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"Por!"
"Por, wake up."
"Pooooorrrrrrrr!"
The beautiful boy on the bed stirred at the loud banging of the door. The loud voice, screaming his name was vaguely familiar in his fuzzy, dreamy mind.
What happened? Is the building on fire?
To the boy –still half asleep, curled up in his blanket– it didn't matter. Sleep was what mattered the most. The building on fire? That's not his problem –even if it meant he would be dying along with all the other civilians accomodating– that absolutely is NOT his problem.
He pushed his head further into the soft pillow as his fingers curled around the blanket, pulling it over his head, completely isolating him from the outer world.
Or, so he thought. Until–
"POR SUPPAKARN JIRACHOTIKUL"
"WAKE UP!"
The loud banging didn't stop for a second, fleeting through the wooden door, into his skull.
Por groaned as he threw the blanket off, his lips jutting into a pout, one palm resting on his cheek while the other hand rubbing onto his eye. Then his mouth opened, small and warm, yawning.
"What is it?" A small whisper left his pink pouty lips, clearly not enough to pass through the thick wooden door, to the ears of the man banging like his life depends on it.
"Are you still asleep?" A loud groan left the man's lips. The irritation flaring up his head, his ears turning pink.
"I'm awake." The soft voice on the other side of the door was heard, making the man breathe in relief.
"Finally. Open your phone and tell your man to stop annoying the shit out of me. He has been bugging me for an hour now."
Por's hand flew to the back of his head, softly pulling onto the hair there, confused and sleepy.
Then it slowly dawned on him. Right, he has a boyfriend.
A clingy, cuddly, irritatingly loud, annoying boyfriend.
Or
A warm, gentle, puppy-like boyfriend who kisses him every morning after waking up and every night before going to sleep, hugs him warm and cozy every time he's sad without him having to word it out, pulls him onto his lap and inhales his scent like that's what keeps him sane and gives him a reason worth living, looks at him in a room full of people even when they're sitting on the opposite sides, smiles at him even when he himself is sad not to make him worry.
A precious boyfriend who loves him and only him.
Sees him and only him.
Gives all of his attention to him and only him.
Pampers him and only him.
Like he's the only one in this world, like Por is the only one in his world.
And maybe he is.
And that makes him feel like he's in euphoria, and it also scares him sometimes.
He knows he will never be able to live without TeeTee, because maybe TeeTee is also the only one in his world.
But he will never admit it out loud.
Never to himself, never to his friends, never to TeeTee.
Especially TeeTee.
But like he knows he's the only one in TeeTee's life, TeeTee probably knows he's the only one in Por's life as well.
Cause how would Por know when TeeTee's looking at him, when he's in a room full of people? Cause he's also doing the same.
And TeeTee does notice.
He can tell, in the way TeeTee's eyes light up and his smile reaches them, soft and knowing.
Por sighed as his head finally grasped the surrounding. He was in his bed, in his home –his family home to be exact.
It was a college break, the break after his 4th semester of Bachelors in Business Administration, BBA, a month and he had decided to go back home. His mom had been nagging him on how much she misses him, saying even his older sister is coming back this week and so is his older brother. So, it will be a family gathering.
Por couldn't say no to her excited face and he couldn't deny that he missed them too.
So, here he is. Laying on his bed, an afternoon nap that was supposed to be 30 minutes but dragged to–
He turned his head towards the clock on the side table.
16:37
His eyes widened for a second, just a brief second.
"I slept for 5 and a half hours? Damn." Shook his head. "Not shocking though. That's a new record." A chuckle left past his lips. Not that he has never slept past 5 hours but it was just that this was the longest NAP he has taken.
Then Thomas's words rang in his mind.
Open your phone and tell your man to stop annoying the shit out of me. He has been bugging me for an hour now.
What did he mean by that?
Por reached out for his phone, grabbing it from the nightstand and bringing it towards his face. As soon as he tapped the screen open, his eyes widened. The notification flooding the screen.
"What the fuck?" Shock was an understatement.
He unlocked the phone, further investigating on what's happening, don't tell him the building is actually on fire –the building where his apartment is in, where he lives with TeeTee.
