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Harry regained consciousness with the sensation that someone had torn his spine straight out of his body. The pain didn’t arrive all at once; it built itself slowly inside him, layer by layer, as though each part of his body had to wake up separately and painfully remember how to exist. His hands came first, lying flat against a cold surface he didn’t recognize. His fingers trembled when he tried to move them, refusing to obey properly, stiff and unresponsive as though his nerves had been shocked into silence. A dull, burning numbness crawled up his forearms, making even the smallest movement feel wrong, delayed, and heavy.
Then came his arms, and with them a deeper, heavier pain that seemed to settle directly into his muscles and joints. His shoulders felt like they had been forced out of place and then shoved back in without care, leaving everything tense and wrong, as if his body was held together by something barely stable. Even breathing properly hurt. When he tried to draw in a deeper breath, a sharp, stabbing sensation ran down his back and into his spine, forcing a low, involuntary sound out of him before he could stop it.
A violent wave of nausea turned his stomach without warning, forcing Harry to squeeze his eyes shut immediately. He stayed completely still, not trusting his own body to handle even the smallest movement without making things worse. His heart was hammering too fast, uneven and harsh against his ribs, as though it had not yet decided whether it wanted to keep going or give up entirely. For several long seconds, all he could process was how completely wrong everything felt, like his body had been rebuilt incorrectly after something had shattered it.
The silence around him made it worse.
It wasn’t a normal silence. Not the quiet of Hogwarts at night, nor the empty calm of an abandoned street after curfew. This was thicker, heavier, almost suffocating, as though the entire world was holding its breath and waiting for something to happen. Harry felt the tension immediately, even through the fog in his mind. Something about this place was wrong in a way he couldn’t yet explain, and that uncertainty sat in his chest like a weight.
Very slowly, he forced himself to breathe in again.
It was a mistake.
A sharp pulse of pain exploded behind his eyes, bright and blinding, as if a burning metal rod had been driven straight into his skull. Harry let out a rough sound and instinctively raised a hand toward his face, stopping halfway as dizziness washed over him and nearly pulled him under again. His thoughts felt distant and sluggish, as if wrapped in thick fog. Everything was slow, disconnected, hard to grasp. Even the ground beneath him felt unfamiliar, cold and slightly damp against his cheek, definitely not stone, not wood he recognized either.
There was a smell in the air too. Dust, old wood, something damp and neglected, and underneath it all something sharper that made his instincts tighten instantly.
Magic.
But not the kind he knew.
Not Hogwarts, alive and shifting beneath his feet. Not the Ministry, sharp and chaotic with overlapping spells and wards. This magic felt ancient. Dense. Still, but enormous, like it had been embedded into the building itself for decades and had long since stopped caring about the people living inside it.
Harry’s neck tensed instinctively.
His body understood danger before his mind fully caught up.
Something was wrong here. Not immediately lethal, not something attacking him right this second, but something deeply off in a way that made every instinct he had scream at him to stay alert.
He finally forced his eyes open.
Light hit him too harshly at first, making him wince as his vision blurred into pale shapes and shifting shadows. For a few seconds, he couldn’t make out anything clearly, just a dull, washed-out ceiling hanging far above him. Slowly, painfully, the image sharpened.
The ceiling was cracked.
Peeling wallpaper ran down the upper walls in tired, uneven strips, yellowed with age and damp. Dark stains spread across the plaster in irregular patterns, like water had been leaking through for years without anyone bothering to fix it. The place didn’t feel abandoned in the dramatic sense, but rather neglected, forgotten in a quiet, ongoing way, as though time itself had simply moved on without it.
Harry frowned slightly, still lying on the ground, trying to place where he was. The structure above him creaked faintly, reacting to wind somewhere outside. A loose windowpane rattled softly in its frame. Everything sounded old, unstable, worn down by years of existence without care.
This definitely wasn’t the Ministry.
That thought came strangely calmly, as if his mind hadn’t fully caught up to the seriousness of the situation yet. His body, however, remained tense, alert in a way that contradicted his sluggish thoughts. Something sticky clung faintly to his skin under his clothes, sweat or something worse, and he resisted the urge to check.
Very carefully, Harry tried to move his arm. The moment he did, a sharp burst of pain shot through his shoulder, forcing a low curse out of him before he could stop it.
"Fuck…" His voice came out rough, cracked, unfamiliar even to himself.
His throat burned when he spoke, dry and raw, as if he had been shouting or breathing smoke for hours. He swallowed hard, trying to ignore the metallic taste lingering in his mouth. Everything about his body felt wrong, out of sync, like it belonged to someone else entirely.
He barely had time to process any of it before he heard something shift nearby.
Harry froze instantly.
It wasn’t a conscious decision. It was instinct, pure and immediate, shaped by years of danger responding faster than thought. The exhaustion that had been weighing him down disappeared in a flash, replaced by sharp, focused awareness.
Slowly, he turned his head.
And his stomach dropped.
A few meters away, another body lay on the floor.
For a second, Harry simply stayed still, staring, unable to properly understand what he was seeing. His brain seemed to refuse to assemble the information in front of him, as if the image itself made no logical sense.
Then the man moved slightly.
And Harry’s breath caught instantly.
Voldemort.
Even before his eyes opened, Harry knew. He would have recognized that presence anywhere. That cold, suffocating magic that seemed to devour the air around him. That instinctive sense of danger that sank under his skin before his mind even had time to catch up.
But something was wrong.
Something deeply, unsettlingly wrong.
Voldemort no longer wore the monstrous, inhuman appearance Harry was used to. But he wasn’t the teenage Tom Riddle from Slughorn’s Pensieve either. The man lying on the floor looked like a version of him in his early thirties, an in-between state, as if time had been forced to stop somewhere between the brilliant, handsome boy and the fully formed Dark Lord.
His face was still beautiful. Strikingly so. Almost uncomfortably perfect. But it was a colder kind of beauty now, sharpened and refined by age and control. His features were more defined than Harry remembered from the Pensieve memories, his jawline harder, his cheekbones more pronounced, carrying the quiet weight of someone who had long since learned how to erase any softness from his expression.
There was no trace of youth left in him. Not really. Just something more controlled. More deliberate. As if every emotion had been carefully stripped away and replaced with precision.
His black hair, longer than Harry remembered, was spread messily around him, a few strands stuck to his pale skin with sweat or dust. Even unconscious, he radiated that same oppressive sense of power, like the air itself bent slightly around him, unwilling to settle too close.
And that was probably the worst part.
Because this version of Voldemort didn’t look like a monster you could simplify into hatred.
Harry’s stomach twisted sharply.
The silence in the room deepened.
Then Voldemort opened his eyes.
Red.
Cold.
Instantly aware.
His gaze locked onto Harry without hesitation, as if the situation had never been unclear to him at all. For several seconds, neither of them spoke. Harry had forgotten the pain in his body, forgotten the room, even forgotten how to properly breathe. All of his attention was trapped in that stare.
Voldemort, meanwhile, remained completely still, but his eyes moved slightly, assessing. The ruined walls, the cracked ceiling, the decay of the room itself, and then Harry again. His expression stayed perfectly controlled, unreadable, but Harry caught the smallest shift in his jaw a tightening, subtle and precise, like something in the situation did not match his expectations.
He was disoriented.