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** Andreas’ POV **
I stare at my hands in awkwardness. It's not supposed to be awkward, it's a hangout with a group of friends! Zekery looks at me. He has some sort of special power where you know exactly what he's trying to say with just his eyes.
“Andreas…did you have to bring Thomas with us??” He questions me without a sound.
“Come on man, he's our friend. Can we at least try to have some fun with him around??” I threw him back a look. He rolls his eyes as a way to say:
“Sure, whatever,” and continues on with driving and talking to Jess. I was in the back seat, along with Thomas. You know, I get why Zekery asked me that. It's only been a couple of months since he got out of the hospital after that one incident. He’s always been somewhat weirded out by him ever since he started taking the medication more. I didn't want to throw Thomas under the bus like that though, so I decided to invite him. He’s been bedridden for a long while, and now has been the only time he's willing to go out. He's wearing the headphones I gave him. I understood he was sensitive to loud noises, so it was a small present I gave him after I saw them while shopping. That exact pair made me think of him for some reason. They look nice on him…
“Yo, get your head out the clouds! We're here man.”
Ah. Right. We walked into the karaoke spot…whatever you call it…and rented out a room. Sitting down on the sofa against the wall, I analyzed the song list. Zekery immediately knew what to sing. It was some song by the Foo Fighters, I believe. Let me tell you, he was singing his heart out. Everyone was enjoying their time, even Thomas was smiling! As Zekery was singing like he's in a theater, I noticed a menu on the table in front of the sofa. I grabbed it and gazed at the variety of drinks.
“There's drinks here! Who wants one?” I exclaimed with a grin. Thomas silently shook his head “no”, and continued watching Zekery, who was in his own world at this point. Jess was the only one, other than myself, who ordered something, for herself and Zeke. I got a can of Bloxy for now.*
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Jess went and sang something after Zeke as he started CHUGGING his drink??
“Jesus Christ, you really needed that, huh?” I poked fun at him, trying not to burst into laughter. Zekery rolled his eyes.
“There's no way you're saying that as the can you’re holding is empty, Andre,” I stared at it. He was right; it was empty, not a single drop was there.
“Oh…I didn't even notice.”
“You really needed that, huh???” He mocked. Thomas couldn't help but laugh. Like…genuine laughter. To be honest, he has a cute laugh. I wish I could hear it more often. In a matter of minutes, all of our drinks were empty. Somewhat concerning, but it was a Friday night. Zekery stopped after that, since he’s the driver. Despite that, he decided to go and get some more for the rest of us. He left the room, along with Jess right behind him.
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It's been 20 minutes… where are they?? I shrug it off and get another Bloxy. It was just me and Thomas in the room now.
“You haven't sung anything yet, Flames!” Thomas says cheekily, grinning as he gives me that stupid nickname. My face heats up for some reason.
“Oh be quiet, you haven't either…” I crossed my arms. Thomas took off his headphones for a moment.
“Well, I sort of wanted to hear you sing first. I find your voice to be really soothing… It’s actually why you find me so tired when we're talking, hehe!” he giggles. My eyes ever so slightly widen. My entire body is warm at this point… I pay no mind to it, and choose a song.
“IMPACTO”
ENJAMBRE
That's on the list?? I love that song with my heart and soul…** I type in the code for it on the tv, and that gorgeous intro starts playing. It's a bit awkward, since this is a two-person song, but I have sung both parts before. I would’ve asked Thomas to join me, but I don't think he speaks Spanish. Besides, I’m singing this for him. He wanted me to. As soon as I sang the first verse, it felt like I was refreshed. I felt more comfortable. Like I was in my own world. As if I was singing in the shower by myself. I sang with a burning flame of passion. I even had a tear in my eye by the time the song ended. After it faded, I heard clapping. I looked over at Thomas to see him looking like he saw a ghost, in a really good way.
“I’ve…I’ve never heard you like that! THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL!!” He cheered. Blush crept up my face. As I sat, I could barely notice he had some kind of a bewitched expression.
“Ahahah…t-thanks-” I sat down, slightly embarrassed.
“Now you sing something; You got this man!” I grinned, handing him the songbook.
“Alright, I think I found something…!” Typing in the code, I realized it was From The Start.** I’m a decent fan of Laufey myself. Thomas was always an enjoyer of her music genre. I grabbed the Bloxy I got earlier and started chugging in thirst. God, my throat hurts… Thomas stood up and grabbed a microphone, tapping it to make sure it worked. The intro started, and Thomas was humming along with it. As the song continued, I was enchanted. Thomas had such a soothing singing voice. Honestly, I would sleep to it! It reminded me of Autumn in a way. I couldn't help but notice something though… Thomas keeps looking at me every time he sings the chorus. It was as if he’s singing it to me. That’s not the case! Is it..? I mean…it's totally not like I feel the same way…right?? Whatever, that Bloxy must've been kicking in. After the music stopped, Thomas sat down and looked at me as if about to say something. He looked embarrassed.
