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The key turned in the lock with a metallic click that echoed through the silent hallway of the twelfth floor. Jimin pushed the door open with her shoulder, her hands occupied by two grocery bags that creaked under the weight of vegetables, fruits, and a bag of rice she had insisted on buying even though Minjeong had said there was still half a kilo in the cupboard. But it was their first Saturday in the new apartment, theirs, a plural that still sounded so surprisingly intimate, and Jimin wanted everything to be perfect.
The smell of fresh paint had almost completely dissipated over the past three days, replaced by something more subtle: a mixture of new wood from the furniture they had assembled themselves, the fabric softener Minjeong had chosen after burying her nose in at least twelve different bottles at the supermarket, and a light citrus touch coming from the reed diffuser resting on the living room bookshelf. Jimin closed the door with her heel and stood still for a moment in the entryway, just breathing that place in.
Her eyes swept over the space that still had boxes stacked in one corner, the last ones, the ones containing things they hadn't yet decided where to put. The late September afternoon light streamed through the living room window, painting the light wood floor with long golden rectangles. The curtains they had hung the night before swayed gently with the breeze coming through the crack of the half-open window.
That apartment wasn't large. It definitely wasn't the kind of place people would imagine two idols from one of the biggest girl groups in South Korea would live in. But it had been a deliberate choice. They didn't want enormous spaces with crystal chandeliers and living rooms that echoed. They wanted a home. A place where the walls were close enough to embrace, where the sound of each other's footsteps was never too far away, where the smell of dinner spread through every room and where, finally, there was no longer any need to whisper.
"Love?" Jimin called, setting the bags down on the counter of the open-plan kitchen that faced the living room. The white quartz countertop still gleamed, immaculate, and she made a mental note to buy trivets before Minjeong put something hot directly on it and caused the first small domestic tragedy of their relationship.
No answer.
Jimin frowned and walked down the short hallway that led to the two bedrooms. The first, on the left, was the one they had transformed into a sort of shared walk-in closet and makeshift makeup room. There was a full-length mirror leaning against the wall and two clothing racks that still needed to be organized by season. The second, at the end, was the main bedroom.
The door was ajar, and Jimin pushed it open slowly, her heart already warming before she even saw what was on the other side.
Minjeong was lying on her side in the king-size bed that had been the most expensive purchase they'd made for the apartment. The mattress still smelled new, and the sheets were a soft sage green that Minjeong had said matched the tranquility she wanted to feel in the room. Her blonde hair was spread across the pillow, still slightly damp from a recent shower, a few strands falling over her face. She wore an oversized t-shirt, one of Jimin's, actually, the one from the 2023 concert with the print already slightly faded from being washed so many times, and gray cotton shorts. Her feet were bare, her toes curled as if she were feeling cold, even though the temperature was perfectly pleasant.
She was sleeping.
Jimin leaned against the doorframe and stayed there, motionless, watching. Minjeong's chest rose and fell in a rhythm so calm, so steady, that it seemed like a metronome designed specifically to soothe Jimin's heart. Her lips were slightly parted, her breath escaping in almost inaudible sighs. Her dark lashes rested on her cheeks, long enough to cast shadows.
There was something sacred about that moment. Something that belonged only to Jimin: the sight of Minjeong completely surrendered to sleep, defenseless, without the carefully controlled expressions she wore in front of the cameras, without the upright posture she maintained on stage, without the practiced smile for the fans. It was just her. The woman Jimin loved. The woman who, by some miracle she still couldn't fully comprehend, loved her back.
A strand of hair fell across Minjeong's nose, and Jimin saw her nostrils contract slightly with the annoyance. She held back a laugh. Minjeong had always been sensitive to anything touching her face while she slept. Jimin had lost count of how many times she'd been woken up in the old dorm by Minjeong tossing and turning because a strand of her own hair was bothering her.
She entered the room with silent steps, her bare feet making as little noise as possible on the wood floor. She knelt beside the bed and, with her fingertips, brushed the rebellious strand of hair away from Minjeong's face, tucking it behind her ear. Her hand stayed there for a moment, the tip of her thumb stroking the apple of the other woman's cheek, her skin so soft it seemed impossible.
Minjeong stirred. She didn't wake up, just nestled deeper into the pillow, her lips curving into something that could have been a smile in some good dream. And Jimin felt her heart swell in her chest, expanding until it took up all the available space between her ribs, until it pressed against her lungs and made breathing difficult.
It had been like this from the beginning. From the first glance, at the first training session, when Minjeong entered the practice room in her pink sweatshirt and hair pulled up in a ponytail so tight it pulled her eyes upward. Jimin remembered thinking she looked like a frightened kitten, and then Minjeong had smiled, her gums showing, her eyes closing into crescent moons, and Jimin had known, with a certainty that terrified her at the time, that she was lost.
Now, almost eight years later, she was still lost. Or found. It depended on the perspective. Because being with Minjeong was like finally having arrived home after a long journey. It was the sigh of relief when the plane touches the ground. It was the first sip of water after hours of thirst. It was the warm bed on a winter night.
Jimin leaned in and placed a kiss on Minjeong's temple, as light as a butterfly's landing. Minjeong murmured something unintelligible, and Jimin smiled against her skin before pulling away.
She considered lying down beside her, fitting herself into the curve of her back and just letting the afternoon slip away. But there were the bags in the kitchen, and the fruits needed to be put away, and she wanted to prepare something for dinner before Minjeong woke up. Cooking for Minjeong was one of the small joys Jimin had discovered in recent years, since the dorm days, when she would prepare simple meals between schedules, always receiving in return that bright look of gratitude that made everything worthwhile.
She left the room, closing the door carefully, leaving just a crack in case Minjeong called for her. In the kitchen, she began unpacking the bags, placing the apples in the ceramic fruit bowl they had bought at a craft shop in the Insadong neighborhood, the greens in the refrigerator, the bag of rice in the cupboard next to the half kilo Minjeong had mentioned. She smiled when she saw that the half kilo was still there, exactly where Minjeong had said it would be.
It was little things like this that made Jimin marvel. The way Minjeong knew exactly what was in the pantry, the way she remembered every detail, the mental organization that contrasted so much with the creative chaos that was her personality on stage. Because Minjeong was like that: a walking contradiction. Shy and at the same time overwhelming. Methodical and spontaneous. Fragile and fierce. And Jimin loved every one of these facets with an intensity that sometimes frightened her.
She was washing cherry tomatoes in the sink when she heard the sound of shuffling footsteps approaching. She didn't turn around. She just smiled at the reflection in the window above the sink, which showed Minjeong's silhouette emerging in the hallway, her hair now completely disheveled, her eyes still half-closed, Jimin's t-shirt slipping off one shoulder.
"You're back," Minjeong's voice was hoarse with sleep, a deep tone that Jimin adored. It was a voice that no one else heard. A voice that belonged only to shared mornings and lazy late afternoons. "I didn't hear you come in."
"You were sleeping so deeply an earthquake wouldn't have woken you." Jimin turned off the faucet and dried her hands on a dish towel, finally turning around. "Sleep well?"
Minjeong approached, still blinking slowly like an owl adjusting to the light. She stopped beside Jimin and, without ceremony, wrapped her arms around her waist, nestling her face into the curve of her neck. Her body was warm with sleep, and she smelled of liquid soap and something inherently her, a scent Jimin could never describe, but which she would recognize anywhere, in any crowd, at any distance.
"I had a weird dream," Minjeong murmured, her voice vibrating against Jimin's skin. "I dreamed we still lived in the dorm and had training at six in the morning, but I couldn't find my sneakers."
"That's not a weird dream. That really happened at least four times."
Minjeong laughed, a muffled sound that tickled Jimin's neck.
"Right. But in the dream, instead of sneakers, I only found rubber ducks."
Jimin pulled back enough to look at her, one eyebrow raised.
"Rubber ducks."
"Dozens of them." Minjeong lifted her face, her eyes still heavy, but now shining with that contained humor that always made Jimin want to kiss her. "And the instructor was very angry. Said I was messing up the choreography with my ducks."
"You've been watching too many cartoons before bed."
"Or too few. Maybe I need more rubber ducks in my life."
Jimin shook her head, but the smile on her lips was uncontrollable. She raised her hand and fixed Minjeong's hair, untangling the knots with her fingers, smoothing the disheveled strands. Minjeong closed her eyes under the touch, tilting her head slightly like a cat receiving affection. And Jimin thought, not for the first time, that she could spend the rest of her life doing exactly that.
"Are you hungry?" she asked, her fingers still running through the dark hair. "I was thinking of making doenjang-jjigae for dinner."
Minjeong's eyes opened, and there was a silent plea in them.
"With tofu?"
"With tofu."
"And zucchini?"
"And zucchini."
"And that rice you make that turns out so fluffy?"
"That exact one."
Minjeong let out a sigh of happiness and nestled back into the embrace, her arms squeezing Jimin's waist tighter.
"I love you," she said, simply. As if it were the most obvious thing in the world. As if it were the air she breathed.
And Jimin felt her eyes sting, because even after all those years, she still hadn't gotten used to hearing that. It still hit her like a wave, knocking down all her defenses, reminding her that she was loved. Her, Yu Jimin. With all her flaws, her insecurities, her nights of anxiety before big concerts, her irrational fears of not being good enough.
"I love you too," she replied, her voice coming out a little rougher than she intended. "So much. So much that sometimes I think I'm going to explode."
Minjeong lifted her face and kissed her. A soft kiss, chaste, just the touch of lips. But it lasted a few seconds longer than strictly necessary, and when they pulled apart, both were smiling.
"Come on," Jimin said, patting Minjeong's hip. "Help me chop the vegetables."
"I always cry with the onion."
"I'll chop the onion. You chop the zucchini."
"Deal."
They moved through the kitchen in a silent choreography they had developed over the years. Jimin grabbed the cutting board and knife, while Minjeong washed the vegetables in the sink. Their elbows touched occasionally, their hips bumped when both needed to reach something on the counter, and with each touch, a small electric current ran across Jimin's skin.
It was incredible how the simplest things became extraordinary when shared. Chopping vegetables. Washing rice. Adjusting the stove temperature. Everything was imbued with meaning because Minjeong was beside her, humming softly some song stuck in her head, Jimin recognized the melody of an old ballad, the kind her parents used to listen to, her bare feet on the kitchen floor, the sleeves of Jimin's t-shirt falling over her hands.
"You know what I was thinking?" Minjeong asked, while cutting the zucchini into perfectly uniform slices. Her precision always impressed Jimin, who tended to cut vegetables into completely random sizes.
"What?"
"We should paint that wall in the living room."
Jimin looked at the wall in question. It was the only one still completely white, contrasting with the other three that had a soft beige tone.
"What color?"
"A green." Minjeong paused, the knife suspended in the air. "Not a very dark green. Something like... sage green. Like the sheets."
"You and your obsession with sage green."
"It's a calming color!"
"I know, love." Jimin smiled, carefully cutting the onion so the juice wouldn't reach her eyes. "It's more likely to make the living room look like a spa than a living room, but if that's what you want..."
"You think it'll look like a spa?" Minjeong pouted, seeming genuinely worried about the possibility.
"I'm kidding. It'll be beautiful. We can go buy the paint next weekend."
"Really?"
"Of course." Jimin placed the chopped onion in a bowl and turned to face Minjeong. "This is our apartment. Ours. You can paint the walls sage green, sunflower yellow, eggplant purple. You can put up wallpaper with flamingo prints if you want."
"God forbid flamingos."
"I'm saying you can. That's the point. We can do whatever we want here."
Minjeong was silent for a moment, the knife stopped on the cutting board, her eyes roaming the living room space as if seeing it for the first time. And Jimin knew what she was thinking, because it was the same thought that had occupied her mind since they had signed the lease three months ago.
Freedom.
It was a strange concept after so many years. For most of their adult lives, they had lived under rules. Set schedules. Spaces shared with other people. Thin walls that demanded silence. The impossibility of simply existing as a couple inside the house, because there was always someone who could hear, see, suspect.
But not here. Here, they could kiss in the living room without fear. They could dance together in the kitchen while the food cooked. They could sleep in each other's arms and wake up in each other's arms, without the fear of someone knocking on the door for an emergency meeting. They could call each other "love" without whispering.
"I still can't believe it sometimes," Minjeong said, finally, resuming cutting the zucchini. "That we're here. That this is our place."
