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After a long week of practice the girls finally had some down time.
Since the start of 'Celebration' promotions It was non stop work, interviews, fan-signs and performances.
They were driving back to the dorms..
"Hey, what if we have a movie night?"
Eunchae Immediately perked up
"Movie night? Yes!" Eunchae beamed.
Everyone laughed at the maknaes sudden enthusiasm
Although Yunjin stayed silent, everyone mutually agreed that tonight is movie night.. and by just a bit ( it was alot ) of persuasion, Eunchae will be picking the movie.
The car ride passed in a blink.
All throughout the car ride Yunjin kept her headphones on
She just wasn't in the talking mood today..
She didn't speak throughout practice, just followed instruction
nodded at criticism
and stayed to herself.
Sometimes her own life overwhelmed her and without warning shed just..
shut down.
Completely.
Just walked through her day like a ghost.
She stepped out the car and Chaewon followed Yunjin.
not too close but close enough to where Yunjin knew she way there.
All the members knew she had days like this and just gave her space.
"Hey." Chaewon muttered.
"Hm?" Yunjin turned, her hair fell in her face slightly after taking her headphones off.
"You okay?"
"Yeah.. I'm fine."
"Okay. Just making sure."
And with that Chaewon took Yunjins hand and they started walking with the rest of the girls to Chaewons dorm.
The members still treated her like a human when she got like this, and not just a silent shadow behind everyone.
She appreciated that.
Chaewon though..
That was different.
Anytime this happened to Yunjin, Chaewon became much clingier than she already was.
And to be honest,
Yunjin didn't mind.
It was sort of like Chaewon was a puppy and Yunjin was the owner.. whenever Yunjin was down, Chaewon just wanted to be close.. to let Yunjin know that someone was there.
That someone was there to hug or confide in, even if Chaewon didn't completely understand.
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The couch was crowded,
Kazuha was on the left end close to Sakura and Eunchae sprawled on the right side, taking up and of the remaing space.
Once Yunjin came out the bathroom with her pajamas on, she realized she'd much rather lay on the floor then squish in between Eunchae and Sakura.
Yunjin walked over the carpet in front of the tv and sat down.
The girls on the couch all said something small back, then Eunchae spoke up.
" Yunjin unnie.. you dont want to be on the couch with us? "
"She probably wants to sit by Chaewon." Kazuha snickered.
Yunjin felt the blush creep up on her cheeks, but didn't say anything back.
Partly because she did want to sit with Chaewon,
of course she couldn't say that out loud though.
Shortly after that, the lights dimmed in the living room and Sakura was about three seconds from forgetting Chaewon and starting the movie.
"Chaewon is taking foreverrrrr." Kazuha groaned.
Just as she said that, Chaewons room door creaked open and she came out looking cheerful as ever even though her face was plain.
She was already wrapped up in a blanket that swallowed her little body .
"Sorry I took so long.. but I'm here now so lets watch!"
She settled down next to Yunjin on the carpet.
"Hey." Chaewon whispered.
"Hey."
Chaewon then extended the blanket she had to Yunjin and scooted closer to her.
She brushed the hair off of Yunjins shoulder,
her touch hot against the exposed skin.
Chaewon rested her head there, staying close.
About thirty minutes into the movie there were some sounds that were definitely not apart of a Disney movie.
Yunjin looked back.
Her eyes widened at the sight of Sakura and Kazuha literally eating each others faces off.
"Seriously guys? Right in front of the seven dwarfs?"
They broke contact and Chaewon and Eunchae tried to not know what was happening but it was hard to not know, considering the soft moans that filled the quiet room were much beginning to get louder.
"Sorry.. kinda got carried away." Kazuha muttered over a swollen lip.
Sakura just sat there looking proud.
Chaewon was not amused about the making out on her couch,
"Well, can you guys get carried away not on my couch.. really don't feel like buying a new one."
Sakura looked at Kazuha and she looked back.
Needless to say they were out of Chaewons dorm in record time.
Then there was three.
With the new found space, Eunchae took over the couch before asking Yunjin and Chaewon if they wanted to come up.
As the movie went on, Chaewon stayed on Yunjin but gradually moved closer.
Her arm wrapped around Yunjins waist and her hand rested on her thigh under the blanket.
Totally platonic hand placemets..
yeah.
-
The movie was basically over..
and like most times, Eunchae fell asleep before she got to see then ending.
Yunjin was fast asleep on the floor, holding Chaewon close although she was still awake she didn't move.
Yunjin looked so peaceful,
so..
soft.
The ending credits casted a soft light on Eunchaes face causing her to wake up.
She tapped Chaewons shoulder and whispered, being sure not to wake Yunjin.
"Unnie, I'm going to go to my room. Goodnight." Eunchae smiled softly then left the dorm with one of Chaewons pillows neslted under arm.
Chaewons focus went back to Yunjin
I wonder what she's dreaming about.
Does she care for me like I care for her?
What would her lips feel like on mine?
Chaewon just stared at Yunjin.. those thoughts racing through her mind so fast she didn't notice Yunjin woke up and was staring right back.
"Chae, you..okay?"
Then she snapped out of the trance her thoughts trapped her in.
"Y-yeah.."
Chaewon didn't want this to get awkward so she tried to get up
just then when she lifted herself off the floor she felt a hand on her wrist.
"Wait… don't go. Please."
Yunjin stared up at her with those big doe eyes that were hard to ignore even when they were half closed.
"Oh, okay."
Chaewon didn't expect that, but she sat back down next to Yunjin. This time there was a gap between them.