“Can…you get me a drink…? I feel pretty confident I won't pass out this time!” He giggles. How can I say no? Besides, I’m here. What could POSSIBLY go wrong??
“Alright, but only one, okay? I don't want you to be sent to the ER…remember that house party?”
“Yeah yeah…Just a Bloxy, please!” I went out to the bar right next to the room. The line was surprisingly short, being a Friday night. I ordered two Bloxys, and headed back to the room. Zeke and Jess were nowhere to be seen. Who knows what happened to them. Anyway, I handed Thomas a can. He stared at it, hesitant. Despite being obviously nervous, he opened the can and took a sip. And another. And a few more.
“Tastes like cola! I haven't had alcohol in a long while…” He says, attempting to rip off the tab off of the lid. He collects them for some reason.
“Be careful, Thomas…” I sighed. I examine the songbook again. I noticed a song my father used to play all the time**:
“CARELESS WHISPER”
GEORGE MICHAEL
Careless Whisper was always a hit in my opinion. Typing in the code, I grab the microphone and stand. Just after a few verses, I hear giggling.
Drunk…giggling. At first I paid no mind to it, thinking, “Whatever, it probably just kicked in.” I was right…for now. Halfway through the song, I felt something on my left shoulder. It was Thomas.
“W-wowwie!! You…’re- hic- REALLY good at singing thiss..~” He murmured, “You must LOVE…singing.” He continued.
“You- hic- know… I love…you. You’d be a niceee person to date…” I froze.
I’m sorry, WHAT?! Well, he did say he spills secrets when drunk. I remember one time where he exposed me using Jennifer’s body wash…not a fun time. I was called “Peach Blossom” by Zeke for almost 4 months. I knew I shouldn't have told him that…even Jennifer didn't know. I honestly have a lot of things I never told her and told Thomas. I just trust him more. It feels so wrong to say, knowing that she was my wife but…
you know, I’m going to say it: I feel the same way. I just refused to accept it. But now that Thomas is saying this to me…
“T…thanks…I love you too.” What a weird way to confess to each other.
“R…REALLY????” Thomas exclaimed. He had no idea how to respond or what to do. He decided the best thing to do was…push me against the couch…
“Thomas??” I asked, flustered. I felt a warm rush in my ears. Slowly but surely, it crawled down my face until I was covered in a light red.
“H- hic- honestly…you're really cute when you're nervous, hehe…~” HELLO???
“Ahahaha….thanks…?” I questioned. I know he's not truly himself, but I JUST said yes a minute ago! I’ll just go with the flow, I guess. Thomas pulls me closer, a very specific look on his face. A longing look. Like he'd wanted to do this for a while. Small shivers run down my back.
“Oh, Andre… can- hic- I kiss you~?” He whispered. I cannot function properly anymore. At least he asked? What's the worst that could happen, anyway??
“Why…why not.” I hesitantly answered. Thomas almost immediately pulls me in and makes our lips meet. It was a small, quick peck on the lips, but my god… That was a small piece of heaven. I feel like I’m confessing some dark secret, but I enjoyed that. I grab the collar of his shirt, pulling him in ever-so-slightly closer.
“Can we…d-do that again?” I muttered in embarrassment. His eyes widened in surprise. Then, they softened. Soften into a flirty, teasing look that absolutely destroyed me.
“Y…you don't- hic- have to ask me twice..~” He breathily said, a small smile on his face. Our faces crashed into each other. Waves of some feeling covers my body. What is this? Joy? Shock?? Does it even matter at this point??? It's just us. Two beings fused into one. My eyes shut. My arms wrap around Thomas’ neck, pulling him in against my body. My knees go weak. My stomach flutters. His hands land on my chest. We barely separate.
“God, Thomas…” I groan as I sink into the cushions. He giggles. I open my eyes. I notice the room feels smaller. Is that normal..?
Then…Do I have to explain?
“Hey, sorry for disappearing, me and Jes- ANDREAS?!” Zekery exclaimed, frozen in place. Thomas and I separate further, a string of spit forming. I couldn't help but notice that our lips were blue. How long was that???
“Ah…hey Zeke-” I chuckled nervously. Sweat covered my face.
“No wonder you wanted to bring him…what am I saying, I knew this from the start. I honestly thought you were the one…you know. Whatever man I don't even care anymore…” He exits with a sigh. I stare at Thomas, and he stares at me.
“Was it really that obvious?” I questioned.
“Hehehe…may…bee…” He attempted to answer, then proceeded to…pass out on me… Jesus.
“You're lucky I love you.” I sighed.