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The BAU bullpen was too quiet for 11:47 p.m.
Most of Quantico had gone dark hours ago, but the Behavioral Analysis Unit existed in strange pockets of time. Cases bent sleep schedules into useless shapes. Nights became mornings became coffee became paperwork became another flight out.
Spencer Reid sat alone at his desk beneath the harsh glow of his monitor, one hand curled against his temple as he reread the same paragraph for the fourth time.
He knew he was tired.
Objectively, medically, catastrophically tired.
But exhaustion had become background noise months ago, settling into his bones so deeply he barely recognized it anymore.
The bullpen printer clicked somewhere behind him.
A phone rang once in Garcia’s empty office before going to voicemail.
Rain battered the windows overlooking the parking lot.
Reid blinked hard against the blur gathering behind his eyes and kept reading.
Three women abducted over eleven days in rural Iowa.
Bodies recovered near drainage canals after heavy rainfall.
No sexual assault.
Minimal physical trauma.
Posed carefully.
That was the part bothering him.
Organized killers posed victims all the time. It created narrative. Control. Symbolism.
But this posing felt…
Gentle.
Which was worse.
Reid rubbed a hand over his face and reached for his coffee without looking.
Empty.
“Terrible habit.”
Hotch’s voice cut through the silence so suddenly Reid nearly dropped the cup.
He looked up too fast, pulse jumping.
Aaron Hotchner stood beside his desk with two fresh coffees in hand, suit jacket discarded somewhere, shirtsleeves rolled to his forearms. He looked almost as tired as Reid felt.
Almost.
Hotch extended one of the cups.
“You forgot this existed again.”
Reid accepted it automatically. “Thank you.”
“You’ve been here six hours.”
“Actually, seven hours and fourteen minutes.”
Hotch gave him a look.
Reid took a careful sip of coffee to avoid saying anything else.
Outside, thunder rolled low across the sky.
“What are you still doing here?” Reid asked after a moment.
Hotch glanced toward his office. “Paperwork.”
“That’s vague.”
“It’s accurate.”
Reid smiled faintly into the rim of his cup.
That earned him the smallest twitch at the corner of Hotch’s mouth — the near-smile most people missed because they weren’t looking closely enough.
Reid always noticed.
Which was probably the problem.
Hotch leaned one hand against the edge of Reid’s desk and looked down at the case file spread open before him.
“The Iowa murders.”
“They’re staging the bodies postmortem,” Reid said immediately, grateful for the redirect. “But not ritualistically. There’s no escalation pattern in the posing itself.”
“What does that tell you?”
Reid hesitated.
“It feels personal.”
Hotch stayed quiet.
Reid continued softly, “The unsub spends time with the victims after death, but there’s no sadism in the presentation. He cleans them. Arranges their hands. Removes their shoes.”
“Undoing something?”
“Maybe preserving something.”
Hotch studied the crime scene photos for a long moment.
Then his gaze shifted sideways toward Reid instead.
“You should go home.”
Reid sighed immediately. “You say that like it’s a realistic possibility.”
“You haven’t slept properly in days.”
“I slept.”
“When?”
Reid opened his mouth.
Paused.
“…Recently.”
Hotch’s expression did not change.
Which somehow made the silence worse.
Reid looked back at the file instead. “Sleep deprivation only begins significantly impairing cognitive function after approximately—”
“Don’t.”
The word wasn’t harsh.
If anything, it sounded tired.
Reid glanced up again.
Hotch was still watching him with that frustratingly perceptive look that made Reid feel transparent in all the wrong ways.
“You don’t have to turn everything into a statistic,” Hotch said quietly.
Something uncomfortable twisted beneath Reid’s ribs.
Because the thing was—
He knew that.
He just didn’t know how to stop.
Before he could answer, Garcia’s voice suddenly erupted from the bullpen speakers.
“Attention, my emotionally constipated crime fighters!”
Reid jumped hard enough to splash coffee on his sleeve.
Hotch closed his eyes briefly like a man enduring divine punishment.
Garcia swept into the bullpen carrying three tablet devices, a glittering umbrella, and enough energy to power a small city.
“We have ourselves a shiny brand-new fourth victim,” she announced grimly.
The room changed instantly, wincing at the her wors.
Hotch straightened. “Status.”
“Local PD found her forty minutes ago under a highway overpass outside Des Moines.”
Garcia handed over the tablet.
Rain-soaked crime scene photos illuminated the screen.
Reid felt his stomach tighten immediately.
The victim lay positioned carefully on her side beneath the concrete shelter, dark hair spread neatly around her shoulders.
Hands folded over her chest.
Shoes missing.
But this time there was something else.
A white plastic hospital bracelet around her wrist.
Hotch noticed Reid go still.
“What is it?”
Reid stared at the image.
“She was institutionalized.”
Garcia nodded grimly. “Bingo. Mercy Ridge Psychiatric Center. Released two days ago.”
Morgan emerged from the elevator just in time to catch the tension in the room. “Tell me we’re not dealing with a mission-oriented unsub.”
“Not mission-oriented,” Reid murmured.
Everyone looked at him.
His eyes stayed fixed on the photograph.
“He identifies with the victims.”
Prentiss frowned as she stepped out of Hotch’s office. “Then why kill them?”
Reid swallowed once.
“Because he thinks he’s helping them.”
Silence settled heavily across the bullpen.
Thunder cracked outside the windows.
And somewhere beneath the noise of the storm, Hotch watched Reid too carefully.
Like he was trying to profile him, too.