"Me neither." Jimin turned her attention back to the pot, where the sesame oil was beginning to heat. "But it's happening. It's real."
She poured the onion into the pot, and the sizzle filled the comfortable silence that settled between them. The aroma spread through the kitchen, mixing with the smell of the rice already cooking in the electric rice cooker. Outside, the sun was beginning its slow descent toward the horizon, and the light in the apartment changed from golden to a more orange tone.
"Jimin?"
"Hm?"
"Thank you."
Jimin frowned, glancing at Minjeong.
"For what?"
"For everything. For cooking. For taking care of me. For letting me sleep the whole afternoon while you go to the market." Minjeong didn't lift her eyes from the cutting board, but her voice was laden with emotion. "For loving me."
Jimin left the wooden spoon in the pot and approached. She placed her hands on Minjeong's shoulders and made her turn around. Their eyes met, Minjeong's slightly moist, Jimin's probably not much different.
"You don't need to thank me for that," Jimin said, her voice low but firm. "Loving you isn't an effort. It's the most natural thing in the world for me. It's like breathing. I don't give thanks for breathing."
"But it's just that..." Minjeong bit her lower lip, a habit she had when she was nervous. "Sometimes I feel like you do so much for me and I don't do enough in return."
"Minjeong." Jimin held her face between her hands, her palms against her cheeks, her thumbs stroking the soft skin. "You make me happy. Every single day. Just by existing, you make me happy. You don't need to do anything more than that."
A solitary tear escaped from Minjeong's right eye, and Jimin wiped it away with her thumb.
"I was thinking about this while you slept," Jimin continued. "About how lucky I am. About how, out of all the people in the world, you chose me. And I don't need anything more than that. I just need you here, with me, being you."
Minjeong sniffled, a trembling laugh escaping her lips.
"You always know what to say."
"I don't, really. Most of the time I just say what I'm feeling."
"That's exactly it." Minjeong rested her forehead on Jimin's shoulder, breathing deeply. "You're honest with what you feel. I... I keep things bottled up a lot. But I'm trying to be better at it."
"You're doing very well." Jimin kissed the top of her head, her hair still smelling of the chamomile shampoo they used. "Now, how about we finish making dinner before the onion burns?"
Minjeong pulled away quickly, her eyes wide.
"The onion!"
They ran to the stove, laughing, and Jimin stirred the pot frantically while Minjeong added the soybean paste and water. The burnt smell was minimal, nothing that would ruin the dish. And as they worked together to save dinner, Jimin thought that this was exactly what she wanted for the rest of her life: small domestic emergencies solved together, laughter in the kitchen, and Minjeong by her side.
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Sunday dawned with a sky so clear and blue it looked painted. Jimin was the first to wake up, as almost always happened, her eyes opening slowly to the brightness filtering through the curtains. The clock on the nightstand read eight forty-three, a luxury for someone who had spent the last decade waking up before sunrise.
She remained motionless for a few minutes, savoring the sensation of Minjeong's body nestled against hers. During the night, they had moved into the position Jimin secretly called the "perfect spoon": her lying on her side, Minjeong with her back to her, Minjeong's back pressed against her chest, their legs intertwined. Her right arm was under Minjeong's pillow, and her left rested on the other woman's waist, her hand splayed against the stomach covered by the t-shirt.
She could feel Minjeong's breathing. Each soft inhalation, each slow exhalation. Her body rose and fell in a hypnotic rhythm, and Jimin closed her eyes again, just feeling. The warmth emanating from her. The smell of her hair. The texture of the fabric under her fingers.
There was something deeply primal in that sensation. Something primitive and essential. As if their bodies recognized each other on a level that transcended consciousness, as if each cell knew exactly where it belonged. Jimin had never experienced anything like it before Minjeong: that sensation of perfect fit, of absolute belonging.
She placed a kiss on the exposed nape in front of her, her lips brushing the fine hairs that grew there. Minjeong stirred, a sleepy murmur escaping her lips.
"S'too early," she babbled, her voice so slurred that Jimin needed a second to decipher the words.
"It's almost nine."
"Sunday." Minjeong nestled even more against her, as if wanting to merge completely. "There's no 'early' on Sunday."
Jimin smiled against her nape.
"Do you want breakfast in bed?"
One eye opened, peeking over her shoulder with suspicion.
"What do you want in return?"
"Nothing. Just to see you happy."
The eye closed again, but a smile spread across Minjeong's lips.
"You're annoyingly perfect sometimes."
"Only sometimes?"
"Always. But if I say 'always,' you'll become insufferable."
Jimin laughed and slowly disentangled herself from the embrace, ignoring Minjeong's murmured protest. She sat up in bed, her feet touching the cold floor, and stretched. Her spine cracked in a few places, and she made a mental note to book a massage for both of them next week. The comeback rehearsals were starting to take their toll.
In the kitchen, she prepared coffee the way Minjeong liked it: freshly ground beans, filtered water heated to the exact temperature, the French press they had received as a gift from one of the group members. While the coffee steeped, she sliced two pieces of the whole wheat bread they had bought at the artisanal bakery on the corner and put them in the toaster. She took the butter out of the fridge to soften, washed some fruits and arranged them on a plate: strawberries, blueberries, and thin slices of kiwi, forming a circular pattern she hoped Minjeong would find pretty.
There was something meditative about breakfast preparation. A stillness that Jimin had learned to appreciate in recent years, after so many chaotic mornings gulping down granola bars on the way to the hair salon or the recording studio. Now, she could take as much time as she wanted. She could arrange the tray carefully, choose the cup she knew Minjeong preferred, the light blue one with silver details, place a little flower picked from the pot on the balcony as a decoration.
When she returned to the bedroom, Minjeong was sitting against the headboard, her eyes still sleepy, but an expectant smile on her lips. She clapped softly when she saw the tray.
"You're a dream," she declared, adjusting herself to make room for Jimin on the bed.
"I'm real." Jimin placed the tray on Minjeong's lap and sat beside her, their shoulders touching. "Eat while it's hot."
Minjeong took the first bite of toast and closed her eyes, a moan of approval escaping her throat. Jimin watched her lips chewing slowly, the movement of her jaw, the way she ran the tip of her tongue over her lips to catch a crumb. Everything about Minjeong was fascinating, even the most mundane things.
"Aren't you going to eat?" Minjeong asked, her mouth still half full.
"I already ate a piece of toast while I was preparing everything."
"Liar. You always forget to eat when you're cooking for me."
Jimin looked away, because Minjeong knew her too well.
"I'll eat later."
"Jimin." Minjeong picked up a strawberry and brought it to Jimin's lips. "Open up."
"I don't need to..."
"Open."
Jimin obeyed, biting the strawberry. The sweet taste exploded on her tongue, and she realized, belatedly, that she really was hungry.
"You need to take care of yourself too," Minjeong said, her voice soft but serious. "There's no point in taking such good care of me and neglecting yourself. We're a team, remember? If you're not okay, I'm not either."
"I know. Sorry."
"You don't need to apologize. Just... eat." Minjeong picked up another piece of fruit and offered it, and this time Jimin accepted without protest.
They shared breakfast in bed, talking about trivial things. The new video they had seen on YouTube the night before. The news that an old training colleague would finally debut in a new group. The possibility of traveling together to Japan during the next holidays, visiting that hot spring town Minjeong wanted to know so badly. Nothing important, nothing profound. Just the idle chatter of two people in love on a Sunday morning.
After coffee, they did the dishes together, Jimin washing, Minjeong drying and putting away in the cupboards. They were still discovering the best arrangement for things in the kitchen: the pots in the cupboard to the right of the stove, the plates on the top shelf, the cups hanging on hooks Jimin had installed on the wall. Each decision was made together, each object found its place after a brief negotiation.
"I think the bowls should be here," Minjeong pointed to the cupboard closest to the refrigerator. "That way, when we make salad, we don't have to cross the whole kitchen."
"Makes sense." Jimin picked up the stack of bowls and transferred them to the indicated spot. "And the glasses?"
"Above the sink. It's more practical."
"Done."
It was strange how these small domestic decisions filled Jimin with satisfaction. Each agreement, each compromise, each small shared choice solidified the feeling that this place was theirs. Theirs. A space that reflected both of them, their personalities intertwined in every corner.
Around eleven, Minjeong suggested they go to the antique fair that happened every Sunday in the neighboring district. She was obsessed with the idea of finding "pieces with history" to decorate the apartment: vases, lamps, maybe an antique mirror for the hallway.
They dressed in comfortable clothes: jeans, oversized t-shirts, caps that partially covered their faces. Masks in their pockets, just in case. It was an automatic habit after so many years, the precaution of not being recognized, of being able to walk among people without causing a commotion.
The fair occupied an entire street, colorful stalls lined up on both sides, displaying every kind of object. There was restored furniture, antique china, second-hand books, dusty vinyl records, vintage jewelry, toys from the last century. The air smelled of old wood and incense, and an old lady played the accordion at one end, a melancholy melody that floated over the crowd.
Jimin held Minjeong's hand as soon as they entered the fair. The masks hid their smiles, but their eyes shone with the contained excitement of people who could finally do something as simple as walking together in public.
"This is so normal," Minjeong murmured, her fingers intertwining with Jimin's. "So incredibly normal."
"I know." Jimin squeezed her hand. "And no one is looking."
It wasn't entirely true. Some people looked, but only in the way one looks at any couple walking hand in hand. There was no recognition in their eyes, just that fleeting, disinterested observation. And that was exactly what made them so happy: the indifference of strangers, the freedom of being just two more people in the crowd.
They stopped at a stall of antique lamps, where Minjeong spent long minutes examining a metal lamp with a colored glass shade. The vendor, an elderly man with graying hair and glasses perched on the tip of his nose, explained that the piece was from the 1950s and had belonged to a decommissioned theater.
"What a beautiful thing," Minjeong whispered, running her fingers over the shade. "Imagine the plays this light illuminated."
Jimin watched her with a smile in her eyes. Minjeong had always been like this: capable of being enchanted by the stories objects carried, of seeing poetry where others only saw old things. It was one of the characteristics Jimin loved most about her, this ability to find magic in the everyday.
"Let's get it," Jimin decided, already taking her wallet out of her bag.
"But it's expensive..."
"It's an investment." Jimin winked at her. "Besides, it matches the sage green wall we're going to paint."
Minjeong laughed, and even with the mask, Jimin knew her gums were showing, that her eyes had closed into crescent moons. She knew every expression of Minjeong's so well that she could visualize them even when they were hidden.
They bought a few more things: a ceramic vase with small cracks that Minjeong swore told a story, a set of carved wooden coasters, and a second-hand poetry book that Jimin flipped through and found pencil annotations in the margins, words written by someone who was no longer there.
"Look at this," Jimin showed Minjeong a specific annotation. "Love is this: two solitudes protecting each other." "It's written next to a poem by Rilke."
"It's beautiful." Minjeong read the sentence again, her eyes softening. "And it's true, isn't it? It's exactly what we are."
Jimin didn't answer. She just pulled Minjeong into a quick hug, right there in the middle of the fair, surrounded by strangers who didn't know who they were. And it was the most liberating embrace they had ever shared.
They returned home in the mid-afternoon, laden with bags and with a hunger that demanded something more substantial than the breakfast fruits. Jimin prepared a late lunch, bibimbap with the vegetables left over from the previous night's dinner, while Minjeong unwrapped their purchases and spread them around the living room, deciding where each item would go.
The theater lamp found its place on the side table next to the sofa. The ceramic vase was placed on the bookshelf, next to a photo of them with the other group members at a concert in Japan. The coasters went on the coffee table, and the poetry book ended up in the growing pile of books that Minjeong insisted on accumulating on the bedside table.
"It's starting to look like us," Minjeong commented, stepping back to admire the living room. "There are still a few things missing, but..."
"We have time." Jimin approached from behind and wrapped her in an embrace, her chin resting on her shoulder. "The rest of our lives, actually."
Minjeong leaned back against her, a sigh of contentment escaping her lips.
"The rest of our lives," she repeated, as if testing the sound of the words. "I like that."
The rest of the afternoon passed in lazy calm. They settled on the sofa, Minjeong lying with her head in Jimin's lap, while Jimin read the poetry book aloud. The words of Rilke, Neruda, and other poets filled the air, and Minjeong closed her eyes, letting herself be carried away by the metaphors and rhymes.
