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Finally I've made it to junior year sure i had to use some slight magic but hey what counts is me making it to this year especially somewhat sane.
The thing is I know i'm not normal I have ADHD and dyslexia i've calmed the dyslexia down a bit over the years but no amount or any kind of pills can calm the ADHD but you get used to it a bit. It's helpful in P.E but kills me in other classes. My grades have been average just c's and a b in history plus an a in P.E that might be favoritism though due me being great at volleyball and track i think that might be the only way i've made it this far but hey it doesn't matter how you get where it just matters that you made it there.
The fact that I have is honestly awesome, i see things, not perfectly sane human things. I stopped telling people once i turned nine they just thought i was insane or just imaginative but they got worse when i started 6th grade. After that i semi researched stuff and got kind of into the magical realm i guess one thing led to another and now i enjoy doing tarot readings and i guess it's called chaos magic? I don't know honestly i do a whole lotta bullshit and hope for the best.
The only thing I know works 100% without fail is my making people go crazy trick which is honestly just as bad as it sounds and I feel bad when I use it now because i may have gone a little too hard with it last year but that's a story for later and focus on the more important stuff
Like tonights awesome back to school party. They throw one every year and i've been coming to these since 7th grade i'm a junior now. The only reason i managed that is by being the best supplier ever. I just use my little making people momentarily crazy trick to distract them while i fill up my backpack or two. Well now that i can drive and the demands gone up i fill up my trunk but anyways yeah so i'm familiar with these parties and they have been awesome every year. i've had this stealing routine since sixth grade, i discovered my making people insane powers at the beginning of fifth when i was 10 so it's been 6 years with this power.
Soon enough after learning my power i started selling to high schoolers as a middle schooler that definitely helped me not get bullied, otherwise I was the perfect target always being covered in bruises or sometimes cuts, plus having dyslexia and ADHD if it wasn't for me being the school's dealer and a good athlete I wouldn't have made it to high school.
Sure my school life was going alright but my home one certainly wasn't. See my mom herself was insane, my father left her that way or at least that's what she's implied, she's always angry and goes heavy with different drugs, alcohol, and cigarettes. Any substance you can name she's probably tried it. Recently she's been more on weed and whatever alcohol is the strongest and cheapest. I can't really blame her about the weed though it's definitely addictive, slightly harder to get your hands on than just a pack of cigs though but we manage.
She doesn't know about what i do or anything honestly i would be surprised if she remembered my middle name
I don't know much about my dad except that he loved wine but anyways I can't really blame him for leaving my mom. I wish i could leave too but i need to wait til i'm 18 and I can't just leave my mom here. I've tried getting her in rehab or a mental hospital but she can't make it through rehab and a mental hospital would leave me in a group home and i even ran away a couple times but that's never ended up well if anything it makes things worse. I think i'm just stuck here really i can't leave my mom she needs me especially since she doesn't have a job
All I know is my mom is an insane addict and my dad managed to escape