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Wonbin did not fall in love with Myung Jaehyun because of the spoon.

This needed to be stated clearly before Sohee engraved it on a group chat, because Park Wonbin had survived too many stylists dressing him like a boy-prince abandoned on the moors to be undone by cutlery. He had been placed under Caravaggio lighting, draped in black lace, handed silver hardware, and sent onto stages looking like Heathcliff had been misfiled into a music show. He had stared into cameras like a 90s campus drama male lead about to ruin someone’s semester. He could make standing beside a vending machine look like Act Three of a gothic romance.

He was not, by any reasonable standard, a spoon man.

Unfortunately, Myung Jaehyun had never respected reasonable standards.

The selfie was not even dramatic. That was the insult. Jaehyun was sitting in what looked like a late-night restaurant booth, one cheek puffed slightly because he was eating something sweet, spoon lifted beside his face in a victory pose. His hair fell softly over his forehead. His eyes were smiling before his mouth was. The lighting was terrible in the honest way restaurant lighting often was after midnight, yellow and tired and deeply uninterested in helping anyone flirt.

It did not matter.

Jaehyun looked bright anyway.

The message below it read:

Jaehyun: found balanced dessert!!!

Balanced dessert.

Wonbin had made one comment, one throwaway sentence at dinner, about balance. This had not been a flirtation. This had been a survival tactic. He had been holding a water bottle upside down because Jaehyun had complimented him, and his nervous system, a disloyal institution, had briefly left public service. When forced to explain why the bottle was standing on its cap like a tiny monument to romantic collapse, Wonbin had said something about balance. He had expected the moment to die, as moments usually did when handled with enough composure and indirect phrasing.

Jaehyun had remembered.

Worse, Jaehyun had turned it into dessert.

Wonbin’s phone screen dimmed.

He tapped it awake immediately.

This was when Sohee screamed.

Not loudly. They were in the dorm living room, and Sohee had some survival instincts left despite years of using them poorly. It was a contained scream, pressed into both hands, the sound of a man trying not to wake managers, neighbors, ancestors, or the legal department. Unfortunately, Sohee was small, expressive, and built like a notification turned human, so the scream still managed to communicate across the room with theatrical clarity.

“He is still looking at it,” Sohee whispered.

Wonbin locked his phone.

Too late.

Sungchan, sprawled on the floor with one leg bent and a bowl of cereal balanced on his stomach, lifted his head. “The spoon?”

“Do not call it the spoon,” Wonbin said.

His voice was calm. His soul was not, but the soul had not been invited to speak.

Eunseok looked up from the couch, where he had been reading something on his phone with the tired resignation of a man who wanted peace and had chosen, through some past-life crime, to live with idols. “We are absolutely calling it the spoon.”

Shotaro sat beside him, folding a towel with saintly precision and unhelpful amusement. “It was a sweet message.”

“It was a dessert update,” Wonbin said.

Sohee pointed at him. “You made that sound like a weather report from a haunted country.”

“Dessert can be meteorological.”

“No,” Eunseok said immediately. “We are not letting you make dessert gothic.”

“He can’t help it,” Sungchan said, chewing thoughtfully. “He makes everything gothic.”

Wonbin looked at him.

Sungchan did not retreat. The group had become brave in the presence of Wonbin’s suffering. Terrible development. Morale was high.

“You once looked at broken elevator doors and said, ‘A vertical room that lost faith,’” Sungchan added.

Shotaro smiled gently. “It was broken.”

“It had lost faith,” Wonbin said.

Sohee made an ecstatic little sound. “See? This is what I mean. He has been haunting us since debut.”

“I do not haunt.”

Eunseok set his phone down. “You wear black in daylight and say things like some weather remembers. That is haunting with styling support.”

“We are not bullying him,” Sungchan said, raising one hand as if addressing invisible authorities. “We are receiving historical compensation.”

“Reparations,” Sohee said solemnly.

Wonbin stared at them.

RIIZE stared back with the gleeful serenity of people who had waited years for justice and discovered justice came with dimples and a dessert spoon.

Anton sat at the low table with a bottle of water and a plate of fruit that Sungchan had pushed toward him because Anton was the maknae, and therefore subject to RIIZE’s ongoing internal policy of feeding him like a tall, quiet houseplant. The fact that Anton was now openly, if carefully, in a relationship with James from CORTIS had not changed the policy. If anything, it had intensified it. There was something about watching your maknae survive cross-company yearning, secret signals, and the emotional violence of saying three terrifying words to a boy with excellent cheekbones that apparently made people very committed to potassium and hydration.

Anton, to his credit or his shame, accepted the fruit without complaint.

He had become calmer since James.

This was not the same as becoming innocent. Nobody in RIIZE believed Anton was innocent anymore. Not after the listening rooms, the late-night schedules, the coded jewelry, the company hallways where he and James looked at each other like they were inventing a new language and absolutely not paying taxes on it. Anton was still the maknae, still handed protein bars by Sungchan and water by Shotaro, still watched by Sohee for signs of romantic overheating. But the group had collectively agreed not to discuss what Anton and CORTIS’s madhyung had been doing in private rooms for months.

Families were built on selective denial.

Hydration, apparently, could coexist with depravity.

Anton looked at Wonbin with the exhausted wisdom of someone newly graduated from romantic disaster university. “You should reply.”

Wonbin turned his head slowly.

“You took forever to say one sentence,” Wonbin said.

Anton blinked.

Sohee gasped, delighted and offended. “He is using your romantic development as violence.”

Anton nodded after a moment, accepting the hit with suspicious dignity. “That is why I am qualified.”

Eunseok pointed at him without looking up. “Unfortunately, he has a case.”

Wonbin looked at Anton’s bracelet, the simple silver one James had a matching partner to somewhere across the city. It was not public, not fan-facing, not anything that could survive the zoom functions of the internet without everyone involved developing migraines. But within certain rooms, certain people knew. Anton and James had become a known secret, chosen carefully enough to be real without being reckless.

Wonbin had watched that happen from the side.

He had made observations. He had said things like chosen things announce differently and watched everyone stare at him as if he had personally invented emotional fog. He had been the beautiful cryptic witness while Anton learned to stop letting objects speak for him and actually say what he meant.

Now the universe, petty creature that it was, had handed Wonbin a spoon selfie and asked him to be normal.

Unreasonable.

“No,” Wonbin said.

“No to replying?” Shotaro asked.

“No to the concept of cases.”

Sohee crawled across the rug toward him like a very small court official with terrible boundaries. “Hyung.”

Wonbin looked down at him. “Do not.”

“I am not helping.”

“You are physically approaching with intent.”

“Because I am excited but ethically trapped,” Sohee said, placing one hand over his own chest like he was addressing a parliament of emotional rodents. “You are my hyung. Jaehyunie is my best friend. If my hyung starts dating my best friend, I become a child of divorce with better styling. I cannot assist directly.”

Sungchan considered this while chewing cereal. “That is dramatic.”

“It is accurate,” Sohee said.

“You helped Anton,” Wonbin said.

Sohee spun toward Anton. “Anton is our maknae. Anton needed hydration, supervision, occasional bullying, and somebody to stop him from proposing to James because of wrist jewelry. That was group infrastructure.”

Anton looked into his water bottle. “I am here.”

“We know,” Eunseok said. “That is why we still feed you.”

Shotaro smiled gently at Anton, then looked at Wonbin. “This is different.”

“Because I do not require supervision,” Wonbin said.

There was a pause.

Not a respectful pause. A collective pause, the kind a room takes when several people are deciding whether cruelty is necessary.

Then Sohee said, very softly, “Hyung, you walked into a door because Jaehyun said your comment was poetic.”

