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It’s A Bit Strange, Isn’t It? (My World)

Summary:

Drowning in isolation and escaping her crushing anxiety through video games, shut-in high schooler Minju’s world is turned upside down when a mysterious, pink-haired alien crashes onto her street, sparking a cosmic connection that heals her lonely heart.

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The world did not end with a bang, nor did it begin with one. For Minju, it began every day at precisely twelve o’clock noon with the dry, rhythmic clicking of a mechanical keyboard and the stale taste of overnight energy drinks.

 

When her eyes flicked open, the room was exactly as she had left it eighteen hours prior. The heavy, blackout curtains were pinned to the window frames with thumbtacks, ensuring that not a single stray beam of sunlight could pierce the artificial twilight she had meticulously constructed. The only illumination came from the dual monitors on her desk, casting a pale, electric-blue glow over the landscape of her existence.

 

Minju lay still for a long moment, absorbing the silence of the house. It was a heavy, suffocating kind of quiet—the kind that only existed in structures too large for the number of people occupying them.

 

With a slow, aching groan, she pulled herself from the tangled nest of her bedsheets. Her limbs felt heavy, practically atrophied after seven consecutive days of skipping school. A week ago, she had simply decided not to get out of bed when her alarm rang. The next day, she did the same. By the fourth day, the school had stopped calling her parents’ numbers, likely realizing that the calls were going straight to a corporate voicemail box that was cleared out by a secretary once a month.

 

She shoved her feet into a pair of yellow oversized duck slippers and dragged herself down the hallway toward the kitchen. She can still feel the cold hardwood floors beneath her feet; the bottoms of her slippers are scuffed yet she can't bring herself to discard it. The house was immaculate, save for her bedroom, because a cleaning service came every Tuesday while her parents were away on business trips that blurred seamlessly from Korea to Tokyo to Spain to London to New York, and who knows where else. Honestly, she didn’t even feel like knowing anymore; whether her parents were drinking decade-old wine with other business tycoons in a five-star hotel or stuck in a cruise somewhere near the Pacific Ocean, she no longer care at this point.

 

On the kitchen island, sitting atop the pristine white marble, was a neat stack of cash. Beside it lay a small, printed sticky note left by her mother’s assistant before they departed for the quarter.

 

“Minju—Food budget for the next three weeks. Call the concierge if you need anything else. Take care.”

 

Minju didn’t even look at the amount. It was always more than enough—thousands of won, meant to act as a financial buffer against the guilt of parental absence. To her parents, love was a transactional equity, deposited directly onto countertops and into bank accounts. It bought her premium gaming gear, every new release on the digital storefronts, and a seemingly infinite supply of convenience store ramen and imported high-quality chocolates.

 

 

 

But it couldn’t buy a single voice in the dark.

 

 

 

She snatched a few bills from the top of the stack, stuffed them into her pocket without counting, and grabbed a bottle of water from the massive, double-doored refrigerator.

 

Turning her back on the empty house, she retreated to her sanctuary.

 

The door clicked shut, locking the rest of the universe out. Minju sank into her ergonomic chair, the familiar hum of the computer tower welcoming her back like an old friend. Around her desk, the floor was a minefield of empty plastic bottles, crinkled chocolate wrappers, and half-finished cups of instant noodles. It was messy, it was unhygienic, but it was entirely hers. Here, behind a digital avatar, she didn’t have to be the disappointing daughter who couldn’t face the crushing expectations of her prestigious high school. Here, she was just a username, a collection of stats, a ghost in the machine.

 

She put on her headset, clicked PLAY, and let the digital tide wash over her.

 

Hours bled into one another with terrifying speed. Afternoon gave way to evening, and evening dissolved into the deep, quiet hours of the night. By the time the digital clock in the corner of her screen read 11:58 PM, Minju’s eyes were bloodshot, her fingers stiff from hours of repetitive motion. She was in the middle of a high-stakes ranked match, her heartbeat echoing in her ears, completely detached from her physical form.

 

Then, the world shattered.

 


 

It started as a low, sub-audible vibration that rattled the fillings in her teeth. Minju paused, her mouse hovering over the screen, her character left defenseless in a virtual hallway.

 

A split second later, a catastrophic thoom echoed through the neighborhood. The windowpanes in her room groaned under a sudden wave of atmospheric pressure, flexing inward before snapping back. The power flickered violently, the dual monitors dying for a terrifying three seconds before the backup surge protector kicked in with a sharp beep.

 

Minju ripped her headset off, her breath catching in her throat. The sound hadn’t been thunder. It was too dense, too metallic.

 

“What the...” she whispered; her voice raspy from a week of disuse.

