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As you wake up googly in the morning and just feel… empty and hopeless, and exhausted from the fact no one can comfort you that much in your life and it is a hell lot of train wreck in your life already. Even after adding the Dateviator in your life, you at least feel slightly better because of the interactions with the dateables. Yet still had the burn out from emotionally that you cannot completely commit to them emotionally and push aside a lot of the love they give to you.
It is exhausting physically and mentally to the near breaking point but you can't just lay everything on the plate to others.
You look at Betty, the look of her to you is pure concern for what you had been like this, she already knows you have been lacking sleep, and constantly flips and turns with mumbling some low-self esteem stuff, and a bunch of stuff that can ruin your health, it is hard to bear for Betty looking at you be like that, as also notice how constantly exhausted you look and pushing through life upon. It takes a moment for you to lightly kiss her on the lips and sit up from the bed, the smell of vellina from the perfume that she normally uses is relaxing.
“Morning…” you said with a sleepy voice, your eyes slightly puffy after crying for a bit from last night. Betty also sit up besides you, and lands you a soft kiss on your forehead.
“Morning, sweetheart, it's still fine for you to sleep properly… Is something bothering you with the unusual sleep night?” she said with a comforting voice to you and just to make you a bit better, holding your cheeks steady and lightly stroke with her thumb, this makes you purr slightly and in low tone from the touchy moment.
“Betty, my pink cotton, I am fine with everything, and can you just let me recover from that for a moment.” You sigh with the remaining exhaustions and the lack of motivation for the day as you lay down and drift back to sleep for an hour. Betty is not surprised about this for recent weeks for you acting like that, she silently look at you and thinks to herself about one thing.
“Must be something else, maybe I need to talk to Dasha about this.” Betty sighs as she get off from the bed and head to the office to see Dasha, she wonders through the hallway and her heels click through, passing lots of dateables in the house as they also have similar concerns and reactions about how you have been and why you did not talked to them in a few days. Some fear that you have abandoned them. (Fantina is devastated about this)
It takes a while till you completely get off from the bed and proceed to your bare minimum to be alive; only eat fruit during breakfast and drink water, then proceed to lay on the couch to think what you stare at the ceiling, the ideas crumble up on your mind but still have excuses to avoid committing. Koa looks at you and lays on his arm, as he hums with the exact same tone, thinking of the peaceful moment before asking one thing.
“You seem gone through a lot, should you have something to tell? Or let me just leave you alone?” Koa questions while thinking of leaving you alone for some recovering from the emotional drainage from managing the whole house. You sit there in silence with a mumble “Yeah… we just sit there in silence.” Koa nods in understatement as he says “Yeah… I was thinking about that.” Before staying with you for as long as you want.
At the same time in the office, Betty is already with Dasha, she is in her last few rounds of life with. “Moring, Dasha, my dear. How's it going?” she greets. “You know, dear, about the homeowner, she pushed herself so far in emotions like even talking to us is like a hard task. And she's somewhat bothered when we show concern too” Betty takes concern about you and vent to Dasha, as Dasha listens to what happens to you and also shows concern.
“It is true, she is a bit laid back lately and feels drained and detached from what she loves to do and the objects she had. ” Dasha then agrees with Betty and then hurriedly explains on her side of concerns “I fear that she may have some mental issues that she may have for a while. I may need some confirmations for how she had been?" Dasha suggests the idea to Betty and she nodded slightly. “Well, you say so about the idea, dear, checking up on our sweetheart. Say now we got the time together, should we get some coffee at Roofbucks? It feels right if we have a small coffee date, we can talk over that.” Betty heard a request to go on a date with Dasha.
A blush start appears on Dasha’s face, knowing that Betty is going to that, but still surprised by the actions of invitation to dating since Dasha is the one plan most of the dates, she sighs and gives a smile. “Of course, I accept the offer.” Dasha extends her hand and intertwines with Betty’s, as they head to the kitchen to chill and have a coffee date with each other.
