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where
where do i start
ive been sick the entire day and i know its my fault cus i did something stupid
puking the entire day and constantly feeling nauseous
my fault for doinf somerhinf selfish
thats what my dad told me
i dont know if my mom knows but even if she did what would she do
probably nothing
i hate this alot
i could call a hotline or whatever but with everything im experiencing with right now they'd think im crazy
id think im crazy too
does that make sense
probably not
i wanna go outside and get fresh air but
my dad is always downstairs and i dont wanna face him again
jeez
i have to turn down the screen brightness because itsgivinf me a headache
i hate this
a lot
i may as well try again because i have no friends left
galaxies
shiners
matt
even skullz
theyre all gone and its because of me
because iruin every single thing
because i dont know how to keep friends
because im a failure
i always have been
even when i was a little kid and my parents didnt hate me as much i still knew somethinf was wrong
i failed shiners
i failed galaxies
i failed matt
i failed my parents
i failed myself
i know im tbe problem buthow do istopit
the only solution
is to try again