 

Stepping over a mountain of empty bottles, she approached the window and pulled back the edge of the blackout curtain. The quiet suburban street below was dark, the streetlamps flickering unsteadily. But in the dead center of the asphalt road, right beneath the intersection, a thick cloud of white, pressurized steam was billowing into the night air.

 

Through the shifting fog, she could make out a jagged, colossal shape. It looked like a massive chunk of torn, distorted metal, glinting with a strange, iridescent sheen under the moonlight. The asphalt around it was cracked and buckled, smoke rising from the fresh fissures.

 

Panic seized her chest. A car? It had to be a car accident. Maybe someone had lost control at the intersection and flipped their vehicle into the street.

 

Minju’s mind raced. Her social anxiety screamed at her to stay inside, to let someone else handle it, to wait for the sirens that would inevitably come. But as she stared at the wreckage, the silence of the neighborhood remained unbroken. No lights were turning on in the neighboring houses; no one was running out to help. It was as if the world had collectively decided to sleep through the cataclysm.

 

 

 

If there’s someone inside... if they’re dying...

 

 

 

The thought, unbidden and terrifying, propelled her forward. For the first time in seven days, Minju sprinted down the stairs. She didn’t grab a coat, she didn’t change out of her sweatpants; she just shoved her feet into her slippers and threw open the front door.

 

The night air hit her like a physical blow—crisp, cold, and heavy with the smell of ozone and burning metal. Her heart hammered against her ribs as she descended the porch steps, her slippers slapping against the damp pavement.

 

As she drew closer to the wreckage, her steps slowed, her initial assumption crumbling into utter bewilderment.

 

This wasn’t a car. There were no wheels, no axels, no recognizable branding of steel or aluminum. The object was a seamless, teardrop-shaped vessel constructed from a metal that seemed to absorb the ambient light around it, shifting from deep obsidian to violet. Strange, geometric glyphs pulsed with a faint, dying blue light along its chassis. It looked less like a machine and more like a fallen, bruised star.

 

“Oh my god,” Minju breathed, taking a step back, her hands trembling. “What is this? A military drone? A satellite?”

 

Before she could form another thought, a sharp, mechanical hiss cut through the night.

 

A seam appeared along the side of the vessel, venting a fresh cloud of cryogenic frost. Minju shielded her eyes as the metal parted, sliding open with a fluid, terrifying elegance. From the interior of the craft, a soft, ethereal pink light spilled onto the cracked asphalt.

 

And then, someone stepped out.

 

Minju’s breath hitched. The figure was slender, silhouetted against the internal glow of the ship. But as the smoke cleared, the details came into sharp, impossible focus. It was a girl, seemingly around her own age, but entirely, unequivocally wrong for this world.

 

Her hair was a brilliant, luminous shade of pastel pink, flowing around her shoulders as if unaffected by gravity. Her skin possessed a faint, translucent luminescence, and her eyes—large, wide, and entirely devoid of whites—were solid pools of starlight, glittering with constellations that shifted as she blinked. She wore a sleek, white uniform that looked like it was woven from liquid silk, accented by silver metallic bands around her wrists and throat.

 

The alien girl took a single step onto the Earth’s soil, tilted her head, and locked her cosmic gaze directly onto Minju.

 

A primal, evolutionary terror exploded in Minju’s gut. Every instinct she possessed, honed by years of playing survival games and reading horror stories, screamed a single command: Run.

 

She didn’t think. She didn’t apologize. She spun on her heel and bolted.

 

Her slippers flew off her feet as she sprinted back toward her house, her bare soles slapping against the asphalt and then the cold grass of her lawn. She burst through the front door, slammed it shut, threw the deadbolt, and leaned her entire weight against the wood, panting heavily, her chest heaving as tears of sheer terror pricked the corners of her eyes.

 

“It’s not real, it’s not real, it’s a hallucination, I’ve been awake too long, the games are breaking my brain—”

 

She turned and ran up the stairs, scrambling on all fours when her knees buckled from the sheer rush of adrenaline. She threw herself into her bedroom, slammed that door too, and backed up until her spine hit the edge of her desk.

 

She closed her eyes, pressing her hands over her ears, waiting for the sound of her door being broken down.

 

Instead, a soft, melodic voice echoed from the center of her dark room.

 

“Your atmospheric pressure is incredibly dense. It makes walking feel like wading through liquid starch.”

 


 

Minju’s eyes snapped open.

 

Standing in the center of her messy bedroom, right on top of a discarded pile of laundry, was the pink-haired alien. There had been no sound of a door opening, no footsteps on the stairs. She had simply... appeared. Teleportation.