At some point, Jimin realized Minjeong had fallen asleep again. Her face was serene, her lips parted, her breathing deep. The late afternoon light streamed through the window, painting her skin with golden tones, and Jimin thought she had never seen anything more beautiful in her entire life.
She didn't move. She stayed there, one hand resting on Minjeong's shoulder, the other holding the open book. She let time pass, the minutes accumulating silently, as the sun completed its journey and the shadows lengthened across the room.
When Minjeong finally woke up, almost an hour later, the first thing she did was smile.
"You stayed here the whole time?"
"Of course."
"You didn't have to. Your legs must be numb."
"A little." Jimin smiled. "But it was worth it."
Minjeong sat up and kissed her cheek, a simple gesture, but laden with meaning.
"Let's order pizza today?" she suggested. "I don't want you to have to cook again."
"Pizza sounds perfect."
While Minjeong grabbed her phone to place the order, Jimin got up from the sofa, feeling her legs tingle as the circulation returned. She went to the window and looked out at the city below, the lights beginning to turn on in the neighboring buildings. Somewhere, someone was lighting a barbecue on their balcony; the smell of smoke and grilled meat drifted up to them.
"Pepperoni or margherita?" Minjeong asked.
"Half of each?"
"You understand me so well."
Jimin smiled at the window glass. Yes, she understood. She understood Minjeong on a level that sometimes surprised her: her tastes, her quirks, her silences. And Minjeong understood her too. It was an understanding woven over the years, thread by thread, until it formed a fabric strong enough to sustain everything they were.
The pizza arrived forty minutes later, delivered by a young man who showed no sign of recognition when he received the tip. They ate sitting on the living room floor, their backs against the sofa, the open boxes on the coffee table. Between slices, they talked about plans for the immediate future: the filming of the group's new reality show, the photo shoots scheduled for the following week, the meeting with the creative team to discuss the concept of the next album.
But beneath these professional conversations, there was an undercurrent of something deeper. The silent awareness that, regardless of what happened out there, on stage, in the studios, in front of the cameras, they would always have this apartment to come back to. These walls that would soon be painted sage green. That king-size bed with soft sheets. That kitchen where Jimin prepared Minjeong's favorite meals. That sacred space that was theirs alone.
"You know what I miss?" Minjeong asked, licking cheese from her fingers.
"Hm?"
"A pet."
Jimin raised her eyebrows.
"You've never had a pet."
"Exactly." Minjeong sighed, leaning her head against the back of the sofa. "When I was a kid, my mom wouldn't let me because she said I was too young and wouldn't know how to take care of it. Then, in the dorm, it was forbidden. But now..."
"Now we have our own place."
"Now we have our own place," Minjeong repeated, a sparkle in her eyes. "And I've always wanted a puppy."
Jimin watched her for a long moment. Minjeong didn't talk about it often, but Jimin knew it was an old wish. She remembered a conversation in the dorm, years ago, when Minjeong had casually mentioned she dreamed of having a dog one day. At the time, it had seemed like a distant impossibility. But now...
"Then let's adopt one," Jimin said, simply.
Minjeong straightened up, her eyes wide.
"Really?"
"Of course, really. If it's something you want, I want it too." Jimin shrugged, as if it were the most obvious decision in the world. "Besides, this apartment is big enough for three. And I think it would be good. Having someone to greet us when we get home."
"You... you really think it's a good idea? I mean, with our schedules and everything..."
"We can handle it." Jimin reached out and held Minjeong's hand. "We handle everything together, don't we?"
Minjeong bit her lip, but her eyes sparkled with an excitement she couldn't hide.
"I even already have a name," she admitted, her voice a little embarrassed. "If it's a girl, I wanted to call her Ponyo."
"Ponyo?" Jimin frowned, testing the name in her mouth. "Where did you get that?"
"It's a combination of 'po' and 'nyo.' It means 'cute girl.'" Minjeong's cheeks turned pink. "I thought of it years ago. And also because of my favorite anime. I've kept the name saved ever since."
Jimin felt her chest tighten with tenderness. Minjeong had thought about this for years. Had kept a name, nurtured a dream, waited for the right moment. And now, here they were, finally ready to fulfill that dream together.
"Ponyo," Jimin repeated, and this time the name sounded natural. "I like it. Let's find a Ponyo to call our own."
Minjeong threw herself onto her in a hug so enthusiastic that it knocked over the empty pizza box.
"I love you, I love you, I love you," she sang against Jimin's neck, and Jimin laughed, wrapping her arms around her.
"I know. But now we have to do some research. Shelters, vets, everything we need to know about taking care of a puppy."
"You'll help me research?"
"I'll do you one better. I'll make a spreadsheet."
Minjeong pulled back enough to look at her with adoration.
"You and your spreadsheets."
"You love my spreadsheets."
"I do." Minjeong kissed the tip of her nose. "I love everything about you."
That night, they went to bed late, hunched over Jimin's laptop, researching animal shelters in the area. There were so many dogs needing a home, so many sad stories that made their hearts clench. But there was also hope, the possibility of making a difference for at least one animal.
When they finally lay down, it was already past midnight. Minjeong fell asleep almost instantly, exhausted, but with a smile on her lips. Jimin stayed awake for a few more minutes, watching her in the dark, thinking about how strange and wonderful life was. A few years ago, she never would have imagined she'd be here: in her own apartment, with the woman she loved in her arms, planning to adopt a puppy.
It was almost too good to be true. But it was true. And Jimin promised herself, in that silence full of breathing and heartbeats, that she would do everything in her power to protect that happiness.
---
The shelter was on the outskirts of the city, a simple building with a tin roof and walls painted a faded green that had once been vibrant at some point in the past. The sound of barking reached all the way to the parking lot, a cacophony that made Jimin's heart clench. She had never handled the idea of abandoned animals very well. She had always avoided watching those sad videos circulating on social media, because she knew she would spend days thinking about it.
Minjeong, beside her, was visibly nervous. She fidgeted with the straps of her bag, adjusted her cap, tied and untied her hair. Her eyes roamed the exterior of the shelter as if she were standing before something sacred.
"Ready?" Jimin asked, her hand already on the car door handle.
"I've waited years for this." Minjeong took a deep breath. "I'm ready."
They were greeted by a middle-aged volunteer, whose kind face was marked by smile lines. She introduced herself as Mrs. Park and led them through the main corridor of the shelter, flanked by kennels where dogs of all sizes and ages watched the visitors with gazes ranging from hope to indifference.
"We have many puppies at the moment," Mrs. Park explained, her soft voice contrasting with the barking around them. "Unfortunately, spring always brings an increase in the number of abandonments. People buy puppies in the winter, thinking they're cute gifts, and then realize they're a lot of work." She shook her head sadly. "But we also have many happy adoption stories. That's what keeps us going."
Minjeong walked slowly, stopping at each kennel to observe the dogs. Her eyes were gentle, and she murmured sweet words to every animal that approached the bars. Jimin followed her in silence, her heart heavy at the sight of so many beings needing a home.
"I wish I could take them all," Minjeong whispered at one point, her voice choked.
"I know." Jimin held her hand. "But we'll make a difference for one. That's what we can do right now."
Mrs. Park led them to a separate wing, where the puppies were. Here, the sound was different: higher-pitched barks, whimpers, the scratching of tiny paws against the bars.
"This is a litter we rescued two weeks ago," the volunteer said, pointing to a kennel where four brown puppies slept piled on top of each other. "The mother was found abandoned at a construction site. We managed to save her and the babies."
"And this one?" Minjeong stopped in front of a separate kennel, where a single white puppy was lying in a corner, her dark eyes watching the visitors with an expression that Jimin could only describe as... curious.
Mrs. Park sighed.
"That one is a complicated story. She was rescued from an online auction."
"Auction?" Jimin frowned.
"Unfortunately, there's an illegal market for selling puppies online. People place bids as if they were buying an object, and if no one shows interest..." The woman hesitated. "Well, the puppies that aren't sold usually end up in breeding kennels. It's a terrible life for an animal. We managed to intercept this specific case thanks to an anonymous tip, but we're not always that lucky."
Jimin felt her stomach turn. She looked at the puppy in the kennel, so small, so defenseless, and yet so close to a cruel fate she could barely conceive. The animal seemed to be a few months old, her coat was completely white, her ears floppy, and her eyes were such a dark brown they appeared black.
Minjeong was crouched in front of the kennel. She wasn't saying anything. She was just looking.
And the puppy was looking back at her.
It was one of those moments that Jimin knew she would keep forever in her memory. Because there was something magical in the air, something that transcended simple coincidence. The way Minjeong's eyes met the puppy's, it wasn't just a look. It was a recognition.
"Hi," Minjeong whispered, her voice so soft that Jimin barely heard. "Hi, little one."
The puppy tilted her head to the side, her floppy ears swaying with the movement. Then, slowly, she got up and walked to the bars. Her tail began to wag, first timidly, then with more enthusiasm. She licked Minjeong's fingers through the metal bars, her tiny tongue leaving a damp trail.
Minjeong laughed. It was a wet, choked sound, and when she turned to look at Jimin, there were tears in her eyes.
"It's her," she said, simply. "Jimin, it's her."
Jimin didn't question. She didn't ask to see the other puppies, didn't suggest they think it over. Because she saw exactly what Minjeong was seeing: the instant connection, the perfect fit, destiny fulfilling itself in that dusty shelter on the outskirts of the city.
She crouched down beside Minjeong and reached her hand through the bars. The puppy hesitated for a second, then licked her fingers too. Her tongue was rough and warm, and Jimin felt something loosen inside her chest, a tenderness she hadn't even known was dammed up.
"Hello, Ponyo," she said, testing the name. "I think you're going to like us."
The adoption wasn't immediate. There were forms to fill out, an interview with the shelter manager, a verification that they had adequate conditions to care for the animal. Jimin answered all the questions patiently, while Minjeong remained sitting on the floor next to the kennel, her fingers intertwined with the bars, talking to the puppy in murmurs that no one else could hear.
"You're the first people she's shown interest in," Mrs. Park commented, watching the scene with a smile. "She's always been very withdrawn. She spent most of her time in the corner, ignoring visitors. But with you..."
"She knows," Minjeong said, without taking her eyes off the puppy. "She knows we came for her."
When all the papers were signed and the adoption fee was paid, Mrs. Park brought a carrier and a small bag with food, a toy, and a blanket that the puppy used at the shelter.
"It's important that she has something familiar in the first few days," she explained. "The transition can be stressful. She might cry at night, might take time to adjust to the new routine. Be patient."
"We will be," Jimin assured, accepting the bag.
Minjeong picked up the puppy with almost reverent care. Ponyo nestled immediately against her chest, her head resting in the curve of her shoulder, her eyes closing in contentment. It was as if they had known each other for years, as if this were exactly the place she was meant to be.
On the way back home, Minjeong sat in the back seat with the carrier on her lap. Jimin drove in silence, but her eyes constantly flicked to the rearview mirror, watching the scene: Minjeong with her face illuminated by a happiness so pure it was almost painful to witness, her fingers stroking Ponyo's soft fur through the openings of the carrier.
"Jimin?" Minjeong called after a long silence.
"Hm?"
"Thank you."
"For what?"
"For letting me fulfill this dream."
Jimin smiled at the rearview mirror.
"You don't need to thank me. If you're happy, I'm happy. It's as simple as that."
"But it's just that..." Minjeong paused, choosing her words. "I know having a dog is a huge responsibility. It changes the routine, limits some things. And you jumped into this without hesitating, just because I wanted it."
"Of course I hesitated." Jimin signaled to turn into the street of their apartment. "For about two seconds. Then I saw your face when you talked about it, and all my misgivings disappeared. I want what you want. That's how it works."
"Not always. There are couples who disagree, who fight, who..."
"We're not just any couple." Jimin parked the car in the designated spot and turned off the engine. She turned around, facing Minjeong directly. "We are us. And I can't imagine anything that would make me happier than seeing you happy. If that includes a puppy who will pee on the carpet and chew the furniture, then bring on the puppy."
Minjeong laughed, but her eyes were shining.
"You say that now. Wait until she chews your favorite sneakers."
"I'll buy new ones." Jimin shrugged. "Sneakers are replaceable. You're not."
