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my head.... allie thought, blinking at the horrendous light that was beating down at their sensitive eyes. "g-guys, the new survivor is awake!" they heard someone say, and they flinched at the noise. they curled into themself, and from the little slot through which they could see, they say someone crouch down. "are you ok?" a deep sort of voice asked. they looked up slightly, spying to see what this person looked liked. he adorned camo clothes, a dog tag necklace, and slight dark blue hair. allie didnt awnser, and guest held a hand out, as if to help them to get up. they shakily and slowly put their hand on his, and he helped them get up while supporting their back. while they were balancing themself, some kids ran in. well, they looked like kids, but they were red blue and pink. they all ran around the room, and a tall figure called out to them. "come on, just get back to the killer area." he said, and two of them ran out, giggling. one though, the pink one went up to allie, and looked up at them. she pointed at them, and looked to the tall figure who was standing at the door. "1x, who's this?" she asked, and 1x looked at them finally. his eyes locked onto them, their arms in bandages too, and allie looked back at him. he had a long black cloak that ended just below his knees, black boots, and a crown adorned his head which seemed to be made of domninos. he was slightly buff, with his arms crossed, yet his torso was.. weird. it was a slight dark green, which was transparent, and they could see a black ribcage and spine inside. he seemed... interesting. 1x didnt awnser, so guest told her. "its a new survivor." he said, and the girl looked back up at them, and smiled. "you look nice!" she exclaimed, and then ran out the door, slightly pushing 1x to the side. he continued to look at them for a moment, as if he had some interest in them, then walked out. allie's wings fluttered slightly, and they looked at the ground, fiddling with their hands. "well, there is probably a cabin for you, so i can lead you to it." guest stated, but someone spoke right next to them. "i can take you to your cabin, its right next to mine!" the person exclaimed, and allie looked to whoever it was, but guest spoke again. "no twotime, go back to your cabin." he said, and twotime's face fell. "so rude, guess ill pray again. i was right though, it is right next to mine!!" they skipped off, a tail that seemed to be made of bone swishing behind them. guest sighed, and looked at them. "just follow them.. ill see you later alright? rounds dont start till tommorow, there should be a book or something telling you about what happens." he said, and they nodded in response, sort of shaking while walking out the door. they walked and saw twotime sitting on a bench. "oh hi!! your cabin is there." they pointed to a small building, and allie went in. they immediately collapsed on the bed, resting their body so nothing hurt, or that everything hurt less. they then saw their bunny plush sitting not too far from them, and they held it close.
at some point, they woke up. they sat up slightly, turned round, and saw a book and plate with a slice of pizza on the side table. a note was also on the plate saying they had slept through rounds, but after the next one there wouldnt be any till the next day. they took small bites of the pizza while flipping through the book. it was small, but had alot of info in it. it was definetly the book guest talked about yesterday, and it talked about killers and spawning in the main cabin. basic info like what the killers did, what they looked like, their names, and what happened when you died - looked like allie were stuck here forever, unless there was somehow a way out. that 1x person interested them, and it seemed they interested him too. anyway, the book told them about their abilities. they could grow seemingly ghost wings and boost foward, and could eat something to gain a bit of health. they finished the rest of the pizza, and put the plate back. putting the book in a drawer on the table, they layed back down for a bit. that 1x person.... the feeling they felt when they saw him was like nothing else. couldnt be love, that was impossible. but it was such a strong feeling, they just didnt know what it was. they got up after overthinking, and walked to the 'main cabin' to see guest. he had a calming presence, and he helped calm them down without realising. when they walked in, the noise was a bit much - people were chatting, playing games, or just hanging around. guest came to them then, and handed them a glass of juice. "here take this, it will help if youre thirsty. i hoped you liked the pizza elliot gave you, and the rounds will start soon." he walked back over to where he was before, and started talking again with two others - one had a black suit, fedora, headphones and glasses, while the other wore blue shorts and a white top. someone called over to allie, and they turned around. "hey, come here!" it was someone with a blue sweater and green cargos. they walked over, and whoever it was moved from a beanbag to a small stool. "im noob! its nice to meet you, i didnt want to talk to you yesterday since you seemed overwhelmed... also you sleep alot." he said and allie just blinked. "ah my bad- whats your name by the way?" he asked, and their wings flapped a bit. "im allie." they whispered, but just loud enough for him to hear. "thats an awesome name!! this is taph." he said, and held out a hand to introduce the person next to him. taph waved at them, and they waved back. they sat drinking their juice as taph drew something, and noob talked about random things. "hey guys, the round starts soon!" guest called out, and everyone responded with anything they wanted to. sure enough, the round started, and they were all teleported. everyone ran off in different