Wonbin looked toward the window.

“The door was poorly placed.”

“It was closed,” Sungchan said.

“That is one form of poor placement.”

Anton laughed into his water.

Wonbin did not look at him because Anton was happy now and therefore unbearable in a new way. The word had been said. The known secret had become known in the proper rooms. James had not publicly worn a ring, which seemed sensible and disappointing to everyone who enjoyed chaos. Anton now moved through the dorm with the terrifying calm of a man who had survived honesty and discovered it did not kill him.

This made him profoundly irritating.

“Reply,” Anton said again.

Wonbin lifted his phone.

Everyone leaned forward.

He set it face-down on the table.

Everyone groaned.

“Coward,” Sohee said.

Wonbin looked at him. “Neutral party.”

“I said I am not helping. I did not say I am not judging.”

“That seems inconsistent.”

“I contain multitudes,” Sohee said, and flopped dramatically onto the rug. “Jaehyunie says that about me.”

Wonbin’s fingers twitched.

Shotaro noticed.

Of course Shotaro noticed. Shotaro noticed emotional wind direction before doors opened. He was kind about it, which somehow made it worse.

“You like when Sohee says Jaehyun’s name,” Shotaro said.

Wonbin stared at him.

Shotaro smiled. “Noted.”

“You are becoming dangerous,” Wonbin said.

“I learned from watching everyone.”

“Terrible curriculum,” Eunseok said.

Sohee’s phone buzzed.

The room shifted.

Wonbin did not move.

He had no reason to move. Sohee received messages from Jaehyun all the time. That was their dynamic. Jaehyun had adopted Sohee socially at some point, probably by smiling too brightly and refusing to let Sohee hide in corners at schedules, and Sohee had accepted the adoption while claiming repeatedly that he had been kidnapped into extroversion. They texted constantly. Memes, schedule complaints, food photos, voice messages, stage selfies, strange questions about vocal warmups and whether certain jackets made one look “airport handsome or emotionally unavailable.”

Jaehyun messaging Sohee meant nothing.

Wonbin’s body disagreed.

It became very still.

Sohee saw.

Sohee always saw when seeing could make things worse.

He looked at his phone, then at Wonbin, then at the phone again.

His expression became holy with inconvenience.

“Jaehyunie asks if Wonbin-hyung liked the dessert selfie.”

Wonbin stood up.

“Sit down,” Eunseok said.

Wonbin sat down.

Sungchan’s mouth fell open. “You listened.”

“It was practical,” Wonbin said.

“It was panic with posture.”

Sohee sat up slowly, clutching his phone. “Why is he asking me if you liked it?”

Wonbin looked at him.

“Because you showed me.”

“No, I didn’t.”

The room froze.

Wonbin looked down at his own phone.

Anton made a small sound.

Not laughter. Worse. Recognition.

“He sent it to you directly,” Anton said.

Wonbin picked up his phone.

The screen lit.

There it was. Jaehyun’s chat. Jaehyun’s spoon. Jaehyun’s balanced dessert. Jaehyun’s face, bright and open and utterly unaware that he had just revealed the first crack in Wonbin’s haunted foundation.

Below it, a new message appeared.

Jaehyun: was it too random? ㅎㅎ

Wonbin stared.

It was too random.

It was not random at all.

Both were unacceptable.

Sohee dropped backward onto the rug like he had been shot. “He sent it to you directly and then asked me if you liked it. This is cross-channel follow-up. This is not a spoon. This is a campaign.”

Anton looked mildly wounded by the word campaign, perhaps remembering his own public-private romance strategy crimes. Shotaro patted his knee in silent comfort. Again, the maknae was being cared for despite being spiritually compromised. Nature, disgusting and tender, continued.

Sungchan leaned forward. “What are you going to say?”

Wonbin’s thumbs hovered over the keyboard.

He typed:

It was balanced.

He stared at it.

Deleted it.

Typed:

Interesting spoon.

Deleted it immediately because even he had limits.

Typed:

Dessert often requires symmetry.

Eunseok leaned over his shoulder. “Absolutely not.”

Wonbin locked the phone.

“Privacy,” he said.

“Privacy cannot save you from dessert symmetry,” Eunseok said.

Sohee crawled closer again, then stopped himself with visible strain. “I cannot help. I cannot help. I am not helping. But as your member and his best friend and a victim of seating terrorism, I must say, please do not send anything that makes dessert sound like a funeral.”

Wonbin looked at him. “Then what would you send?”

Sohee opened his mouth.

Closed it.

Looked horrified.

“I am being baited into helping.”

Wonbin’s face remained serene.

“You asked,” Sohee said weakly.

“I did.”

“You never ask.”

“I am evolving.”

Anton muttered, “That is what happens. Horrible process.”

Sohee pointed at Wonbin, then at himself, then at the ceiling, apparently appealing to every power in the building. “Fine. No, wait. I am not helping. I am only preventing a crime against texting.”

“A public service,” Shotaro said.

“Exactly.”

Sohee took a breath. “Say: not random. It looked good.”

Wonbin blinked.

“Too simple,” he said.

“That is the point.”

“It lacks atmosphere.”

“You are texting Jaehyunie about dessert, not writing a weather report for a widow.”

Sungchan nodded. “Also, he’ll understand simple.”

“He understands complex,” Wonbin said, too quickly.

The room went silent.

Sohee’s eyes widened.

Anton looked down, smiling into his water like a traitor.

Shotaro’s face became unbearably fond.

Eunseok said, “There it is.”

Wonbin looked at all of them. “What.”

“You defended his intelligence,” Sungchan said.

“He has intelligence.”

“You said that like someone insulted your prince.”

Wonbin looked personally offended by the word prince being used on anyone else, which was rich coming from a man who regularly dressed like a cursed heir to a manor where someone had definitely died near velvet curtains.

“He is not my prince,” Wonbin said.

“No,” Sohee said, deadly soft. “He is your golden retriever.”

Wonbin’s ears went red so fast it should have made a sound.

“Text,” Eunseok said, merciful only because he wanted this over before breakfast became dinner. “Now.”

Wonbin unlocked the phone.

He typed:

Not random. It looked good.

He stared at it.

Then, because ruin had already entered and taken off its shoes, he added:

The spoon looked victorious.

Sohee made a choking sound. “Hyung.”

“It did.”

Anton leaned over, read the message, and nodded slowly. “That is actually you but understandable.”

“Do not encourage him,” Eunseok said.

“No,” Shotaro said, smiling. “It is good.”

Wonbin sent it before anyone could make him ordinary.

The reply came in seven seconds.

Jaehyun: victorious spoon!! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Jaehyun: you’re funny, Wonbin-ssi

Wonbin’s soul left his body.

It did not go far. It hovered somewhere near the ceiling, looked down at the scene, decided the living were unprepared, and did not return immediately.

Sohee slapped both hands over his mouth.

Sungchan whispered, “He called him funny.”

Eunseok looked at Wonbin’s frozen face. “We may need water.”

Anton held out his own bottle because being the maknae did not mean he could not contribute to emergency response. “Here.”

Wonbin took it automatically.

“Thank you,” he said.

“Drink,” Shotaro advised.

Wonbin drank.

“Careful,” Sohee whispered. “The water may have narrative symbolism.”

Wonbin lowered the bottle. “I will move out.”

“You will not,” Sungchan said. “We just got a new season.”

The official beginning of the problem occurred the next day at Inkigayo.

Unofficially, the problem had not begun with the spoon either.

