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Ryan and Naim were on their 5th bus miles away from that shithole town they used to live.
Naim sleep, head on Ryan’s shoulder. Ryan was awake because that was the only way niam would go to sleep he had to convince Naim that they were safe and nothing would happen to him because he would keep a safe watch over him.
Ryan head was leaning on naims head, he was listening to music on his phone both earbuds in, he took the right earbud out of naims ear when he fell asleep, looking at the road outside while holding naims hand tight.
He thought about their new life together, he felt shitty because he was going to get on the bus with or without Naim. He feels better knowing Naim is here with him instead of being in that town.
They pasted many motels because they were too expensive and because Naim didn’t feel safe outside a bus.
They had agreed that the next hotel is going to be the one that they would stay at, they looked it up it was cheap and not too bad in shape.
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Ryan was watching the location on the phone to know when they were close to it, when they were getting close Ryan decided to wake Naim up.
He nudged his head on naims, Naim woke up looking up at him with tired eyes. “We’re close” Ryan said
Naim blinked slow, still half in sleep, and looked out the window like he didn't believe it yet. "Close close, or far close?" Naim said as he snuggled into Ryan’s chest breathing in his scent.
"Close close. Like ten minutes." Ryan squeezed his hand, the one he hadn't let go of the whole ride. "You can go back to sleep if you want. I'll wake you up again."
Naim shook his head, rubbing his eyes with his free hand “I’ll stay awake.”
There's nothing out here," Naim said, quiet, more to himself than to Ryan.
"That's kind of the point," Ryan said. "Cheap because nobody wants to stop here."
Ryan watched the location on his phone to make sure this is the place before turning off his phone.
He watches as the bus pulled up to the motel.
That's us," Ryan said.
Naim didn't say anything right away. He just looked at it, then looked at Ryan, then back outside the bus to make sure the enity wasn’t out there somewhere.
Ryan got up first grabbing his bag then waiting for naim to get up.
Naim looked outside for one more second then took a deep breath and got up. When they stepped off the bus Naim kept close
Ryan pushed the door open one of those glass ones with a faded decal advertising free HBO, half peeled off
They walked up to the desk to find a girl behind a desk sleeping. Naim looked at Ryan “should we wake her”
“Well how else are we going to get a room” Ryan said “you wake her up.” Ryan said smirking nudging naim with his arm
“hell no” naim said nudging Ryan back.
“Cmon get some human interaction this will help your social skills.”
“My social skills are fine.” Naim said back quickly
Are they though?" Ryan raised an eyebrow, not bothering to hide the smirk. "Come on when we went to that gas station you handed the guy the money before he even told you the total!”
“I was being-“ naim scoffed and rolled his eyes trying to think off something to say
“Yeah that’s what I thought now wake her up”
Naim stepped up to the counter and knocked twice, light, on the wood. Nothing. He glanced back at Ryan, who just gestured for him to keep going, clearly enjoying this way more than he should've been.
"Uh hi?" Naim tried, a little louder.
"Hello?"
The girl jolted upright like she'd been electrocuted, blinking fast, hand flying to smooth her hair like that would fix the fact she'd just been caught asleep on the clock. "Oh- shit, sorry, hi, welcome, sorry”
It's fine," Naim said, glancing sideways at Ryan, who was biting back a laugh. "We just need a room. Two beds, if you have it."
Yeah, yeah, of course." She was already typing, still blinking sleep out of her eyes. "One night or”
Naim looked at Ryan curiously “just one for now” Ryan said cutting in
The girl got up to get keys from behind her. “Room 12 open” she slid it across the counter. “Just need your name” she pointed to the clipboard.
Ryan scribbled something down that was definitely not his name
“See, my work social skills are awesome” naim said as he followed behind Ryan
“Yeah yeah, She almost had a heart attack." Ryan snickered
"Well it’s Character building for her too." Naim said back
When they got to the room and got it open.
“Oh,”
It was a one bed room
Ryan squinted his eyes, “it’s fine” he said as he dropped his bag off on a chair.
You want anything from the gas station?" Ryan asked, glancing toward the window like he could see it from here. "Could run over real quick."