The elevator to the twelfth floor was a new experience: Ponyo, still in the carrier, began to whimper softly as soon as the doors closed. Minjeong immediately slipped her fingers through the openings of the carrier, petting whatever she could reach.
"It's okay, baby. We're almost home."
Home. The words reverberated in Jimin's chest. This apartment was their home now, and it was about to become even more of a home with the addition of that small creature Minjeong was holding as if she were the most precious treasure in the universe.
When the apartment door opened, Ponyo seemed to sense the change in environment. Her little eyes widened, her snout moved frantically, picking up all the new smells. Minjeong gently set her down on the living room floor, and the puppy stood still for a moment, her little paws trembling, assessing the unfamiliar territory.
"Look," Jimin whispered, pointing. "She's exploring."
Ponyo took a few hesitant steps, her nose glued to the floor. She sniffed the rug, the leg of the sofa, the corner of the bookshelf. Her tail wagged at an uncertain rhythm, as if she still hadn't decided whether she was excited or scared.
"Go on, Ponyo," Minjeong encouraged, crouching a few feet away. "This is your home now."
As if she understood the words, the puppy raised her head and looked directly at Minjeong. Then, with a sudden burst of energy, she ran toward her, her little paws slipping on the wood floor, her tail wagging like a little fan. She jumped into her lap and began licking her face enthusiastically.
Minjeong laughed, a loud, carefree laugh, the kind Jimin rarely heard. It was the sound of happiness in its purest form. She fell back, sitting on the floor, the puppy in her lap, and simply let herself be licked and nibbled and loved in the canine way.
Jimin watched the scene leaning against the wall, her arms crossed over her chest. There was a smile on her lips, but her eyes were glistening. She thought about all the times Minjeong had mentioned wanting a dog, casual comments, almost whispered, as if it were an impossible dream. And now here she was, on the floor of their apartment, being covered in love by a puppy who, against all odds, had found her way to them.
She pulled her phone from her pocket and, silently, took a photo.
Click.
The first of many.
---
The first week with Ponyo was a whirlwind.
She was an adorable little puppy, but she was also a puppy, and puppies came with a series of challenges that Jimin and Minjeong discovered in practice, often in the most disastrous way possible.
On the first night, Ponyo cried.
They had prepared a comfortable little bed in the corner of the bedroom, with the shelter blanket and a stuffed animal Minjeong had chosen specially for her. But as soon as the lights went out and they lay down, the crying began: a sharp, mournful sound that broke their hearts.
"She must be scared," Minjeong whispered, already sitting up in bed. "Everything is new to her."
"Let her get used to it." Jimin held her arm. "Mrs. Park said it's normal."
"But she's so sad..."
The crying continued for another five minutes. Ten. Fifteen. Jimin felt Minjeong fidgeting beside her, every fiber of her being clamoring to go to the puppy.
"Alright," Jimin finally relented. "Bring her to bed."
"But you said you didn't want to create the habit of..."
"I changed my mind. Bring her."
Minjeong didn't need any more encouragement. She jumped out of bed and picked up Ponyo, bringing her to the middle of the king-size bed. The puppy immediately stopped crying and nestled between them, her head resting on the pillow, her warm little body pressed against Jimin's hip.
"This is ridiculous," Jimin murmured, but she was smiling. "We didn't even last one night."
"She's very persuasive." Minjeong stroked Ponyo's head, the puppy already with her eyes closed. "Look at that little face. How can you say no?"
Jimin looked. The little face was truly irresistible: the tiny closed eyes, the snout contracting slightly with each breath, the little front paws tucked against her chest. She looked like a little fuzzball. A fuzzball that had turned their routine upside down in less than twenty-four hours.
"Fine," Jimin sighed, surrendering. "But if she pees on the bed, you're washing the sheets."
"Deal."
The next morning, the pee wasn't on the bed, but on the new living room rug. And over the next two hours, also in the hallway and by the kitchen door. Potty training proved more challenging than Jimin had anticipated.
"Ponyo, no!" Minjeong chased after the puppy with a roll of paper towels, while Jimin, on her knees on the floor, scrubbed the latest stain with an enzymatic cleaner the vet had recommended. "The pee pad is over there! There!"
Ponyo, oblivious to the instructions, was chewing one of the sofa cushions with a determination that would have been admirable if it weren't destructive.
"I think she's doing it on purpose," Jimin commented, watching the scene. "Look at that face. She knows exactly what she's doing."
"She's a baby. Babies don't do anything on purpose."
"Human babies maybe not. Canine babies..." Jimin pointed to the cushion, which now had a considerable hole. "This is an act of rebellion."
Minjeong finally managed to catch Ponyo, lifting her to eye level.
"Are you a bad girl?" she asked, her voice stern, but her eyes betraying unconditional love. "Are you being a bad girl?"
Ponyo licked her nose.
"That's not an answer."
Lick on the cheek.
"Are you trying to distract me with kisses?"
Lick on the forehead.
Minjeong sighed and settled her in her lap, already defeated.
"She's too good at this."
"She learned it from you." Jimin got up from the floor, her hands smelling of cleaning products. "You also distract me with kisses when you've done something wrong."
"I don't do wrong things."
"You did yesterday. You ate the last piece of cake I was saving."
"That wasn't wrong. That was self-preservation. You would have taken too long to eat it and the cake would have gone bad."
"The cake was in the fridge. It wouldn't have gone bad."
"It was taking up space. I freed up space."
Jimin laughed, shaking her head.
"You and Ponyo are exactly the same. Two little rascals."
"You love us."
"Yes." Jimin approached and kissed the top of Minjeong's head. "I love you both more than anything in the world."
It was in that moment, with the apartment still smelling of cleaning products and Ponyo nestled in Minjeong's lap, that Jimin realized how much her life had changed in such a short time. And how much she didn't mind the changes. In fact, she embraced them. Because every stain on the carpet, every chewed cushion, every night's sleep interrupted by a cold snout touching her face, it was all worth it when she saw Minjeong's smile.
As the days passed, a routine began to establish itself. A new routine, different from anything they had ever lived before, but strangely comfortable.
In the morning, the first to wake up was usually Ponyo, who announced the start of the day with licks to the face of whoever was closest. Jimin, who slept on the side of the bed closest to the door, was usually the victim. She woke up with a rough tongue running across her cheek, and invariably, her first sight of the day was Ponyo's snout inches from her face, her dark eyes shining with the simple joy of a new day.
"Good morning to you too," she would murmur, still sleepy, stroking the floppy ears.
Then she would turn to the other side and find Minjeong, almost always still sleeping, completely oblivious to the licking attack that had taken place a few inches away. Minjeong slept like a rock, and Jimin envied that ability. She herself had always been a light sleeper, waking at the slightest noise.
She would watch her for a few minutes. The relaxed face, the lips slightly parted, the hair spread across the pillow. Sometimes, Minjeong talked in her sleep, loose, meaningless words that Jimin mentally collected to tease her about later.
Then Jimin would get up, slip on her slippers, and go to the kitchen, with Ponyo bouncing at her feet. The first task of the day was to feed the puppy, specific food for small breed puppies, carefully measured according to the vet's instructions. While Ponyo ate, making small sounds of satisfaction, Jimin prepared the coffee.
She had developed a morning ritual that had become almost sacred: grinding the beans, heating the water, waiting for the exact steeping time in the French press. It was five minutes of stillness, with the aroma of coffee filling the kitchen and the sound of the little kibbles being crunched by Ponyo. Five minutes just for her, before the world demanded her attention.
Usually, Minjeong appeared when the first cup was ready. She walked into the kitchen with her eyes still half-closed, her hair a disaster, her nightshirt rumpled. She walked straight to Jimin and nestled into her arms, her face hidden in the curve of her neck.
"Coffee," was usually the first word she uttered.
"It's ready." Jimin would kiss her hair. "Sit down."
Minjeong would sit at the table, and Ponyo would immediately run to her feet, asking for attention. It was a scene that repeated every morning, but Jimin never tired of it. Familiarity didn't diminish the charm; on the contrary, it made everything more precious.
After coffee came the morning walks. Ponyo needed exercise and socialization, and the park near the building was the ideal spot. They went out early, when there were still few people on the streets, caps, masks, discreet clothes. They walked side by side, Ponyo on her leash, exploring every inch of grass and every lamppost with a puppy's insatiable curiosity.
"She's going to be a very sociable dog," Minjeong commented one morning, watching Ponyo enthusiastically sniff another dog passing by. "Look how friendly she is."
"She pulls you to the ground to greet any dog she sees. Is she friendly or needy?"
"Both." Minjeong smiled. "Like you."
"I'm not needy."
"You literally hug me every night as if I were going to disappear."
"That's love. Not neediness."
"It's needy love."
Jimin rolled her eyes, but she didn't argue. Because Minjeong was right, and they both knew it.
The walks were followed by training sessions at home. They had read several articles about the importance of teaching basic commands early on, and Minjeong had taken on the role of head trainer, a task she took very seriously.
"Sit. Ponyo, sit. Sit."
Ponyo tilted her little head to the side, her floppy ears swaying, an expression of absolute incomprehension in her eyes.
"She doesn't understand," Jimin observed from the sofa.
"She understands perfectly. She's just testing me." Minjeong held up a treat. "Ponyo, sit."
The puppy looked at the treat. Looked at Minjeong. Sat down.
"SEE?" Minjeong celebrated, clapping her little hands as if she had won an award. "She sat! Good girl, Ponyo! Very good!"
She gave the treat and covered the puppy in kisses and praise. Ponyo wagged her tail, apparently as happy as her owner. Jimin watched the scene from the sofa, a smile on her lips.
"You're ridiculous," she commented, but her tone was completely affectionate.
"I'm a successful trainer."
"You taught one command. One."
"Rome wasn't built in a day."
"No, but you've been on that same command for three days."
"Consistency is key." Minjeong stood up, the puppy still in her arms. "Isn't that right, Ponyo? Mommy Jimin doesn't understand anything about dog training."
"Mommy what?"
Minjeong froze. Her cheeks turned pink.
"I... it just slipped out." She laughed nervously. "Mommy Jimin. And Mommy Minjeong. That's how we should refer to each other for Ponyo, isn't it?"
Jimin got up from the sofa and walked over to her. She held her face between her hands and kissed her, a long, tender kiss that said more than words could express.
"I liked it," she said when they pulled apart. "Mommy Jimin. It has a nice ring to it."
"It's not weird?"
"It's perfect." Jimin stroked Ponyo's head, the puppy watching the scene with her canine expression of curiosity. "We're her family now."
Minjeong smiled, her eyes shining.
"We're a family."
The word hung in the air between them. Family. It was something Jimin had never dared to name before, even though she had felt it for a long time. But now, with Ponyo in their arms and that apartment around them, the word fit perfectly.
"Yes," Jimin confirmed. "We are."
---
Idol life didn't stop. Even with a new apartment and a new puppy, their schedules remained relentless: recordings, rehearsals, photo shoots, endless meetings. The difference now was that Jimin and Minjeong had something wonderful waiting for them at the end of the day.
It was on a particularly exhausting Tuesday that Jimin felt the weight of this new reality more intensely. She had spent twelve hours in the studio, recording vocals for a new track that simply wouldn't come out the way the producer wanted. Every note seemed wrong, every breath was in the wrong place, and by around nine at night, when they finally released her, she was on the verge of tears of frustration.
The car ride to the apartment was silent. She dismissed the driver and drove alone, her hands gripping the steering wheel harder than necessary. The city passed by the window as a blur of lights, and all Jimin could think about was: bed. Minjeong. Ponyo. Bed.
When she opened the apartment door, the smell of something familiar hit her. Soup. Vegetable soup with tofu, her favorite dish, the one her mother made when she was sad. And there, in the kitchen, was Minjeong, her back turned, stirring a pot on the stove.
Ponyo was the first to notice her arrival. She ran toward her, her nails sliding on the wood floor, her tail wagging so fast it was a blur. She jumped at her legs, and Jimin bent down to pet her, the soft fur under her fingers already acting as a balm for her frayed nerves.
"I'm home," she announced, her voice tired.
Minjeong turned around, and her face immediately transformed into concern.
"Hard day?"
Jimin didn't answer. She just walked over to her and threw herself into her arms, her face buried in her shoulder, her eyes finally filling with the tears she had held back all day. Minjeong hugged her without asking questions, just held her, firmly, one hand on her back, the other on her nape.