That was the infuriating part. Wonbin was not shy with Jaehyun when the cameras were on. He had survived aegyo challenges, staring contests where their noses nearly touched, and one hug broadcast to several thousand people with less visible damage than one private dessert selfie caused in his own dorm. Camera intimacy had rules. You leaned in, you smiled, you let the fans scream through the screen, and then the moment ended because a staff member counted down, a director called cut, or somebody remembered there were three more segments and one collapsing schedule.

Wonbin understood that kind of closeness.

Jaehyun was good at it. Of course he was. He was an MC, an idol, a bright boy built for microphones and quick warmth. He could hold someone’s gaze for a challenge, laugh like he meant it, pull them into a hug, and make the whole thing feel easy because that was part of the job and also, apparently, part of his soul. Wonbin could handle public brightness. Public brightness had choreography.

The problem began when the cameras turned off and Jaehyun did not dim.

He still remembered what Wonbin said. He still laughed at the strange comments Wonbin assumed would evaporate after broadcast. He still greeted everyone like friendliness was a village festival and then somehow made Wonbin feel singled out by recalling details nobody had asked him to keep. He still sent dessert photos, still asked follow-up questions, still treated a throwaway word like it was worth carrying into the next day.

That was harder.

Public Jaehyun could be explained.

Private Jaehyun lingered.

And then, because the universe had the comedic instincts of a malicious intern, Wonbin discovered the part that made everything worse.

Jaehyun flirted with everyone.

This was not a metaphor.

Jaehyun flirted with everyone, but not like a rake in a gothic novel, which would have been manageable because at least rakes knew they were menaces. Jaehyun flirted like a village golden retriever carrying emotional flowers from house to house. He complimented jackets, remembered sore throats, called people handsome with the sincere focus of a man delivering medical results, and smiled like the sun had unionized behind his face. He did it to Sohee, obviously, because Sohee had been adopted into Jaehyun’s extrovert custody arrangement. He did it to Sungchan, who accepted compliments like a large dog pretending not to enjoy praise. He did it to Shotaro, to staff, to shy rookies, to senior idols, to anyone who looked like they needed warmth and several people who absolutely did not.

It was not fake.

That was the problem. If it had been fake, Wonbin could have dismissed it. If it had been targeted, Wonbin could have understood it. But Jaehyun’s warmth was broad and real, which made it impossible to categorize without damaging something.

Wonbin did not resent the other houses for receiving flowers.

He only wanted to know whether the one placed at his door had been chosen differently.

Both feelings were embarrassing, so naturally he kept both and told no one.

Inkigayo was crowded that morning. Too many idols, too many stylists, too many managers moving through hallways with tablets and coffees and the hunted expressions of people whose days were made of call times. RIIZE had a pre-recording and an interview. BOYNEXTDOOR were there for a special stage. This meant Jaehyun would be nearby.

Wonbin knew this in the abstract.

His body knew it as a threat level.

Sohee, apparently, knew it as comedy.

“You look nice,” Sohee said as they walked down the corridor.

Wonbin looked at him suspiciously. “I always look nice.”

“True. But today you look like you want someone specific to suffer.”

“I dress for myself.”

“You wore the black jacket with the silver details.”

“It is a jacket.”

“Jaehyunie said last week that silver details make people look cool.”

Wonbin stopped walking.

Sohee stopped too, face lighting with immediate regret and delight.

“I should not know that,” Wonbin said.

“Correct.”

“Why do I know that?”

“Because you were in the room.”

“Why did I remember it?”

Sohee stared at him, almost tender now. “Hyung.”

“No.”

“I did not say anything.”

“You said hyung in lowercase pity.”

“That is not a real sound category.”

“It is when you do it.”

Sungchan appeared behind them and placed one large hand on each of their shoulders, gently pushing them forward. “Keep moving. We are not having a crisis next to the emergency exit.”

“Wonbin-hyung remembered Jaehyunie’s silver detail comment,” Sohee said.

Sungchan looked at Wonbin’s jacket.

Then at Wonbin.

His face became enormous with understanding.

“Oh.”

Wonbin closed his eyes. “Do not become Jaehyun.”

“What does that mean?”

“You damaged the syllable.”

Anton, walking behind with Shotaro, heard this and laughed quietly.

Wonbin turned on him. “You are not allowed to laugh.”

Anton lifted both hands, water bottle in one, protein bar in the other because RIIZE had handed both to him before leaving the van. “I am supportive.”

“You are smug.”

“I have survived.”

“Barely,” Eunseok said from the rear.

Shotaro smiled. “Survival counts.”

Sohee looked at Anton’s water and protein bar. “See? This is why I helped him. He is our maknae. Look at him. Supplies.”

Anton looked down at his hands. “I can carry my own food.”

“Emotionally?” Sohee asked.

Anton thought about James.

Then looked away.

Eunseok sighed. “No one in this group is well.”

They reached the waiting room.

For nineteen peaceful minutes, Jaehyun did not appear.

Wonbin had begun to believe he might survive the morning.

Amateur mistake.

The door opened.

Jaehyun entered with two coffees, a packet of throat candy, and the force of a small sunrise granted hallway access.

He was not alone.

Leehan came in beside him, blonde curls soft around his face, pale styling making him look less like an idol and more like a beautiful alien who had been sent to Earth to study marine life and accidentally debuted. He blinked at the room with enormous calm eyes, the kind that suggested he was either thinking very deeply about the human condition or about shrimp. Possibly both. BOYNEXTDOOR had their own cryptic pretty boy, RIIZE realized at once, except theirs did not look haunted by ancestral rain. Theirs looked like he had escaped a moonlit aquarium and brought emotional support fish metaphors.

Wonbin stared.

Leehan stared back politely.

There was a moment of mutual recognition.

Not understanding.

Recognition.

Two strange, beautiful boys from opposite sides of the hallway acknowledging that every group apparently needed one member designed to make normal conversation file a complaint.

Then Leehan smiled faintly and said, “This room feels like a tank before feeding time.”

Eunseok looked at Sohee.

Sohee looked at Anton.

Anton looked at Shotaro.

Sungchan whispered, “They have one too.”

Shotaro, with the gentleness of a man witnessing biodiversity, said, “Yes.”

“But fish,” Eunseok said.

“Fish,” Shotaro agreed.

Wonbin did not know whether to be offended, relieved, or professionally curious. Leehan had spoken one sentence and the room had immediately become brackish water. Impressive. Exhausting. A different branch of the same cursed family tree.

Jaehyun, meanwhile, seemed completely used to this, because Jaehyun apparently lived surrounded by beautiful oddities and treated them as normal household weather. He looked cherubic in the way only idols could look cherubic after three hours of hair spray and one iced americano: engineered innocence, weaponized dimples, a smile that suggested he would help you move furniture and accidentally become your reason for living.

He greeted the room all at once, and Wonbin watched himself become unreasonable in real time.

Jaehyun bowed to staff first, bright and respectful. He waved at Shotaro and said his hair color looked soft today. He told Sungchan his shoulders looked strong in the stage jacket, which made Sungchan grin and pretend not to. He handed Sohee coffee because Sohee’s throat had felt scratchy yesterday. He told Anton he looked healthier, which immediately made Sohee shove another water bottle into Anton’s hand because RIIZE’s maknae care committee remained aggressive despite all evidence that Anton was no longer innocent. He looked at Eunseok and said his jacket had “actor sadness,” which made Eunseok blink like someone had handed him a diagnosis he planned to keep.

Warmth everywhere.

Accurate warmth. Specific warmth. Real warmth.

Wonbin hated how much that mattered.

“Actor sadness?” Eunseok asked.

Jaehyun nodded seriously. “Like you have a tragic secret but good lighting.”

Eunseok looked at the room. “I am keeping him.”

Sohee gasped. “No, he is mine.”

“People can have friends,” Jaehyun said cheerfully.

