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In the Beginning Was the Word

Summary:

Turns out, you don’t need a God to create a universe. An angel wields the power of languages, and a demon remembers how to create stars. And that’s enough.

Or: how Aziraphale and Crowley didn’t beg God to create a new universe. They created their own. Together.

This is an S3 rewrite so it contains S3 spoilers.

Notes:

I was saddened by the S3 ending so I wrote my own.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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The universe had shrunk to a tiny pocket. Outside their bookstore, black nothingness gaped. Here they stand, at the end of earth, the universe, and all of existence.

What could they do now?

They were the last guardians—an angel and a demon, hereditary enemies and six-thousand-year-old friends—now the universe’s last witness.

All was lost.

There was no hope.

No light.

Outside, the nothingness flickered. Their bookstore drifted like a tiny flame in a sea of smothering dark, as if the tiniest movement could cause it to gutter out.

The stars were long gone. Crowley s stars, his children, scattered across the cosmos—extinguished.

All the books were blank. Aziraphale’s treasures, wiped away as if they had never existed. All the brightness of their universe, all their joys and hopes and dreams—gone.

 

But—

Something stirred.

Ancient knowledge—or memory?

Something was sparking into life.

Crowley had made stars eons ago. So long ago, in fact, that he couldn’t no longer remember how. Once upon a time, he had known. But then he had fallen, and that knowledge had fallen away from him.

So many nights spent on Earth, gazing up at his creations, with reverence, with yearning, with an almost blind infatuation that he would have called love had he not fallen.

Demons can’t love. Can’t create.

But humans could. And they did.

They studied the stars, and Crowley studied them. They had came so close to igniting stars of their own. They called it… something fusion but Crowley no longer remembered—the words had washed away alongside everything else. Humans, those amazing humans, had worked out so many details, catalogued so many of those elementary particles with their funny little names that only the most complex machines could “see”.  Crowley had snuck into their observatories, their laboratories, had devoured their magazines and articles and research papers. He had even sprinkled along some demonic miracles of his own to make the knowledge flow more freely—all those hidden servers in Russia and across the rest of the world, glittering like stars of a different kind.

But all that was now lost. The words gone, and with them, the knowledge of how to make stars again.

He still remembered the sensations—the warmth, the pressure, the bursts of color—the way one recalls a half-remembered dream. But the memories kept dissolving, because he had no words to anchor them. Sparks rose from his fingers and fell before he could name what they were reaching for.

If only he could go back to the library of Heaven, the libraries on Earth, the bookshelf in his old apartment. Just once… Just for a few moments.

 

Aziraphale had owned books. Owned, cherished, read, savored them—the new ones, the old ones. the ones that smelled of dust and the ones still smelling of ink. But so many had been lost over the centuries—buried, burnt, decayed, destroyed. And now, even the books in the bookshop had emptied. Wiped clean, like their universe.

He flipped open a book. Then another. And another. All the words were gone. The languages too. Thousands of years of human discourse crumbled to dust. The Tower of Babel had fallen—or rather, had never been built at all.

Aziraphale stared at the empty pages. There were so many of them,m—he had known so many of them. Had he kept them? Could something that had lived in him for six thousand years truly be gone—or only buried, the way a word sits on the tip of one’s tongue, just out of reach?

He closed his eyes. And he dove, reaching deep into parts of himself he had not visited in so long that he had believed them lost. Could he recall the words—those ancient tongues, those secret wisdoms? Those mornings in the library of Alexandria, those nights in Baghdad’s House of Wisdom? He had a world inside of him. He longed to hold them again, to look upon the humans who wrote them once again.

Then he remembered. Remembered them all.

He remembered Sumerian. 𒀭 𒂗 𒍪 — sky, lord, earth. The oldest writing, the first time a human hand had pressed meaning into wet clay and said: this sign has meaning. Sixty symbols for sixty ideas. The first astrophysicist had written in it, had named the wandering lights overhead and given them names.

He remembered Chinese: 丶一 丿乛  — dot, horizon, left-fall, turn. Strokes that were once pictures of the world. 山 川 天 人 — mountain, water, sky, human.

He remembered Arabic: أ ب ت ث —shapes that began as pictures too, then shed their earthly meanings and became pure sound. ك for a palm of a hand. ع for an eye. The words flowing right to left, as if rewriting the world backward into meaning.

He remembered Hebrew: א ב ג ד — aleph, bet, gimel, dalet.

He remembered Sanskrit: अ आ इ ई  — as breath, then air.

He remembered Latin and Greek. He reconstructed them, tracing back, then moving forward: Indo-European—Germanic—West Germanic—Old English. Add a dash of French. And voila, there it was: English—that messy, confounding, magnificent language that he had spent five hundred years speaking and wrestling with and delighting in.

He had the alphabet. A… B… C… D…

So he has the words. The words for celestials and for humans; for the stars and the sky, and the wind and the rain. For the holy and the profane. For the lost and the repossessed. For love, for joy. For himself, for Crowley.

For the world.

 

A—alpha, a constant—for the strength of something… A word that needed to be spoken back into existence—

B—a bang—a big bang—

C for the speed of light—

Dark energy ebbed and swelled—

Electromagnetic, that was the word! Electromagnetic—

Fields! There were fields. Many of them. A man named… Einstein once said—

Gravitational field.

Heat, then—

Illumination. Inflation, inertia, information, interference…

And J and K, and words and names and laws and principles tumbling back into order.

And space and time and matter and energy. Gas and radiation and dust and mass. Photons and electrons and quarks and Higgs bosons. Hydrogen and helium and carbon and neon and—

A flicker.

A flame.

A word.

 

Aziraphale looked up from the blank pages—all blank, all empty—and across the bookshop at Crowley, the maker of stars. Their eyes met. Six thousand years passed between them in a single breath.

And Aziraphale said, “LET THERE BE LIGHT!”

And Crowley raised his hands.

And there was light—

Notes:

I do not speak most of the languages mentioned in this story, so apologies if there are any mistakes.

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