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Did you even felt like on the edge of anger?
Like only one thing can make the worst of youself?
Anger.
This destructive feeling.
Everything can make you break down.
You don't want to though.
Anger blinds you.
You can't see anything beside it.
You try.
You try to do something.
To help your friends from the monster they face.
But it's you.
And you're not the master of yourself.
No matter if it may feels this way.
It's not.
And deep down, you know it.
You snap and hurt people you love.
When all you really wanna do is step in and stop everything.
Like how you always do.
Someone hurts them?
You're here to make it stop and to help them.
That's what you wanna do.
But it's not the same.
Now you face the same monster.
The monster that took so many things away.
Friends, family, love.
You can't lose anymore.
You'll fight back.
But it's way harder to continue fighting back.
It's taller, horrying.
All dark, deforming the reality.
You're trying your best.
You fought it so many times before.
You can't lose the battle now!
But yet again, you're fighting yourself.
And it's one of the hardest war to lead.
Sometimes you think that you can't escape it.
That you're stuck.
But you're not.
It just take time and a lot of work.
Ha, ha.
I say "just" like it's easy.
I'll say it, it's not.
But it isn't impossible.