“You know you just held up a lot since we dated and including the human, you can just relax for a bit with this time, my beauty.” Betty tease Dasha slightly, let her head put on her shoulder. Dasha’s blush has gone worse and has chuckled from the fluster that she got, leaving Betty laughing lightheartedly in the hallway and towards the kitchen. “Cutie
Kopi is half-expected for both Dasha and Betty here together since what she always notices are they are usually here separately with the homeowner or three of them together in the kitchen.
Yet Kopi greets “Welcome to Roofbucks. How can I get you two loverbirds?” “I could have a Flat White, and Dasha can get Motcha.” Betty orders the coffee and what Dasha needs to drink, not to mention that Betty knows Dasha has a sweet tooth. Kopi gives a soft smile “Alright, it will come shortly for you two.” She then make the two drinks that Betty just orders.
As the coffee making the coffee, Kopi slowly caught on for what happen recently “It is weird that the homeowner shift of nature, that enthusiastic face to a more distanced and isolated, she certainly don’t want to talk about that to us. Do you two have any idea for that?” She talked about the changes and shifts from you and ask Betty and Dasha for anything that they know about. “We have a talk about that and it has been a few days, and I have a suggestion for asking her about that and what actually on her mind?” Dasha explain the plan and knowing about you is a struggle since easily mood swings, the consistent shift to other dateables takes a lot for you.
“Right. That was the plan.” Kopi explain as she checked from the coffee as she finishes two coffee drinks to Betty and Dasha. “Here’s your coffee, it's still hot.” Both Dasha and Betty has some time enjoying the coffee at the same time wonder what else you have been in this house with nothing else you had done.
For the next 3 hours, you lay there on the couch, as with Koa, he just say nothing but sat there, Mateo joins in and just sit aside with you, you look through the phone expecting someone to even text you by far.
“Sup, chuckleface, how's staring at the ceiling feels.” A voice come from your side, it is just Doug, your existential dread, he is just there for annoyance for the time being when you question yourself for your existing and emotions to others. “Nothing… Can you just leave me alone?” You pushed Doug away from the. “Al’right, I’m leaving you there and I am going to just walk on the walls again.” Doug says as he get away. “Wha- nevermind.” You look at Doug with confusion for what he said, but you just leave him be.
While at Roofbucks, Betty and Dasha have already finishing their coffee from Kopi as they are just sitting there at the chair in the kitchen, talking about the recent stuff they have done for that moment, like Dasha’s accomplishment on lifting more weights to better on holding both you and Betty. And Betty going through with a lot of books of romances, she going to know different kind of romances that she come across.
As You think about other dateables that either comfort you But one object that interrogates you is Dasha (besides Betty also being comforting you and you love it but you don’t know about how to express the feeling); Dasha is uplifting, understanding other’s struggles, and she just memorise with her muscles. And the thought of you get hugged with those muscles can comfort you at least. You take a thought to visit her is exhausting but still goes from the living room to the office slowly.
And before that you meet Dasha and Betty coming out from the kitchen and heading to office like you did, you smile at them since they are happy to each other, even though you are just wasting their time and feel worthless between their relationship, it is just awkward and pit for Dasha and Betty when seeing you like that, limbing from the places, and your eyes have black patches under from lack of sleep, and just the general burn out adding the coming issues from that.
(I do not know how to write for that)
You come to the office as it seems when you open the door gently, the atmosphere is quiet and empty as usual, there is no one... Till Dasha comes in and behind you, and Betty is at the doorway, waiting to just surprise you two, even though Dasha know that she going to do that after discussion, you turn from the back and face her and notices her eyes are softer than you suppose when seeing you, sparking in concern about one of her partners, you three look at each other before Dasha speaks up first.
“Ah, my Solnyshko, I have expected you, even though you look exhausted in every way, I’m here as always with you and can talk to me.” Dasha then reassures you about the mentally exhaustion from everything, patting the floor to invite you to sit at her side and just laying on her shoulder as she sits. “Thanks, Dasha.” you sighs, as you sit at her side on the floor, leaning your head on her shoulder for a bit relaxed to see your lover again.