For a split second, his forehead furrowed in fear but reality dawned in. Thomas wouldn't have behaved like that if anything had happened to TeeTee. And TeeTee wasn't even in the building right now. He was also back in Chaing Mai, his family home.
The flood of notification paused his brain for a second.
654 messages, 34 missed calls.
His Insta, Facebook, Line, even Discord.
TeeTee was messaging him everywhere.
Not just TeeTee. North, Otto, Wave, Thee, Hugh.
Is it an apocalypse? Are the zombies eating human brain? Are the aliens invading their privacy? Are the vampires drinking their blood? Are they in the verge of death?
But TeeTee absolutely wasn't dead. The last message was from a minute ago and it was–
'Phiiiiiiiii, I'm sorry please.'
"That doesn't look like a plea to the inhumane creatures, that looks like a plea to me?"
Por mumbled, confused.
And then he saw, he had many notifications from YouTube as well.
He doesn't remember commenting anything recently. He frowned.
"Now what the fuck is this?" A loud sigh escaped out of his lips, a hand face palmed while the other grabbed the phone, his lips twitching at the absurd situation.
The absurdity of it all, it's hilarious to some, shocking to others. But to Por, it was just another day, just another day and another stupid thing done by his boyfriend.
"For fucks sake! Why is there a community post @ to me, with my picture and it's from 47 minutes ago?" Then he scrolled down the account, his boyfriend's account.
And now this is exhausting.
Not just one post, multiple.
And each one of them, the same. Asking for forgiveness. Begging for his attention. Confessing how much he loves Por.
What the actual fuck is going on?
He scrolled all the way down, reading the first post.
PipHolic
@Por P'Por, I miss you so much na. I'm so sorry na. I'll make it up to you. PLEASE REPLY ΤΟ ΜΕ ΝA PIP :(
It was a picture of him sleeping, in his warm pajamas –TeeTee had bought him a month ago and it was his first time wearing that to sleep, so, TeeTee had to take a picture, he just HAD to he had said the next morning when he showed it to him. Head sideways, jaw in sight, ear pink, hair fluffy and the blanket covering his chest, one arm under, one arm out.
2 likes 21 comments
Por opened the comments section.
HotNorth
What happened to you? Devastated not getting a message from your man?
PipHolic replying to HotNorth today, I won't even fight with you. Yes, I AM DEVASTATED.
Wave
A kicked puppy. Cry me a river.
PipHolic replying to Wave such an annoying bitch. But I AM CRYING A RIVER.
Ottoke
What actually happened though? You howl like a bitch if your man looks at the shopkeeper a second longer.
PipHolic replying to Ottoke that's a REASON to be howling about. You won't get it!
Theedeetada
What did you do, Tee? Por isn't someone unreasonable.
PipHolic replying to Theedeetada I knoowwwww Thee, I messed up BIG TIME and I'm paying for it with my tears!!
Hugh
Calm down Tee. We all know you miss him all the time, even when he's right in your lap. But can we all see the absurdity of this? WHY ARE YOU POSTING ON YOUTUBE?!
PipHolic replying to Hugh my baby isn't replying to me anywhere else, Hugh. I've tried EVERY SINGLE SOCIAL MEDIA OUT THERE
Yim'sman
I told you to be careful, Tee. I gave you a full detailed explanation on 'how to coax your wifey'. And I also told you not to learn anything from Tle. Look what happened now.
PipHolic replying to Yim'sman don't lecture me Phi. And I would NEVER learn anything from Phi'Tle. He can't save his own ass for fucks sake.
Tlethebrave replying to Yim'sman WHY THE FUCK AM I DRAGGED EVERYWHERE??!
Oneandonly replying to Tlethebrave because you deserve it.
Yim'sman replying to Tlethebrave YOU DID SOMETHING AGAIN, DIDN'T YOU?? LMAO
PipHolic replying to Tlethebrave this is WHY you're dragged. Go and save your own ass first, Phi.
Thomasthetrainofthoughts
This is so interesting. Let me grab popcorn real quick, and that would be perfect.