 

“Get away from me!” Minju shrieked, grabbing the nearest weapon she could find—a heavy, extremely expensive, plastic gaming mouse—and holding it out defensively like a blunt instrument. “I don’t have anything! I don’t know anything! Just go away!”

 

The girl didn’t move. She tilted her head to the left, her pink hair shifting like silk in water. Her star-filled eyes scanned the room, taking in the dual monitors, the empty ramen cups, and finally, Minju’s terrified, trembling form.

 

“You are experiencing an acute spike in cortisol,” the visitor noted calmly. Her voice didn’t sound like it was traveling through the air; it felt like it was projecting directly into Minju’s mind, warm and resonant. “I do not mean to cause you distress. My navigation matrix suffered a localized temporal anomaly. I required a deceleration point, and your designated thoroughfare was the most viable option.”

 

Minju stared at her, her jaw hanging open. The sheer absurdity of the situation began to override her terror. “You... you speak Korean?”

 

“I am translating your vocalized acoustic waves through a synchronized neural lattice,” the girl explained, pointing a slender, glowing finger toward her own temple. “To put it in your vernacular: I am downloading your language in real-time. My designation is… difficult to express in your vocal range. You may call me 020408HKZ03 or… Iroha.”

 

“Iroha,” Minju repeated automatically, her hand lowering slightly. The mouse dangled from its cord. “You’re... an alien.”

 

“That is a relative term,” Iroha said, a small, curious smile touching her lips. “From my perspective, you are the alien. But yes. I originate from a cluster your astronomers haven’t reached yet. We call it the Mamihlapinatapai.”

 

Iroha took a step forward. Minju tensed, but Iroha didn’t approach her. Instead, she wandered over to the window, lightly touching the blackout curtain. With a gentle tug, she peeled a corner back and looked up at the sky.

 

“The stars are so dim from this vantage point,” Iroha murmured, a trace of melancholy in her voice. “The atmosphere of this world is choked with dust and artificial light. It is like looking at diamonds through mud.”

 

Minju watched her. The initial terror was fast evaporating, replaced by a bizarre, magnetic fascination. Iroha didn’t look dangerous. She looked fragile, beautiful, and profoundly out of place among the trash wrappers and plastic bottles.

 

“Why did you come here?” Minju asked quietly, her voice shrinking. “To Earth?”

 

“I was exploring,” Iroha said, turning back to face her. “My people spend their lifespans mapping the currents of space. We look for worlds that dream. But this planet... it feels different. It feels heavy.” She paused, her stellar eyes locking back onto Minju. “Why do you live in the dark?”

 

Minju flinched. The question hit a raw, exposed nerve. She looked down at the floor, suddenly acutely aware of how pathetic her room looked. “I’m not... I’m just playing games.”

 

“You are hiding,” Iroha corrected gently. She walked over to the desk, her bare feet making absolutely no sound. She didn’t seem bothered by the mess. She stopped just a few feet away from Minju, the faint pink glow of her presence illuminating Minju’s pale face. “I can read the resonance of this space. It tastes like isolation. Like a star that has collapsed into its own gravity because it could no longer sustain its own light.”

 

“You don’t know anything about me,” Minju whispered, her throat tightening.

 

“I know that you are alive, yet you choose to exist in a state of suspended animation,” Iroha said. Her hand reached out, hovering just inches away from Minju’s cheek. The air around her hand was warm, smelling faintly of a surprising mix of heavy animalic musk and mild fresh soap. “Tell me, native of Earth. What is it that frightens you so much about your own world?”

 

Park Minju’s defenses completely shattered, and a lifetime of suppressed emotions came pouring out, crashing down like a chaotic barrage of asteroids.

 

The crushing weight of her own insignificance suddenly breached the dam she had spent years building. Tears, hot and fast, began to track down her cheeks.

 

“… everything,” Minju choked out, her shoulders shaking. “Everything is terrifying. School, the people, the expectations. Everyone expects you to be something, to follow a path, to grow up and get a job and be perfect. My parents... they aren’t even here. They just leave money on the counter like I’m a pet they have to keep fed. If I go outside, I feel like I’m drowning. In here, in the dark, nothing can hurt me. I don’t have to fail if I don’t try.”

 

Iroha listened, her expression softening into an expression of profound empathy. She didn’t offer platitudes. She didn’t tell Minju to grow up or pull herself together.

 

Instead, she stepped closer, gracefully getting down on her knees—bridging the gap between two entirely different civilizations—and gently pressed her forehead against Minju’s.

 

 

 

The contact was electric.

