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7:00am
Everyday starts the same, nothing ever changes.
I wake up at 7am to my parents screaming their heads off.
Why’s my life like this?
Why do my parents keep fighting?
Don’t they know how much this is affecting me?
The yelling and the constant pressure they put on me…
Why do I have to be the one who has to fulfill their desires?
7:30am
“Yo! Come down! Breakfast!”
“Coming…”
Breakfast was nothing special, just miso soup, fish and rice.
7:45am
Today Nanase said he needed help taking some documents to the student council, so that’s how my school day started.
“I hate giving things to the student council, they give me bad vibes…”
“What do you think about them, Hiori?”
“I get yer, something about them is off, I just can’t put my finger on it”
“Hello boys”
“EEK!”
Thud!
Nanase had dropped all the papers. What a clutz
Should I help him pick them up?
Is that what a good person would do?
Loki looks like he’s gonna burst out laughing anytime soon
“Oh my, heh… hahahah”
Oh.. not the laugh i expected… how dry…
“Loki, Bunny is asking for you”
When’d Hugo get here?
“Ah thanks Hugo… Can you help Nanase over here pick up all the scattered papers?”
“.. sure”
“Oh no no it’s really ok! I’m just a bit clumsy ha…”
Hugo didn’t say anything, he just picked all the papers up with practiced speed, do people drop these documents often? If so, how many times has this happened?
Wait… Is he holding a blank book??? That’s random
7:50am
“Hiori? You still there?”
“Hm? Oh yeah sorry zoned out for a bit”
That was fast, Hugo’s already gone… I didn’t even get to ask him about the blank book he was carrying..
Maybe next time.
“Well Hiori, I’ll be going now, don’t be late for Games Club later!”
“Wouldn’t miss it”
Games club, the one place where I can actually enjoy life and the only place where everyone’s expectations don’t hurt…
No constant screaming, no tears, no nothing, just people like me playing games all afternoon!
“Oomph!”
Ow, who the…
“What the fuck!?”
Holy shit…
“Oh! I’m so sorry, lemme help yer up”
“AHHAAHHA! Rin, you look so stupid!!”
“I just have to tell Sae about this later, pfft!”
“Kill yourself bitch.”
What is this feeling? This Rin person’s beautiful, his long bottom lashes, piercing teal eyes and perfectly silky dark green hair… oh god, is this love?
“You can let go now.”
“hm? Oh! I’m so sorry!”
This is so embarrassing… I probably look like a freak
Is my hair ok? Oh I hope it’s not a mess
“No, it’s my fault I should’ve been looking where I was going.”
“…Rin”
“Huh?”
“That’s my name, Rin, and this stupid cockroach is Ryusei Shidou.”
“Ah… The names Hiori, Yo Hiori”
Was that a smirk? Oh my god.. I might faint
“Rinnnn”
“What”
“We’re going to be lateeee, your perfect attendanceeeee”
“… I have to go now… see you around Hiori.”
“yeah…”
Holy shit…
I think I’m in love… that horrible scrunched up face Rin made… he looked so beautiful all hurt… So… perfect…!
Oh but that bitch Shidou is pissing me off so much… He just had to butt in!
If he wasn’t here, I could’ve talked to Rin for wayyyy longer…
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Ring! Ring!
…? A call?
H : “Hello…?”
? : “Hi… Hiori was it?”
H : “… no”
? : “What?”
H : “The names’ Joe.”
? : “Joe?”
H : “Joe mama.”
? : “… Ya jealous?”
H : “Jealous?”
H : “What could I possibly be jealous of?”
? : “Ryusei Shidou, 18 years old, a third year, his birthdays’ on the 7th of July n’ has been friends with the Itoshi brothers since early childhood.”
H : “…”
? : “You know… If you hate him, you could just kill him”
H : “Kill him?”
? : “Yeah, like murder him in cold blood, yer a sadist, you like seeing people humiliated, in pain and suffering don’t you?”
H : “How do you know so much about me..?”
? : “That doesn’t matter as of right now.”
