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I didn’t expect much
honestly, I expected a wall
The change was immediate
I felt something
The grief
The anxiety
Tears ready to flow
It just
Paused.
I’ve been missing him
What does the sun think
When where the moon was
is darkness
In here
I don’t have to worry
I finally feel
Not quite nothing
but compared to the pain
the harsh, lurid yellow outside
it’s a deeply blissful something
This mask, Sanguine yet dull
Doesn’t exist in this light
I feel softer
More willing to be seen
The hurt seems so far away, in this world of red & pink
