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AMS N5 - 23rd of May, 2026
As the last notes of the song faded out, swallowed by the roar that rose almost before the band had finished playing, Harry smiled regretfully at the girl on his left who was vigorously waving a bedazzled sign in his direction with both hands, as though the sheer force of her enthusiasm might keep him there a second longer. The arena lights caught on the rhinestones, throwing little sharp flashes across her face and the faces around her; everyone pressed shoulder to shoulder along the barrier, glittered cheeks and open mouths and phones lifted high enough to make a wall of tiny, shaking screens.
“Happy birthday, love,” Harry informed her with a wink, soft enough that it felt like it was only for her, even though half the section screamed the exact moment he did. Then, before she could do much more than clap a hand over her mouth and dissolve into whatever sort of state people dissolved into when Harry Styles wished them a happy birthday, he turned on his heel and started up a brisk jog back towards the main stage from rear GA.
The camera followed him, a little delayed at first, then catching up as he moved beneath the wash of pink and blue lights, hair damp at his temples, his shirt sticking slightly at his back from the heat. The crowd seemed to swell and shift around him, a living thing, hands reaching in from every side as he passed, even though there was quite a distance (and a height difference) between the barrier and the stage.
“You’ve got to excuse me,” he said, a little breathless, though still grinning, lifting the mic back to his mouth as the band settled into the pause behind him. “For the little interlude, but…” He let the sentence hang there as he jogged on. “I’ve actually seen a rather interesting sign…” He trailed off as he rounded the corner towards GA right, his eyes already searching to the left of him.
“Somewhere…” he drawled, slowing as he reached the rear end of the Circle pit, turning in place with a hand lifted to shade his eyes from the spotlight.
The problem was, of course, that the moment you admitted to looking for a sign, the signs multiplied. They seemed to rise out of nowhere, hoisted above heads and bobbing frantically in the dark, cardboard and glitter and marker pen and inside jokes he could only catch half of before another one blocked his view. There were Dutch flags and pride flags and disco ball headbands and earrings swinging about, faces lit white by phone screens as they tracked his every move.
He had to double back a little, squinting past the glare as the roaming cameras zoomed in on his face. Up on the big screens, his expression appeared huge and searching, which only made the audience scream louder. He held one hand to his brow like a man lost at sea, peering out into the mass of bodies with increasing determination.
“Ahhh, there we are.” He sighed with such relief that the people nearest him laughed, and he did too, mostly at himself, because for one brief, horrible moment he had been afraid he wouldn’t be able to spot it again and would have to pretend he had been looking for a completely different sign altogether. Which, in fairness, he had done before. More than once.
He leaned forward, reading from the sign with an expression of playful concentration. “‘My brother swears he is your very first fan.’” The crowd reacted at once, a messy blend of laughter, cheers, and some sharp shrieks; whether in agreement or whether they’d rather claim that title for themselves was incomprehensible. Harry’s brows lifted comically. “‘Please confirm or deny.’” He added the last bit with a little glance towards the camera. Then he reached up and tugged one of his in-ears loose, letting it fall against his neck so he could hear the crowd properly.
“Well,” he said, beaming down at the young woman holding the sign, who was covered in lipstick kisses from her cheeks down to the visible skin at her collar, “we’ll have to see about that, don’t we, love?”
“What’s your name, darling?” he asked, dipping the mic a little towards her before cupping his free hand to his ear. The arena did what arenas always did in that moment: it became somehow both deafening and completely useless. A thousand people shouted at once. Her mouth moved. The man beside her shouted too. Someone behind them screamed something that was definitely not her name, but Harry let it slide as he knew how people could get a bit swept up in it all. Instead, he strained to hear the young woman his eyes had originally settled on. “Lotte?” he guessed, because they were in Amsterdam, and because it sounded plausible, and because he had gained just enough experience with Dutch names in the last couple of days to know it was a somewhat likely option.