H : “… So I could just kill him…”
? : “Yes, I’ll even help you.”
H : “How do I know you won’t just call the police on me.”
? : “Why would I tell on you? If I did I’d get charged for being an accomplice, that’d be so stupid of me”
? : “And no way in hell am I gonna go jail”
? : “Sooooo you’ll just have to trust me, are you in?”
H : “… sure…”
? : “Great!”
? : “Since you trust me, here’s some information about Itoshi Rin.”
? : “He’s 17, born September 9th, he’s a second year like you, and has a somewhat strained relationship with his older brother Itoshi Sae. Oh and he’s in the Soccer Club and Art Club… Rumour has it he might be joining Games Club~”
Beep!
Interesting…
9:31am
English, one of my least favourite subjects, translating everything from Japanese to English is tough… I don’t get how some people find it easy.
“FLY-DAY!!”
… Flyday??? What an idiot… that wasn’t even funny and the class is already laughing their asses off…
Wait…. that brown haired boy with a yellow peekaboo looks familiar… What’s his name? Bachira? Yeah, Isagi’s friend… He’s in the Art Club I think…? Same club as Rin…
No! Hiori, don’t even think about it! How would Isagi feel? He’s the first person who’s expectations of me didn’t feel absolutely soul crushing…
Oh but the face he’d make if he found out his best friend had mysteriously disappeared….
No… I shouldn’t, he hasn’t done anything to me… As long as he stays the fuck away from Rin.. It should be fine..
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11:32am
“Hiiiiiooooorrriiiiii!!”
Isagi…
“Oh hi Isagi!”
What a stupid smile, if you didn’t know him, you’d think he was a sweet guy… this bitch is a real nut job
“How was… uh English?”
“It was ok… Your friend… Bachira was it? He was there”
“Oh! Bachira? Why was he in your class? I thought he had math…”
“I think he got moved to my class because he was being disruptive”
“Haah… typical bachira, I gotta have a stern talking to him later then..”
“ISAGIIIII!!!”
Speak of the devil…
Bachira came stumbling over, how stupid is he? Doesn’t he know we can’t run in the canteen?
He’s going to get detention if he keeps running amok like this…
“Bachira.”
“Oh shit…”
I knew it, nothing ever gets past the student council
“You know you’re not allowed to be running in the canteen!”
I never realised how fast Loki is.. He was just on the other side of the canteen and now he’s here scalding Bachira
“Loki’s really fast…”
“He’s just a bitch who got blessed with fast legs”
“Nothing special”
Is that what Isagi thinks?
He looks a bit jealous… hah…
“Lo—ki~”
Who’s that? Is he a transfer? I’ve never seen him before
“What?”
“So rude~”
“Just letting you know Charles got in trouble again~”
“For fucks sake…”
“I’ll let you off this time, Bachira.”
“Don’t do this again.”
“Let’s go Bunny, I need to have a long conversation with Charles…”
Bunny… What a unique name, it’s kinda stupid.
“Haah… Isagiiii I swear Loki has something against meee”
“Bachira it’s because you keep breaking rules”
“Come on it’s our second year already, we’re not first years anymore”
“Oh and Bachira, this is my friend from gaming club, Yo Hiori”
What big eyes, so bright and yellow. He reminds me of a bee or something, maybe a bear cub?
I take back what I said, I think he’s more of an airhead than an idiot.
“Hi Hiori!!!”
“..hi”
“You look familiar…”
“I mean you did get transferred into my English class earlier?”
“Mmm no… not that”
“Ooh! Rinnie told me about you!”
Rin?
Rin said something about me?
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Rin actually took time out of his precious life to tell this… guy about me?
Holy fuck
What’s this feeling
Is this what people call ecstasy?
I’m over the moon
I should plan our future wedding
Haaah…
Rin ♡
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“Oh?”
“Yeah! He told me about how he accidentally bumped into you in the morning! He said you seemed like a pretty nice person!”
Holy fuck…
I love Rin
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… What’s Bachira’s relationship with Rin anyways?
