher bank, and beyond it the land dropped away into a shallow ravine thick with undergrowth and rainwater

 

“Just to the bend?” Canada asked

 

Netherlands did not like the bend

 

He did not like the soft edge of the path. He did not like the way water ran over it. He did not like the dimness gathering between the trees, turning every shadow deeper than it had been a few minutes before

 

“Canada”

 

Canada turned at the sound of his name

 

Perhaps he heard it then. The seriousness beneath the irritation. The care Netherlands tried to keep folded into practical words and sharp edges

 

Canada’s smile faded a little

 

“Fine” he said “We can turn back”

 

He took one step toward Netherlands

 

The mud gave way

 

It happened without drama at first

 

One foot slid. Canada’s body shifted, his hand reaching instinctively toward a branch that bent under his weight instead of holding. His other boot skidded over wet leaves. For one suspended second, he was still almost upright, eyes wide, mouth parted as if to say something

 

Then he went down

 

Not straight down 

 

Sideways

 

The slope took him

 

Netherlands lunged forward, grabbing at air, at sleeve, at the edge of Canada’s raincoat. His fingers caught fabric for half a second before the slick material tore free from his grip. Canada slid hard down the muddy bank, striking the side once, then rolling through wet brush before disappearing past the lip of the path

 

“Canada!”

 

The name came out rough enough to tear

 

Netherlands dropped to his knees at the edge, rainwater soaking immediately through the fabric of his trousers. Below, several metres down, Canada lay half on his side among crushed plants and mud, one arm braced awkwardly beneath him

 

For a second he did not move 

 

 

The rain filled everything

 

Then Canada groaned

 

Netherlands’s breath returned so sharply it hurt “Do not move” he called down

 

Canada moved anyway, because of course he did. He tried to push himself up, then stopped with a sound that made Netherlands’s stomach twist

 

“My ankle” Canada said, voice strained

 

Netherlands was already looking for a way down

 

There was no proper path. Only the slope, slick and dark, broken by roots and brush. He lowered himself carefully, one hand gripping a tree trunk, shoes sliding beneath him. Mud smeared across his coat, his sleeve, his hands. Halfway down, his foot slipped and he landed hard on one knee, pain flashing up his leg

 

He ignored it

 

By the time he reached Canada, his hair was plastered to his forehead and rain was running down the back of his neck

 

Canada looked up at him from the mud

 

His face was pale beneath the rain

 

“I think” Canada said carefully, breathing through his teeth “this is no longer five minutes”

 

Netherlands stared at him

 

Canada gave a weak, apologetic smile

 

Netherlands wanted to be angry. He wanted very badly to be angry because anger had edges, and edges were easier to hold than fear

 

Instead, he crouched beside him and touched his shoulder “Can you sit up?”

 

“Probably”

 

“Slowly”

 

Canada tried. Netherlands supported him under the arm, steadying him as he shifted upright. Mud covered one side of Canada’s coat, streaked his trousers, and darkened his shirt where rain had seeped through. His right ankle was angled carefully, held away from the ground

 

Netherlands looked at it

 

Canada looked at Netherlands looking

 

“It’s not broken” Canada said

 

“You do not know that”

 

“I’ve broken things before. This feels different”

 

“That is not a medical diagnosis, Nada”

 

“No”

 

Canada swallowed, then tried to smile again

 

“It is a very Canadian diagnosis”

 

Netherlands did not laugh

 

Canada’s smile disappeared

 

The rain softened for half a breath, then returned harder, rattling through the leaves above them. The light was thinning quickly now, the grey of evening becoming something heavier. Netherlands looked up the slope. Getting down had been difficult. Getting Canada back up would be worse

 

His plan was gone

 

The trail, the lookout, the clean little date with controlled risks and pleasant views. gone. In its place was Canada sitting in the mud with a sprained ankle, rain dripping off his nose, and Netherlands with dirt under his fingernails and a pulse that had not slowed since Canada fell

 

“I’m sorry” Canada said

 

Netherlands looked back at him

 

Canada’s eyes were lowered now, fixed somewhere near Netherlands’s muddy shoes

 

“I pushed it” he said “You said we should turn back”

Netherlands crouched lower, bringing himself into Canada’s line of sight

 

“Yes” he said

 

Canada winced

 

Netherlands reached out and brushed a wet leaf from Canada’s shoulder. The gesture was small, almost too careful for the weather around them

 

“But I agreed” Netherlands continued “So we are not doing this now”

 

Canada looked at him like 

 

“Doing what?”