Leehan looked at Eunseok’s jacket with mild interest. “It does look like a fish who forgot the ocean.”

Eunseok paused.

“I changed my mind,” he said. “This one is more dangerous.”

Leehan smiled like that was a compliment, which it might have been in whatever coral reef language he used internally.

Wonbin had been standing near the mirror.

Quiet.

Perfectly calm.

Forgotten, he told himself, which was ideal. Jaehyun had greeted everyone. Jaehyun was like this with everyone. This was the evidence against hope. He was bright to Sohee, attentive to Sungchan, sweet to Shotaro, accidentally poetic with Eunseok, concerned toward Anton, who was eating his protein bar like a supervised forest creature. Jaehyun’s affection was broad. It was public sunlight. Sohee had called it public infrastructure once, because Sohee spent too much time near Anton and had started using words like he worked in urban planning for feelings.

Then Jaehyun turned toward him.

“Wonbin-ssi.”

The room did not change.

Wonbin did.

Internally.

Externally, he gave a small nod. Elegant. Controlled. The kind of nod one might give a duke, a photographer, or a ghost at the far end of a corridor.

“Jaehyun-ssi.”

Jaehyun’s smile widened. “You wore silver details today.”

Sohee inhaled so sharply he nearly swallowed his coffee wrong.

Sungchan’s eyes widened.

Anton looked at Shotaro.

Shotaro looked down, smiling into the floor.

Wonbin’s entire body went still.

Jaehyun continued, utterly unaware that he had just stepped on a buried landmine labeled memory. “It suits you. You look cool.”

There it was.

Simple. Friendly. Delivered with the same warmth he had used on everyone else.

Wonbin could not tell if that made it better or worse.

It made it worse.

Because the words were not exclusive, but Jaehyun remembering was. Or maybe it was not. Maybe Jaehyun remembered everyone with this same reckless tenderness. Maybe that was his gift and Wonbin was simply another room the light had entered. That should have been beautiful. It was beautiful.

It was also, humiliatingly, unbearable.

“Thank you,” Wonbin said.

Jaehyun tilted his head. “Did you get the dessert message?”

The room became a trap.

Sohee physically turned around to face the wall.

Anton coughed into his protein bar.

Sungchan looked at the ceiling with the concentration of a man praying to air vents.

Eunseok whispered, “Amazing.”

This was absurd. Wonbin had once stood nose-to-nose with Jaehyun for a challenge while an entire camera crew held its breath. He had once accepted a hug from him under studio lights and smiled like his bones were still arranged normally. He should have been immune to one question about dessert.

He was not.

Wonbin looked at Jaehyun.

Jaehyun looked back, bright and expectant, holding his remaining coffee with both hands. He really wanted to know. That was the unbearable thing. He was not teasing. He was not flirting knowingly. He had sent a silly selfie and wanted to know if Wonbin had found it funny. The openness of it was almost obscene.

“Yes,” Wonbin said.

Jaehyun smiled. “Was the spoon victorious?”

Wonbin’s ears heated.

“It appeared confident.”

Jaehyun laughed.

Not politely. Not because he was supposed to.

He laughed like Wonbin had given him something.

Wonbin had no idea what to do with that.

Sohee, still facing the wall, whispered, “I am not helping. I am not helping. I am not helping.”

Jaehyun glanced at him. “Are you okay?”

“No,” Sohee said, muffled by the wall.

“Do you need water?”

“From you? Absolutely not.”

Jaehyun blinked, then looked at the others.

Anton, traitor and graduate of suffering, said, “He is emotionally conflicted.”

“About water?” Jaehyun asked.

“About seating,” Shotaro said gently.

Jaehyun nodded slowly, understanding none of it and accepting all of it. “Okay.”

Leehan looked between Sohee and Wonbin, then said, “Sometimes fish hide behind rocks even when the water is clean.”

Sohee turned around very slowly.

“Did your member just diagnose me through aquarium behavior?”

Jaehyun brightened. “Leehan is usually right.”

“That is terrifying,” Sohee said.

Leehan only smiled. “Rocks are useful.”

RIIZE collectively absorbed the fact that BOYNEXTDOOR had been living with this and somehow survived. Their own Wonbin looked like a cursed portrait and spoke in velvet fog. BOYNEXTDOOR’s version looked like a blonde alien angel and apparently delivered emotional truths through fish tank landscaping. K-pop groups were families, yes, but they were also small ecosystems of specialty damage. The industry should have provided pamphlets.

Jaehyun turned back to Wonbin.

“I should go,” he said. “But I wanted to say hi.”

To everyone, Wonbin reminded himself.

He had said hi to everyone.

Before leaving, Jaehyun shifted toward Leehan and reached up with effortless familiarity, pressing a fond kiss to the top of his blonde curls.

“Come on, fish prince,” Jaehyun said.

Leehan accepted this like it was the natural order of tides.

Wonbin’s self-assurance, already delicate and poorly insured, took one look at that casual affection and walked into the sea.

Jaehyun kissed Leehan on the head in front of everyone.

Fondly.

Naturally.

Like Jaehyun had so much love in him that it simply overflowed onto nearby members, staff, friends, rooms, possibly furniture. Like tenderness was not a rare mineral but tap water. Like giving someone warmth did not cost him anything because he lived with vast amounts of it, ridiculous, abundant, impossible to ration.

It should have been charming.

It was charming.

That was the worst part.

Jaehyun left with Leehan, brightening the doorway on his way out like a walking lighting cue, while Leehan said something about schedules moving like schools of fish.

Silence remained behind them.

Wonbin remained standing near the mirror.

Before Jaehyun entered, he had been a Victorian ghost with a brand deal.

Now he was Heathcliff’s ghost abandoned on the moors during bad weather, staring after a golden retriever who had just kissed a beautiful aquarium alien on the head and called it friendship.

Sohee peeled himself off the wall and turned around.

Sungchan looked at Wonbin.

Anton looked sympathetic in a way that made Wonbin want to throw a cushion at him.

Shotaro looked kind, which was somehow worse.

Eunseok looked at Sohee.

There was a long, terrible pause.

Then Eunseok said, “Maybe it’s better if you intervene.”

Sohee’s mouth fell open.

“Excuse me?”

“I said maybe.”

“You want me to become the bridge?”

Eunseok looked at Wonbin, whose entire gothic operating system had clearly been attacked by a forehead kiss that was not even directed at him.

“I want someone to check whether the bridge is still above water.”

Leehan would probably have had something to say about bridges and water.

Thankfully, Leehan had left.

Wonbin picked up a bottle of water.

It was unopened.

He stared at it, then set it down before fate could become repetitive.

“I am fine,” he said.

Everyone looked at him.

Sohee nodded slowly. “Hyung, you look like a dead man in a Brontë adaptation.”

“Weather affects everyone.”

“That is not a denial.”

Sungchan said, “He remembered silver details.”

Wonbin looked at him. “He remembers everything.”

“That sounded bitter.”

“That sounded factual.”

Anton leaned forward. “Does it bother you that he is like that with everyone?”

Wonbin looked at him.

The room went still again, but differently.

There were jokes, and then there were questions that arrived too close to the ribs.

Anton’s face remained gentle. Of course it did. The maknae had grown inconveniently brave after his own romantic ordeal and now used honesty like a tool. Horrible development. The group should have monitored his character arc more carefully.

Wonbin looked toward the door Jaehyun had left through.

“No,” he said.

A beat.

Then, because the room had become too quiet and honesty had started leaning against the wall, he added, “Yes.”

Sohee’s face softened.

“Hyung.”

Wonbin hated that version of the word. No teasing. No performance. Just Sohee, older than Anton but somehow younger in his panic, looking at Wonbin like he had found the hurt under the joke and did not know whether he was allowed to touch it.