PipHolic replying to Thomasthetrainofthoughts PHI HELP ME PLEASE!! HELP ME COAX YOUR BROTHER!!
PrettyKong
Why is Tee loosing his mind, again?
PipHolic replying to PrettyKong MY MAN'S MISSING, PHI. HELP ME FIND HIM!!
HotNorth replying to PipHolic Why did this suddenly turn into a missing report?
Por sighed once again, he sighed at every single one of the comments.
Another post.
PipHolic
@Por Look at how beautiful we are, Pip. Please reply to my messages. Please, Pip. I love you so much na. My P'Por, Pretty Por, Princess Por, Perfect Por. And right now, Please Por. 🥺
A Polaroid picture of them, being holded by TeeTee. His finger slightly visible in the picture posted. TeeTee hugging Por, wrapping his arms around Por's shoulder from behind, a little sideways, Por's hands locked with each other, intertwining in front. TeeTee's mouth puffed out and his eyes half closed. Por's lips up in a small smile as his eyes closed shut.
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HotNorth
This bitch is go-goa-gone.
PipHolic replying to HotNorth Been gone since day one. Loud and proud.
Wave
Can I please have a peace of mind? Thank you.
PipHolic replying to Wave Nobody's begging you to react to my posts. You're welcome.
AuAuisthename
Por literally has you on a leash, huh! LMAO
PipHolic replying to AuAuisthename YES, I'm a proud follower, a proud puppy.
Yim
I saw your other post as well. What's going on, son?
PipHolic replying to Yim PAA, HELP ME, HELP YOUR CHILD PLEASE
Yim replying to PipHolic TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED SO I CAN HELP YOU
Yim'sman replying to PipHolic aaaaand he doesn't reply.
HotNorth replying to Yim'sman your child got some serious problem. And I'm not talking about Por's situation, it's his brain.
There were some other comments by their other friends but Por was over it. He doesn't even remember there being anything before he went to sleep. Didn't he just INFORM Tee that he's going to take a nap? He absolutely did. They didn't have any clash, they didn't have any misunderstandings, and for fucks sake they didn't have a fight. So, where is this coming from?
And, Thomas knew THIS was happening. He knew it all and let Por sleep through it while enjoying the show with popcorn and a light stick at hand. Such an amazing brother he has.
His eyes read all the absurd comments and posts that TeeTee had posted on YouTube.
12 in total.
The latest one. That was posted an hour ago.
PipHolic
@Por Always pretty, so so pretty. My precious Pip. I'll die if you don't reply to me Pip. I'm literally breathless right now. PIPPPPPPPP. COME ON, PLEASE!!
It was a picture of him, laying on the floor, his head on AuAu's lap. He was wearing a blue vest, a smile on his face, eyes closed, doing the infamous two-fingers pose. The picture was taken by TeeTee, it was when they were sprawled on the floor, playing board games, it was so hot that everyone just let it be and layed on the floor like starfish, after the game ended.
3 likes 12 comments
He read a few of the comments and decided to write one himself.
Por
What's going on?
And instantly his notifications popped off.
HotNorth replying to Por HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON LMAO
Wave replying to Por THIS IS FRYING ME
Hugh replying to Por knew it wasn't something as devastating as Tee made it look.
Yim'sman replying to Por So, nothing happened? Tee was just howling like a bitch for absolutely nothing?!
HotNorth replying to Yim'sman told ya, your child got a serious problem.
Ottoke replying to Por your man was in the verge of death Phi.
Por read all the comments and more, shaking his head at every one of them. His head is gonna blast at this point. He doesn't know what's going on, but their friend circle think he's mad at his boyfriend, ignoring the living life out of him, or kidnapped by someone, missing from the face of earth.
All because of that one little kid.
Where is he?
And just then–
PipHolic replying to Por P'POR, BABY, TER, SWEETHEART, DARLING, PLEASE REPLY BACK TO MY MESSAGES, PLEASE BABY, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, PLEASE I'LL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU!!
And that made him sigh, once again.
On the other side of Thailand. In Chaing Mai.