The young woman shook her head vigorously, laughing now, and shouted again.
“Libby?”
Another headshake. More laughter from the people pressed around her.
“Dottie?”
That earned an even more frantic shake of the head, and Harry pulled a face, grinning at his own failure as the crowd began shouting the name back at him in scattered, overlapping bursts.
“Lottie?” he tried again, closer to his original guess, his eyes flicking between her face and the man beside her. This time, both of them lit up. The young woman cheered, nodding so hard the sign wobbled above her head, and the lad next to her threw one hand up with a triumphant shout. “Right,” Harry said, satisfied, pointing at her with the microphone. “Lottie. Got there in the end.”
That got another ripple of laughter, and he let it ride for a second, smiling down at her before his attention shifted to the man standing beside her.
“Lottie,” he continued, “is this your brother?”
He tipped his chin towards the lad, who had silver glitter smeared over his rather impressively sharp cheekbones. Under the show lights, it caught every time he moved, flashing in a way that seemed to match, almost perfectly, the dusting of grey at his temples against the rest of his brown hair. Lottie nodded vigorously, almost bouncing on the spot now, whilst the lad beamed up at him. And there was something in the way he looked at Harry, eyes crinkling at the corners, mouth caught somewhere between amusement and disbelief, that felt almost… Fond?
Harry had to admit, now that he was looking properly, that there was something rather familiar about him.
It wasn’t that he could necessarily put a name to the face, or for definite say that he’d met the lad. Perhaps he’d just seen someone who looked like him, which wasn’t exactly implausible, as he saw thousands upon thousands of faces every show. Faces at barriers, faces in the pit, faces on streets outside hotels and airports and radio stations, faces pressed into memories mostly by emotion rather than detail. A flash of eyes. A laugh. A sign.
So there was something there, definitely, some faint tug in the back of his mind, but nothing clear enough to hold on to. Not until Lottie, with what looked like very little regard for the life, safety, and continued possession of both eyes of the people around her, suddenly swivelled the cardboard sign round. The corner of it came dangerously close to the girl behind her, who ducked with a squeak, whilst the lad beside Lottie reached up on instinct, catching it before it could whack him in the back of his head, as though he had been doing this sort of thing for years.
On the other side of the sign was a large printout of a picture. Harry stared at it. For one suspended second, the noise of the arena seemed to pull back just enough for the memory to slot into place.
“Ahhh!” It burst out of him before he could stop it, sharp and genuinely startled, and his free hand flew to his chest as the camera zoomed in on his face at exactly the wrong, or perhaps the perfect, moment. “Cute Lou from the loo!” He blurted it with such stunned certainty that the crowd erupted into a roar.
It was a proper roar, one of those great, delighted waves of sound that seemed to start from the pit and slam upwards into the rafters, thousands of people immediately understanding that there was history here, even if they had no idea what sort. Around Lottie, people began turning to look at the lad properly, phones swinging towards him. Lou — or had it been Louis? — went impossibly wide-eyed.
He looked just as surprised to be remembered as Harry felt to have remembered him. His mouth fell open, then snapped shut again, and the silver glitter on his cheekbones flashed as he turned towards Lottie with a wild expression. Harry, having taken a moment to overcome the shock and the immediate horror of what he had just shouted into a microphone in front of an entire stadium, pressed his lips together momentarily, processing, before speaking again.
“I’m right, aren’t I?” he asked, pointing at him now, grinning properly because there was no recovering from it, so he might as well enjoy himself. “It was you?” The lad nodded enthusiastically, one hand pressed to his chest now, the other gesturing up at him, and then he shouted something that was swallowed whole by the arena.
Harry leaned in, pulling a face. “What?”
The lad shouted again. Still useless. The crowd shouted with him, which, predictably, made the situation worse. Harry laughed helplessly and shook his head. “Well…” he said, drawing the word out as he turned back towards the sign, then towards Lottie, then towards Louis again. “First fan is debatable.”
