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Chapter 1
Ginny Weasley had always loved the sound of a crowd.
Not the polite kind. Not the little ripple of applause people gave at Ministry dinners, where everyone watched everyone else to see how loudly they were allowed to admire something. She loved a real crowd. A roaring one. A crowd that forgot itself.
From the moment she kicked off from the ground, the stadium became a living thing beneath her. Green and gold banners snapped in the wind. Thousands of voices rose together, crashing over the pitch like weather. The air smelled of broom polish, grass, summer heat, and excitement.
This was where Ginny knew exactly who she was.
Not Ron’s little sister. Not Molly Weasley’s only daughter. Not the girl who had once been carried out of the Chamber of Secrets, pale and shaking and unable to explain how much of herself had been stolen.
Up here, she was only Ginny: fast, sharp, alive.
She tucked low over her broom and cut between two Chasers, close enough to hear one of them swear. The Quaffle came loose. Ginny caught it with one hand and heard the crowd explode.
That sound went through her like fire.
She loved it. She had earned it.
And today, Harry was watching.
The thought struck her harder than it should have. She had told herself it did not matter. She had told herself she was not playing for him, not really. She had told herself many sensible things while pinning her hair back and checking, for the third time, that the Portkey envelope was still tucked safely in her bag.
Paris. One city. Two days. One chance.
It had sounded perfect when she planned it. Not desperate. Not pathetic. Just bold. Ginny had never been good at waiting for life to become kind. She preferred to fly straight at what she wanted and see if it flinched first.
Harry had loved that about her.
At least, she thought he had.
She looped around a Beater, dove hard, and threw the Quaffle through the left hoop so fast the Keeper barely moved. The stadium shook with applause. Ginny laughed breathlessly, sun in her eyes, wind tearing at her robes.
This was the version of herself she wanted him to remember.
Not the frustrated woman who had argued with him in their kitchen. Not the woman who had called him cold and then hated herself for choosing such a cruel, stupid word. Not the woman who wanted parties and photographs and late nights and bright rooms, while Harry looked at every public joy as if it were another curse he had to endure.
She wanted him to remember the girl after the match at Hogwarts. The one he had kissed without hesitation. The one who had felt, for one impossible second, like victory itself.
Below her, the crowd became a blur of color.
Somewhere in that blur was Harry.
Somewhere beside him was Luna Lovegood.
Ginny had seen them before the match, sitting together in the box. Luna’s pale hair had been unmistakable, shining oddly in the sunlight. Ginny had waved. Harry had smiled. Luna had smiled too, dreamy and gentle, as if she were pleased simply to be there.
There was nothing in that worth noticing. Luna had always been pleasant, always glad to be included.
There was nothing in the way Harry leaned closer when Luna spoke. Nothing in the way his shoulders seemed easier beside her. Nothing in the softness that crossed his face when he looked away from the pitch and toward the strange blonde witch beside him.
Nothing. Ginny told herself that as she flew.
Ginny caught the Quaffle again and rose high above the stadium, heart pounding, the cheers surging upward to meet her.
Then she threw, and the Quaffle tore through the hoop.
The crowd roared again, and for a moment, everything was all right.
She was flying. Not regretting. Not standing in Harry’s kitchen with words as irreparable as shattered glass between them. She was above all of it, above every doubt, every mistake, every version of herself that had wanted too much or said too little.
Up here, there was only wind, only speed, only the bright, impossible feeling of being alive.
Then the whistle split the air. The Snitch had been caught.
For one foolish second, Ginny almost resented it. The match was over. The spell was broken. The world, with all its waiting complications, had reached up and caught her ankle.
It was trying to bring her back to earth.
She circled once instead, refusing the descent for a few more stolen breaths. The crowd was still cheering. Her teammates were shouting below. Banners snapped in the sunlight.
Then she flew past the box.
Harry was standing. His hair was as untidy as ever, his glasses catching the light, and he was smiling at her.
Not politely. Not sadly. Not like someone trying to be kind. He was smiling as if he had seen her.
For one wild, tender second, it was everything she had hoped for.
Ginny’s chest opened around it. The whole stadium seemed to brighten.
Paris would fix it.
Paris had to fix it.