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Day 28 - Act
Fandom: Starfield (Video Game)
Pairing: Sam Coe/Lilu McLovin (OC)
Sam Coe: age approx 35, male, white, 5'10", 180lbs, med. build, light brown hair/short beard, blue eyes, fine features, Freestar Collective, legacy family, former Freestar Ranger turned explorer for Constellation, father to Cora Coe, aged 12.
Word Count: 100
Warnings: None
Summary: Sam reflects on Lilu's PTSD and how he's learning to cope with her personality changes when she's triggered. This is a post-chapter drabble for Coe-Pilot Chapter 26: Where the (Broken) Heart Is prior to the publishing of Chapter 27: Blackhearted (Draft).

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At the start, I lost my patience with Lilu pretty quickly because I didn’t understand her. I just knew I wanted her. Her behavior was unpredictable; mixed in with the action and the laughter, she still fascinated me.

Even though I understand her… meltdowns… come from extreme trauma, it doesn’t always make them a lot easier to take. But I see the patterns. If she’s scared, her response will be returned in orders of magnitude. If something’s hard on me, it can be absolute hell for her. It’s not an act. I’m trying to be calmer. I hope it’s helping.


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