A wave of theatrical outrage moved through the people nearest the barrier, Lottie included, who immediately lifted both brows at him before shooting her brother a suspicious look.
“I think my mum would like to claim that honour,” Harry continued, voice warm with amusement, and that got the expected awws reverberating around the room. “But yes, I can confirm that your brother is the first person outside of my family who…” He paused, eyes narrowing slightly as he reached back through the memory. It had been years ago now, it felt like practically a lifetime away, or perhaps a different life altogether, strange and ordinary. A lad with sharp cheekbones and a face that had seemed far too pretty for a grimy bathroom.
“What was it, Louis?” Harry asked, and the more the memory sharpened, the more certain he became about the name. Still, it felt like a gamble saying it out loud, so he watched for the reaction, ready for an indignant correction if he’d got it wrong. Instead, Louis only beamed up at him. Right, then. He had remembered correctly. “Told me I was going to make it big?”
Louis cupped both hands around his mouth and shouted up at him, louder this time, his voice just about cutting through the surrounding chaos. “Tell the whole story, lad!” Harry tipped his head back and laughed, delighted. “Yes, yes,” Harry said, holding up a hand, as though that might calm either Louis or the crowd down. It did not. “It was quite a story.” He could feel the heat crawling up his neck even as he said it, and he hoped, rather uselessly, that the way he was flushing wasn’t too obvious beneath the lights. Which was stupid, really, because he was on a giant screen at both ends of the main stage, his face several metres high, in high definition.
“Let’s set the scene,” he said, because there was no way out of this now except through it. “It was 2010.” The first roar hit him before he could say anything else. Harry grinned despite himself, lowering the microphone for a second as the noise climbed. He could see people turning to each other, hands flying to mouths; it wasn’t surprising - ever since he went solo, ever since the band had gone on hiatus, the early years weren’t a frequently discussed topic anymore. “X Factor auditions,” he added, when the sound dipped just enough. That set them off again, even louder.
Harry laughed under his breath and looked back down at Louis, who was beaming now. Whatever shock had frozen him a minute ago had worn off, and in its place there was this bright, delighted certainty, like he had finally started to believe that Harry really did remember. His eyes were fixed on him, blue even through the shifting light, and there was something almost smug in the tilt of his mouth, as though he had known all along that this day would come.
“Picture this,” Harry drawled, leaning into it now. “I was ever so innocently having a nervous wee.” The reaction was immediate and ridiculous. Laughter burst through the front rows first, then spread outwards. Harry pressed a hand to his chest, offended on behalf of his younger self.
“We all do that, right?” he asked, looking around. “Nervous wees. Very normal. Nothing to be ashamed of.” The audience cheered, because they would cheer for almost anything, he had learned.
“So there I was,” he continued, drawing it out for the benefit of the crowd. “Minding my business. Very young. Very nervous. Very curly. Having what I believed would be a private moment.” He glanced down at Louis. Louis was already laughing, shoulders shaking, one hand over his mouth now, though his eyes were still locked on Harry’s with a kind of gleeful challenge.
“And then,” Harry said, lifting one finger, “the door slams open. And this whirlwind of a boy comes flying in.” Louis threw his head back at that, laughing properly, and Lottie shoved at his arm, grinning so hard she could barely keep the sign upright.
“Startled me so badly,” Harry went on, “that I turned round and…” He stopped. The crowd screamed because they could sense where this story was going. They absolutely knew there was more, and they knew how clumsy he could be; they could probably smell the humiliation on him. Harry looked out over the sea of faces, then back down at Louis, who had dropped his hand from his mouth and was nodding vigorously now, eyes bright, goading him on.
“This is a rather embarrassing account,” he said, mostly to himself, though the microphone picked it up beautifully, of course. “And I’m aware, as I say it, that tomorrow this will be all over the internet.” The crowd cheered at that too, because they were monsters. He pointed at them, sternly. “Don’t cheer for that.” They cheered louder.