directions, and allie was left stuck. they wandered around, and found what the book called a generator. they crouched down, and fiddled around with the wires, connecting them until the gen buzzed with electricity. they got up, and was slashed in the back with something - probably a sword. they were slashed again, and they tried to run, using their ability to boost foward. they looked back before running more, and saw 1x kill guest, pushing a sword through his neck. they looked around, and hid in a sort of building, resting against a wall. some point later, they looked up and saw a red highlight. last man standing? something like that, the books containments where fading out of their head. although no music was playing, 1x got closer, and turned round the corner. he walked and sat infront of them, placing his swords beside him. "w-why wont you kill me? this is a waste..." they muttered, breathing shakily as the pain shot through their side and back. they healed themself with an ability as 1x continued to look at them. he spoke after what felt like hours. "you fascinate me." he said in that grumbling voice like he always did. allie looked confused, "me? what about me." they asked, and he stared at them with those piercing eyes. "your.. frame, youre quite thin. your arms, all bandaged up." he moved closer, and looked slightly to the side. "and your wings." he finished, and rubbed the base of her head wings which fluttered at the warm touch.
he let out what seemed like a laugh, looking around and his crown tilted. he lifted it off, and looked confused kind of. "hm." he put the crown next to his swords, looking back at them. they looked at him, and then he kissed them. it was deep, and meaningful. allie blushed as 1x pushed his tongue in their mouth, exploring every inch. they could barely breath. he kissed them deeper as if it was even possible, making their make go flush against the wall as he leaned into and ontop of them. it seemed like he wanted to devour every bit of them. it only seemed like seconds when he pulled back, they wanted more. a string of saliva connectted their tongues. butterflies rose in their stomach when 1x licked his lips - not particularly in a suggestive way, but just to get rid of the saliva as it wet his chin. allie's face was burning, and they blinked, not really knowing what to say. he moved back off them, and the spot where he was still had warmth. they missed it, and wanted him back there. he put the crown back, and it didnt slip this time. "c-can you kill me now.." they asked, but looked at the ground. he didnt awnser, leaning down, and holding a sword to the middle of their torso. he held them close, and stabbed the sword through. tears filled their eyes, but they were already used to pain. he pulled it out swiftly as not to avoid pain, and kissed them on the cheek. his low voice growled in their ear, but not in a bad way. "meet me in the flower field." then the round ended. they headed to their room immediately, not wanting any survivors to see their face incase they was still blushing. someone did call after them though, saying rounds didnt start till the next day. they got inside and locked the door, and paced around, thoughts racing through their head. what the hell just happened?? killers are meant to like... kill, not kiss some random survivor they thought was cute. wait.. DID 1X THINK THEY WERE CUTE?? WHAT THE HELL. they shook their head, trying to calm their wings down which were flapping like crazy. they grabbed some stuff out their room, and slowly headed to the flower field, treading lightly and softly like they learnt to do many times before. it took a while to find where it was, but they got there eventually. they sat down, waiting for 1x. some time passed, and they got scared when he leaned over their shoulder. "ah, didnt mean to scare you there." he looked apologetic, and sat down opposite them. they both chatted about random stuff, like how their day went, ect. allie picked a flower out of the grass, and placed it so it sat on 1x's ear. he looked a bit shocked, but smiled. he gave them a flower too, and they noticed he was blushing slightly. allie did start to grow tired, and he noticed. he moved closer to them, and looked as if he was going to do something, but a voice came from behind them. "1x, what are you doing." they both turned to see who it was, although 1x probably knew who it was. the voice was deep, coming from a tall man who wore a suit with a fedora and a thick coat resting on his shoulders. "nothing, go away mafioso." 1x grumbled, but he didnt move. "what, is this the new survivor or something?" mafioso asked and moved forward, looking at them both. "you look like youre in love, get a grip of yourself." he turned around and walked off, heading back the way he came. "just ignore him." 1x sighed, and looked at them. "you seem tired also.." he started, and sat next to them. they felt more tired for some reason, and flopped their head on his shoulder. he let out a guiet gasp that they could barely hear, and he picked them up, bringing them somewhere. they blushed slightly, but hoped he didnt see - he literally picked them up with one arm, resting them in the nook of his arm. they felt 1x give them a kiss on their cheek, and their eyes fluttered open again, seeing they were in a bedroom. they were curled up on his lap, and he held them gently. they felt the scars on their arms itching, and got stressed, scratching their hand in hopes to distract themself. 1x noticed this and pulled their hand off. they made a quiet noise of distress, trying to scratch again. he didnt stop them this time, instead rubbing his finger of the base of one of their wings. they stopped. it was... so calming. they leaned into his chest. as the repitive motion of 1x's finger rubbed the inside base of their wing, they fell into a deep sleep, right after hearing him whisper goodnight.
