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I Loved You Until I Bloomed | go for it Nakamura fanfic |

Summary:

A boy named Okuto Nakamura cried after finding out that his crush aiki hirose has a girlfriend, He cried in the mountain where he could scream so no one can hear his cries of his sorrow pain, Until he felt a sharp pain in his lungs, He cough up a flower with bloodstains on the petals

Could this be the end of Nakamura? Or will he be able to confess just in time before his doomed?

Notes:

This was inspired by that one fanfic I saw, I wanted to make my own >.<

This is my first fandom fanfic so I’ll make other more fandoms in the future pray for me

Chapter 1: When flowers begins to bloom

Chapter Text

At night as the star shines brighter than the sky, You heard the myth of the shooting stars granting you any wish you desire, people say it’s not true and it only happens in fairytales which honestly it’s true but..

a young boy, crying in a cold mountain screaming against his lungs yearning for someone he can’t have, his eyes were sharp but soft, cheeks red from crying, his black hair shines like the stars, He cried and cried on the mountain where no one can hear his cries

“My hirose is happy…” He muttered tears streaming down his face as he looks up at the city below him, his eyes watering

Why aren’t I?” He sobs, having to face the fact that his crush has a girlfriend, Seeing couples daily he wasn’t the normal one like everyone expected, He was an outsider

*the boy cried endlessly, before he felt something in his throat, it felt sharp and painful, As he cough up what was stuck between his throat, He looks at his palm seeing a bright yellow petal, The petal was slightly covered with his own blood, the boy stares at it, He never aten any flowers not that he remembered*

cough

cough

his coughing didn’t stop, as each petals falls down gracefully to the concrete ground

“W-What’s happening—?” cough, He felt like his lungs was still burning, He didn’t understand himself why he was coughing up flowers, or if that even was a thing

He gets up wiping his tears

Hirose…” The boy called his crushes name, he wanted to keep loving him, But loving him was hurting his inside

flowers are made with love, but why is love painful?

Back in The boy’s household

His sister was eating in the kitchen as the boy’s mother where her son ran off too

“Kana once you’re done eating we’re gonna look for your brother, he hasn’t came back…”

The boy’s mother said with a concern voice only a worry mother would say

kana shrugs “ugh..Finee I’m telling you he’s fine just being a dork.” Kana continues to eat her food

The boy’s mother sigh, as her husband finally came back home

“I’m home, what’s for dinner— where’s Okuto?”

“He ran off somewhere and I’m getting worried, he hasn’t came back home” The mother squeezed her chopsticks as she looks down at the food she made

“We should look for him, come on”

“What? Right now?” kana groans

The family grabs their jackets before heading to the car, kana sits on the back sit as the parents sit at the front of the car, the father starts the car before driving, the mother looks around the neighborhood trying to find her son in the dark night

“Where could this boy be?” The dad glance around but they find no signs of Okuto

Meanwhile, Okuto started to head back, he grabs his bicycle that was on the floor, he looks up at the night sky, He thinks back to hirose, The way he smiles, the way he laugh, it was cute, but not only that the way hirose treats him, he loved hirose regardless, loving who hirose is as a person

“…I’ll cheer you on..” The boy said, he felt his breathing becoming harder to breathe, he clenched his chest feeling like it might burst, The boy cough seeing a sunflower falling off his mouth, he stops walking as he stares at the sun flower, the color he sees in hirose

“..a sunflower..It reminds me of hirose…I don’t understand..what could this mean?” He looks up at the sky, If only they could tell him, if only sky’s could talk, what would icchan think? What would his family say? What would hirose do?

Flowers growing in my lungs? Could this be my doom?