Harry huffed, smiled despite himself, and finally gave in. “I splashed all over his shoes.” He phrased rather delicately, but they all knew what he really meant.
The stadium erupted, more deafening than before, and Harry actually had to wince a bit through his smile.
“And the thing is,” Harry continued, because this had always been the bit that had stayed with him, “impossibly, he wasn’t even mad.” He smiled then. The lights shifted above the crowd, blue washing over the pit, turning the glitter on Louis’ cheekbones silver-white again. For a second, the memory sharpened in a way it hadn’t in years: the ugly bathroom tiles, his own stomach twisted tight with nerves and mortification, and this boy looking down at his shoes, then back up at Harry, somehow more amused than angry.
“But no, he wouldn’t even accept an apology; instead, he requested…” He paused, then quickly lifted a finger again, suddenly serious. “After I washed my hands, of course!” A ripple of laughter spread across the Johan Cruijff ArenA.
“Important detail,” Harry insisted. “We’re not animals.”
He looked back towards the sign, where Lottie was holding it up with renewed pride, the picture now angled so the roaming camera could catch it. On the big screens, after a brief and wobbly search, the image appeared. A baby-faced Harry stared back at himself.
Younger, somehow, than he ever remembered feeling at the time. Red-cheeked, curls wild, smile too big for his face, all nerves and hope. And the outfit. God, the outfit. That godawful audition outfit, preserved on a piece of paper held up in Amsterdam by a woman covered in lipstick kisses while the man whose shoes he had once ruined grinned beside her. Harry shook his head at the screen. “Oh, look at him,” he murmured, mostly fond, mostly horrified. “The hair. The little scarf.” The crowd awwed, because of course they did.
“He requested, as his repayment,” he trailed off, finding his thread again, “was a signature and this stunning picture.” He gestured towards the screen with theatrical grandeur. “Because Louis thought I’d make it big,” he continued, looking back down at him, still rather in disbelief even after all these years. “And he wanted to be the first one with my signature.” The stadium softened for half a second before the cheers came back in. Harry looked at Louis through it, at the glitter and the grey at his temples and the impossible grin on his face, and shook his head once more.
“Which,” he added, lifting the mic again, “is either very sweet or very opportunistic. I’m still deciding.”
“Well, I was right about that, wasn’t I? Bloody hell, Styles, look at this!” Louis shouted it up at him, and this time his voice carried enough for Harry to catch it properly, though there was a roughness to it, a rasp that dragged at the edges of the words in a way Harry didn’t remember. By now, Harry was well and truly flushed, hot all over, face burning beneath the stage lights and the giant screens and the knowledge that this entire exchange was being witnessed by tens of thousands of people and however many more would have it shoved in front of them online by morning. Even so, he couldn’t help but beam down at him.
“You were right,” he admitted, still grinning. “Well—”
He trailed off there, the word hanging as his courage faltered for half a beat. His eyes flicked away from Louis and towards the crew stationed just in front of the barrier. Harry knew he shouldn’t. He really shouldn’t. But this was also his fucking show, wasn’t it? And things weren’t how they used to be. He was freer now, and too valuable to drop even if he did something ‘they’ (the higher-ups) didn’t like.
He looked back at Louis, still standing there with that slightly stunned, bright look on his face, and made up his mind. “Right,” Harry said, the smile returning in full force, “looks like we both dried up and grew into our features a bit, didn’t we?” He tipped the mic towards the picture again as he said it, because really, it was both adorable and absolutely atrocious. The younger version of himself up on the screen looked like some soft, hopeful woodland creature. And Louis, if the photo was anything to go by, had not exactly escaped unscathed by 2010 either. The crowd laughed, warm and immediate, and Harry seized the moment before he could think better of it. “Want a do-over?” he asked. “Minus the wee on your shoes.”