"It's okay," she murmured. "You're home now. It's okay."
They stayed like that for long minutes, Jimin crying silently against Minjeong's shoulder, Ponyo sitting at their feet with a confused expression. The smell of soup filled the air, and somewhere in the distance, Jimin heard the sound of rain beginning to fall outside.
"How did you know?" she asked finally, her voice muffled. "That I needed soup?"
"Because I know you." Minjeong stroked her hair. "I know when you're sad. I know what comforts you. And I wanted you to come home and have something warm waiting for you."
"You're..." Jimin sniffled. "You're everything."
"You're everything to me too." Minjeong pulled back a little, her hands still on her shoulders, and examined her. The red eyes, the runny nose, the smudged mascara. "Come on. Sit down. The soup is almost ready."
Jimin let herself be guided to the table. Minjeong placed a steaming bowl in front of her, the golden broth full of vegetables and tofu cubes. Beside it, a portion of white rice. And a glass of cold water.
"Eat," she instructed, sitting down beside her. "You'll feel better."
She obeyed. The first spoonful went down warm, comforting, and Jimin felt something loosen inside her chest. The fatigue was still there, the frustration too, but they were now wrapped in a layer of comfort. Because she was home. Because Minjeong had made her favorite soup. Because Ponyo was lying at her feet, her snout resting on her slipper.
"Do you want to talk about what happened?" Minjeong asked, her voice careful.
"It was just..." Jimin shook her head. "A horrible day. Nothing went right. The producer wasn't satisfied with anything, and I started doubting myself. Thinking that maybe I'm not good enough. You know how it is."
"I do." Minjeong held her hand on the table. "But you are good enough. You're amazing. One bad day doesn't change that."
"Sometimes it feels like it does."
"I know. But it doesn't." Minjeong squeezed her hand. "Tomorrow will be better. Or the day after. One day at a time, remember?"
Jimin nodded, bringing another spoonful of soup to her mouth. The rain was thickening outside, drumming against the windows, and the apartment felt like a safe refuge against the world.
"Thank you," she said after a moment. "For being here. For making soup. For... everything."
"You would do the same for me." Minjeong smiled. "Actually, you already have. Remember that time I had an anxiety attack before the showcase and you stayed up all night with me, watching silly dramas and making me laugh?"
"I remember. You ate three packs of seaweed crackers."
"And you didn't complain."
"Because you needed them."
Minjeong brought Jimin's hand to her lips and kissed her fingers.
"That's how it works, isn't it? When one of us is struggling, the other holds things together. And vice versa."
"It is." Jimin smiled, finally feeling lighter. "That's how it works."
After dinner, they settled on the sofa. Minjeong chose a movie, a silly romantic comedy that required no brainpower, and nestled against Jimin, her head on her shoulder. Ponyo, not wanting to be left out, climbed onto the sofa and settled on their laps, a warm, purring ball of fur.
The rain continued to fall, the sound creating a soft soundtrack for the movie. Jimin wasn't paying much attention to the screen. Her eyes were on Minjeong, on the face illuminated by the changing colors of the TV, on the expressions that ranged from laughter to emotion, on the hand that rested on Ponyo's fur.
She thought about how strange life was. A few years ago, she was in the dorm, surrounded by people, but sometimes feeling terribly alone. Now, she was in her own apartment, with the woman she loved and a puppy who depended on them, and loneliness seemed like a distant concept.
Not that life was perfect. There were still bad days, like today. There was still the stress of work, the constant pressure, the occasional fear that someone would discover their relationship and everything would crumble. But at the end of the day, there was this: the comfortable sofa, the warm body of Minjeong against hers, the soft weight of Ponyo in their laps. And this made everything else worth it.
"What are you thinking about?" Minjeong asked, without taking her eyes off the TV.
"About how lucky I am."
"Because of the soup?"
"Because of everything." Jimin kissed her hair. "Because of you. Because of Ponyo. Because of this apartment. Because I have a place to come back to."
Minjeong raised her face to look at her, and there was immense tenderness in her eyes.
"We have a place," she corrected. "A home. Ours."
"Ours," Jimin repeated, and the word tasted like honey.
The movie ended, the credits rolled, and they stayed on the sofa. The rain had subsided, and Ponyo slept deeply, her little body rising and falling with each breath. Jimin absently stroked her ears, feeling the softness of the fur under her fingers.
"You know what I was remembering today?" Minjeong asked, her voice sleepy.
"What?"
"Our first kiss."
Jimin smiled. That was a subject they revisited often, the memory never lost its shine, never wore out.
"It was on the dorm rooftop," Jimin said. "In the middle of the night. We were supposed to be sleeping for the next day's training, but you insisted on going up to see the stars."
"There were no stars. It was cloudy."
"But you said the stars were there, behind the clouds, and that it was poetic."
Minjeong laughed, a low, intimate sound.
"I was so cheesy."
"You still are." Jimin hugged her tighter. "And that's when I kissed you."
"You were trembling."
"I was terrified. I thought you were going to push me away."
"Instead, I cried."
"Why was that again?"
"Because I was so happy." Minjeong lifted her face and kissed Jimin's chin. "I had liked you for so long. Years. And suddenly you were there, kissing me, and I didn't know how to handle it."
"You left me in a panic. I thought I had done something wrong."
"It was all right. Everything."
Ponyo stirred in their laps, a little grumble escaping her snout. She was dreaming, her little paws moved as if she were running, and her tail gave small thumps against Jimin's leg.
"Look at that," Jimin pointed. "Dreaming she's chasing something."
"Must be a rabbit. Or a piece of cheese."
"Do dogs dream about cheese?"
"Ponyo does. She's a gourmet."
Jimin laughed, and the sound woke Ponyo, who lifted her head with an expression of disorientation. She looked at the two of them, blinked a few times, and settled back down. Apparently, their laps were too comfortable to abandon.
"It's time for bed," Jimin announced, looking at the clock. Almost midnight. "Tomorrow we have the reality show filming at seven."
"Seven?" Minjeong groaned. "Why did they schedule it so early?"
"Because we're idols and idols don't sleep."
"Whoever made that rule should be sued."
They got up from the sofa with the slowness of those who are too comfortable to move. Jimin carried Ponyo, still sleepy, to the bed, while Minjeong turned off the lights. The nighttime routine was simple: brush teeth, wash face, put on comfortable pajamas. And then, Jimin's favorite part: lying down and feeling Minjeong nestle against her.
"Good night, love," Minjeong murmured, her lips brushing Jimin's collarbone.
"Good night, little one."
"Don't call me little."
"Tiny."
"Jimin."
"Minuscule."
"You're insufferable."
"But you love me."
A pause. Then, a whisper:
"I do. Infinitely."
Jimin smiled in the dark. Ponyo settled between them, letting out a canine sigh of contentment. And so, lulled by the sound of the rain starting to fall again outside, the three of them fell asleep.
---
Autumn arrived timidly, painting the park's trees in shades of yellow and orange. The morning walks with Ponyo now required light jackets, and the coffee cooled faster on the kitchen table.
It was on a Saturday in October, a month and a half after the adoption, that Jimin made a decision.
Minjeong had gone out for a photo shoot, something about a collaboration with a cosmetics brand. Jimin was alone in the apartment with Ponyo, who was sleeping peacefully in her bed (yes, she now had her own bed, though she still preferred her owners' bed at night). The silence was rare and precious, and Jimin decided to take advantage of it to organize her phone photos.
She sat on the sofa, a cup of tea beside her, and started scrolling through her gallery. There were hundreds of images: screenshots of conversations, landscape photos, selfies in dressing rooms. But the vast majority, she realized, were of Minjeong.
Minjeong sleeping on the sofa, her mouth slightly open and her hair falling over her face.
Minjeong in the kitchen, her apron stained with flour, trying to make pancakes (the attempt had failed miserably, but Jimin had kept the photo because the expression of frustration on her face was adorable).
Minjeong in the park, crouching down to pet Ponyo, the sunlight filtering through the tree leaves.
Minjeong laughing at some joke Jimin could no longer remember.
Minjeong serious, concentrated, reading a book by the light of the antique lamp they had bought at the fair.
Jimin smiled at each image. And then she realized something: since the adoption of Ponyo, the number of photos had increased exponentially. She now had an entire subcategory in her gallery: Minjeong and Ponyo.
It was a folder she never showed anyone. Not even Minjeong. Not because the photos were compromising, they were all innocent, everyday, mundane. But because they seemed too sacred to share. They were stolen moments, private instants that belonged only to Jimin.
She opened the folder and began scrolling through them, one by one.
The first photo: Minjeong at the shelter, the exact moment she saw Ponyo for the first time. Her eyes were wide, her lips parted, an expression of pure enchantment on her face. Jimin remembered taking this photo almost without thinking, her instinct screaming that this moment needed to be recorded.
The second: Minjeong in the car, coming back from the shelter, Ponyo still in the carrier. She was talking to the puppy, her face tilted over the carrier, a smile on her lips.
The third: Minjeong sitting on the living room floor, Ponyo in her lap, both covered in soap suds. The puppy's first bath hadn't gone exactly as planned, Ponyo had shaken herself at the wrong moment, soaping up everything around them. Minjeong was laughing in the photo, a loud laugh that Jimin could still hear in her memory.
The fourth: Minjeong sleeping in bed, Ponyo nestled against her chest. The morning light streamed through the window, painting everything with a golden tone. Minjeong looked like an angel.
The fifth: Minjeong and Ponyo in the park, running. The photo was slightly blurry because both were in motion, but it perfectly captured the joy of the moment.
Jimin continued scrolling through the images. There were over three hundred photos in the folder, three hundred!, and each one told a small story. The command training. The naps on the sofa. The shared meals (Ponyo always under the table, waiting for something to fall). The sunbathing on the balcony. The playtimes with toys that were destroyed in a matter of minutes.
In every photo, Minjeong was radiant. Not the polished beauty of professional photo shoots, but something more real: the genuine happiness of someone living in the present moment, completely immersed in the simplicity of everyday life.
Jimin stopped at a specific photo. It was from the day before: Minjeong was sitting on the floor, her legs crossed, Ponyo in her lap. She was holding a treat above the puppy's head, teaching the "stay" command. Her face was concentrated, her tongue touching her upper lip in a gesture of focus. Ponyo was looking at the treat with an almost comical intensity.
It was an ordinary photo. But there was something about it that made Jimin's chest ache.
Maybe it was the soft evening light. Maybe it was Minjeong's expression, so dedicated, so loving. Maybe it was the awareness that this moment, like all the others, was unique and unrepeatable.
Jimin felt her eyes burn. She blinked repeatedly, but the tears came anyway, silent tears that streamed down her cheeks as she held her phone.
It wasn't sadness. It was something more complex, something she didn't know how to name. An overwhelming gratitude. A love so big it overflowed. The acute awareness that she had exactly what she had always wanted, even without knowing she wanted it.
Ponyo, sensing her emotion, got up from her bed and approached. She placed her front paws on her legs and looked at her with those dark, intelligent eyes. Jimin picked her up and hugged her, the soft fur absorbing her tears.
"I love you both so much," she whispered to the puppy. "So much it hurts."
Ponyo licked her chin.
It was at that moment that the door opened.
"I'm home!" Minjeong's voice echoed through the apartment. "That shoot was endless, I thought it would never..."
She stopped when she saw Jimin on the sofa, her face wet with tears, Ponyo in her lap.
"Jimin? What happened?" In three steps, she was beside her, her hands holding her face, her eyes full of worry. "Are you okay? Did something happen? Is it work? Did someone hurt you?"
Jimin shook her head, a wet laugh escaping her lips.
"No. It's nothing like that."
"Then why are you crying?"
"Because..." Jimin sniffled. "Because I love you. And I love Ponyo. And I love our life. And sometimes it's too much, keeping all of this inside."
She pressed her hand against her chest, over her heart.
Minjeong watched her for a long moment. Then, her own eyes filled with tears.
"You're silly," she said, her voice choked. "You scared me."
"Sorry."
"Don't apologize." Minjeong sat beside her and hugged her, Ponyo squeezed between them. "Just... warn me next time. So I can cry with you."
