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Namjoon adjusted the strap of his worn backpack for what felt like the hundredth time as he crossed the wide brick path leading into the main quad. The late August sun beat down on his shoulders, warm but not unbearable, carrying that faint scent of cut grass and distant rain that always seemed to linger on campuses like this one. Twenty-three years old, and he still felt like an intruder. Most of the students streaming past him looked barely out of high school—fresh faces, loud laughter, brand-new sneakers that hadn’t seen a double shift at a warehouse or a night scrubbing dishes at a twenty-four-hour diner.
He’d earned every penny of the tuition that wasn’t covered by scholarships. Two years of barely sleeping, of watching his father’s hospital bills pile up like accusations, of his mother’s quiet exhaustion. University had been a daydream he revisited in the dead hours after work, flipping through old textbooks by the light of his phone because the electricity bill had been paid late again. Now here he was. Freshman. Again. The word tasted strange in his mouth.
The orientation hall was a chaotic swarm of bodies and noise. Banners hung from the rafters welcoming the Class of Whatever, tables lined the walls with club sign-ups and free pens, and someone somewhere was playing overly enthusiastic pop music through crackling speakers. Namjoon hovered near the entrance, scanning the crowd for the check-in table he was supposed to find. His height usually helped him see over people, but right now it just made him feel more exposed.
Then something colorful slammed into his chest.
“Shit—sorry!” a bright voice exclaimed, followed by a laugh that sounded like it had never met a bad day. Namjoon steadied the person by the shoulders on instinct, blinking down at a riot of rainbow-streaked hair, smudged black eyeliner, and a grin so wide it made the corners of the guy’s eyes crinkle.
The boy—man? Kid? He looked young—tilted his head back to look up at Namjoon properly. He wore a faded graphic tee of some band Namjoon vaguely recognized layered under a flannel, fishnet sleeves peeking out underneath, and ripped black jeans covered in colorful patches. A silver chain with a tiny star pendant rested against his collarbone. Everything about him screamed alive in a way that made Namjoon suddenly aware of how heavy his own shoulders felt.
“You okay, big guy?” the stranger asked, not stepping back. “I was trying to catch a flyer that flew away and—yeah, I wasn’t watching where I was going. Classic me.”
Namjoon found himself smiling before he could stop it. “I’m fine. No damage done.”
The boy’s eyes lit up like he’d just won something. “Newbie, right? You’ve got that ‘where the hell do I go’ look. I’m Jungkook. JK to people who aren’t boring. Come on, I’ll show you the ropes before the syllabus sharks smell fresh blood.”
He didn’t wait for an answer. One warm hand wrapped around Namjoon’s wrist—light, casual, like they’d known each other for years—and tugged him gently into the flow of the crowd. Namjoon let himself be pulled. It had been a long time since anyone had grabbed him with that kind of easy confidence, without expectation or burden attached.
“Orientation packets are over there,” Jungkook said, weaving them through clusters of students with the ease of someone who’d done this before. “They’ll give you the boring map that doesn’t show any of the good stuff. Trust me, the dining hall on the east side has the least suspicious meatloaf. Avoid the west one at all costs.”
Namjoon chuckled low in his chest, the sound surprising even him. “You do this for every lost freshman?”
“Only the ones who look like they could use it.” Jungkook glanced back, eyes sparkling under the rainbow fringe that kept falling into them. “And you looked like you were carrying the weight of the world in that backpack. Also, you’re tall. Tall people are statistically better at reaching the good snacks on the top shelf in the convenience store. I’m thinking long-term here.”
Namjoon raised an eyebrow, amused. “Strategic friendship?”
“Exactly.” Jungkook finally let go of his wrist once they reached a table manned by overly cheerful upperclassmen. He leaned against it casually, grabbing a packet and pressing it into Namjoon’s hands. “I’m a sophomore. Music production major. I know all the hidden corners, the professors who actually care, and which TA will let you turn in an assignment two days late if you bring them coffee. Consider yourself adopted.”
