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I wanted to go home after work but Kocho dragged me out with some other coworkers to this small bar downtown. I don't drink, not since Sabito died but I'm not supposed to think about that.
"Tomioka meet Kanjori Mitsuri she's my girlfriend" Obanai stated gesturing to a young woman with bright pink and green hair the opposite of Obanai "Hi Tomioka it's nice to meet you I've heard lots about you." She said a very bubbly personality really the opposite of all of our coworkers there is me, Kocho, Obanai, shinuzagaw.and Rengoku. I mean I think Rengoku would get along well with her.
"Nice to meet you Mitsuri." Don't show emotions she wouldn't care. No one ever does.
"Tomioka! Over here my friend!" Rengoku he is so loud especially in such a small space I might as well go over and get a drink it's only one, it's only one, it's only one, it's only one. Never more than one, ever "Rengoku how are you doing?" I don't want to drink Sabito proved of much I never want to drink again. "HAHAH Tomioka I'm great thanks for asking! Bartender one drink for my friend here!" It's was suffocating how loud he got when drunk witch he definitely was.
"Oh I don't drink but thank you for the offer." I really don't please believe me. "Nonsense you can have one drink it's only a party after beer is involved!" Please I don't drink it would never happen again I am the sober one I'm the driver not a drinker "ok I'll have one but no more. I'm a lightweight" I am but if I have even one I could get drunk I have to be careful.
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How long has it been I can't remember I want to go home please I can't stop the tears who's here "help me 'hic' I-I want to go 'hic' home please." I never want to drink this was why I can't think I just want to be home "tomioka you're okay I've got you now" who was that I don't care but there holding me and it feels good I just want to stay with them
"Who are 'hic' you I can't see 'hic' tell me" I just want to know the name of my savor he saved me from the pain of driving home like this the reminder that I could have died the same way Sabito did and that is what Would break me "your really can't tell huh well I'm going to put you in my car and we'll go home okay?" He asked in a way that told me he wasn't asking he was telling me we are going home, I like that "okay just take me home"
It didn't take long to get home the drive here was silent aside from my crying every now and then I'm glad he didn't say anything. "Giyuu?" That name the only ones who used it where Sabito and his sister a d she was at her place getting everything ready for her wedding in a few weeks so who was using this name that was so close to my heart
"Who are you I still never got an answer?"
a fist came down on top of my head "Dumbass look at me" I didn't want to because if I did there would only be a void in the place of a face but when I looked up I saw the firm yet soft face of Sanemi Shinazugawa he was in the testing department. "S-sanemi? Why are you here?" "Dumb question take this it's a weighted blanket it'll help you feel better now, what movie do you want to watch?" Why would he help me. I want the help but I don't deserve it. "Kiki's delivery service if that's okay..." I can't stop the tears of the sound that come out of my throat it's raw and painfull but free for the first time in 8 years I can be free from all the guilt all the pain. The scars I can be free from them and the worst part about it all. He held me while I cried he was supposed to hate me but he didn't he held me.