 

 

 

Minju gasped as a rush of sensory information flooded her mind. She didn’t see her messy room anymore. For a fraction of a second, she saw the cosmos. She felt the terrifying, beautiful vastness of the universe—nebulae exploding in ribbons of violet and gold, stars dancing in a silent, eternal ballet, the frictionless freedom of drifting through the void where time didn’t exist. She felt Iroha’s thoughts: a deep, insatiable curiosity, a love for the unknown, and a sudden, sharp warmth directed entirely at Minju.

 

When Iroha pulled back, Minju was breathless, her heart racing for an entirely different reason. Time lost all meaning, and before she knew it, she was sinking into the soft mattress of her bed. She looked at the alien girl, her chest aching with a sudden, overwhelming emotion. She was smitten—completely and utterly captivated by the creature standing before her.

 

“Your world is difficult,” Iroha said softly, her solid-star eyes crinkling at the corners. “But it is not devoid of wonder. The beings of Earth possess a unique quality: you have the ability to shape reality out of nothing but your thoughts. You call them dreams. In the cosmos, everything is governed by mathematics and light. But your dreams... they break the rules. Do not let your light collapse, Park Minju. The universe is too large to spend it in a single dark room.”

 

“Will you stay?” Minju asked, her voice trembling, her fingers reaching out to catch the edge of Iroha’s white sleeve. “Please. Don’t go.”

Iroha smiled, a beautiful, tragic expression. “The currents of space do not allow for stagnation, little star. My vessel is already self-repairing. But remember this: even when you cannot see them, the stars are always looking back at you.”

 

Even in the depths of a black hole, my gaze will remain anchored on you.

 

Iroha leaned forward, her pink hair brushing against Minju’s face, and pressed a soft, luminous kiss to Minju’s forehead.

 

A wave of profound exhaustion washed over Minju, as if the universe itself was pulling a heavy velvet blanket over her consciousness. Her eyes grew heavy, the blue light of her monitors fading into black, and she collapsed backward into her bed, drifting into a deep, dreamless sleep.

 


 

Minju woke up with a violent start, sitting upright in her bed.

 

Sunlight.

 

Brilliant, aggressive, unyielding sunlight was streaming through her window. Minju blinked, confused, and looked over at the frame. The blackout curtains had been torn down, pooling on the floor beside her desk.

 

She scrambled out of bed, her heart hammering against her ribs. “Iroha?!” she called out, her voice echoing off the walls.

 

The room was empty. The ramen cups were still there, the wrappers and bottles were still scattered across the floor, but the pink-haired girl was gone.

 

Minju threw herself at the window, pressing her face against the glass to look down at the street below.

 

The road was perfectly intact. There was no buckled asphalt, no smoke, no giant teardrop-shaped spaceship. Her neighbor Moka was casually walking her dog Wonhee across the very intersection where the crash had occurred, entirely unbothered. The street lamps stood tall and functional under the bright morning sun.

 

Minju let go of the glass, her breath hitching. A dream, she thought, a crushing weight settling into her stomach. It was all a vivid, pathetic dream. My brain finally snapped from the isolation.

 

She sank to the floor, her hands covering her face. The disappointment was physical, an ache in her chest that made it hard to breathe. She had truly believed, for just a few hours, that something—someone—had seen her. That she wasn’t completely alone in the dark.

 

She sat there for a long time, the sunlight warming her skin. Then, she remembered Iroha’s words.

 

The universe is too large to spend it in a single dark room.

 

With a sudden, inexplicable surge of resolve, Minju stood up. She looked at the few crumpled bills of cash on her desk, then went to her closet. She pulled out her school uniform—the dull black blazer and pleated skirt she hadn’t touched in a week. It felt stiff, foreign, but she forced herself into it. She washed her face, brushed her hair, and grabbed her backpack.

 

If it was a dream, it was the only thing that had made her feel alive in months. She would honor it.

 


 

The school day was a blur of gray monotony. Minju felt like a ghost walking through a world of living people. Her classmates stared at her, whispering about her week-long absence, but she found that she didn’t care as much as she thought she would. The anxiety was still there, a tight knot in her throat, but Iroha’s cosmic perspective had rendered the petty high school drama small, almost insignificant.

 

During the afternoon classes, the accumulated exhaustion of her week-long gaming binge and the emotional upheaval of the night finally caught up to her. She folded her arms on her desk, rested her chin on them, and drifted off to sleep.

 

When she opened her eyes, the classroom was bathed in the deep, amber glow of sunset.

 

Minju blinked, disoriented. She sat up, realizing the room was entirely empty. The teacher was gone, her classmates were gone. From the courtyard below, the long, resonant chime of the final bell was ringing, signaling the absolute end of the school day.