“He is warm to everyone,” Wonbin said.

Shotaro nodded. “He is.”

“That is good.”

“It is,” Anton said.

Wonbin looked down at his hands. “It is also difficult.”

Another silence.

This one kinder.

Sohee sat beside him, but not too close. Progress. Miracles existed in small, irritating packages.

“Jaehyunie flirts like breathing,” Sohee said. “He does not always know he is doing it.”

Wonbin let out a faint laugh. “That does not help.”

“I know.”

“You are his best friend.”

“Yes.”

“You know him.”

“Yes.”

Wonbin looked at Sohee.

Sohee looked back, suddenly alarmed. “No.”

“I did not ask anything.”

“You are about to. I can feel the custody papers forming.”

Wonbin almost smiled.

Sohee pointed at him. “Do not make me your bridge. I cannot be the bridge. If my best friend and my hyung date, I become a toll road with anxiety.”

“Nobody is dating,” Wonbin said.

“Exactly. Stay there.”

Anton laughed softly.

Sohee turned on him. “Do not laugh. You were easy. You were our maknae having a cross-agency emotional fever dream. This is different.”

Anton’s mouth curved. “I was easy?”

“No,” Eunseok said. “You were terrible.”

Sungchan nodded. “But familiar terrible.”

Shotaro smiled. “We knew how to help.”

Sohee gestured helplessly at Wonbin. “This is my hyung and my best friend. That is weird. If Jaehyunie comes to the dorm more, where do I sit? If Wonbin-hyung dates him, do I third-wheel in both directions? What if they fight? Do I get split weekends? This is not romance. This is family court.”

Wonbin looked at him.

“You are catastrophizing.”

“I learned from watching you stare at a spoon.”

Fair.

Annoying.

Fair.

Wonbin leaned back against the couch and closed his eyes.

“I am not asking you to help,” he said.

Sohee went quiet.

“Good,” he said, but softer.

Wonbin opened his eyes.

Sohee was looking down at his hands now, thumb picking at the edge of his sleeve. For all his loudness, for all his chaos, Sohee was shy at the center. He had been adopted by Jaehyun’s extroversion, yes, but being dragged into sunlight did not make someone sunlight. Sometimes it only made them easier to see.

“I am excited,” Sohee admitted. “A little. Maybe a lot. But I do not want to mess it up.”

Wonbin’s expression softened before he could prevent it.

“You will not.”

Sohee looked at him.

Wonbin added, “Unless you name another group chat.”

Sohee looked away.

Everyone froze.

Eunseok said, “What did you do?”

“Nothing.”

Sungchan reached for Sohee’s phone.

Sohee held it to his chest. “Privacy.”

“You forfeited privacy at Spoonful of Feelings,” Anton said.

Shotaro, smiling despite himself, said, “Sohee.”

Sohee groaned, unlocked his phone, and turned the screen around.

The group chat name read:

A Very Bright Haunting

Wonbin stared at it.

The room waited.

He should have been offended.

He was offended.

He also, unfortunately, liked it.

“Better,” he said.

Sohee gasped. “Approval?”

“Limited.”

Sungchan clapped once. “He likes it.”

“He loves it,” Eunseok said.

“I tolerate it,” Wonbin said.

Anton looked at him, eyes amused. “That means love in your language.”

Wonbin’s phone buzzed.

Everyone stopped breathing.

Jaehyun.

Jaehyun: good luck today Wonbin-ssi!! silver details fighting ✨

The sparkle emoji sat there at the end of the sentence like a tiny act of war.

Wonbin looked at it.

Then looked at Sohee.

Sohee lifted both hands. “I did not tell him to send that.”

“I believe you,” Wonbin said.

Sohee looked relieved.

Then Wonbin added, “Which makes it worse.”

Anton laughed.

Sungchan reached over and handed Wonbin the unopened water bottle. “Drink.”

Wonbin took it.

For once, nobody mocked him.

Well.

Sohee did whisper, “Silver details fighting,” but quietly enough to count as affection rather than attack.

Wonbin performed well.

This was not related to Jaehyun.

Probably.

RIIZE’s stage was clean, sharp, and strong. Wonbin hit every mark, held every camera, let the silver details catch light exactly when they should. He was good at being watched. He had been good at it for years, long before a boy with a spoon made his pulse misbehave. The stage was easy in that way. The stage did not ask him to be ordinary. It did not require simple replies. It did not smile at him and remember comments about balance. The stage wanted beauty, control, timing.

Wonbin could give it that.

Backstage afterward, sweaty and breathing hard, Wonbin accepted a towel from Shotaro and water from Sungchan with the solemn dignity of a man receiving offerings at a ruined chapel.

Anton got two bottles, because the maknae remained the maknae and hydration was apparently group religion. Sohee bounced on his toes beside them, half watching the monitor, half watching the hallway with the expression of someone trying not to be a bridge while wearing bridge-shaped shoes. Eunseok stood near the wall with his arms crossed, looking as if he had been invited to observe a tragedy and found the costume design promising.

“Do not look for him,” Wonbin said.

Sohee turned, wounded. “I am looking for a manager.”

“With dimples?”

Anton made a sound into his water bottle.

Sohee pointed at Wonbin. “That was almost a joke. He is healing wrong.”

Eunseok said, “This is what happens when you feed the haunting.”

“I am not haunted.”

“You watched Jaehyun kiss Leehan on the head and turned into fog.”

Wonbin adjusted the towel around his neck. “Fog is weather.”

“Fog is an admission with atmosphere,” Eunseok said.

Jaehyun appeared exactly then, because narrative timing had no shame and possibly worked for SBS.

He came still in stage makeup, eyes bright when he spotted them. Leehan trailed beside him with his blonde curls slightly mussed, looking like a beautiful alien who had survived dry land through the power of fish thoughts and mild curiosity. He was sipping water through a straw and staring at a monitor with the calm interest of someone watching coral move in human clothes.

Jaehyun greeted everyone again because of course he did. He told Shotaro the stage looked cool, told Sungchan his ending pose was strong, told Anton he had “maknae charisma,” which made Sohee immediately shove another water bottle into Anton’s hand as if charisma caused dehydration. He told Eunseok that his post-stage expression had “expensive exhaustion,” and Eunseok looked briefly pleased before remembering dignity and hiding it behind a sip of coffee.

Warmth everywhere.

Accurate warmth. Specific warmth. Real warmth.

Wonbin hated how much he had started cataloguing it like evidence in a trial nobody had filed.

Then Jaehyun turned to him.

Not quickly. Not carelessly.

He turned as if the room had a hundred lights and he knew exactly which one he had been saving for last.

Wonbin’s internal weather became extremely moor-adjacent.

“Wonbin-ssi,” Jaehyun said, smiling.

“Jaehyun-ssi.”

“Silver details fighting worked.”

Wonbin’s thoughts scattered like papers in wind.

“It was the rehearsal,” he said.

Jaehyun tilted his head. “The rehearsal fought too?”

Wonbin stared at him.

Jaehyun laughed, bright and delighted, and the sound ran straight through Wonbin’s carefully arranged gloom like a retriever through wet laundry.

He laughed so easily. That was the terrible thing. Wonbin did not know how to handle someone who received his strangeness like a gift instead of a puzzle or a performance. Most people reacted to Wonbin’s odd sentences by blinking, laughing nervously, or deciding he was being beautiful in a way that did not require response. Jaehyun answered like they were already in conversation.

“You were really good,” Jaehyun said.

Wonbin’s chest tightened.

He had seen Jaehyun call three people cool that day.

He had seen him mean all three.