The reaction was instant. The crowd exploded first, and Harry had to bite back a laugh of his own because, for all the brave face Louis had been putting on, he looked a bit faint at that. His lips parted. His eyes went wide again. Whilst Lottie looked one heartbeat away from physically launching him over the barrier herself.
It did Harry’s ego no harm at all.
Around them, though, the venue staff looked rather less thrilled. There was a flicker of uncertainty between them, a couple of glances traded. One of the stagehands who knew Harry a bit better, however, was quicker on the uptake and significantly less precious about it. With the weary efficiency of someone who had long since accepted that working a Harry Styles show occasionally meant abandoning ordinary procedure, he moved in at once, helping Louis over the barrier and guiding him along the edge of the pit towards the stairs near the middle cross. From the other side, one of the photographers was already darting up onto the stage, camera in hand.
A roar went up as Louis was helped over, and it grew louder still when people realised he was actually coming up. Phones flew into the air in a new wave. The big screens cut between Harry, grinning and generally being a menace, and Louis being escorted along with the expression of someone caught halfway between disbelief and walking into a dream.
It gave Harry a moment to actually take him in. He was shorter than Harry remembered, though then again Harry had shot up after X Factor, all limbs and height and shoulders, until he was taller and lankier than he’d ever expected to be. Back then, perhaps, the difference hadn’t seemed so noticeable. Now, though, he had nearly a full head on him.
Besides the smattering of glitter still catching in the lights, Louis was dressed in— Oh, shit. Harry’s eyes caught up with Louis’ outfit properly and, even in the space of half a second, he had the slightly hysterical thought that this might be a bit out there, even for his current management.
The moment the camera caught sight of the shirt, the entire place lost its mind. “Is it gay in here, or is it just me?” it read, splashed across the front in rainbow font, the sleeves cut off, a tiny rainbow bow tie perched above it. Harry, for his part, was rather pleased to see that the rest of the ensemble was no less committed. Silver sequined shorts caught the light every time Louis moved, his glittered cheekbones suddenly no longer the flashiest thing about him. Harry’s gaze dipped before he could stop it, taking in the line of his legs, the bright sequins, the admittedly rather shapely bum beneath them and, with a tiny jolt, he couldn't help but wonder whether it had been that shapely back then as well or whether time had simply been kind. Vans that had plainly seen better days, along with footie socks pulled high. Clearly, Louis hadn’t stuck to any particular theme, but somehow fit the entire theme of the evening perfectly.
Harry held a hand out for him when Louis began climbing the stairs to the stage. It was automatic at first, just something to do, the polite and practical thing when someone was being guided up into his space in front of an entire stadium. Louis looked steady enough, all things considered, but the stairs were narrow, and the lights were bright. So Harry reached for him.
And perhaps it was just him. Perhaps it was the fact that his heart was jackrabbiting in his chest from doing something so out of the ordinary, from stepping outside the neat, practised shape of the showplan and letting something loose and strange and unplanned happen in the middle of it. Perhaps it was the adrenaline still flooding his body, the sweat cooling at the back of his neck, the lights beating down, the crowd screaming like the roof might come off. Perhaps it was all of that.
But when Louis’ fingers slid into his, warm and slightly damp and real, it felt positively electric. A sharp little current ran up Harry’s arm before he could prepare for it. It caught in his shoulder, settled somewhere under his ribs, and for one ridiculous second, he was back in that bathroom corridor in 2010, young and mortified and staring at a boy who should have been furious with him but had only looked amused. Except now Louis was here, older and glittering and grinning up at him under stadium lights, and Harry was the one bending to help him onto a stage he had somehow grown into.
Louis reached the top step, and Harry took advantage of the moment before he could overthink that too. He tugged him in, quick and easy, wrapping an arm around him in a hug. Louis was hot from the crowd, his shirt damp against Harry’s chest, skin tacky where Harry’s hand caught briefly at the bare skin of his upper arm. He smelled like sweat and beer, a faint whiff of cigarette smoke and some sharp, clean aftershave that had probably lost a fight with the heat hours ago. He was shaking too, not much, but enough for Harry to feel it where they were pressed together.
