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Summary:

Pascal feels abandoned by Rapunzel and decides to end it all.

(Takes place during Pascal’s Story)

Notes:

It’s midnight right now and I was watching someone react to Pascal’s Story and they said that this was like the first episode focusing on Pascal mainly and also the one where he wants to kill himself. This caused my brain that reads way too much fanfic about suicide to have the urge to write suicidal Pascal fanfic even though I already have 10 other fanfics I need to work on and summer homework. But I couldn’t get this idea out of my head so now I’m writing the first ever suicidal Pascal fanfic on AO3 at midnight. I think I have a problem. And yes I KNOW that this is another short story but I PROMISE that I will write longer stories eventually, this was just something that I’ve had in my head for a while. But the chapter summaries that I’ve been writing for Bloodline, Bloodshed have already reached Chapter 11 and isn’t even close to being done. Anyways, enough with my rambling and I hope you like this fic! :)

TW for suicide (if haven’t caught on already)

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Pascal stared at the purple button in his hands. Rapunzel was his best friend and always has been, he couldn’t remember his life before her other than his mother dying. Back then in the tower, Rapunzel had nothing else other than Gothel, similar to him. Now that she’s out of the tower, she has other friends and doesn’t need Pascal anymore.

 

But Pascal needs her.

 

Now that he’s lost Rapunzel to her other friends, he has nothing. Pascal realizes something in that moment.

 

He has no purpose now.

 

Pascal wonders what use someone is if they have no purpose. They’re not really doing anything by continuing to live. Pascal makes then.

 

It was like his eyes were finally being opened to the harsh reality of life. He has nothing to gain from continuing to live, so why should he continue? He finally tears his gaze away from the button and wonders how he would end it. He could take a trip to Old Corona and see if Varian has anything that Pascal could steal.


That would take too long.

 

Pascal set the button down and climbed out the window to see if anything outside could help him. Pascal could have jumped out of the window, but he didn’t want to risk only getting broken bones. Pascal paused at the sight of a thorn bush, the thorns long enough to stab him but short enough for Pascal to hold.

 

Pascal pushed away any voices in his mind telling him not to grab a thorn and walks over to the thorn bush. He carefully picked a thorn from a bush and held it in his hand. Pascal started at the sharp tip of the thorn, memories of him and Rapunzel flashing in his mind. Tears pooled up in Pascal’s eyes as he thought about what he was leaving behind.

 

But then his memories also showed him Rapunzel choosing Eugene, Cassandra, and even Max over him, her best friend since childhood. He blinked away his tears.

 

She has her other friends now, she won’t miss me, she’ll get over it.

 

Pascal gripped the thorn tighter in his hand as he pointed it to his heart and he finally pushed it in with certainty.

 

Within the first few seconds, a sharp pain went through Pascal and he became weak a few seconds afterwards. He collapsed as his breathing became irratic and his sight began to blur. Pascal remembered when Rapunzel saved him from death after a snake bit him and he found it ironic that she wouldn’t be able to save him now. He wondered if she was out with Eugene now, having fun with him and forgetting about Pascal. Pascal’s eyes started to close as black spots formed around his vision and he fell into an eternal sleep.

 

Rapunzel was the one who found him in the morning. She quietly weeped for her best friend, feeling guilty about ignoring him and likely pushed him to do this.

 

She vowed to never forget him from that moment on.

Notes:

Funny story, my school was taking one of the most important tests of the year and I got caught writing my fanfic, Bloodline, Bloodshed. I hope to keep working on it soon, as it’s going to be one of my darkest fics yet with cannibalism, a suicide attempt, non-consensual drug use, whump, angst, and possible major character death. I don’t think I should be writing this considering my age. I also have way more suicidal fanfics that I also hope to write. But I hope you enjoyed this way more than my previous fic if you read it! (It was a mess and way too rushed😅) Now it’s 1 AM at the time that I’m publishing this, yay!

Remember, stay safe! If you are having suicidal thoughts, call 988 and remember that you are worthy of unconditional love🫶

~ Night Hawk