The word landed soft, unexpected. Adopted. Like it was the simplest thing in the world.
Namjoon looked down at the packet, then back at Jungkook, who was now fidgeting with the strings of his hoodie—twisting them around his fingers in quick, rhythmic motions while he waited for a response. There was something disarmingly open about him. No guarded small talk, no sizing up. Just this bright, chaotic energy that filled the space between them like sunlight through stained glass.
“I’m Namjoon,” he said finally, offering his hand. “Twenty-three. Very, very late start.”
Jungkook’s grin softened into something warmer as he shook the hand, grip firm. “Twenty-three’s nothing. Means you’ve got better stories than half these kids who still think pulling an all-nighter is a personality trait. You’ll be fine, hyung.”
The honorific slipped out naturally, comfortable. Namjoon felt a small knot in his chest loosen just a fraction. He hadn’t realized how much he’d been bracing for judgment—the side-eyes, the quiet questions about why he was so old to be starting out.
They moved through the rest of the orientation together. Jungkook kept up a steady stream of commentary that somehow never felt overwhelming. He pointed out the best study spots (“Library basement has outlets that actually work and zero judgment if you fall asleep”), warned him about the strict attendance policy in Intro to Psych (“Professor Kim looks sweet but she will end you”), and somehow convinced Namjoon to sign up for a music appreciation elective he hadn’t even planned on taking.
By the time they stepped back outside into the golden afternoon light, Namjoon’s head was spinning in the best way. His backpack felt a little lighter. The campus, which had seemed intimidating and vast an hour ago, now had landmarks—Jungkook’s landmarks.
“You hungry?” Jungkook asked, already steering them toward a food truck parked near the arts building. The smell of grilled meat and spices drifted over. “My treat. Consider it a welcome-to-hell packet.”
“You don’t have to—”
“I know.” Jungkook shrugged, easy and bright. “But I want to. Plus, you listened to me talk about my synth setup for twenty minutes without running away. That deserves bulgogi tacos at minimum.”
Namjoon let out a quiet laugh and fell into step beside him. The younger boy’s shoulder brushed his arm every few steps, casual and warm. For the first time in years, the weight on Namjoon’s shoulders didn’t feel quite so crushing. It was still there—his dad’s recovery, the loans, the years he’d lost—but right now, walking next to this whirlwind of color and effortless kindness, it felt manageable.
They ordered food and found a shady spot on the grass under a sprawling oak tree. Jungkook stretched out like a cat, propping himself up on his elbows while he ate, talking animatedly about a late-night campus radio show he helped run. His hands moved expressively, fingers dancing through the air as he described beats and samples, occasionally tugging at his hoodie strings again when he got particularly excited.
Namjoon listened, really listened, nodding along and asking questions that made Jungkook’s face light up even more. The tacos were good—spicy and messy, sauce dripping onto the wrapper—but the company was better. He hadn’t realized how starved he’d been for this: simple conversation, no responsibilities weighing every word, no need to be the steady one for once.
As the sun dipped lower, painting the quad in softer oranges and pinks, Jungkook sat up and bumped his shoulder against Namjoon’s.
“So, rooming situation? You in the freshman dorms?”
“Yeah. Building C. Not sure what to expect.”
Jungkook’s grin turned mischievous. “I know a guy who works maintenance. I’ll make sure your window doesn’t stick. And if you ever need a break from all the eighteen-year-olds discovering existential dread for the first time, my dorm’s always open. Fair warning: it’s a mess. But the fairy lights are killer.”
Namjoon met his eyes, feeling something warm and unfamiliar settle in his chest. “I might take you up on that, JK.”
“Good.” Jungkook leaned back again, satisfied, rainbow hair catching the light like a promise. “Because I think you’re stuck with me now, hyung.”
Namjoon didn’t argue. For once, being stuck somewhere didn’t sound like a burden at all. It sounded like the start of something he hadn’t known he needed.