I’ll have to ask the Phone Person later…
3:45pm
Ring!
? : “Ooh fast”
H : “Shuddup”
God this guy pisses me off
? : “Sooo~ Ya gonna go n’ kill Shidou?”
H : “Not without a plan idiot”
H : “Spill”
? : “So impatient god”
? : “Give Kaiser something for me”
H : “I’m not yer dog”
? : “Yeah, yeah, this is for the plan tho!”
? : “Kaiser’s close to Sae who’s close to Shidou, so if you get Kaiser to deliver a note to Sae then to Shidou, everything will work.”
H : “Why can’t I just give the note to Sae directly?”
? : “You seriously think THE Itoshi Sae would actually listen to you, yet alone take a note?”
H : “… fair”
That reminds me, last year when I tried to tell Sae that he had dropped his pen he swatted my hand away and just left
Then a bunch of girls swarmed me trying to take the pen out of my hands, that hurt…
And his glares scare the shit out of me…
? : “Exactly”
? : “At least Kaiser would hear you out”
H : “Why’s that?”
? : “He’s someone who would do you a favour in exchange for one, so be prepared.”
H : “you didn’t answer my question”
? : “Just trust me, he’ll take it, you’ll have to pay a price but it’s worth it, right?”
H : “I guess…”
H : “… One question… Wait no two”
? : “Yesss?”
H : “First, what’s your name? Second, what is Meguru Bachira’s relationship with Rin?”
K : “Oh? Well, ya can call me Karasu, Bachira and Rin are just one sided friends.”
H : “Okay…”
K : “Well what are you waiting for go deliver the note already”
H : “Fuck yer mean??? I don’t have a note”
K : “Ughhh I left it in your locker now go”
Beep!
What a cocky piece of shit
Deep breaths Hiori, it’s all for the sake of
Rin ♡
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4:00pm
“So let me get this straight”
“Yes?”
“So you want me to give this note to Sae?”
“Hiori, was it? Why didn’t you just give the note directly to Sae instead?”
“Ness you dipshit, you think Sae would accept random notes from femboys?”
I kinda feel bad for this Ness person
Oh! wait nevermind he still looks pretty happy despite being yelled at… ok buddy…
I swear everyone at this damn school is homosexual.
Hold on.. Wait a damn second… Did Kaiser just call me a fucking femboy?
“Haah.. yeah, I needed to get this note to Shidou, it’s from one of my female classmates, but Shidou is kinda intimidating… So I was hoping you could give this to Sae or Shidou directly!”
“Hmm, sure, I can do that.”
“But~ You’ll have to do something for me”
Here we go… The favour
“You’re friends with Yoichi right?”
Yoichi?
Is he talking about Isagi? Wow, first name basis already, that’s fast…
“You mean Isagi? Yeah! I know him from Games Club, why?”
“Oh nothing… Anyways~ If I give this note to Sae or Shidou can you give Yoichi a note for me?”
“Sure!”
That wasn’t that bad of a favour! I think I lucked out, maybe he’s not so bad after all
“Ah great! Ness, get me a pen and paper stat!”
… I take that back, Kaiser seems like a dick, Ness seems pretty chill tho, maybe If i get closer to Ness I can get closer to the popular homosexuals!
Therefore I’d automatically become popular… Oh! And then I can go for student council next year… My parents would like that right?
Maybe if I do that they won’t ever split!
Maybe Rin would notice me more too!!!
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Oh! What if Rin goes for student council president! He seems perfect for a job like that!
Then we can be together more often ♡
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“Okay, here ya go Hiori, please give this to Yoichi asap!”
“Gotcha!”
“Let’s go Ness, we’ve got a letter to deliver~”
“Yes Kaiser!”
4:10pm
As usual first one at gaming club
Well I guess that’s ok, I’ll set up the computers while I wait
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Beep!
Hm?
Private Messages | Karasu and Hiori | 4:11pm
Karasu : Don’t forget, meet at the bathroom down the hall at exactly 5:15
Karasu : Shidou will be there around 5:20
Hiori : got it
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Ha…ha..