 

“The part where you take all the blame because you are injured and feel guilty”

 

Canada’s mouth trembled into something almost like a smile, but pain pulled it thin

 

Netherlands shifted closer

 

“Can you stand if I help you?”

 

“I think so”

 

“Do not be brave”

 

“I’m always brave”

 

“Be quiet”

 

Canada lowered his head, but this time he did laugh, soft and breathless, quickly cut short when his ankle shifted

 

Netherlands moved immediately

 

“Sorry” Canada whispered

 

“Stop apologising”

 

“Sorry”

 

Netherlands gave him a look

 

Canada pressed his lips together

 

The climb back up took longer than it should have

 

Netherlands took most of Canada’s weight on one side, Canada’s arm heavy across his shoulders, their steps uneven and slow. Mud sucked at their shoes. Rainwater ran down their sleeves and into their cuffs. Canada tried not to lean too hard, which only made everything worse until Netherlands stopped on the slope, turned his head, and spoke low into the rain

 

“If you fall again because you are trying not to inconvenience me, I will be very angry”

 

Canada looked at him, breathing hard

 

Then he leaned properly

 

Netherlands tightened his grip around Canada’s waist and began moving again

 

By the time they reached the trail, both of them were shaking. Canada’s face had gone grey with pain, but he stayed upright, jaw set, one hand gripping the front of Netherlands’s coat

 

The walk back was worse

 

The path that had seemed inconvenient on the way in had become hostile in the darkening rain. Every root was a threat. Every patch of leaves hid mud or water or uneven ground. Netherlands kept one arm around Canada and the other ready to catch them both if they slipped. Canada hopped when he could, dragged his injured foot when he could not, and once, when pain struck too sharply, he stopped completely and bowed his head against Netherlands’s shoulder

 

Netherlands froze

 

Canada’s breath came unevenly near his neck

 

For a moment, the rain and the trees closed around them until there was nothing else. No summit. No handlers. No flags. No careful distance

 

Only Canada hurt and trying not to show it

 

Only Netherlands holding him in the rain

 

“We are almost there” Netherlands said

 

He did not know if it was true

 

Canada nodded anyway

 

They kept going

 

 



 

 

 

 

 

The parking lot appeared slowly through the trees, not all at once, but in fragments

 

First the pale line of gravel where the trail met the open space. Then the blurred shape of a car, headlights reflecting off wet ground. Then the full stretch of the lot itself, empty in that lonely way that made every sound feel louder than it should be

 

Rain struck the asphalt in a steady, unforgiving sheet

 

Canada let out a breath that almost sounded like a laugh

 

“I’ve never been so happy to see a parking lot”

 

Netherlands did not answer immediately. He shifted his grip instead, adjusting the way Canada’s arm rested over his shoulders, making sure he didn’t slip in the last few metres

 

“You are going to sit” Netherlands said as they stepped off the trail “Immediately”

 

“Yes, sir”

 

“That was not a suggestion”

 

“I know”

 

Canada’s voice had gone softer. tired . The kind of tired that settled into the bones rather than the muscles. His weight leaned more heavily into Netherlands now, no longer trying to hide it

 

The car was where they left it, rain streaking down the windows, the metal body dull under the grey sky. For a moment, it felt like a small, fragile thing against the storm

 

Netherlands eased Canada toward the passenger side

 

“Careful”

 

Canada lowered himself onto the edge of the seat with a tight breath, one hand gripping the door frame. When his weight shifted off his ankle, the tension in his shoulders loosened slightly, though his jaw remained clenched

 

Netherlands reached past him, pulling the door wider, then paused

 

Canada’s clothes were soaked through. Mud streaked his coat, smeared across his trousers, clinging to the side where he had hit the slope. Water dripped from his sleeves onto the car’s interior

 

For half a second, Netherlands hesitated

 

Canada noticed

 

“I can sit on the floor if you want”  he said lightly, though his voice wavered at the edges

 

Netherlands looked at him

 

Then at the mud

 

Then back at him

 

“No” he said, and the word came out sharper than intended “Get in”

 

Canada didn’t argue. He shifted further into the seat, drawing his injured leg in carefully. The motion cost him, a flicker of pain crossing his face before he could smooth it away

 

Netherlands closed the door gently behind him

 