Chaewon thought that maybe those thoughts would stop if she gave Yunjin some space.
Well, Yunjin had other plans.
She closed the space between the two and grabbed Chaewon and rested her head on her chest, slightly hugging her.
Woah.
Yunjin being clingy was not her thing..
Chaewon got to thinking again.
I cant take advantage of this but god, she looks so perfect right now.
Chaewon eased into the hug and started to play with Yunjins hair, the blonde locks fell in the gaps between her fingers
"Chaewon."
"Yes?"
"Why do you care for me so much even when I don't speak or when I shut down?"
"Because, Yunjinnie, I care."
"About you. Alot."
"But why?"
"I don't want you to feel alone. Everyone else includes you but doesn't really notice when you're having a hard time like I do.. I just.. nevermind. It's stupid."
Yunjins brows furrowed.. she was confused. It wasn't stupid.
She opened her mouth then closed it.
It was stupidly cute that Chaewon cared this much that she thought it was stupid.
Chaewon let her head hang slightly low, she re-thought her words.
Did I make Yunjin upset when I said that?
Yunjin immediately noticed the worry growing on Chaewons face.
She lifted a hand to her chin and pulled it up to have Chaewon look at her.
"Hey.. its not stupid. I think its really nice that you care."
Chaewons lashes fluttered as she looked at Yunjin.
"I just know that whenever you get like that it must feel really bad when people pretend you aren't there. So I always make an effort to let you know that someone is here.. right with you."
Yunjin nodded and just held eye contact with Chaewon for a moment.
Thats when she realized just how close they were.
Since Yunjin had lifted her head from Chaewons chest they were only a couple of Inches apart.
She studied Chaewon
the way her short hair framed her face perfectly
how her eyes had a slight wrinkle whenever she was focused on something
how her lips looked really kissable under the tv glow.. or just in general.
Her eyes flickered down to Chaewons lips multiple times.
She hoped Chaewon didn't notice.
But Chaewon notices everything,
and she forgot that Chaewon had that focused wrinkle.. she was focused on her.
A smirk spread on Chaewons face.
"I look at your lips sometimes.. " Chaewon said.
"Huh?"
Chaewon hadn't said anything after that, but she noticed the shade of red Yunjin was turning when she said something.
A piece of hair fell in front of Yunjins face and Chaewon raised her hand and brushed it behind her ear, letting her thumb linger on Yunjins cheek a bit longer than nessecary.
"C-can I kiss you?" Chaewon asked simply, but also nervous as hell.
Probably because she could say no and think Chaewon ruined a nice moment, hate her forever, never talk to he-
"Yes."
Wait.. yes?
Chaewon looked up at Yunjin who caught her stare and nodded slowly.. practically an invitation.
Just then Chaewon leaned in and kissed Yunjin.
At first her lips were stiff with nerves and racing thoughts.. so she pulled away.
"Chaewon.. Is this your first time kissing a girl?
Chaewon gulped at the sudden questioning
"Yes…"
"Let me take the lead.. tell me when to stop."
"Oh.. oka-"
Before Chaewon could finish her sentence Yunjin grabbed her face softly and made their lips meet. Not with too much force, but the kind of force that said she knows what shes doing.
Chaewon still didn't know if kissing a girl was the same as kissing a guy but she let herself ease into it. Their lips stayed on eachothers for a moment, moving slowly. Chaewon tilted her head.
Yunjin pulled back slowly.
"Why'd you stop?"
"You want to keep going?" Yunjin said amused with Chaewons boldness in these past moments.
"I want this. Yes."
With that Chaewon closed the space between them, finally getting the hang of this. Yunjins lips felt like velvet on hers, they exchanged the same hot air between kisses.
Chaewon parted her lips allowing Yunjin to explore with her tongue gently.
Chaewon moaned softly when Yunjin entered, she didn't think kissing a girl could be this good.
Chaewon then slipped her tongue inside Yunjins mouth as well. The kiss deepened fast and their breaths got shorter and they were more focused on each other rather than breathing.
Chaewon slid her hands on Yunjins waist and Yunjin pulled her closer having Chaewon straddle her lap.
They made out for the next 15 minutes.. neither of them wanted to break the space but it was getting hard to keep this rated pg-13.
They both pulled away, Chaewon stayed on Yunjins lap as they both slowed for air.
"Wow." Chaewon muttered between breaths
"Wow." Yunjin said smirking.
"Would you kiss a girl again?" Yunjin asked.
"Only if it was you."
Yunjin smiled, then pulled Chaewon close.
They forgot they were on the floor still, they hadn't moved since sitting down when watching the movie.
Yunjin held onto Chaewon, her thumb traced lazy circles on her back.
Chaewon let her hands fall lazily around Yunjin, holding her slightly.
"Should we go lay down in my room?" Chaewon questioned but couldn't help but melt into Yunjins soft touch.
"No, lets stay here. I want your hands to stay where they are.. on me. We don't have to go anywhere."
"You're so cheesy Jin," Chaewon said it like she was annoyed but it was hard to play annoyed with a big grin on her face.
"But if you say so, we can stay just like this."
Chaewon pulled the blanket over them so they wouldn't get too cold.
Yunjin wanted nothing more than to stay like this for the rest of her life.
With someone who cared for her no matter what.
They rested like that,
Yunjin noticed Chaewons breathing slow and become rhytmic.
She fell asleep right there.
She stroked Chaewons thick dark brown hair.
Yunjin whispered,
"I.. I love you chae."
A small, sleepy voice responded.
"I love you too."