That was the part lodged under Wonbin’s ribs. Jaehyun’s attention was not cheap because he gave it widely. It was expensive because he meant it every time. Wonbin could not dismiss generosity as performance. He could only stand there, ridiculous and unsupervised, wanting to know whether any part of that brightness changed shape when it reached him.

“You said that to Shotaro,” Wonbin said.

Sohee made a faint choking sound.

Sungchan’s eyebrows shot up.

Eunseok’s expression sharpened with interest, like someone had just opened the curtains on Act Two of the gothic revenge comedy.

Jaehyun blinked.

Then smiled wider.

“I said Shotaro-sunbaenim’s stage was cool,” he said. “I said you were really good.”

Wonbin should have been prepared for that distinction.

He was not.

The words landed lightly, playful enough to pass as banter, precise enough to make something small and foolish in Wonbin’s chest lift its head like a doomed creature hearing music from a distant ballroom.

“Different category?” Wonbin asked.

Jaehyun’s smile twitched, and for one strange second, the sunshine slipped.

Not vanished.

Shifted.

Jaehyun looked down at his hands, then back up through his lashes, which Wonbin noted was really long, and there was shyness there. Actual shyness. Not the practiced cute version idols deployed for variety segments when someone threatened them with aegyo and mild career damage. This was quieter. A small hesitation under the brightness, like a boy realizing his own mouth had walked him closer to something than he meant to stand.

Wonbin saw it.

His heart, stupid haunted thing, immediately lit one candle in the west wing.

“Maybe,” Jaehyun said.

Wonbin’s fingers tightened around his towel.

Leehan, beside Jaehyun, took a slow sip of water and said, “Some fish change color when the water gets warmer.”

The entire RIIZE side turned toward him.

Leehan blinked back, serene and blond and impossible.

“Is that support?” Sungchan asked.

“It is observation,” Leehan said.

“Of fish?” Eunseok asked.

“Of everyone,” Leehan said.

Sohee whispered, “BOYNEXTDOOR has an aquarium oracle.”

Jaehyun looked at Leehan with fond exasperation and reached over to ruffle the top of his curls. “Donghyun-ah, please don’t diagnose people with tropical fish right now.”

Leehan accepted the hair ruffle like tides accepted the moon. “I said some fish.”

Wonbin watched Jaehyun’s hand in Leehan’s curls.

Again.

The same effortless affection. The casual physical fondness. The visible proof that Jaehyun contained so much warmth it spilled over his members without hesitation, like a cup nobody had taught to stay full.

Wonbin’s candle in the west wing flickered.

Of course.

Of course it was not only him.

Of course Jaehyun could look shy for one second, then turn and touch Leehan with the easy sweetness of family, and none of it had to mean less. That was the real cruelty. It did not mean less. It meant Jaehyun was sincere in several directions. It meant warmth was not a limited currency to him. It meant Wonbin could not comfort himself by calling it fake, because fake things were easier to reject and Jaehyun was honest enough to become inconvenient.

Jaehyun looked back at Wonbin.

Maybe he saw something on his face.

His smile softened again, careful at the edges.

“Did I say it wrong?” Jaehyun asked.

Wonbin could feel Sohee holding his breath beside him.

He could feel Anton watching with that newly annoying gentleness, the kind men developed after surviving their own disaster and deciding everyone else should try honesty too. He could feel Sungchan ready to provide snacks if someone cried. He could feel Eunseok enjoying the long-overdue collapse of Wonbin’s cryptic empire with restrained elegance. He could feel Shotaro being kind, which was illegal and should have required paperwork.

Wonbin looked at Jaehyun.

“No,” he said. “You said it precisely enough to be suspicious.”

Jaehyun laughed.

Then, instead of turning away immediately, he stepped half a pace closer.

“Then I’ll be suspicious again,” he said, voice lower but still playful. “You were really good. Your eyes looked like they knew the camera was coming before the camera did.”

Wonbin forgot the hallway.

The sentence should have been too much. It was too much. It was also exactly the kind of compliment that slipped past beauty and landed on craft, on attention, on the part of Wonbin that worked hard under the styling and the tragic lighting and the unfortunate Heathcliff allegations.

He tried to keep up.

That was the humiliating part.

Wonbin could flirt. On camera, certainly. In controlled doses, with stage lighting and a countdown. He could tilt his head, hold a gaze, let silence do half the work, weaponize a small smile and pretend the room had asked for it. He had built a career out of looking like he knew secrets he had not actually prepared.

So he lifted one eyebrow.

“You were watching my eyes?”

Sohee made a noise like a kettle being murdered.

Sungchan mouthed, Oh my god.

Leehan looked mildly interested, like someone had spotted a rare eel.

Jaehyun’s face changed again.

There.

The shy thing.

It came fast, barely visible under the smile, but Wonbin saw it. Jaehyun looked down at his hands again, laughed once under his breath, then looked back up.

“A little,” Jaehyun said.

Wonbin’s self-confidence, which had been hiding in a cellar under the haunted estate, opened one cautious window.

Maybe.

Maybe this could go somewhere.

Not because Jaehyun stopped being warm to everyone. He did not. He was still the boy who kissed Leehan’s curls and remembered Sohee’s throat and told Eunseok his jacket looked emotionally expensive. But the shyness mattered. The little glance down mattered. The fact that he had stepped closer and chosen a compliment about Wonbin’s eyes, not his face, not his styling, not the obvious tragedy RIIZE’s team had lovingly constructed from black fabric and cheekbone shadow.

Wonbin’s mouth curved.

Small.

Enough.

“Careful,” he said.

Jaehyun blinked. “Too bright?”

“Too specific.”

Jaehyun’s smile spread slowly, more boy than idol for one second.

“Is specific bad?”

Wonbin should have said yes. Specific was dangerous. Specific left fingerprints. Specific could not be dismissed as weather or sunlight or house-to-house flowers.

He said, “No.”

Jaehyun looked pleased.

Not triumphant.

Pleased.

That was worse.

Then his gaze caught something over Wonbin’s shoulder.

His expression changed from pleased to alarmed affection so quickly it was almost athletic.

“Woonhak-ah,” Jaehyun said.

Wonbin turned.

Kim Woonhak was near the camera setup, tall and bright and absolutely failing to behave like someone under professional supervision. He had apparently discovered the cameraman and decided, in the grand tradition of tall puppies everywhere, to befriend him. He leaned beside the equipment with his entire face lit up, asking questions with the enthusiasm of a man who had never met a stranger, only future contacts. The cameraman, trapped and charmed, was laughing while also very obviously forgetting his job.

“So this camera can zoom that far?” Woonhak asked, delighted. “Wah, that’s crazy. Hyung, you must see all our pores. That’s scary. You’re basically a dermatologist with equipment.”

The cameraman laughed harder.

A staff member in the distance looked one second away from spiritual collapse.

Jaehyun sighed with such fond despair that Wonbin felt it somewhere unhelpful.

“He didn’t finish lunch,” Jaehyun said.

Leehan nodded as if this explained a natural disaster. “He left the vegetables.”

“He always leaves vegetables when nobody watches.”

“Like a fish avoiding medicine,” Leehan said.

“Exactly.”

RIIZE watched this with the dawning horror of people realizing BOYNEXTDOOR’s internal ecosystem might be even more exhausting than their own, just louder and with more vegetables.

Jaehyun crossed the hallway with purpose.

“Woonhak-ah.”

Woonhak turned, face brightening further because apparently BOYNEXTDOOR had been assembled from various breeds of emotional sunlight. “Hyung!”

“Are you distracting the cameraman?”

“No, I’m networking.”

“You’re making him forget his job.”

“That means I’m good at networking.”