TeeTee typed like a maniac. He had gone insane.
The whole day, the WHOLE day he was ignored by his boyfriend. He doesn't know what he had done wrong. He doesn't think he said anything that he shouldn't have said. He doesn't think he posted something that he shouldn't have posted. He doesn't think he asked for something that shouldn't have asked. He doesn't think he did something he shouldn't have done.
His mind was going insane the past 5 and a half hours. Thinking about every small detail from the past month. He didn't call Por chubby, he threw the trash in time, he cooked for Por and when Por cooked he helped him out, he helped him with his assignments and took help from Por when he offered, he kissed him 'good morning' and 'good night', he helped with every house chore, he gave him hugs and kisses, cradled him in his lap.
Wait — was the sex the problem? Is he upset about the sex? Por did say sex is important in a relationship. He did say "people start loosing interest when the sex isn't good". But that was because he had that mindset before falling in love with TeeTee. That was because of what his friends had told him, what his friends had went through, heartbroken and had told Por to choose whom to love wisely.
Also, the sex couldn't be the problem. Not that he's bragging about how good he is in bed –he is, Por had said that multiple times, and he could tell from the way Por chanted his name like a prayer every time his cock was digged deep into Por's hole– but Por wouldn't be ignoring him after a week of having sex. It doesn't make sense.
Por isn't someone unreasonable. He doesn't get mad at anything stupid and TeeTee knows that.
He definitely did something, right?
Por had said he would take a 30 minutes nap. TeeTee had wished him a 'Good nap, Phi' and went on with his day.
20 minutes past, 30 minutes past and then an hour past.
TeeTee couldn't stop messaging and calling Por. And none of them were answered. Was Por mad at him? That was when he started loosing his shit.
He ran through the house that he was in — his family house. He ran around the garden, swinging on the swing, watering the flowers, then cooking food in the kitchen, eating food, washing the dishes, running around some more, lawning the backyard, then running to his room, typing some bullshit on his laptop, then posting a YouTube community post, messaging Por on every platform he could think of, calling Por's number multiple times.
He did everything to distract himself, but nothing worked.
Now, finally getting a response from Por got him running around the room and flopping on the bed, on his stomach, legs bending up. A sigh of relief flooding his chest as his boyfriend finally replied to him.
Por, on the other hand was confused as fuck.
He opened line.
Pip:
What's going on, Tee?
Baby Tee:
BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NAAAA
PLEASE DON'T IGNORE ME BABE
PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN
BUT BEFORE THAT PLEASE TELL ME WHAT DO I NEED TO EXPLAIN AND APOLOGIZE ABOUT
I'M NOT BEING IGNORANT ABOUT IT BABY, I JUST DON'T KNOW. PLEASE PIP 🥺
Por was flabbergasted.
Pip:
Tee. There's nothing you need to apologise for.
I'm not mad.
Baby Tee:
What?
O_o
Pip:
Is there a misunderstanding?
Why do you think I'm mad at you?
Baby Tee:
You've been ignoring me for the past now, 6 hours, Phi.
What do you mean you're not mad at me?
Pip:
I was literally sleeping Tee.
I told you.
=_=
Baby Tee:
You said 30 minutes nap, Pip.
THIRTY MINUTES NAP
Pip:
Yeah
But you know how I am.
It just went a little overtime.
Baby Tee:
That's a LITTLE?
Pip:
In my dictionary? Yes.
Baby Tee:
Arghhhhhhhh
And I thought you were mad at me.
I'm pouting right now.
*sent a photo*
Por chuckled at the cute pout jutted out onto TeeTee's lips, adorning his face. He was looking absolutely adorable. Oh how much Por wanted to kiss the pout away. How much he wanted to wrap his arms around TeeTee's shoulders, legs around TeeTee's waist and inhale his scent. Letting TeeTee wrap his arms around Por's waist, tight and close, laying his head on his shoulder after kissing the soft spot.
Por couldn't deny how much he missed TeeTee. So, without thinking he just typed it out.
Pip:
I miss you so much Tee.