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allie woke up on their bed. their memory was foggy after sleep, but they remembered last night. 1x had probably taken them back to their bed after they fell asleep. they didnt know how he knew where their cabin was, but they didnt mind. they sat up, and heard whispers. it sounded like the other survivors but they were being mean. "why do they look like that?" "i saw scars peek from under their hoodie." "i know? their scars are weird." "saw 1x go to them last round, 2 outcasts i guess." "why are they even here?" "yeah, we dont need another crazy survivor that doesnt even talk." the whispers were overwhelming, saying more and more stuff until the voices were overlapping. they started crying and shaking slightly. it was all too much, the things they were saying reminded them of.. nevermind, but it hurt. it hurt to hear those words. then, they heard something thud on the floor to their right. they shuffled over on their bed, and looked to the floor.
a blade.
they froze. why. why would that be there. they looked behind them, then hopped down quietly to where it was. they crouched down, and picked it up. the cold metal made them shiver slightly, and they rolled their sleeves up. when they brought it to their arm, the whispering quieted. they could stop what was being said, but at what cost? they angled it to fit in the spaces between their scars, pushed it down, and slashed. blood beaded on their arm almost immediately, and they winced at the pain - somehow they hadnt gotten used to it. the whispering quieted down, but didnt go away. they did it more, trying to hold that tiny yet deadly thing in their shaking hands. their arms were bloodied and, at some point, the whispers stopped. then, a knock at their door. "allie?" 1x. the door creaked a bit, meaning he was opening it. "i-im ok, just give me a minute!.." they called in slight distress, and rushed over to their drawers. the door stopped making noise, and they sighed of relief. they fumbled around, putting the now blood covered blade in the drawer, and grabbing some bandages that were somehow there. when they were trying to control their hands to bandages on, they heard their bed creak. "allie, are you ok?" it was 1x. they thought he left. freezing in place, they couldnt awnser and saw him out the corner of their eye. they tried to move away so he wouldnt see, but he gently moved them back around. they looked away, tears still rolling down their face, and their wings fell low. "can i help?" he asked, but in a low tone. they nodded shakily, and he brought them to the bathroom. he washed the blood off their arms gently, and dried them, then wrapped both slowly in bandages. they whimpered a bit when the bandages pushed against their wounds, but they tried to keep quiet. nothing really was worse than someone seeing how bad they looked, what they had done to themself. 1x didnt say much, just was sure to be gentle like he had done this before. they did notice then, slightly visible scars on his arms. they didnt say anything though, just waited until he was done. he walked them back over to their room, and lay on their bed. "a-allie?" someone called out, sounded like noob. 1x turned around and glared at the person now standing there. he walked closer, and leaned down. "dont tell anyone. i was just helping." he growled, and noob nodded then skittered away like a scared mouse. 1x walked back over and crouched down next to them. he gave them a soft kiss on the lips, and then seemed as if he was going to leave. "can you stay a little longer please.." they asked, trying to grab his arm. he sat on the ground, and they held his hand. they felt him pull their sleeves down, and started humming something. it was calming, and made them sleep soon after.