The rain hit harder the moment he stepped away from the car

 

It soaked through his coat, his hair, the back of his collar. By the time he reached the driver’s side, his hands were cold enough that the key fob slipped once against his grip

 

He caught it

 

Unlocked the door

 

Got in

 

The interior of the car filled with the sound of rain on metal and glass, louder now that they were enclosed. The heater hummed weakly when he turned it on, blowing out air that felt barely warmer than the storm outside

 

For a moment, neither of them spoke

 

Canada leaned back against the seat, eyes closed, head tipped slightly to one side . water still clung to his lashes. His breathing had steadied, but each inhale came a little too carefully

 

Netherlands looked at him

 

Then down at his ankle

 

Swollen already

 

He reached over

 

“Show me”

 

Canada opened his eyes “It’s fine”

 

“It is not fine”

 

“It’s-“

 

“Canada”

 

The name settled between them, firm and low

 

Canada exhaled and shifted, lifting his leg slightly. Netherlands moved closer, careful, hands steady despite the cold. He loosened the wet fabric around the ankle, fingers brushing against skin that was already warm from swelling

 

Canada flinched

 

Netherlands stilled immediately

 

“Sorry”

 

“Don’t apologise” Netherlands said, though his voice softened despite himself “Just… tell me if it hurts”

 

“It hurts”

 

“That is expected”

 

Canada huffed a quiet breath, almost a laugh

 

Netherlands pressed lightly around the joint, testing, observing. No unnatural angle. No immediate sign of a break. But the swelling was clear, and the way Canada held himself said enough

 

“A sprain” Netherlands murmured

 

Canada nodded once, eyes on the ceiling

 

“Yeah”

 

Netherlands leaned back, exhaling slowly

 

Rain traced long lines down the windshield

 

The parking lot lights flickered on, casting a dim yellow glow over the empty space. The other cars had gone. Only theirs remained, isolated at the edge of the lot as if the storm had pushed everything else away

 

Netherlands reached into his coat pocket

 

Then stopped

 

His hand moved to the other pocket

 

Then the inside of his jacket

 

His expression changed

 

Canada noticed

 

“What?”

 

Netherlands checked again, more quickly this time, fingers moving through damp fabric, searching for the familiar shape that should have been there

 

Nothing

 

He looked down at the space between the seats

 

At the cup holder

 

At the floor

 

The keys were not there

 

A thin, sharp line of panic slipped into his chest

 

“No” he said under his breath

 

Canada straightened slightly despite himself

 

“What’s wrong?”

 

Netherlands opened the car door

 

Rain rushed in immediately, cold and loud

 

“My keys”

 

Canada blinked

 

“You just unlocked the car”

 

“I know”

 

“So they’re here”

 

“They should be”

 

Netherlands stepped out into the rain again

 

Canada watched him through the open door as he checked the ground outside, scanning the wet asphalt, the shallow puddles that reflected the overhead lights in broken fragments

 

“Netherlands-”

“They were in my hand”  Netherlands said, more to himself than to Canada “I unlocked the car. I opened your door. I-”

 

He moved around to the other side, checking near the passenger door, crouching slightly despite the rain soaking through him again

 

Canada leaned forward, wincing as he shifted

 

“They didn’t just disappear”

 

“I am aware of that”

 

“They’re probably in your pocket”

 

“I checked”

 

“Check again”

 

Netherlands froze

 

Rain ran down his face, over his lashes, into the corners of his eyes. For a moment, he looked like he might argue

 

Then he reached into his coat pocket again

 

Slower this time

 

His fingers brushed against something small

 

He pulled the keys out and stared at them

 

Canada watched his expression change

 

The tension in Netherlands’s shoulders loosened, just slightly, as he exhaled

 

“Oh…”

 

Canada let his head fall back against the seat

 

“Wow.”

 

Netherlands closed the passenger door, then walked around to the driver’s side again, rain trailing after him like a second shadow. When he got in, he shut the door more firmly than before, sealing them back into the warm, damp quiet of the car

 

For a moment, he just sat there

 

Keys still in his hand

 

Canada turned his head toward him

 

“You lost them for about ten seconds”

 

Netherlands did not look at him “I did not lose them”

 

“You panicked”

 

“I did not panic”

 

Canada smiled, slow and tired “You panicked”

 

Netherlands placed the keys into the ignition with deliberate care

 

“I was verifying their location”

 

“Mm”

 

The engine started

 

Warm air began to push more steadily through the vents now, slowly chasing the chill from the car

 

Canada closed his eyes again

 

A small, quiet laugh escaped him

 

Netherlands glanced at him “What?”