They laughed, both crying and laughing at the same time, Ponyo trying to lick all the available faces. It was a ridiculous scene, Jimin thought, two grown women, famous idols, crying in an embrace on the sofa while a puppy licked their tears. But it was the most beautiful scene she had ever lived.
"I have something to show you," Jimin said when they had finally calmed down. "Something I've never shown anyone."
She picked up her phone and opened the secret folder. Handed it to Minjeong.
"What is this?"
"Photos. That I took of you. And Ponyo. Over the last few months."
Minjeong frowned and began scrolling through the images. Jimin watched her face, nervous, she didn't know why. Maybe because that folder was a window into her soul, a silent confession of love she had never verbalized.
"Jimin..." Minjeong's voice was a whisper. "There are so many."
"I can't stop taking them. Every time I see you with her, I... I need to record it. Because these moments are too beautiful to be forgotten."
Minjeong continued scrolling. Each photo provoked a small reaction: a smile, a laugh, a sigh. When she reached the last one, there were fresh tears on her face.
"I didn't know," she said, her voice trembling. "That you did this."
"I wanted you to know. I just didn't know how to show you."
"There are three hundred and twenty-seven photos."
"You counted?"
"I... yes." Minjeong laughed, embarrassed. "I counted."
"There are more on my computer. The ones that didn't fit on my phone."
Minjeong set the phone aside and held Jimin's face between her hands. Her thumbs stroked her cheeks, still damp.
"You're the most incredible person I've ever met," she said, each word laden with emotion. "And I don't deserve you."
"You do."
"No, I don't. But I'm going to spend the rest of my life trying to deserve you." Minjeong kissed her, a kiss salty with tears but sweet with love. "I love you, Yu Jimin. So much that sometimes I think I'm going to explode too."
"Go ahead and explode." Jimin smiled against her lips. "I'll catch the pieces."
Ponyo, tired of being ignored, let out a sharp bark. They both laughed, pulling apart.
"She's jealous," Minjeong observed.
"She always gets jealous when we kiss."
"It's because she wants to join in."
As if she understood, Ponyo stretched up and licked Minjeong's chin, then Jimin's. A canine intermediary, ensuring everyone received their dose of affection.
"We're a very strange family," Jimin commented.
"The best family." Minjeong leaned back on the sofa, pulling Jimin and Ponyo close. "The family I always dreamed of."
They stayed there, the three of them, in a tangle of bodies and affection. Outside, autumn painted the world in warm colors. Inside, love warmed every corner of the apartment.
---
December arrived with biting cold, and the apartment transformed into a refuge against the freezing temperatures outside. They had bought a portable heater for the living room and an extra blanket for the bed, fuzzy, with a reindeer print, which Minjeong had chosen because "it was Christmassy and ridiculous at the same time."
Ponyo, now six months old, had doubled in size. Her coat was fuller, her ears still floppy, her eyes still expressive. She had already mastered several commands, sit, down, stay, roll over, and was learning "shake," although she frequently confused the command with "lick mommy's face."
"Ponyo, paw. Paw." Minjeong held out her hand, waiting. "No, that's a lick. That's not the paw. Ponyo. Ponyo."
Ponyo, happy as could be, kept licking.
"She's doing it on purpose," Jimin commented from the sofa, where she was wrapped in the reindeer blanket. "She knows what the paw is. She just prefers licking."
"You think so?"
"I'm sure. Look at that face."
Ponyo, indeed, had an expression that Jimin would swear was one of satisfaction. As if she were thinking: "Why give the paw when I can give kisses?"
"Fine." Minjeong gave up, giving the puppy a treat anyway. "Licks are valid too."
"You're too soft with her."
"I'm a loving mother."
"You're a mother who can't say no."
"That's literally the definition of a loving mother."
Jimin laughed. She couldn't disagree. Minjeong really did have difficulty disciplining Ponyo, any sadder look from the puppy made her cave immediately. But, surprisingly, Ponyo was becoming a well-behaved dog, despite the spoiling. Maybe because, deep down, she knew she was loved, and loved dogs tended to be happy, balanced dogs.
The December cold also brought a new ritual for the three of them: movie nights.
It had started casually, on a Saturday when neither of them had any schedules. Jimin had suggested watching a movie, and Minjeong had chosen a Christmas classic, something with snow and happy endings. They had settled on the sofa, Ponyo between them, and the experience had been so enjoyable that they decided to repeat it.
Now, every Saturday night, the ritual was repeated. They made popcorn (unsalted for Ponyo, who received her own portion in a little bowl), hot chocolate (with marshmallows for Minjeong, without for Jimin), and chose a movie. Sometimes it was something they had already seen dozens of times; other times, a new release neither of them knew.
The important thing wasn't the movie. It was the ritual.
On that specific night, the chosen movie was "Notting Hill," an old favorite of Minjeong's, which Jimin had never seen. The story of a famous actress falling in love with an ordinary bookstore owner, the complications of fame, the iconic line "I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her."
"This is so meta," Jimin commented during a scene where the actress complained about the lack of privacy. "Us watching a movie about a famous person trying to have a normal life."
"That's why I like it." Minjeong was nestled against her, her head on her shoulder. "I feel represented."
"Would you trade everything for an English bookseller?"
"No." Minjeong lifted her face to kiss her chin. "I'd trade everything for you."
"Good answer."
Ponyo, as always, slept deeply between them. Her soft snoring, yes, she snored, was a constant soundtrack for movie nights. Jimin absently stroked her ears, feeling the velvety texture under her fingers.
"You know what I miss?" Minjeong asked suddenly.
"What?"
"When Ponyo was teeny tiny. Fit in the palm of my hand."
"She's still teeny tiny."
"Not so much. Look at the size of her. Soon she won't fit in our laps anymore."
Jimin looked at the puppy. It was true, Ponyo was growing fast. Her paws were still disproportionately large for her body, promising more growth ahead. But to Jimin, she would always be the little fuzzball who had nestled against her chest on the first night.
"She'll always be our baby," she said. "Even when she's old and gray."
"Do you think we'll be together until then? Until she gets old?"
Jimin frowned.
"Of course. Why wouldn't we be?"
"I don't know." Minjeong shrugged, but there was something in her voice. "Sometimes I think about the future and I worry. About the company, about the fans, about... everything."
"Hey." Jimin paused the movie and turned to face her. "Look at me."
Minjeong obeyed, her eyes meeting Jimin's.
"No matter what happens," Jimin said, each word firm and deliberate. "No matter what the company says, what the fans think, what the whole world decides. I will be with you. In every scenario. In every possibility. I choose you. Always."
"But what if..."
"No 'what ifs'." Jimin held her face. "We've been through so much together. Training, debut, world tours, injuries, crises, sleepless nights. And in all those moments, I was sure of one thing: you. Minjeong, you're the only certainty I have. Everything else can crumble, but we won't."
Minjeong blinked, and a solitary tear slid down.
"Do you really believe that?"
"I believe in us." Jimin kissed her forehead. "And I believe in you. In the love we've built. It won't disappear."
Minjeong sniffled and nestled even closer against her.
"Sorry. I didn't mean to ruin movie night with insecurities."
"You didn't ruin anything." Jimin unpaused the movie. "Besides, Julia Roberts is about to give her speech. You can't miss it."
They went back to watching, but Jimin held Minjeong tighter than usual. Ponyo, sensing the tension in the air, lifted her head and licked Minjeong's hand before going back to sleep.
That's how it worked. In moments of doubt, they anchored themselves in each other. And Ponyo, with her canine wisdom, offered silent licks that said more than words.
The movie ended with the usual happy ending, and they stayed on the sofa, the credits rolling.
"Jimin?" Minjeong called.
"Hm?"
"Thank you. For what you said."
"I spoke the truth."
"I know. That's why it's so precious."
They kissed, a calm and sweet kiss. Ponyo, waking with the movement, decided it was time to join in and began licking all the available chins.
"Ponyo!" Minjeong laughed, pulling away. "You always interrupt kisses!"
"She's the decency monitor," Jimin joked. "No excessive displays of affection in her presence."
"That's ridiculous. She licks her own paw."
"That's hygiene. It's different."
"Are you defending Ponyo?"
"Always."
Minjeong shook her head, but she was smiling. She got up from the sofa, Ponyo in her arms.
"Let's go to bed. This decency monitor needs her rest."
"She slept through the whole movie."
"Sleeping is tiring. It's a lot of work."
Jimin laughed and followed them to the bedroom. The nighttime routine was executed with the precision of a well-rehearsed ritual: brush teeth, wash face, put on pajamas. Ponyo settled in her bed, for about five minutes, until the lights went out and she stealthily jumped onto the bed.
"She thinks we don't notice," Minjeong whispered.
"She thinks she's very sneaky."
"Look at that little face. Sneaky."
Ponyo, oblivious to the comments, nestled between them, her head on the pillow, her paws tucked in. Her sigh of contentment was the last thing Jimin heard before falling asleep.
---
January brought a snowstorm that paralyzed the city for three days. Schedules were canceled, commitments postponed, and Jimin and Minjeong found themselves confined to the apartment, a scenario that, under other circumstances, could have been claustrophobic, but for them was an unexpected gift.
The world outside was white and silent. From the living room window, Jimin watched the snowflakes fall incessantly, covering the roofs of the neighboring buildings, the deserted streets, the parked cars that now looked more like mounds of sugar. The sound of the city was muffled, and the apartment seemed to float in a bubble of stillness.
"The heater is on maximum," Minjeong announced, emerging from the bedroom wrapped in three layers of clothes and still shivering. "But it's still cold."
"Come here." Jimin opened her arms, and Minjeong nestled against her without hesitation.
Ponyo, who never missed an opportunity to squeeze between them, jumped onto the sofa and settled on both of their laps. Her coat was thicker now, a natural adaptation to winter, and she seemed to be the only one who didn't mind the cold.
"You know what we should do?" Minjeong asked, her voice muffled by Jimin's jacket.
"Hm?"
"Cake."
"Cake?"
"Mug cake. The one we used to make in the dorm, remember? When it was cold and we didn't want to leave the room."
Jimin remembered. It was a ridiculously simple recipe, flour, sugar, cocoa powder, milk, oil, that they mixed in mugs and microwaved. The result was a dense, slightly rubbery cake, but in Jimin's memory, it was the most delicious thing she had ever eaten.
"Let's do it," she decided, getting up. "But now we have a real oven. We can make a real cake."
"But then it loses its charm. Mug cake has to be in the microwave."
"You're unyielding."
"I'm a traditionalist."
In the kitchen, they gathered the ingredients. Minjeong rummaged through the cupboards while Jimin selected the mugs, the biggest ones they had, because Minjeong always complained that "mug cake is never enough."
"Where's the cocoa powder?"
"It's on the top shelf."
"I don't see it."
"It's behind the sugar jar."
"Ah, found it!"
Ponyo strategically sat at their feet, her eyes alert for any ingredient that might fall. It was a position she assumed whenever she saw her owners in the kitchen, the position of the "canine vacuum cleaner," as Jimin affectionately called her.
"No chocolate for you," Minjeong warned her, pointing a finger. "It's bad for dogs."
Ponyo tilted her head, the most innocent expression possible.
"Don't look at me like that. It won't work."
Ponyo kept looking.
"Minjeong, ignore her," Jimin advised. "That's what I do."
"You don't ignore anything. Just yesterday you gave her a piece of cheese."
"She was hungry."
"She's always hungry. She's a bottomless pit."
While they argued about the excessive spoiling both of them gave the dog (and vehemently denied), they prepared the batter. Mugs greased, ingredients mixed, the kitchen was filled with the familiar aroma of chocolate. Ponyo, seeing she wouldn't get any forbidden treats, lay down with a resigned sigh.
"Ready for the microwave," Minjeong announced, placing the mugs in the appliance. "Three minutes."
"Remember that time we put in five minutes and almost set the dorm on fire?"
"The smoke was so thick it set off the alarm. The manager was furious."
"But the cake was... edible."
"The top part was okay. The bottom was pure charcoal."
They laughed, and the sound echoed through the empty kitchen. It was strange, Jimin thought, how memories of hardships turned into fond recollections over time. The cramped dorm, the rigid rules, the lack of privacy, it all seemed less oppressive now, viewed from a distance. Because those difficulties had brought them closer, had made them stronger, and now they were reaping the rewards: their own apartment, a shared life, the freedom to make mug cake without fear of setting off alarms.