Naim shook his head, already toeing off his shoes, letting them drop one at a time by the foot of the bed. "No. Don't wanna go back out."
Ryan nodded
Naim shrugged out of his jacket finally, tossing it toward the chair it missed, landed half on, half off, he didn’t fix it.
Ryan took his shoes off then his hoodie. “I’m going to go shower bus makes you feel nasty for some reason.” Ryan said walking towards the bathroom.
Naim started to panic not like panic but he was panicking “wait”
Ryan turned around to see Naim dead scared
“I’m going to be right in this room okay?” Ryan tried to calm him down but when he saw that naim still looked uneasy
“Wanna hop in with me?” He asked
“Or keep the door open or Come sit in the bathroom whatever I’ll be fast”
Naim pushed off the bed and followed Ryan to the bathroom where he watched Ryan take his shirt off then unblucked his belt then took his pants off.
“Quite a view huh?” Ryan joklying said smirking
Naim closed his eyes as his ears got red he hadn’t noticed he been staring.
Ryan took off his boxers and go in the shower turning the water on. Naim sat on the toilet seat.
Still there?" Naim asked
Still here," Ryan said over the water. "Not going anywhere. Talk to me if the silence is weird."
Naim was quiet for a second, resting his chin on his knees. "What's there to talk about."
"I don't know. Anything. What's the worst gas station snack you've ever had."
That pulled a real laugh out of him this time, short but real. "Are you serious."
"Dead serious. I need to know your worst."
“I don’t know- probably a burrito I had it was absolutely shit.” Naim said letting out a laugh after
“Yeah?” Ryan said
“Yeah.” Naim said back and then it went silent again
“Offers still up to join me” Ryan said
Naim considered it but didn’t say anything. He stood up and started to undress then moved the shower curtain getting in with Ryan
Naim stepped in carefully, the water hitting him for a second before he adjusted, blinking it out of his eyes. It was tight, the two of them in a motel tub not built for one person let alone two, but neither of them moved to fix that.
Ryan turned around to face him You okay?" Ryan asked, voice softer now, some of the teasing gone.
"Yeah." Naim's hand found Ryan's arm, not gripping, just resting there, thumb moving slow over his skin. "Better than okay, actually."
Ryan reached up, brushing a piece of wet hair back from Naim's forehead, and Naim leaned into the touch without thinking about it, the way he'd been doing all night
Then Naim tipped his chin up, just slightly, and Ryan closed the distance, soft and unhurried, like there was no reason to rush any of it now.
Naim's hand slid up to Ryan's chest when they broke apart, trying to pull him back ,
Ryan’s hand slid down naims back as he pit his lips to naims face not kissing just there both of their faces collided before their lips did.
Naim moved his face up to kiss Ryan sloppily without rush. The water rained down on their faces.
Ryan broke the kiss they looked at eachother as Ryans hand slid down naims thigh, naim was already hard it didn’t take much.
A soft sound escaped from Naims mouth and Ryan’s hand felt down on his thigh something between a moan and a question. Ryan answered by wrapping his hands around Naims length, slow strokes thumb sweeping over the tip the water made everything frictionless. Naim gasped, his head falling forward onto Ryans shoulder moaning softly.
Naims soft noises quickly turned into loud moans. putting his hand on the shower wall trying to keep his balance. Ryan held Naim up holding him by his hip. Naims knees went weak, trusting Ryan to hold him up.
Ryan sped up his hand, the water made the handjob make a slouching noise. Naim raised his head from Ryan’s shoulder, Naim kissed him parting his lips to let Ryan in, tounges tangling lazily. Naim whimpered into Ryan’s mouth as he felt his climax coming
Naim broke the kiss “Fuck I’m gonna-“
he looked down at his length, they both looked as hot cum filled Ryan’s hands before the water rinsed it off.
Ryan slowed his strokes, easing Naim through it with a gentle grip. Ryan leaned in pressing a soft laughing kiss to Naim lips.
Naim laughed against Ryan’s mouth.
“didn’t even let me shower” Ryan said joklying as he grabbed the soap focusing on washing both of them Naim just laughed as he let Ryan wash him off. They moved comfortably together, washing hair steaming kisses.