 

Canada shook his head, still smiling despite the strain “This is a terrible date”

 

Netherlands’s hands tightened slightly on the steering wheel “Yes”

 

Canada’s smile widened, though he winced as his ankle shifted “I mean, we got stuck in traffic”

 

“Yes”

 

“The trail was flooded”

 

“Yes”

 

“I fell down a slope”

 

“Yes”

 

“I think I saw my life flash a little”

 

“That is dramatic”

 

“It felt dramatic”

 

Netherlands exhaled

 

Canada opened his eyes again, looking at him fully now “and then you lost your keys for ten seconds

 

“I did not lose-“

 

“You panicked”

 

Netherlands turned his head, finally meeting Canada’s gaze

 

Canada was smiling properly now, despite the mud, the rain, the pain sitting sharp in his ankle

 

It wasn’t polite

 

It wasn’t controlled

 

It was warm

 

And it made something in Netherlands’s chest loosen in a way that felt almost dangerous

 

“This” Canada said softly “is a really bad date”

 

Netherlands held his gaze for a moment longer

 

Then, quieter

 

“Yes”

 

Canada laughed

 

Not loudly

 

Not freely

 

But enough

 

Netherlands looked back at the road ahead

 

Rain continued to fall, steady and relentless, but the car felt warmer now, smaller in a way that kept the storm outside rather than inside their chests

 

He shifted the gear

 

“We are going somewhere else”

 

Canada raised an eyebrow

 

“Oh?”

 

“Yes”

 

“Where?”

 

Netherlands hesitated for half a second

Then 

“Fritland”

 

Canada blinked

 

Then he laughed again, softer this time

 

“In this weather?”

 

“Yes”

 

“I’m covered in mud”

 

“I am aware”

 

“My ankle is-“

 

“I am also aware”

 

Canada leaned back, letting his head rest against the seat again

 

“And you still want to go?”

 

Netherlands did not answer immediately

 

He pulled the car out of the parking lot, headlights cutting through the rain, the road ahead slick and dark

 

Then, as they turned onto the main road

 

“Yes” he said

 

 

 

Canada’s smile lingered, even as his eyes drifted closed again

 

 

 

“Okay”

 

 

 

 

The road back felt longer

 

Not because it was

 

Netherlands knew the distance. He had driven it before, memorised the turns, the junctions, the way the road curved just before the main highway . the rain changed everything. It flattened the world into reflections and streaks of light, blurred the edges of signs, turned the steady lines of the road into something uncertain and shifting

 

The wipers moved in a steady rhythm

 

Back and forth

 

Back and forth

 

Canada sat angled slightly toward the door, his injured ankle stretched carefully along the seat. Mud had dried in uneven patches across his clothes, flaking faintly where the heater began to warm the air around them. His hands rested loosely in his lap, fingers curled without tension

 

He was quiet now

 

Not asleep

 

Just…quiet

 

Netherlands glanced at him once, then back to the road

 

“Are you still in pain?”

 

Canada opened his eyes

 

“Yes”

 

The honesty came easily. No attempt to soften it

 

Netherlands tightened his grip on the steering wheel slightly

 

“Tell me if it becomes worse”

 

“It’s already worse”

 

“That is not helpful”

 

Canada’s mouth curved faintly “I’m just answering your question”

 

Netherlands exhaled through his nose

 

Silence settled again, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. It moved with the rhythm of the car, with the sound of rain, with the quiet understanding that neither of them needed to fill every space between words

 

Streetlights began to appear more frequently as they approached the city again, their reflections stretching long across the wet road. Buildings rose slowly from the grey, their windows lit in warm squares against the dark

 

By the time Netherlands turned into the narrower street where Fritland sat tucked between older storefronts, the sky had fully surrendered to night

 

The rain had not eased

 

If anything, it had grown steadier, heavier, like it had decided to stay

 

Netherlands parked as close as he could to the entrance

 

For a moment, he did not move

 

He looked at Canada

 

Canada looked back

 

They were both still damp, still dirty, still carrying the trail with them in the creases of their clothes and the quiet ache in their bodies

 

“This is not an appropriate state to enter a restaurant” Netherlands said

 

Canada glanced down at himself

 

“Probably not”

 

Netherlands’s jaw tightened slightly

 

Canada looked up again

 

“But I’m really hungry”

 

Netherlands closed his eyes briefly

 

Of course he was

 

“Stay here” Netherlands said

 

Canada tilted his head “You’re leaving me in the car?”