Jaehyun grabbed him around the shoulders and dragged him away from the camera setup in a hug that was half tackle, half rescue mission.

Woonhak protested immediately. “Hyung, wait, I was learning about zoom.”

“You are going to learn about vegetables.”

“I ate lunch!”

“You ate rice and meat and negotiated with broccoli like it owed you money.”

“I am taller than you!” Woonhak protested, because tall maknaes across the industry apparently believed height was a legal argument.

Jaehyun, smaller but spiritually armed, tightened his arms around Woonhak’s waist from behind and dragged him another step. “Then your taller body needs more vegetables.”

Woonhak looked betrayed by biology. “Hyung.”

“I will make you sit on my lap until you finish them.”

The hallway froze.

Woonhak gasped. “That is a threat.”

“That is affection.”

“That is public humiliation.”

“Then eat privately.”

Leehan, still beside Wonbin, sipped his water and said, “Large fish still need feeding.”

Sohee made a strangled sound. “Their dorm must be insane.”

Eunseok said, with distant respect, “They weaponize care differently.”

Anton looked down at the two water bottles in his own hands.

Sungchan looked at him.

“Eat more later,” Sungchan said.

“This is not about me,” Anton said.

“It is always a little about feeding the maknae.”

Woonhak continued protesting in the background while Jaehyun dragged him toward the BOYNEXTDOOR waiting area with the bright, fond authority of someone who loved vastly and bossed accordingly.

Wonbin watched them go.

The jealousy did not disappear.

It changed shape.

Jaehyun was warm to everyone. That remained true. He flirted with everyone, cared for everyone, kissed Leehan’s curls, bullied Woonhak into vegetables, carried affection like an overfilled bowl and somehow did not spill less on anyone else for giving so much away.

But Wonbin had seen the shyness.

He had seen Jaehyun look down.

He had heard a little in answer to You were watching my eyes?

Maybe the flower at his door had been chosen differently.

Maybe not.

But it had been placed there.

And for the first time all day, Wonbin did not feel like a ghost abandoned on the moors.

He felt like the manor window had opened.

Terrible for heating.

Good for air.

Sohee edged closer to him.

“Hyung,” he whispered.

“Do not.”

“I am not helping.”

“You are standing very close for someone not helping.”

Sohee stared after Jaehyun and Woonhak, then back at Wonbin.

“I still refuse to be the bridge,” he said. “But I may become signage.”

Wonbin looked at him.

Sohee swallowed. “Small signage. Like caution: emotional crossing ahead.”

Wonbin almost smiled.

“Limited approval,” he said.

Sohee’s eyes shone with triumph. “I knew the haunted estate needed traffic management.”

That night, Wonbin replied before the group could supervise him.

This was either growth or recklessness. Time would decide. Time had a poor record, but Wonbin had a slightly better one when he was not being attacked by cherubic styling and dessert cutlery.

Jaehyun texted at 11:36 p.m.

Jaehyun: the spoon survived!!

Jaehyun: woonhak ate four pieces of broccoli and acted like we sent him to war

Jaehyun: today was fun

Jaehyun: your eyes really did catch the camera first

Wonbin stared at the last message.

Not cool again.

Not good stage.

Not handsome, not cute, not the kind of compliment Jaehyun scattered through hallways like flower petals and minor traffic hazards.

Your eyes really did catch the camera first.

Specific.

Wonbin leaned back against the headboard and looked at his ceiling as if the ceiling had ever helped anyone. It had not. Ceilings were useless witnesses. Humans kept staring at them during emotional crises anyway, because apparently evolution had abandoned interior design.

His phone glowed in his hand.

He had seen Jaehyun call three people cool that day.

He had seen him mean all three.

That was the part lodged under Wonbin’s ribs. Jaehyun’s attention was not cheap because he gave it widely. It was expensive because he meant it every time. He had kissed Leehan’s curls like affection was a tide. He had dragged Woonhak away from the cameraman with threats of vegetables and lap imprisonment. He had remembered Sohee’s throat, Sungchan’s shoulders, Eunseok’s actor sadness, Anton’s suspiciously improved rest.

Jaehyun loved in vast amounts.

Wonbin did not want to become smaller because of that.

He did not want to resent the other houses for receiving flowers.

He only wanted to know whether the one at his door had his name on it.

This was where Anton would have stared at a bracelet for three hours and invented a private moral crisis.

Wonbin respected Anton’s journey.

Wonbin also planned to avoid becoming a six-part cautionary tale with better lighting.

He typed:

You notice eyes often?

He stared at it.

Too direct.

Good.

Directness was not death. Wonbin had watched Anton discover this and become insufferable with the information. Perhaps the disease had useful side effects.

He sent it.

Jaehyun read it almost immediately.

The typing indicator appeared.

Stopped.

Appeared again.

Wonbin sat up straighter.

The reply came.

Jaehyun: hmm

Jaehyun: when people perform yes?

Jaehyun: but not like that

Wonbin’s heart, which had been pretending to be an ancient clock in a haunted corridor, skipped like a cheap pop song.

Unacceptable.

He typed:

Define “that.”

He almost added a question mark.

He did not. The sentence had enough blade without punctuation trying to look friendly.

Jaehyun replied slower this time.

Jaehyun: wah

Jaehyun: you ask like an interview

Wonbin’s mouth curved.

Wonbin: You answer like a witness avoiding court.

The reply came fast.

Jaehyun: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Jaehyun: okay okay

Jaehyun: “that” means

Jaehyun: you looked quiet but not empty

Jaehyun: like you heard the song before it reached you

Wonbin put the phone down.

Not face-down this time.

Just down, carefully, as if it had become fragile.

Then he picked it up again because he was not dramatic, he was efficient in delayed stages.

The message stayed there.

You looked quiet but not empty.

Like you heard the song before it reached you.

Wonbin had been called beautiful by people who did not know what else to say. He had been called cool by people who meant the styling. He had been called mysterious by people who wanted mystery to be a costume and not a habit of self-protection. He had been told he looked expensive, dangerous, sad, unreal, delicate, cold, warm, prince-like, doll-like, painting-like, which was flattering and exhausting and occasionally made him want to stand in a parking lot wearing a hoodie just to prove he owned knees.

This was not that.

Jaehyun had watched performance and named timing.

Wonbin’s chest felt strange.

Not soft, exactly.

Lit.

Annoying distinction. Probably accurate.

He typed:

That is more specific than cool.

Jaehyun replied:

Jaehyun: because cool is too small

Jaehyun: for you

Wonbin stood up.

This was not a choice. His body simply decided the bed had become politically unstable.

He walked to the door.

Opened it.

Sohee was standing outside with his hand raised to knock.

They stared at each other.

“I felt a disturbance,” Sohee whispered.

Wonbin looked at him.

Sohee’s eyes widened. “Oh no.”

Wonbin stepped aside and let him in.

Sohee entered slowly, like someone walking into a chapel where the god might be a spoon but had recently upgraded to full emotional weather.

“I am not helping,” Sohee said immediately.

“You are already inside.”

“As a neutral party.”

“Neutral parties do not haunt doorways.”

“I learned from you.”

Wonbin handed him the phone.

Sohee read the messages.

His face changed.

Not teasing first.

Soft first.

That was worse.

“Hyung,” Sohee said.

Wonbin sat on the edge of the bed.

“I know.”

“That is not his normal flirting.”

Wonbin looked at him.

Sohee immediately held up both hands, panic entering the court. “I am not helping. I am not interpreting. I am not being the bridge. I am only saying as his best friend, against my will, under emotional protest, that Jaehyunie does not usually say people are too big for cool.”

Wonbin took the phone back.

“Usually.”