Louis’ breathing hitched once against Harry’s shoulder before he pulled himself together. Still, he wasn’t easily rendered speechless, it seemed. The second Louis pulled back from the hug, still close enough that Harry could see the silver glitter clinging to the fine lines at the corners of his eyes, he looked around the stadium, something like disbelief breaking open across his face.
“Mate,” he said, voice rough and low and very much not meant for the entire room, “this is fuckin’ mental.” Unfortunately for him, the microphone Harry was still holding had other ideas. The words went out clean through the sound system, bouncing around the Johan Cruijff ArenA with perfect clarity.
For half a second, Louis froze. Then the stadium dissolved into laughter. Harry bent forward, laughing along with the crowd. “Language,” he managed, though he was grinning too hard for it to carry much authority. “This is a family show.” The crowd booed him with great affection, because the show had not been a family show for some time now, and everyone knew it.
The photographer intervened then, brisk and professional despite the chaos, guiding them with a quick gesture to stand with their backs to the main stage and their faces towards the majority of the crowd.
And then, without needing to discuss it, without even really thinking, they both moved into the same pose as before. Louis stepped into his side, and in return Harry’s arm found his waist, then hesitated for a fraction of a second before settling there properly. Louis’ arm slid around him in return, warm and firm at his back, fingers curling into the fabric of Harry’s shirt just enough for Harry to feel the grip through it. The difference, of course, was that Harry now had to slump down. Back then, perhaps, they had been close enough in height for the pose to work without effort, but now Harry had to bend at the knees and tilt himself sideways, folding down until their cheeks could squish together the way they had in the picture. Louis laughed as he did it, breath puffing against Harry’s face, and tipped up onto his toes to meet him halfway.
For one hot, strange second, Harry could feel all of it at once: Louis’ arm around his waist, the rasp of his laugh close to his ear, the damp glitter brushing his cheek, the flash bursting white in front of them.
He wanted to do more... It hit him with a strange, stupid force as the photographer lowered the camera and the flash faded from behind his eyes. He wanted to turn properly towards Louis and ask him things. Ordinary things. Impossible things. Where do you live now? What do you do? Are you always like this? Did you ever think about that day again, or did it only become important because everything after it made it important? Had he told people? Had he laughed about it?
He wanted to know more about him. Which was mad, because Louis was still a stranger. Mostly. Technically. A stranger with a sixteen-year-old photograph, glitter on his face, a ridiculous shirt, a hand still warm at Harry’s waist. But the interaction had already gone on far longer than it was ever meant to.
He could feel the anticipation of the crowd around him. The thousands and thousands of people who had not been pulled over a barrier, who had paid and queued and sweated and screamed for their own moments too. He couldn’t exactly neglect the rest of his fans, or the show itself, in order to stand there catching up with Louis in the middle of the stage like they had run into each other at the pub.
So, regretfully, he had to let go. His hand slipped from Louis’ waist first, though not quite as quickly as it should have done. Louis’ fingers loosened at his back a beat later, and for a second they were left standing too close, both of them grinning at each other in the hot wash of the lights. Then the stagehand stepped in, gentle but efficient, already angling Louis back towards the stairs. Harry lifted the mic again. “Be sure to give the photographer your contact details,” he said, forcing brightness back into his voice. “So we can send you that picture.”
Louis looked over his shoulder at him as he was guided away, still flushed, still glittering, still wearing the sort of crinkly-eyed smile that made Harry’s chest feel oddly warm. Harry grinned back. Then, because he had to, because otherwise he might keep finding excuses, he made himself let go of the moment for definite.
“Thanks for this!” Louis yelled. His voice carried better up here, rough and loud. Harry could only grin at him, helplessly fond for a second before he remembered the mic, the screens, the whole enormous room watching. “No,” he said, “thank you, Cute Lou from the Loo, for believing in me from day one.”
