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It's been forever since Sweden mentioned Finland in a good light.
They used to be close, never leaving the other's side but… Now you can't even mention one of them to the other without them groaning before even speaking.
Neither of the two would mention how things were,
But
There's someone who misses every moment, every little spark of joy, even the smallest moment.
Even if he gets defensive when the other's name is mentioned.
Even if he gets aggressive when the other is near.
Even if it doesn't seem like it.
.
He couldn't forgive him after everything after the incident.
He couldn't look at anything and was reminded of him.
He knows what it's done to his heart, but Sweden is a terrible person he couldn't forgive, yet his family still likes the guy.
Sweden is not someone he should miss, yet he still wonders about him from time to time.
It hurts to remember him.
The only thing that could make him forget is alcohol. It's terrible, but it's kept him from falling apart.
Now, everything he smiles at isn't something that will keep him happy forever. It's always temporary.
Maybe Sweden was one of those things too,
But there's nobody better than him.