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Alright, let’s get this straight:
I’m autistic, but I’m very social. Just because I’m social does NOT mean I’m good with dealing with my feelings, especially romantic feelings.
I have a crush (I refuse to call him “fine shyt”) on one of my friends, we’re gonna call him Apple on here for his privacy. By the way he acts, it’s clear that he has some form of neurodivergence, but most likely autism. No, I’m not calling him sped for all of you neurotypical people to know.
Quite a few of my classmates think that we’re already dating, but we’re not. And sometimes we even talk about how a lot of people think we’re dating. I know this is really stupid, but our relationship is basically a standard school-yard crush because of the way we act. I’ve already talked to my cousin about Apple, and he says that Apple definitely likes me because of how he treats me.
I’ve been trying really hard to hint to Apple that I like him, but I can’t flirt at all.
Please help, I’ve never had a boyfriend before. If I don’t end up confessing to him before the end of the school year, I’ll for sure confess on the last day.