Sohee made a pained sound. “Do not weaponize adverbs.”

“They are there.”

“Because language is a minefield and you love walking barefoot.”

Wonbin looked at the message again.

Because cool is too small for you.

He could leave it there. He could let Jaehyun’s sentence sit in the room and become another portrait on the haunted estate wall. He could store it, revisit it, pretend that was not a form of longing with better posture.

Or he could do what he had once advised Anton to do.

Stop making evidence perform alone.

Terrible when your own advice returned carrying a lantern.

He typed:

You flirt like that with everyone?

Sohee made a strangled noise and fell sideways onto the bed.

“Hyung.”

“What.”

“That is so direct.”

“Strategic.”

“That is a spear.”

“Small spear.”

“There are no small spears when the target is my best friend.”

Wonbin looked at him.

Sohee covered his face. “I am not helping. I am merely dying from proximity.”

Wonbin sent the message.

Jaehyun read it.

No immediate reply.

One second.

Three.

Seven.

The typing indicator appeared.

Stopped.

Appeared again.

Sohee peeked through his fingers. “He is thinking.”

“People do that.”

“Jaehyunie does it loudly.”

The reply arrived.

Jaehyun: i flirt with everyone?

Wonbin stared.

Sohee sat up halfway. “Oh no. He did not know.”

Another message came.

Jaehyun: wait

Jaehyun: do i?

Sohee whispered, horrified and fond, “He really did not know.”

Wonbin’s mouth curved despite himself.

This was ridiculous.

This was also very Jaehyun.

A rake in a gothic novel would know. A campus drama menace would know. A flirt with a game plan would know. Jaehyun, apparently, had been wandering through the world handing out warmth with both hands and no inventory system.

Wonbin typed:

Yes.

Then:

Violently.

Jaehyun replied:

Jaehyun: violently???

Jaehyun: i thought i was being nice

Wonbin actually laughed.

Sohee pressed both hands to his heart. “He laughed. Jaehyunie made him laugh. My custody crisis has a soundtrack.”

Wonbin ignored him and typed:

You are being nice.

He paused.

Then added:

That is the violent part.

Jaehyun replied with three lines of laughter.

Jaehyun: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Jaehyun: okay

Jaehyun: then i will be nice less violently

Wonbin looked at the message.

Less violently.

There it was again. Jaehyun trying to adjust himself into something safer, which was sweet and wrong in the way good intentions often arrived wearing shoes on clean floors. Wonbin did not want Jaehyun smaller. He did not want the golden retriever to become a well-behaved porcelain dog on a mantel. Horrifying image. Someone in SM styling would probably approve. Another reason to resist.

Wonbin typed:

No.

Sohee looked over. “No?”

Wonbin kept typing.

Do not be less.

He stared at the line.

Too plain.

Good.

He sent it.

Jaehyun read it.

The pause this time was longer.

Wonbin could feel Sohee holding his breath beside him.

The reply came slowly, one message at a time.

Jaehyun: then what should i do?

Wonbin’s fingers hovered.

There.

The door.

He could fog it. He could say something about sunlight and rooms and houses and flowers. He could let Jaehyun guess, because guessing had always protected Wonbin from finding out the answer.

But he was not Anton, and this was not a bracelet, and the haunted estate was not going to manage itself.

He typed:

Be specific.

Then:

If you mean everyone, say everyone.

His thumb paused.

Sohee had gone utterly still beside him.

Wonbin finished:

If you mean me, say me.

He sent it.

The room became quiet enough to hear the faint dorm sounds outside: a cabinet closing, Sungchan saying something about Anton eating fruit, Anton replying in a tone of resigned maknae suffering, Eunseok laughing once from the living room.

Sohee whispered, “That was not small spear.”

Wonbin looked at the screen. “No.”

“That was a harpoon.”

“Your best friend will survive.”

“Will I?”

Jaehyun was typing.

Stopped.

Typing.

Stopped.

Then:

Jaehyun: okay

Nothing else.

Wonbin’s chest tightened.

Sohee sat up, eyes fixed on the phone like the fate of three nations and one seating chart depended on it.

Another message appeared.

Jaehyun: then today

Jaehyun: i meant you

Wonbin stopped breathing.

Not dramatically.

Fine, dramatically. But quietly. With dignity. A corpse in a beautiful coat, perhaps.

Sohee made a sound like he had been unplugged.

Jaehyun continued.

Jaehyun: when i said your eyes found the camera first

Jaehyun: i meant you

Jaehyun: when i said cool is too small

Jaehyun: i meant you

Wonbin stared at the phone.

The haunted estate caught fire.

Not destructively.

Candle by candle, room by room, warm light moving through places that had been too beautiful and too cold for too long.

Sohee covered his mouth with both hands.

“I am not helping,” he whispered through his fingers, “but I need to lie down in traffic.”

Wonbin did not answer.

Jaehyun sent one more message.

Jaehyun: is that specific enough?

Wonbin closed his eyes.

He could see Jaehyun typing that. Not smooth. Not calculating. Probably sitting somewhere in a hoodie, frowning at his phone, realizing maybe he flirted with everyone and maybe that mattered and maybe Wonbin wanted an answer with his name attached. Maybe smiling stupidly. Maybe nervous.

That shyness again.

The glimpse from the hallway.

Wonbin opened his eyes.

He typed:

Yes.

Then, because he was strategic and not a tragic houseplant abandoned in the moors, he added:

Do you want me to be specific too?

Sohee’s body physically slid down the side of the bed until he was on the floor.

“Hyung,” he said, voice faint. “Who are you?”

Wonbin did not look away from the phone.

Jaehyun read the message.

The reply came fast this time.

Jaehyun: yes

Then:

Jaehyun: please

Wonbin’s heart did the embarrassing thing again.

This time, he let it perform an encore.

He typed carefully.

I liked that you noticed my eyes.

He paused.

Then:

I liked that you looked shy after I asked.

His thumb hovered.

Sohee had stopped breathing entirely. Useless as a neutral party. Adorable as a corpse.

Wonbin sent it.

Jaehyun’s typing indicator appeared immediately.

Stopped.

Appeared.

Stopped.

Then:

Jaehyun: ah

Wonbin smiled.

A real smile.

Small, but real.

He typed:

Did I make you shy again?

Jaehyun replied:

Jaehyun: maybe

Then:

Jaehyun: yes

Wonbin’s smile stayed.

Sohee, from the floor, whispered, “My best friend is being flirted with by my hyung. I hate this. Continue.”

Wonbin looked down at him.

“You are helping.”

“I am witnessing. Completely different legal category.”

Wonbin looked back at the phone.

He typed:

Goodnight, Jaehyun.

No honorific.

He sent it before he could decide not to.

Jaehyun read it.

One second.

Two.

Then:

Jaehyun: goodnight Wonbin

Jaehyun: i’ll be specific tomorrow too

Wonbin locked the phone and set it on the bed.

Sohee rose slowly from the floor like the ghost of a small idol murdered by emotional proximity.

“I am not helping,” Sohee said.

Wonbin leaned back against the headboard, the room no longer cold around him.

“You are terrible at it.”

Sohee smiled, damp-eyed and doomed. “I know.”

Outside, the dorm moved quietly. Someone laughed in the kitchen. Someone opened a cabinet. Sungchan’s voice said, “Anton-ah, eat this too,” and Anton’s tired reply came too low to hear. Life continued in all its ridiculous domestic machinery.

Wonbin looked at his phone.

No spoon tonight.

No public challenge.

No camera telling him where the moment began and ended.

Just Jaehyun, bright everywhere, but specific here.

With him.

Terrifying, obviously.

But becoming less unbearable.

Which was, in its own way, much more dangerous.