It is calming for her “Dasha? Is it possible that I am a burden to all of you? Even I am with you and Betty.” You picked her attention with the uncertainty that felt like a burden to Dasha. “No, you are not to me and Betty. My beloved, So did you want to talk about something?” Dasha asked, look at you, expecting to just vent to her.
You open your mouth but the feeling of a dry throat that overcomes you about how you struggle through even simple explanations that you can’t even bring up the fact that you even care about anything for the last few days.
“So it has been a while that you two have taken notice of me like usual and have really paid attention to the shift of emotions I have been, it is just rare for that, most of the dateables just question me in a lighthearted way and move on. It is that I had been so emotionally burn up by fact that I had to take care the whole houses, distancing you guys from all the situations emotional
Dasha is at your side, listening, understanding, and holding your hand. You feel the warmth that Dasha has radiated on you, the smell of her like metallic on the clothe, the fragrance of villena and rose collabs (the perfume is from Betty, Dasha sometimes ‘borrows’ to use that), it is comforting for have the certain smell that both your girls use that. Yet you have the guilt that you feel worthless about that. And you say one more line “This feels wrong about saying a lot of my stuff to you, Dasha and Betty. I don't know I could”
You felt the tear has welled up in your eye socket as you shift away to just simply walk away from everything after sharing, you think that you overshared yourself to one and pushed aside from the conversations. “Sorry…” You apologize once more from talking towards Dasha as you looked away from her. Betty was still at the door way and peeked to the door, she frowned from what she saw happen to you, Dasha looked back at her and back at you.
As Dasha has another idea, she give you the tight hug out of nowhere, the rough hug gives you a sense of security from someone to hug, as if being love you is rare this days, you look up and look into her yellow eyes, as they look sparkly and shine under the sun shines from the windows. “My sweet lover, it is okay, it is not your fault to take all the responsibility all by yourself to others. I did also feel like this sometimes, and was affectionate to others, getting used to their issues and take care with them for an hour or two.” She comforts you with the squeeze of your hand gently during the hug, as you are still in shocked that how Dasha did to you
The sudden relaxation you had hardly experienced has come through you, it feels different, even if it is slightly convincing that you are still unavailable, but it is lifted from one Dasha's compliment. “You are still good to both me and Betty, as we both have heart room just for you besides each other.” As the sigh of relief from your brand you have the time to cry on Dasha’s shoulder.
Betty gets in with the office for a simple check up on you and Dasha, as she smiles at the situations to absorb what have actually happened between you and Dasha. “Should I join in with the hug, sweethearts?” Betty asked with the interventions, leaving you and Dasha slightly surprised with Betty’s sudden appearances. “Oh, you are here, dear. Of course you can join in.” Dasha exclaimed from what happened. You just stare back at Dasha and forth at Betty, your face completely flustered from the thoughts that two people that you had loved just hugged you.
Two of them quietly sat on the floor and you are at the centre of them, the feeling between them are just warmth and relaxing. You keep lying on Dasha’s shoulder and have time to recover from the crying that you have for a bit, Betty at the side lean towards your body and have some weight that lets you down as you let out a giggle and wrap your arm around Betty’s waist.
“You look a lot better right now, aren’t you?” Betty asked with the slight teasing voice, you just look at Betty with the hint of blushing creep up from the all that teasing. “Yeah, between you and Dasha together.”
“Should I join you two for lunch? It is almost noon, we can cook together.” You question, and check the time, as you look at both Dasha and Betty. As they look at each other and back to you and with the agreeing.
“Sure.” Both agreeing, as Dasha chuckled from the word they say in the same tone.
You three stands up and have the time at the kitchen, taking turns to preparations, you chopping up and sorting out the ingredient, adding with Dasha’s help for the food cooking up while taking care of you and Betty as you two making some fun interesting fact to tease Dasha, testing how Dasha flustered in embarrassment with full red on her face while taking care most of the cooking with you asset aside.
As you three have lunch, the whole atmosphere feels more positive, care, and warmth with the presences of two people you had been with, despite you still feel a bit burnout form emotions, but still have that comfort beside Dasha and Betty.
(I have no idea what to write, so it is the end)