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Everything had changed since Hikaru went missing on that mountain.Including when Hikaru came back he was ‘Hikaru’,but the only one who knew about this was Yoshiki.Sure there was a few rumors here and there about some “monster in the mountain” but there was no evidence that could back these rumors up.Except everything Yoshiki had scene.
As this monster sits beside his bed reading a manga all Yoshiki wanted to do was cry.Cry for how wrong this is,cry for guilt,cry for his real best friend while a fake was trying to be him.This ‘Hikaru’ could act like him all he wanted but for Yoshiki…he would never be the real Hikaru.That’s when Hikaru looked up at Yoshiki to ask a question.Yoshiki snaps out of his whole trance.
“Yoshiki”...”Can we try this ?”.
His finger points to a manga panel,it was two people kissing and they were all into it too.Head tilting and all of that stuff they use in the movies.Eyes of his glance to the cover,
‘Hikaru’ was reading one of those cringe romance manga’s.One thought appeared into Yoshiki’s mind,one thought he wished to store away.
“Does ‘Hikaru’ want to do this because he loves me,even though he’s a monster”.
For a second Yoshiki can’t even believe he considered that.Why does it matter if ‘Hikaru’ loves him?Bę̱͓̾̐c̷̫͎͈̽ͧá̸̺͉͕͛͌u͈ͧs̝̥ȩ̳̀͂ͩ y̹̬͊̎̐õ̸̇̿u̫̣̹ l̶̤̾o̓v̞̤e h̶̔ͬi̮̖ṁ̗͇ b̸̖̄̽ḁc̸̣͈ͫk̨̝̿͊́.NO you don’t like boys and especially not your best friend.
‘Hikaru’ was looking at Yoshiki with his big pretty eyes when he asked another question which was worse then the last.
“Yoshiki,What is love ?”.
Yoshiki froze,he tried to think of a way to explain it to someone so clueless as him.
“It’s when your body gets tingly and all happy like for a certain purpose”.
When Yoshiki answers him like that,’Hikaru’ looks at the ground faster than clockwork.Yoshiki was beginning to think he did something wrong.
“What if I feel this feeling with you Yoshiki”.
Yoshiki didn't know if he wanted to die happy or out of sheer embarrassment at that moment.He loved ‘Hikaru’ and Hikaru he really did.Hikaru was everything to him maybe even this one too.But the old Hikaru knew what their town was like.Knew if they were in daylight they would be shot dead.It broke Yoshiki’s heart to see his pretty little boy not knowing the world was so judging.Not knowing what would come if they knew,if EVERYONE knew.
Yoshiki pats his bed as an offer for ‘Hikaru’ to get his but up there.’Hikaru’ notices the social cue and jumps onto the bed.Bodies intertwine as Yoshiki wraps his arms around him.He looks so cute right now.Yoshiki’s lips perk up.
“ ‘Hikaru’...you may not be him but I love you too”.
‘Hikaru’s eyes lit up like fireworks on the fourth of July that quickly turned into a sour expression.
“Yoshiki”.
Yoshiki looks down at his little angel in his lap.
“Yeah” Yoshiki responds.
“One of Hikaru’s memories…there is this one where you guys are at a river and were talking about a guy getting kicked out for his sexuality”.
The tension was so thick you could cut with a knife.
“Yoshiki are you-mmrFH”.
Yoshiki had connected both of their lips together trying to replicate the manga panel,it felt hot,sweet and refreshing.’Hikaru’ could taste his spit,he would drink it in gallons.He was also highly demanding too,extremely aggressive.As they say as quick as it started as fast as it ended.Yoshiki began bambling on how “blind” ‘Hikaru’ is saying how he just said that he loved him.
“Of course I’m gay”,Yoshiki exclaims “that's what I am if I love you”.
They kiss again so hard ‘Hikaru’s’ lips might fall off.He moans and Yoshi smirks.His boy was the cutest thing he had ever seen in his life.It began to deepen in every way possible,Yoshiki’s tongue slid against ‘Hikaru’s’ and even if he wasn't real it didn't matter because Hikaru would never do this for him.Would never kiss him like how ‘Hikaru’ was doing it right now.There lips disconnect and it leaves a long spit stream with their hearts racing.
Hikaru begins to addresses something,
“Look,I know I may not understand the world like he did and I will never be him…so promince you won’t leave me just because of the fact.I also may not know alot but I still know something.I’m not as innocent as you think I am Yoshiki.The world is cruel and I know that.I can tell from his memories.So please treat me like the real him for once”.
When Hikaru finishes,Yoshiki mutters “Your perfect ‘Hikaru’,in every way possible.You don’t have to be him to earn my affection”.
The sun sets and everything was beautiful,Hikaru,the lighting,well mostly Hikaru…Or should I say everything was before his parents walked in.