Por's eyes suddenly widened. Oh shit.
It was supposed to be his inner thoughts, not typed out loud and clear for his boyfriend to see. And before he could even think of unsending the message, TeeTee had already seen it.
Baby Tee:
OH MY GOSH
YOU SAID THE MAGICAL WORDS FIRST
I MISS YOU SO MUCH MORE PIP
Por chuckled. His ears tainted pink. This wasn't bad. Just something new.
Por wasn't the type to express his feelings with words like how TeeTee was. They had been in a relationship for 7 months now. It wasn't that long but Por had gotten really comfortable with TeeTee. He was much more open than before, a little playful, a little happier, a little softer.
With TeeTee, Por always had a smile on his face, sometimes there was irritation, sometimes annoyance but it was all out of love. His face was always fond when he would shake his head at something stupid that TeeTee did.
His shell was breaking and he was loving every single moment of it. Because it was TeeTee. His safe zone.
Por smiled, warm and peaceful.
Baby Tee:
Terrrrrrrrrrr don't be shy
It's okay to say you miss me sometimes.
Por smiled so big his eyes turned into small crescents.
Pip:
I really miss you Tee
I really wanna hug you.
Baby Tee:
SPARE ME YOUR MERCY
I'M GOING INSANE TER
DON'T GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK
BUT PLEASE DON'T STOP EITHER
I LOVE YOU
Por loved how dramatic his man was.
Hilarious as well.
He laughed at the replies as he breathed a deep sigh of relief. TeeTee would never let a single second in his life be dull. It was always a chaos with him, always something exciting, always something to look up to. And always something that would make him happy.
This is the life that he wanted with his lover, that he always thought would remain as his dream.
But here he is today.
Living it.
Baby Tee:
PIPPPP
If you say you miss me one more time, I'll run to you.
Por chuckled once again. He knew his man wanted him to say it again. And he also knew he would book a flight as soon as he said it.
Pip:
I miss you so much Tee.
And he wanted him as much as he was wanted.
Baby Tee:
I JUST BOOKED THE FLIGHT
I'LL BE THERE BY NIGHT PIP
IMMA GO AND PACK A BAG
Pip:
Just bring necessities.
I bought you some clothes every time I went out of the house.
And that was thrice in a week.
Baby Tee:
OMG
You think about me a lot, don't you???!
OMG
I can't wait to wear the clothes you bought me Pip
I can't wait to kiss you and hug you
I can't wait to fuck you
Opps I meant suck you
Opps opps I meant dick you
Opps opps opps I meant cuddle you
Hehe
Por laughed so loud he earned a scream from Thomas from downstairs asking him to stop acting like a lovesick bitch and just run to the lovesick puppy if he wants him so bad that he's laughing like he's a whipped man.
Por just ignored his older brother and laughed out loud with every incoming text.
Pip:
First come, first serve
Baby Tee:
WHAT??
WHO ELSE IS IN THE LINE??!
Pip:
I don't know
Find out after coming here.
Baby Tee:
PIIIIIPPPPPP
I'LL BREAK THEIR HANDS IF THEY TOUCH YOU
And then I'll break the bed.
Por laughed as though heat rushed through his neck, pink hue spreading through his collarbones to his neck to his cheeks. Warming his body.
Pip:
We shall see.
Baby Tee:
Uh-huh
You're provoking me.
You want it bad, huh.
Pip:
Who told you that?
Just come if you wanna.
Stop spewing bullshit.
Baby Tee:
Haha
You're so cute.
I love you
And I'll be engulfing you to sleep tonight.
Pip:
I love you too.
I'm waiting.
Baby Tee:
YOU WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME
OKAY SEE YOU SOON
MUAHHHHHH
Por reacted to the last message, a kiss emoji.
Baby Tee:
ARGHHHHH
YOU KISSED ME BACK
I'M SOOOOO GETTING THAT PRACTICALLY AS SOON AS I SEE YOU
IT SOUNDS SO GOOD THEORETICALLY
Por laughed again. Stupid puppy.
As he said before, his life would never be dull.
With TeeTee.
With his boyfriend.