 

“I am getting food”

 

“I can come with-”

 

“No”

 

Canada paused

 

Netherlands opened his eyes and met his gaze

 

“You will stay here”  he said, quieter now, but no less firm. “You are injured . The ground is slippery . I am not carrying you again across a wet pavement”

 

Canada held his gaze for a second longer

 

Then nodded

 

“Okay”

 

Netherlands reached for the door handle

 

“Do not move unnecessarily”

 

“Yes, sir”

 

Netherlands gave him a look

 

Canada’s mouth twitched

 

The rain hit immediately when Netherlands stepped out

 

It soaked him again within seconds, colder now that the heat of the car was gone. He pulled his coat tighter around himself and crossed the short distance to the shop, the light spilling out onto the pavement in a warm, golden rectangle that felt almost unreal against the dark street

 

Inside, it smelled of oil and salt and something comforting

 

The contrast was sharp

 

Warmth pressed against his skin. Voices overlapped in low conversation. The soft crackle of frying cut through the space, steady and familiar. A few people stood near the counter, coats damp from the rain, hands tucked into pockets, waiting

 

Netherlands stepped up, placing the order with the same quiet efficiency he used in meetings, though his voice came out slightly rougher from the cold

 

“Two portions”

 

He hesitated

 

Then added

 

“Extra”

 

The man behind the counter nodded without comment

 

Netherlands waited

 

Water dripped slowly from the edge of his coat onto the tiled floor. He did not move to stop it

 

His mind did not settle easily

 

It moved back through the evening whether he wanted it to or not. The traffic. The sign on the trail. The moment Canada’s foot slipped. The empty space where he should have caught him

 

The sound of him falling

 

Netherlands pressed his lips together

 

The order was handed over in a paper bag, warm and solid in his hands

 

He thanked the man, turned, and stepped back into the rain

 

The cold hit again

 

The car was where he left it

 

Canada was still inside, exactly as instructed

 

Good

 

Netherlands opened the door and slid into the driver’s seat, bringing the warmth and the smell of fried food with him

 

Canada’s head turned immediately

 

His eyes landed on the bag

 

And something bright flickered there, something simple and unguarded that had nothing to do with diplomacy or restraint

 

“That smells really good”

 

Netherlands set the bag carefully between them

 

“It is”

 

Canada shifted slightly, reaching for it before stopping himself, as if remembering something

 

“You said don’t move unnecessarily”

 

“You may move for food”

 

Canada smiled

 

He opened the bag, the steam rising faintly into the air between them. The smell filled the car quickly, warm and grounding in a way that pushed the rain further away

 

Canada took one of the containers, hands still a little unsteady from the cold, and held it carefully

 

For a moment, he just looked at it

 

Then he laughed

 

Soft at first

 

Then a little more

 

Netherlands turned his head

 

“What?”

Canada shook his head, still laughing despite the way it caught slightly at the edges

 

“This is-” he paused, breath hitching once before continuing “ this is actually the worst date I’ve ever been on”

 

Netherlands stared at him

 

Canada looked up, meeting his gaze

 

“We got stuck in traffic” he said , counting quietly on his fingers “The trail was flooded. I slipped and fell like an idiot. I think I twisted my ankle pretty badly. We got soaked. Covered in mud. You lost your keys-”

 

“I did not-“

 

“You panicked”

 

Netherlands’s mouth pressed into a thin line

 

Canada smiled wider

 

“And now we’re sitting in a car, in the rain, eating takeout because we can’t even go inside without getting judged”

 

Netherlands did not respond immediately

 

Canada’s smile softened

 

“But” he added, quieter now “I’m having a good time”

 

The words settled between them

 

Not loud

 

Not dramatic

 

Just…there

 

Netherlands looked at him

 

Really looked

 

At the mud still caught at the edge of his sleeve. At the damp curl of hair near his temple. At the faint tension still held in his shoulders from the pain he hadn’t quite escaped

 

At the way he was still smiling

 

Netherlands reached into the bag, taking his own portion, though his movements were slower now, more deliberate

 

“This is objectively a failure” he said

 

