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2026-05-23
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2026-05-23
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Not Him

Summary:

Not Suguru, not him. Anyone but him

Ever since Suguru, Satoru's one and only best friend took another direction for life, Satoru has been living in pain. He thinks, writes, erases, in his journal with no goal other then to let a little bit of Suguru still be there, even if its a messy doodle.

- A short unfinished journal-ish type story following Satoru Gojo's feelings for Suguru Geto after he left. -

Both characters are from Gege Akutami's original work "Jujutsu Kaisen".

Chapter 1: Stars

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I remember him vividly, even when he never was that.

The streets were busy, they always were. People were passing by, just centimeters away from shoving me into others. But no one could.

“Just what are you trying to say..?!”

‘If you want to kill me then kill me. There would be a point to that.”

And how I wanted to. I wanted nothing more than to be woken up from this horrific nightmare. Suguru, my Suguru. I couldn't do it. Not him. I'd kill the strongest curse just for him, but love is the most twisted curse of them all.

My next days seemed to all fade into each other. And by every one I missed his touch a little more.

The way we’d sneak into each other's dorm when Yaga wasn't around. The way we'd share meals at all the different restaurants after missions. Even when I’d hate him I loved him. The way I was his, and he was mine.

You said I was the moon, but the only thing I've ever wanted to be was your star. And how your scent will forever smell like home.

I miss you, Suguru.