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Akito x Insecure Reader
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Akito and Y/N had been dating for around 3 months and everything was going great.They recently graduated from High School so they now live together.One day. Y/N was scrolling through Instagram on her shared bed with Akito when it hit her, why can’t she be perfect? All the girls Y/N saw had perfect bodies, flawless skin and they all look like they are from a movie scene. She was so caught in thought ,Y/N didn’t even notice Akito enter the room. “What are you doing?” Y/N quickly shut off her phone and turned around to meet Akito’s eyes “N-nothing!” Akito raised an eyebrow. “ Whatever you say… ” he mumbled as he threw himself on the bed beside her. “I’m going to bed. ” He sighed and looked at Y/N. “Are you going to bed or are you gonna be on that phone of yours?” Y/N bit her lip as she placed her phone on the nightstand. “Akito-kun, can I ask you something?” Y/N’s voice wobbled. Akito’s eyes widened slightly when he heard Y/N’s voice. “What?” He asked, trying to act nonchalant. “Do you love me for who I am?” Y/N’s voice became even more uneven. Akito bit the insides of his check. “You’re perfect. ” He whispered before turning over to fall asleep. “Does he really care about me?” Thought Y/N before going to sleep herself. It was around 6 am when Y/N woke up for her morning lecture at college. Akito was still lying in bed sleeping. “Aki, You awake, sweetie?” She waited for a response. Akito grumbled half asleep. Y/N giggled. She got out of bed to get ready. As Y/N was getting ready she thought about her relationship with Akito “Does he love me?” Y/N shook the thoughts away. “I’m probably over reacting… ” Y/N finished getting ready and passed the kitchen “Should I eat something?” Y/N looked at her stomach. “Maybe I shouldn't eat that much… ” She sighed. “Y/N-san, are you gonna eat something?” She turned around to see Akito leaning against the wall ready for the day. “Two things, I’m not going to eat and secondly, how in the world did you get ready so fast?” He shrugged. Y/N stood awkwardly trying to ignore her stomach hurting from hunger. “I-I HAVE TO GO. ” Y/N said all of a sudden. She walked out and slammed the door. Leaving Akito taken aback. After the lecture, Y/N returned home. Akito was at the dining table studying. As soon as Akito heard Y/N enter the apartment, he looked up and his eyes lit up. “Ah, Y/N-san, you’re back!” He slightly smiled. She felt butterflies fill her stomach. “Hes barely affectionate! Did something happen?” Y/N smiled sheepishly. “Hey Y/N-san want to get something to eat?” Y/N wanted to lose weight because she thought if she did, Akito would like her more.Even though Y/N was really hungry she thought she could go on for a little longer. “I’m not hungry Akito” Y/N forced a smile. Akito got up and approached her. “Are you sure?” He crossed his hands over his chest. Y/N gave a nervous laugh. “A-Akito, I’m sure!” Akito asked again. “You should eat, you haven’t eaten all day!” His voice got slightly annoyed. “Aki I’m fine, I don’t- ” Akito lost it “CAN’T YOU JUST LISTEN TO ME?” He yelled, making Y/N flinch from the sudden rise of his voice. Akito’s expression flattered. “W-wait sweetheart I-I didn’t mean to yell at you. ” Akito gently took her hand. “I’m just worried about you, you haven’t been acting like yourself. ” Akito paused. “I’m so sorry Y/N-san. ” Akito let go of her hand and pulled her in a hug. “Akito…Am I good enough for you?” Y/N asked, her voice breaking. “You are more than enough. ” He whispered trying to comfort her. “Why were you not eating?” Akito asked, a hint of concern in his voice. “I-I thought if I lost weight y-you would love me more.. ” Y/N whispered, fighting back tears. Akito kissed Y/N. “I made you feel that way?” Akito gently caressed her check. “Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?” Y/N hesitated. “Cuddles… ” Akito wasn’t the type of person to like physical touch but seeing Y/N so insecure made Akito feel terrible. Akito silently took Y/N to their bed and lied down with her. He pulled her head to his chest and made sure she was comfortable. Y/N yawned, tired. She closed her eyes and fell asleep.