The microwave beeped. The mugs came out steaming, the cake puffed up and fragrant. They sat on the sofa, each with their mug, spoons at the ready. Ponyo, realizing her vigil in the kitchen had been in vain, followed them and settled between them.
"The first bite is yours," Minjeong offered.
"Why?"
"Because you're the best girlfriend in the world."
"Are you trying to bribe me with cake?"
"Is it working?"
Jimin took a spoonful. The cake was perfect, warm, soft, with little chocolate chips that hadn't completely melted yet. She closed her eyes and savored it, and when she opened them again, Minjeong was watching her with an expression of pure adoration.
"What?" Jimin asked.
"Nothing. I just... like seeing you happy."
"It's just cake."
"It's not the cake." Minjeong gestured around the apartment, to Ponyo between them, to the snow falling outside. "It's everything. It's our life. And I wouldn't trade it for anything."
Jimin felt her heart squeeze, that sensation that had become familiar over the last few months, but never lost its intensity. Love overflowing, filling all the empty spaces, warming her from the inside out.
"Not even for a million dollars?" she joked, trying to lighten the emotion.
"Not even for a billion." Minjeong took her own spoonful. "And look, a billion could buy a lot of mug cake."
"You'd trade a billion dollars for mug cake?"
"I'd trade a billion dollars for you."
"Is that romantic or just terrible financial management?"
"Both." Minjeong smiled, and there was chocolate on her teeth. "I'm romantic and terrible with money. A complete package."
Jimin leaned in and kissed her, tasting the chocolate on her lips.
"I wouldn't trade you for anything either," she murmured when they pulled apart. "Not even for all the mug cakes in the world."
"That's very specific."
"You know what I mean."
Ponyo, tired of being ignored, let out a short bark. They both laughed.
"You too," Jimin assured, scratching her ears. "I wouldn't trade you for anything, Ponyo."
The puppy wagged her tail, satisfied.
The snowstorm continued for another two days. They spent the time as best they could: watching movies, cooking together, playing cards, reading books in comfortable silences. Ponyo, deprived of her usual walks, burned off energy by running around the apartment, chasing paper balls that Minjeong threw for her.
"We need more toys," Minjeong commented on one of these occasions, watching Ponyo destroy her tenth paper ball. "Real toys, ones she can't shred in five minutes."
"We already bought three last week. She destroyed them all."
"We need Ponyo-proof toys."
"That doesn't exist. She's a force of nature."
On the third day, the snow finally stopped. The world outside was a blank canvas, everything covered in a thick, glittering layer, the sun reflecting off the surface with an intensity that hurt the eyes. The cleaning machines were already working on the main streets, and life was slowly returning to normal.
"Let's take Ponyo to see the snow," Minjeong suggested, excited like a child. "She's never seen snow!"
"She's going to hate it. It's cold and wet."
"But it could be fun!"
Jimin agreed, more for Minjeong's excitement than for any other reason. They dressed in warm clothes, heavy coats, scarves, gloves, beanies, and prepared Ponyo with her new winter outfit: a little striped sweater that Minjeong had bought online and that made the puppy look like a stylish sausage.
"You're ridiculous," Jimin informed Ponyo. "And incredibly cute."
Ponyo wagged her tail, apparently agreeing.
They went down to the park, where the snow was still untouched in many areas. Ponyo, upon stepping on the cold white surface, immediately froze. She looked at her paws, then at Minjeong, then at her paws again. Her expression was one of pure indignation.
"What is this?" Minjeong translated in a baby voice. "What happened to the grass? Why is everything white and cold?"
"She's processing," Jimin observed.
"Give her a moment."
Indeed, after a few moments of hesitation, Ponyo seemed to decide that snow was, in fact, the most fun thing in the world. She started jumping and digging, burying her snout in the white surface and sneezing when the snow went up her nostrils. She ran in circles, leaving a trail of tiny paw prints, and tried to bite the flakes that were still falling sparsely.
"Look at her!" Minjeong laughed, pointing. "She's loving it!"
"She's completely crazy."
"It's the joy of discovery!"
Jimin watched the two of them, Minjeong crouched in the snow, her cheeks rosy with cold, throwing handfuls of snow for Ponyo to chase; the puppy leaping and running, her tongue out, her eyes shining. Her heart filled with a tenderness so immense it hurt.
She pulled out her phone and took a photo. Click. Then another. Click. And one more. Click.
"You're taking pictures again?" Minjeong asked, looking up.
"I can't help it. You two are too photogenic."
"Ponyo is photogenic. I look terrible."
"You look beautiful." Jimin approached and kissed her icy forehead. "Always beautiful."
"You're biased."
"I'm partial. But I'm also right."
They walked around the park for almost an hour, until the cold began to become uncomfortable and Ponyo showed signs of tiredness. They went back to the apartment, where the heater welcomed them with its blessed warmth, and settled on the sofa for another lazy afternoon.
"You know what I was thinking?" Minjeong asked, taking off her gloves.
"What?"
"When spring comes, we should take Ponyo on a hike. There's that mountain near the city, with a lake at the top. It must be beautiful."
"You want to go hiking?" Jimin raised an eyebrow. "You, who complain about climbing three flights of stairs?"
"I've evolved. Now I'm an outdoorsy person."
"You're a person who gets cold and complains."
"That doesn't stop me from being outdoorsy."
Jimin laughed. Minjeong and her contradictions, she loved them all.
"Alright. In the spring, we'll do the hike. You, me, and Ponyo."
"And a snack. We need to bring a snack."
"And water. Lots of water."
"And a map. So we don't get lost."
"It'll be an expedition."
"It'll be epic."
Ponyo, already recovered from her tiredness, brought her ball (one of the few that had survived) and dropped it in Minjeong's lap. It was her way of saying: "Enough talking, let's play."
"She's right," Jimin said. "Plans for spring can wait. Now it's time to play."
They spent the next hour throwing the ball around the apartment, laughing at Ponyo's acrobatics, as she slid across the wood floor and bumped into furniture with more enthusiasm than skill. It was a scene of pure simplicity, two women and a puppy, throwing a ball, but for Jimin, it was the definition of happiness.
---
The first visit to the vet was an experience Jimin would never forget.
It was a Wednesday morning, and they had scheduled the appointment weeks in advance. Ponyo needed her booster shots and a general check-up, routine procedures for any puppy. But Minjeong was as nervous as if she were the one about to receive an injection.
"What if she cries?" she asked for the third time, as they drove to the clinic. "What if it hurts a lot?"
"They're vaccines, love. Quick. A second and it's over."
"But she's so little..."
"She won't even notice. You'll see."
Ponyo, in her carrier in the back seat, didn't seem the least bit worried. She slept placidly, her head resting on her paws, completely oblivious to her owner's anxiety.
The veterinary clinic was a bright, clean building, smelling of disinfectant and pet food. In the reception area, there were photos of animals on the walls, dogs, cats, rabbits, even an iguana, and a smiling receptionist who greeted them with professionalism.
"Ponyo?" she consulted the appointment book. "Ah, yes. Puppy, six months. First visit with us."
"That's right," Minjeong confirmed, her fingers gripping the handle of the carrier.
"The vet will see you in a few minutes. Please, have a seat."
They sat in the waiting room, Ponyo in Minjeong's lap. The puppy, now awake, looked around with curiosity, her snout moving rapidly to capture all the scents.
"What an interesting place," Minjeong commented, as if translating Ponyo's thoughts. "Smell of other animals. Lots of animals. Some came here and didn't like it. Others came and got treats."
"Are you speaking for Ponyo now?"
"I'm interpreting."
"Is she thinking about treats?"
"Ponyo is always thinking about treats."
As if agreeing, Ponyo licked her chops.
The vet, Dr. Choi, a woman with round glasses and a gentle smile, called them in after fifteen minutes. Her office was small but well-equipped, with a stainless steel table and cabinets full of medications.
"So this is Ponyo?" Dr. Choi approached, letting the puppy sniff her hand before petting her. "What a beautiful girl. And very well cared for."
"She's our first daughter," Minjeong said, and then blushed violently, as if she hadn't intended to speak aloud.
Dr. Choi smiled, her eyes going from Minjeong to Jimin and back again. There was no judgment in her gaze, just a gentle understanding.
"Are you two a couple?"
It was the first time anyone outside their inner circle had asked that question directly. Jimin felt her heart race, but before she could answer, Minjeong took her hand.
"We are," she said, her voice firm, though her cheeks were still pink.
Dr. Choi nodded, without any fuss.
"That's lovely. Animals need loving families. And Ponyo seems to have found an excellent one."
The tension dissipated. Jimin let out a breath she hadn't even realized she was holding.
The exam went smoothly. Ponyo behaved admirably, she stayed still while the vet examined her eyes, ears, teeth. She let them palpate her abdomen and listen to her heart. She only whimpered a little when it was time for the shots, but the discomfort lasted seconds, and soon she was receiving treats and praise.
"She's in perfect health," Dr. Choi announced, noting something in the chart. "Adequate weight, shiny coat, no parasites. Keep doing what you're doing."
"And the food?" Minjeong asked, always meticulous. "Is the amount right? She always seems hungry."
"Puppies have fast metabolisms. It's normal. But follow the instructions on the food packaging, and don't overdo it with the treats."
Jimin and Minjeong exchanged a guilty look. Maybe those little pieces of cheese had been too much...
"Any other questions?"
"I think not," Jimin replied. "Thank you, doctor."
"Come back in three months for the booster. And call if you notice anything out of the ordinary."
On the way out, Minjeong carried Ponyo as if she were the most precious treasure in the world, and, to her, she certainly was. The puppy was a little sleepy, maybe because of the vaccines, and nestled in her arms with a sigh.
"She was so brave," Minjeong murmured. "Better than me. I always cry when I get shots."
"You cry?"
"I don't cry. I get emotional. It's different."
Jimin laughed and opened the car door for her.
"Let's go home. I think Ponyo deserves a nap."
"And a treat?"
"The vet said not to overdo it."
"A small treat isn't overdoing it."
"You're incorrigible."
"I learned from the best."
On the way back, Minjeong fell asleep in the passenger seat, her head resting against the window, Ponyo still in her arms. Jimin drove in silence, her eyes occasionally drifting to the two of them, and felt a peace so deep it was almost palpable.
She thought about what Dr. Choi had said. That's lovely. Animals need loving families. Family. There was her family, a woman sleeping with a puppy in her lap, going home after a routine appointment. It was simple. It was ordinary. And it was everything Jimin had always wanted, even without knowing it.
---
Spring arrived timidly, as it always did. First, the days were slightly longer; then, the scent of flowers in the air; finally, the park's trees exploded in colors, a festival of pinks and whites and greens that transformed the landscape.
Ponyo, now almost a year old, was at the peak of her youthful energy. She was no longer the little fuzzball that fit in the palm of a hand; she was a slender, graceful dog, with floppy ears and expressive eyes, who ran through the park at a speed that left her owners breathless.
"Ponyo, wait!" Minjeong ran after her, the leash swinging uselessly in her hand. "You can't just run off like that!"
Ponyo, of course, completely ignored her. She had spotted a squirrel, and squirrels were enemy number one.
"She's not going to catch it," Jimin commented, walking calmly behind them. "Squirrels are too fast."
"But she doesn't know that!"
Indeed, the squirrel climbed a tree with an agility that left Ponyo frustrated. The dog stopped at the foot of the trunk, barking at the animal that watched her from a high branch, probably laughing at her in squirrel language.
"Ponyo, you'll never learn," Minjeong caught up with her, finally, clipping the leash on. "Squirrels climb trees. You don't."
Ponyo looked at her with an expression that clearly said: "But one day they'll come down. And on that day..."
"You're so stubborn," Minjeong sighed, stroking her ears. "You know who she learned that from?"
"You," Jimin answered without hesitation.
"Me?!"
"You're the most stubborn person I know."
"I'm not stubborn. I'm determined."
"It's the same thing."
"It's not."
"Ponyo, is your mom stubborn?"
Ponyo wagged her tail.
"She agrees," Jimin declared.
"She doesn't agree. She's just happy because she saw a squirrel."
They continued their walk, now with Ponyo securely on the leash. The park was full of families enjoying the spring sun, children running, couples holding hands, elderly people sitting on benches. It was a scene of normalcy, and Jimin marveled at the fact that she and Minjeong were a part of it.