Canada nodded

 

“Yeah”

 

“The plan did not work”

 

“Nope”

 

“There were multiple points at which we should have stopped”

 

“Definitely”

Netherlands opened his container

 

Steam rose between them

 

Canada took a bite, wincing slightly as he shifted his ankle, then relaxing again as the warmth spread through him

 

He let out a small breath

 

Netherlands watched him

 

“You should not be laughing” Netherlands said

 

Canada swallowed, then looked at him again

 

“I know”

 

Netherlands held his gaze

Canada’s expression did not change

 

The rain continued to fall outside, steady against the glass, turning the world beyond the car into something distant and blurred

 

Inside, it was warm

 

Small

 

Contained

 

Canada leaned back slightly, careful of his ankle, and took another bite

 

He let out a quiet, satisfied sound despite himself

 

Netherlands looked down at his own food, then back at Canada

 

“You fell” he said

 

“I did”

 

“You could have been more seriously injured”

 

“I know”

 

“I should have insisted we turn back earlier”

 

Canada’s hand paused mid motion

 

He looked at Netherlands

 

“You did insist”

 

“I did not insist enough”

 

Canada shook his head, slow

 

“That’s not how that works”

 

Netherlands frowned slightly

 

Canada shifted, just enough to face him more fully

 

“I wanted to keep going” he said “You told me it was a bad idea. You were right. I still wanted it”

 

Netherlands said nothing

 

Canada’s voice softened

“You didn’t make me fall”

 

The words were simple

 

Clear

 

They didn’t try to fix anything

 

They just…removed something that had been sitting too heavily in the space between them

 

Netherlands exhaled slowly

Canada smiled again, though smaller now, more tired

 

“And for the record” he added “I’d still do it again”

 

Netherlands looked at him sharply

 

“You would choose to fall down a slope again”

 

Canada huffed a quiet laugh

 

“No. Not that part”

 

Netherlands raised an eyebrow

 

Canada’s smile lingered

“The part where we go anyway”

 

The rain tapped against the windshield

 

Netherlands looked at him for a long moment

 

Then, quieter

 

“That is a terrible decision”

 

Canada nodded

 

“Yeah”

 

He took another bite

 

Then, after a pause

 

“Still worth it”

 

Netherlands did not answer immediately

 

 

He picked up one of the fries, turning it slightly between his fingers as if examining it

 

Then he ate it

They sat like that for a while

 

Eating

 

Listening to the rain

 

Letting the evening settle around them without trying to reshape it into something neater or more successful than it had been

 

At some point, Canada’s laughter faded into something softer. His shoulders dropped further, exhaustion catching up now that the worst of the adrenaline had passed

 

Netherlands noticed

 

“After this” he said “we are going somewhere with proper lighting so I can look at your ankle again”

 

Canada nodded “Okay”

 

“And then you will rest”

 

“Yes”

 

“And you will not walk unnecessarily”

 

Canada smiled faintly

 

“I already agreed to that”

 

Netherlands glanced at him

 

Canada’s eyes had drifted half closed again, though he was still awake, still present in the quiet way he had when he trusted the space around him

 

The storm outside did not ease

 

But inside the car, it did not feel as heavy anymore

 

Netherlands reached forward, adjusting the heater slightly higher

 

Warm air filled the space again, soft and steady

 

Canada shifted closer to it instinctively

 

Neither of them spoke

 

The date had failed

 

That much was clear

 

But as the rain continued to fall, and the warmth settled deeper into the car, and Canada’s quiet breathing evened out beside him, Netherlands found that the failure did not sit as sharply as it should have

 

It had not gone as planned

 

But it had still happened

 

And Canada was still there, Mud streaked, Injured, Laughing earlier despite everything

 

 

Still choosing to stay

 

Netherlands looked out at the rain

 

Then back at him

 

 

And for once, he did not try to correct it into something better

 

 

He just let it be

 

 

 

Notes:

I have a love life apparently-

One of my Russian coworkers has a crush on me but the issue is that I can not tell their gender , their hair is like long enough to barely touch their collar, they where a suit at work (everyone does) I’ve used the disable toilets , they got zero ‘assets’, their voice is sometimes high pitched and sometimes low. Worst of all is that their nick name is ‘Sasha’ and I don’t know their real name and apparently Sasha is a gender neutral nickname is Russia sooo yeah..

 

Also my boss is gay for my mentor

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