He turned just enough for Harry to catch the side of his face, the crinkle of his eyes, the wide, disbelieving smile he seemed unable to get under control. Harry held the look for one moment longer. Then he turned back to the rest of the crowd. “In fact,” he said, walking slowly away from the stairs and towards the centre mark again, “thank all of you.” The stadium answered him in a wave of noise. Hands went up across the floor, a scattered shimmer of phone torches and wristbands and sequins catching under the lights. “Whether you’ve been here since day one like Louis,” he continued, smiling out across the darkened stands, “or for ten years, five years, or even just for a single day. Thank you.”
“Because without you, this wouldn’t be possible.”
Another cheer rose up, thousands of voices answering him at once. Out of the corner of his eye, Harry watched Louis reach the barrier again. The stagehand helped him up over it, and then Lottie was there, catching him by both arms.
The two of them immediately collapsed into each other, screaming, laughing, or perhaps both. Lottie shoved at his chest. Louis said something Harry couldn’t hear. She said something back, one hand pressed to her mouth, then to his shoulder, then flapping uselessly in front of her own face. The people around them surged close, clapping him on the back, reaching for him, filming him, shouting in his ear. Louis looked dazed and bright and utterly swallowed by it. Harry’s smile caught at the edge of his mouth. Then the first note of the next song started behind him.
He turned properly this time, giving his back to Louis and Lottie and the barrier, and skipped all the way to the other side.
But throughout the rest of the night, Harry’s eyes kept finding their way back to that section. Not constantly. Not obviously. He was working, after all. There were marks to hit and songs to sing and hands reaching for him from every side whenever he came close enough to the edges of the stage. There were whole blocks of people with their faces tipped up towards him with the sort of open, bright devotion that still managed to knock the breath out of him if he thought about it for too long.
But whenever he passed that side of the pit, whenever the choreography of the show carried him past the circle pit, his gaze snagged there before he could stop it. On Louis, no longer up on a screen but somehow still just as easy to spot, with the silver glitter catching whenever he turned his head. Sometimes Louis was singing. Sometimes he was laughing at something Lottie shouted in his ear, or twirling her around on Coming up Roses. Once, Harry caught him with both hands pressed to the top of his head, as if he still hadn’t quite worked out what had happened to him, and Harry had to turn away before his own smile got too obvious.
By the time they reached “Treat People With Kindness”, the whole stadium had loosened into something bright and reckless. The lights went clean and warm, bouncing off sequins, phone screens, and sweat-slick faces. Then someone from the rear GA threw a rainbow flag onto the stage. Harry didn’t hesitate. He stooped, caught it up in one hand, and the roar that went through the stadium nearly swallowed the next line whole. He shook it open as he moved, the fabric snapping out behind him in red and orange and yellow and green and blue and violet, before wrapping it around his shoulders like a cape.
He skipped across the stage with the flag streaming behind him, ridiculous and light on his feet, letting the crowd have it, letting them scream at the sight of him wrapped in colour under the Amsterdam lights. He twirled once near the centre, almost tripped over the edge of the flag, recovered with absolutely no dignity, and laughed into the mic as the band played on behind him.
And if he happened to skip all the way back towards the rear of the circle pit, well… That was just a coincidence.
If he happened to end up right in front of that particular section, the rainbow flag slipping off one shoulder as he pressed a hand dramatically to his chest, then that was simply him engaging with the audience, givign them what they wanted. And if, just as the lights swept over Louis’ face and caught the glitter there again, Harry lifted two fingers to his lips and blew a kiss directly in his direction, then that was between him and the seventy-odd thousand fans watching tonight... Harry spun away before he could get stuck there. The flag flared out behind him as he ran back towards the main stage, the crowd still roaring, the kiss not private at all and somehow still feeling like it had been.