 

“I slept through the whole thing,” she muttered, a self-deprecating smile touching her lips.

 

She packed her textbooks into her bag, slung it over her shoulder, and stepped out into the hallway. The school was quiet, the corridors cast in long, dramatic shadows by the setting sun. Most students had already left for their clubs or gone home.

 

She walked down the central corridor, her loafers clicking softly against the linoleum. She was heading toward the shoe lockers when a flash of color at the far end of the hall caught her eye.

 

Minju stopped dead in her tracks.

 

At the intersection of the main hallway and the stairwell, a girl was walking away from her. She was wearing the standard school uniform, but trailing down her back was a cascade of brilliant, luminous, unmistakable pink hair.

 

Minju’s heart did a violent flip, hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird.

 

“Iroha?” she whispered.

 

The girl didn’t stop. She turned the corner, disappearing up the stairs that led to the roof.

 

“Iroha!” Minju called out louder, her voice echoing down the empty hallway.

 

She began to run. The fear, the hesitation, the agoraphobia that had kept her locked in her room for a week—all of it vanished, burned away by a desperate, consuming need to reach that color. She took the stairs two at a time, her backpack bouncing wildly against her spine, her breath coming in short, ragged gasps.

 

She burst through the heavy metal doors at the top of the stairwell, stepping out onto the school rooftop.

 

The sky was an explosion of fire—deep oranges, violent purples, and bleeding pinks. The wind was blowing hard up here, whipping her hair across her face.

 

And there, standing by the chain-link fence overlooking the city, was the girl.

 

The girl who crossed the cosmos to reach Earth, making Minju plummet into the universe by her very existence.

 

As the door slammed shut behind Minju, the pink-haired girl turned around. Her skin still carried that faint, impossible translucence, and when she looked at Minju, her eyes were still solid pools of liquid starlight, reflecting the sunset and the entire universe beyond it. Only this time, those pools were framed by smooth expanses of ivory—a beautiful, otherworldly mimicry of the human sclera.

 

The alien girl—who Minju only just noticed was a few inches shorter than her, a realization that made her heart swell even more—smiled with a warm, brilliant, familiar expression.

 

“You changed your attire,” Iroha said, her voice projecting directly into Minju’s mind, sweet and resonant. “It suits you much better than the sweatpants.”

 

Minju stood frozen, tears immediately blurring her vision. She wiped them away furiously with the sleeve of her blazer, taking a few hesitant steps forward. “You’re... you’re really here? How? The road was fixed... the ship was gone... I thought I lost my mind.”

 

“My vessel operates on a localized reality-folding matrix,” Iroha explained, stepping away from the fence and walking toward Minju. “When it departed, it restored the displaced matter of your street to its original state to avoid temporal contamination. And as for why I am here...” She stopped a few feet away, her pink hair swirling in the rooftop breeze. “I told you, my people look for worlds that dream. I realized my survey was incomplete.”

 

Minju stared at her, her voice catching in her throat. “What do you mean?”

 

Iroha tilted her head, her starlight eyes softening. “I traveled across three galaxies, mapped a thousand dead star systems, and cataloged the physics of a hundred expanding nebulae. This world is strange. It is heavy, it is loud, and the atmosphere makes my limbs feel like lead.”

 

She reached out, her slender, warm hand gently taking Minju’s trembling fingers.

 

“But... I think I like this world,” Iroha whispered, her smile widening. “Because you are in it.”

 

The words hit Minju with the force of a supernova. Every ounce of loneliness, every midnight spent wondering if she mattered to anyone, every silent cry for help in her dark room—it all dissolved in the warmth of Iroha’s grip.

 

An overwhelming wave of emotion crashed over her. Minju smiled, a genuine, radiant smile, even as fat, heavy tears broke free and dropped down her cheeks, catching the orange light of the setting sun like tiny, falling stars.

 

She squeezed Iroha’s hand back, stepping closer until their shadows merged into one on the concrete floor.

 

“Maybe...” Minju choked out through her tears, her voice thick with happiness. “Maybe I’ll start to like it too... if you’re here with me.”

 

Above them, as the sunset gave way to the twilight, the first stars of the evening began to blink into existence, no longer dim, but burning brighter than they ever had before.

 

A celebration of all that is, and all that will ever be.

Notes:

This is my first ILLIT fanfic. As stated in my profile, I only write for Iroha/F ships.

Anyway, that's a wrap for Minju and her pink-haired alien gf! Is it? I've fallen completely in love with these two, so I'm honestly contemplating writing more of them. Would you guys be interested in seeing where their story goes next?

Or should I write for other Iroha ships instead?

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