"You know what I was thinking?" Minjeong asked.
"What?"
"About the hike. The one I mentioned in the winter."
"The one with the lake at the top?"
"That one. I think it's time."
"Today?"
"Why not? It's a beautiful day."
Jimin considered. They didn't have any schedules. The sun was pleasant, without being too hot. Ponyo had energy to spare.
"Let's go," she decided. "But we need to stop at home first. Grab water, snacks, stuff like that."
"And the map!"
"And the map." Jimin smiled. "We can't get lost."
An hour later, they were at the start of the trail. It was a mountain of moderate difficulty, with a well-marked path that wound through the trees. The parking lot was reasonably full, but not crowded, it was still early in the hiking season.
"Ready?" Jimin asked, adjusting the backpack on her shoulders.
"Ready." Minjeong held Ponyo's leash, the dog already pulling, eager to explore. "Let's go."
The ascent was more challenging than Jimin had anticipated. The path was steep in some spots, and they needed to take frequent breaks to catch their breath. Ponyo, on the other hand, seemed to have infinite energy, she ran ahead, came back to check if her owners were coming, ran ahead again.
"She's doing the trail three times over," Minjeong commented, panting. "Back and forth."
"Puppy energy."
"Jealous. I wish I had that energy."
"You're in your twenties. You should have energy."
"I have the energy of an eighty-year-old. Respect that."
They laughed and kept climbing. At one point, the path opened up to a clearing with a panoramic view of the city. The buildings looked like miniatures down below, and the sky was such an intense blue it hurt the eyes.
"Wow," Minjeong whispered, approaching the edge. "Look at that."
Jimin came up behind her, wrapping her arms around her waist. Ponyo sat at their feet, panting, her tongue out.
"It's beautiful," Jimin agreed. "But not as beautiful as you."
"That was so cheesy."
"You love my cheesiness."
"I do." Minjeong leaned back against her. "I love everything about you. Even your canned phrases."
"They're not canned phrases. They're genuine feelings poorly expressed."
"That's a canned phrase to justify canned phrases."
"You're impossible."
"You love me."
"Unfortunately."
They stayed there for a few minutes, admiring the view. The wind blew softly, tousling both of their hair. Ponyo, recovered from the run, began sniffing the grass around them.
"Shall we continue?" Jimin suggested. "There's still half the trail to go."
"How much longer?"
"About forty minutes, I think."
Minjeong groaned, but got back on the path.
The top of the mountain was rewarding. The lake was smaller than the photos suggested, but no less beautiful, a mirrored surface reflecting the sky and the surrounding trees. There were wild ducks swimming, and Ponyo immediately took an interest in them.
"No, Ponyo." Minjeong held the leash firmly. "Ducks are not toys."
Ponyo whimpered, her eyes fixed on the ducks.
"She really thinks she can befriend anything," Jimin observed.
"It's an admirable quality."
"Until she tries to befriend a skunk."
"We don't have skunks in the city."
"Thank God."
They found a wooden bench near the lake and sat down. Jimin opened the backpack and took out the snacks, sandwiches, fruits, cookies. Ponyo received her own treats, which she devoured in seconds.
"This is good," Minjeong said, her mouth full of sandwich. "So good."
"The sandwich?"
"Everything. The hike. The lake. The sun." She gestured around. "This moment. The three of us here."
Jimin understood. There was something magical about that place, about that pause in time. Far from the cameras, the fans, the obligations. Just the three of them, by a lake, eating sandwiches.
"I wish we could do this all the time," Minjeong continued. "Have more moments like this."
"We will." Jimin held her hand. "We'll have many. I promise."
"You can't promise something that doesn't depend on you."
"I can promise that I'll try. That I'll prioritize this. Prioritize us."
Minjeong looked at her for a long moment, and there was something profound in her eyes, something beyond the happiness of the present moment.
"I will too," she said finally. "Prioritize us. Always."
They kissed, there by the lake, with the spring sun warming their faces and Ponyo trying to lick the sandwich crumbs that had fallen on the bench. It was a simple kiss, but laden with meaning, a silent promise, a renewed commitment.
The descent was easier, as it always was. Ponyo, exhausted from the adventure, walked calmly beside them, with no more energy to chase squirrels or ducks. When they reached the car, the dog immediately settled in the back seat and closed her eyes.
"She's wiped out," Minjeong commented.
"So are we."
"But it was worth it."
"Worth every step."
On the way back, Minjeong fell asleep, her head resting against the window. Jimin drove in silence, her fingers intertwined with hers on the center console. The sun was beginning to set, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink.
She thought about how strange life was. About how, a few years ago, she was lost, too young, too pressured, too lonely. And now, she had this: a home, a love, a puppy. A life that was just hers.
They arrived at the apartment when it was already dark. Ponyo woke up enough to eat her food and drink water, before dragging herself to her bed. Minjeong took a quick shower and threw herself onto the bed.
Jimin laughed and lay down beside her, pulling her close.
"Have a good day?"
"The best." Minjeong nestled into her chest. "You, Ponyo, the hike. Everything perfect."
"Good." Jimin kissed her hair. "Because you deserve perfect days. Every day."
"Impossible. But I appreciate the sentiment."
They were silent for a moment, the fatigue of the hike weighing on their bodies. Outside, the city glittered with millions of lights. Inside, the apartment was dark and silent, except for the soft snoring of Ponyo.
"Jimin?" Minjeong called, her voice sleepy.
"Hm?"
"Do you think we'll be okay?"
Jimin frowned.
"What do you mean?"
"In the future. With the group, with the company, with... everything. Do you think we'll be okay?"
It was a question laden with anxiety, and Jimin knew where it came from. The comeback was near, the pressures mounting, the rumors on fan forums intensifying. It was hard to ignore the outside world when it came knocking at the door.
"We will," she replied, her voice firm. "No matter what happens, we'll be okay."
"How do you know?"
"Because we have this." Jimin hugged her tighter. "This home. This bed. This snoring dog. We have a life together, and that's stronger than anything out there."
Minjeong was silent for so long that Jimin thought she had fallen asleep. But then, a whisper:
"I think so too. That we'll be okay. Because we have each other."
"Exactly."
"And we have Ponyo."
"And we have Ponyo."
"She snores really loud."
"She does. But we love her."
"We love her."
Minjeong sighed, and her body finally relaxed completely. In a few minutes, she was asleep.
Jimin stayed awake for a while longer, watching the ceiling in the dark. Outside, the city continued its frenetic pace, indifferent to the bubble of peace that existed in that apartment. But inside here, everything was right. Everything was exactly as it should be.
She closed her eyes and let herself be carried away by fatigue, lulled by Ponyo's snoring and Minjeong's soft breathing. The three of them, together. A family.
---
It was a night in June, and summer had finally arrived.
The living room wall was painted sage green, Minjeong had gotten what she wanted, after all. The curtains were new, of a light fabric that danced with the breeze. There were more photos on the walls now, and more plants in the corners. The apartment had evolved with them, absorbing their personalities, becoming more and more a reflection of who they were.
Ponyo, now a year and a half old, was at the peak of her beauty. Her white coat shone, her floppy ears swayed gracefully, her dark eyes still had the same curious sparkle they'd had the day Minjeong first saw her at the shelter.
Jimin was in the kitchen, preparing dinner. Nothing elaborate, just a comforting jjigae, the kind of meal that warmed the soul. Through the open window, the distant sound of the city and the scent of the balcony flowers drifted in.
In the living room, Minjeong was sitting on the floor, Ponyo in her lap. They were playing with a new toy, one of those that released treats when manipulated correctly. Ponyo, as always, was trying to cheat, biting the toy instead of spinning it.
"That's not how you do it," Minjeong laughed. "You have to spin it, Ponyo. Spin it."
Ponyo looked at her with her most innocent expression and went back to biting the toy.
"You'll never learn, will you?"
Jimin watched the scene from the stove, a wooden spoon in her hand, a smile on her lips. It was such an ordinary scene, so everyday, and yet, so extraordinary. Minjeong on the floor, Ponyo in her lap, the two of them engaged in their little battle of wills.
She pulled out her phone and took a photo. Click.
"Did you take another picture?" Minjeong asked, without looking up.
"How do you know?"
"I always know. You make a specific face when you're taking photos."
"What face?"
"A face like..." Minjeong thought. "Like someone who's storing away a treasure."
Jimin put her phone back in her pocket and went back to stirring the soup.
"That's because I am."
"Are what?"
"Storing away a treasure." Jimin glanced at her over her shoulder. "Every moment with you and Ponyo is a treasure."
Minjeong blushed, even after so many years together. She never got used to Jimin's displays of affection, and Jimin hoped she never would. It was nice to see her blush, to see her smile shyly, to see her try to hide how much the words affected her.
"You're ridiculous," Minjeong murmured.
"You love my ridiculousness."
"I do. So much."
Dinner was ready. They sat at the table, Ponyo lying at their feet, waiting patiently for something to fall. They talked about their day, Minjeong had a photo shoot that morning, Jimin had attended a meeting about the setlist for the next concert. Nothing extraordinary. Just life.
After the meal, they did the dishes together, as they always did. Ponyo supervised them from the kitchen doorway, her eyes attentive to every movement. When the last pot was put away, they settled on the sofa.
"Movie tonight?" Minjeong suggested.
"Something light. Nothing that'll make us cry."
"Comedy?"
"Comedy."
They chose a silly movie about a group of friends who opened a bakery. The plot was predictable, the jokes were goofy, but it was exactly what they needed. Ponyo nestled between them, her head in Minjeong's lap, her paws in Jimin's lap.
At one point, Jimin looked around. The living room lit only by the TV light. The plants in the corners. The antique lamp from the fair. The sage green wall. The photos on the shelves, so many photos, most of them of Minjeong and Ponyo. The smell of dinner still lingered in the air, mixed with the soft perfume Minjeong wore.
She felt something in her chest. A fullness. A peace.
"What are you thinking about?" Minjeong asked, noticing her distant gaze.
"About how happy I am."
"Because of the movie?"
"Because of everything." Jimin turned to face her. "Because of this apartment. Because of Ponyo. Because of you. Because I have exactly the life I wanted, even without knowing I wanted it."
Minjeong smiled, that smile that showed her gums, that closed her eyes into crescent moons.
"Me too," she said. "I have exactly the life I wanted."
"Even with the hard days?"
"Especially with the hard days. Because it's on those days that I realize most what I have." Minjeong held her hand. "When I'm tired, you make my favorite food. When I'm sad, you hold me. When I'm anxious, you listen. And Ponyo..." She looked at the sleeping dog. "Ponyo makes me laugh every single day. Even when she pees on the rug."
"She hasn't peed on the rug in months."
"It was an example."
"An unfair example. She's very well-behaved now."
"She is." Minjeong stroked the dog's ears. "Our girl is growing up."
They were silent for a moment, the movie still playing on TV. Ponyo snored softly.
"Minjeong?" Jimin called.
"Hm?"
"I want it to be like this forever."
Minjeong looked at her, and there was a serenity in her eyes that spoke of deep certainties.
"It will be," she said. "Maybe not exactly like this. Maybe we'll move to another apartment, or adopt another dog, or face challenges we can't even imagine. But what matters..." She squeezed Jimin's hand. "What matters will remain. Us. This. What we've built."
"A home," Jimin completed.
"A home." Minjeong smiled. "A home called us."
They kissed, there on the sofa, with Ponyo between them and the TV light flickering on the sage green wall. Outside, the city glittered. Inside, love warmed every corner.
And Jimin knew, with a certainty that transcended words, that she was exactly where she was meant to be.
That night, when they went to bed, Ponyo jumped onto the bed as she always did. She nestled between them, her head on the pillow, a sigh of contentment escaping her snout.
"Good night, love," Minjeong murmured.
"Good night, my darling."
"Good night, Ponyo."
Ponyo snored in response.
And the three of them fell asleep, lulled by the sound of the distant city and the heartbeat of one another. A family. A home. A love that grew with every passing day.
Outside, the world kept turning, with its pressures, its demands, its curious glances. But inside here, in that apartment on the twelfth floor, there was a complete universe. Made of simple routines, small gestures, stolen moments. Made of warm soup on cold days, pancakes in the morning, hikes in the spring, hidden photos on a phone.
Made of Minjeong. Of Jimin. Of Ponyo.
Made of love.
