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-Authors pov-
Suho showed up at Sieuns door after he got off his delivery driver job at 9:00pm on a Sunday.
'Knock Knock' comes from Sieuns front door interrupting his studying.
He gets up after letting the person knock on the door for a few hoping they would just go away, but they didn't so he went to answer the door.
He opened it and was confused as to why Suho was here when he could be sleeping after his shift "Suho what are you doing here, what's bothering you?" Sieun said his confused tone turning soft as he saw suho was looking a little upset.
Suho sighs as he walks in ignoring Sieuns question.
"Sieun I need your help." He says collapsing on the couch. "Mmh what is it?" Sieun says sitting on the floor next to the couch. His hands absentmindedly started fiddling with suhos hair, suho noticed but didn't say anything because he really liked when Sieun touched him, it made him happy because it ment sieun felt comfortable around him.
"I'm failing math." Suho says his hands cover his face. Sieun smiled lightly not wanting suho to see because he'd make it a big deal. But Suho noticed and he thought it was adorable, truth was suho wanted sieun in every way he could think of. He's never been with a guy just girls but with sieun it felt different.
"Maybe you could study?" Sieun says his hands absentmindedly started caressing suhos face. Suho was confused at first as to why sieun was touching his face, but then he looked at sieun face and realized sieun didn't realize what he was doing. And Suho definitely was not gonna stop him. "No!! I don't want to. Please don't make me!"
Suho said then he looked at sieun who didn't even look like he heard him because his eyes were closed as his hands went to fidgeting with suhos hair again.
-Suhos pov-
I looked at sieun he looked so beautiful with his eyes closed. He looked calm playing with my hair like he was.
I really wanna kiss him but would he be ok with that? I asked myself.
Ha why am I even asking myself that he loves me or else he wouldn't have done what he did, right? Sieun didn't know this but I know what happened after I went into a coma. It's sad but it also made me realize what I'd do for him because well I was really only doing that fight because they hurt him.
But if sieun knew that he wouldn't blame himself even more then he already does which I wish he didn't blame himself it wasn't his fault.
I guess it took him a minute to realize I said no to his studying suggestion "Are you gonna help me study?" I asked him he nodded and closed his eyes leaning his head on the arm of the couch still with his hands in my hair.
"Ok but if I do~ study with you I have a request." I say lifting his chin up making him look at me.
"Whats the request?"
"You have to do whatever I ask of you." I say not joking "fine" he says I look at him confused because he wouldn't just say yes, would he? There's gotta be a twist. "But..." I knew it "I'll only do the request after you pass the upcoming math test on Wednesday." He said calmly. I just looked at him puzzled because how was I supposed to accomplish that?
"Fine."
"Deal"
The way we are sitting reminds me of when I was still in the hospital after I woke up I still had to stay there for a while... almost everyday sieun was by my bedside holding my hand while i "pretended" to sleep. I didn't want to stop looking at sieun when he came running up to me when I woke up and went outside to sit after I woke. He was even more beautiful then the day I 'died' (a/n the "died" is not literal please get this reference to httyd went hiccups dad saw valka alive after he thought she was dead😭)
(Summary of Monday through Tuesday of studying to the day of the test is just that they studied after school)
-Time skip to Thursday-
-No one's pov-
It was the day after the test and suho was nervous about passing he'd get the test results in a few minutes. He really wanted to use his request.
He got his test back... and he passed but he didn't show sieun yet, instead he shoved it in his bag and kept a straight face so sieun couldn't tell wha he got.
At lunch
"So did you pass?" Sieun asked suho. "Can I go over to your place after school?" Suho said not smiling "yea but what did you get?" "I'll tell you when we get to your place." Suho says
At Sieuns-
Sieun sat on the couch and suho laid next to him putting his head on Sieuns lap.
"Can you tell me what you got please?" Oh sieun looks so cute Suho thought. "I... passed!!" Suho said smiling "Really! That's great" Sieun said cracking a smile because he was proud of suho.
Then Sieun remembered the request. Oh god what could he do with the request! Sieun thought as he looked down at suho who was still smiling.
"I'll be right back ok I'm gonna get something" sieun said that something was a small present sieun got for suho if he passed because believed in suho.
Suho sat up to let Sieun go but he grabbed his wrist and pulled him on top of his lap.
How they were sitting btw
"Umm why'd you pull me on your lap?" Sieun asked suho "I haven't gave you my request yet." Suho said smiling way to happily
"Right what's your request?"
Suho doesn't answer him instead Suho closed the distance between them slowly, gently pressing a warm, careful kiss to Sieuns lips. It wasn't rushed or messy. (Yet) It was tender, full of everything they hadn't said yet. Sieun was in shock at first but then slowly kissed him back, his hands finding Suhos hair.
Suhos hand moved to Sieuns waist as he bit sieun bottom lip wanting him to open his mouth, sieun gasped as suho bit his lip causing him to open his mouth letting Suhos tongue slip into his mouth feeling around tasting every last part like he couldn't get enough.
"Suho~" Sieun moaned softly he didn't mean to. He wanted suho to stop so he could breathe but at the same time he wanted to keep kissing him.
Suho sensing that sieun was running out of air pulled back first but sieun moved closer as suho backed away not wanting to stop.
In between kissing suho said "You... need... air sieun" and softly pushed Sieuns face away.
Sieun was embarrassed after not wanting to stop so he buried his face in Suhos neck hoping suho didn't see how red his face was. (he definitely did)
"What's wrong sieun?" Suho said wondering why sieun was so flustered after kissing him but then he remembered it was probably Sieuns first kiss.
So, suho being suho gently grabbed Sieuns face and made him look at him. "Sieun what's wrong, did you not like it?" Suho asked worrying if sieun didn't actually like him.
Sieun seeing the worry-ness on Suhos face he kissed him again. Suho was startled that sieun was the one who initiated this kissed at first but then he deepened the kiss.
After a few minutes suho pulled away first resting his head on Sieuns shoulder. Sieun was hesitant to speak and suho could sense that so he spoke first.
"Sieun I love you so fucking much... you drive me absolutely crazy, sometimes when we're just hanging out in your room I would want to push you on the bed and do all sorts of stuff to you" Suho said realizing he was rambling about his secret thoughts that sieun was definitely not supposed to know.
Sieun upon hearing about what suho thought of doing to him his fav turned a deep shade of red. They were just sitting like that for a few minutes Sieuns face returned to its normal shade as he stared at Suhos neck.
I really want to, but should I? Sieun thought.
He closed his eyes and started kissing Suhos neck and sucking on it, suho let out a soft moan when sieun started sucking on the sensitive part of his neck. "Sieun-ah~... what are...you doing? Suho said in between soft broke moans.
Sieun stopped and lifted Suhos head to look him in the eyes. "I-I love.. you too suho." Sieun said nervously smiling. Suho smiled back and gave him a peck on the lips "I know" suho says. "Will you..." they both say at the same time, they both stop. "You go first." Suho says looking at sieun with fuck me eyes but they went soft after he heard what sieun was gonna say. "Will you... be my... boyfriend?" He said boyfriend quietly as he was very nervous.
"Yes of course I will!" Suho said smiling like a freak. Sieun smiled softly back at him and gave him a soft kiss on the lips.
Time skip 2 hours-
They're lying on the couch now cuddling. It's been about 2 hours since they laid there.
Sieun had fallen asleep after running his fingers through Suhos hair while suho was asleep.
The boys lying there the world around them non existent to them at the moment, asleep in each others arms. In love