Oh I can’t wait!
Oh Rin ♡
I can’t wait to see your face when you find out he’s gone missing
Oh I love the disgusted faces you make ♡
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“Hiori?”
Isagi? He’s earlier than usual..
“Oh! Hi Isagi! You’re early”
“Yeah.. Bachira told me I didn’t have to go walk him to art club today”
“Ohhh cool”
“Oh! And before I forget, a letter”
“For me? Who’s it from”
“Oh… Kaiser!”
“Are you two close? He called you by your first name so…”
He looks livid… Are they not on good terms?
“what.”
“Hm?”
“That fucking bastard…”
Yeah… that confirms it, they definitely don’t have a good relationship…
I guess my plan to become popular won’t work… I can’t afford lose Isagi as a friend…
Well, I could… but I’d prefer not to..
“Oh Isagi! Hiori!”
Oh look Nanase… wait that green hair…
RIN!
Holy shit… He looks so hot right now…
♡
“Isagi, Hiori, I finally convinced Rin to join Games Club!”
“Hi Rin!”
“Oh, it’s you Hiori, funny running into you again. How’s your day going?”
God… you can take me, Rin not only mentioned me to… Bachira… He also asked me how my day’s going?
I love him so much…
“My day’s been pretty good, great to see yer again!”
“Thats nice”
Oh? He made eye contact with Isagi?
“Hi Rin”
“… Oh it’s you… Isagi…”
..what
Fucking Isagi…
What the hell… I was in the middle of a conversation with
Rin ♡
You just had to be here… If I killed Isagi, Rin would only talk to me…
No stop Hiori… you can’t, he’s one of your closest friends
Stop this nonsense
You can’t kill him! Who else would you give the ball to in Blue lock rivals??? If he wasn’t here no one would be able to receive your amazing passes???
I should go distract myself before I do anything stupid..
I’ll go boot up my computer now! Isagi’s already set his up… He’s just talking with Rin now…
Maybe I’ll play Doki Doki Literature Club today!
Yeah that sounds fun.
4:43pm
“Do I have to Reo? Going to Games Club is such a hassle…”
“Yes Nagi, you need this, I have my club so I can’t take you home yet.”
“I can just walk home…”
“…On second thought, nevermind… walkings such a hassle”
“Exactly, so go hang out with I don’t know Isagi or whatever”
“kayyyy… bye Reo, don’t forget to pick me up later”
“Yeah yeah”
Oh it’s Nagi!
Personally I haven’t interacted with him that much, but he seems pretty chill.
Despite being so lazy, he’s honestly quite smart and really good at video games… Scarily good
“… Oh Rin? What are you doing here?”
Oh…
“Nanase invited me”
“…cool”
“Have you seen the new fnaf movie? Fnaf 2”
“Not yet, it’s such a hassle going to the theatres and such, I’ll just wait for Reo to buy it or something”
“I thought he didn’t like horror movies?”
“He doesn’t”
“Ah…”
New fnaf movie?
Oh I saw that, it was pretty good, I liked McKenna’s acting, she’s good.
(A/n : I lowk haven’t watched any of the fnaf movies yet… 🤧)
Should I butt in.. no that’d be so rude…
I’ll have to bring it up another time then….
“Oh! Hiori, haven’t you watched fnaf 2?”
Oh my god
Isagi I love you.
(A/n : what the switch up)
It doesn’t beat my love for Rin though
“I have! I really liked McKenna’s acting”
“Hm? Oh I did too”
Fuck bro his voice… everything about him is perfect ♡
Beep! Beep! Beep!
What…?
Has that much time already passed?
…
“Oh sorry guys, I’ll be back, I owe someone a favour!”
“All good Hiori, don’t be gone for too long!”
“I won’t! Don’t worry about me Isagi”
Anddddd….
Now I don’t have to keep my happy friend act up, it’s honestly exhausting.
Ryusei Shidou, I can’t wait to see your disgusting blood pool all over the floor…
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