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Atsushi was about to end his third year in high school, making next year his senior year. He's always been the guy with tons of friends but not because he's outgoing, just because everyone approaches him. He had one friend where he was the one to initiate anything.
That, was with Ryunosuke. The two were an odd pair. Atsushi had always been a super awkward easy guy. Ryunosuke was more of a laid back judgy type. But he always cracked a smirk when Atsushi got all hot and red when embarrassed. Ryunosuke enjoyed it, seeing his friend all stutter and malfunction.
The thing about Atsushi was in his small friend group, they all had jokes. And one happened to be about Atsushi, and about him being gay. Just a joke, and Atsushi always got pink in the cheeks when denying it. Not that it was bad or anything-! He supported it all.. He just found his physical tendencies to be more of a bromance. Those physical tendencies are with Ryunosuke, probably his closest friend. No one held back with the jokes, and Atsushi just used the same excuse. That it's just his way of friendship, he's a physical guy.
He's at his house alone, or not alone. Whatever. His family wasn't home, but he had Ryunosuke over. They had an Ouija board that his little sister, Kyouka, had bought with allowance money. She's always been a horror girl. Weird. But Atsushi thought using it with his friend would be fun. Just stupid teenage boy things.
Absolutely no seriousness in this, Ryunosuke's first question was asking a name. Obviously the thing didn't move. "Damn. Must be fake." He rolled his eyes sarcastically, making Atsushi just stare at his face. The cheesiest smile on his face, before letting out a nerdy laugh. "Whatever, just have fun!"
They asked all kinds of questions, "what's your body count?" Which was an odd question to try and ask a ghost. "Are you dead." Well damn Atsushi, it's pretty obvious a ghost might be dead. But that's a small charm Atsushi had, his lack of common sense.
After like five minutes of messing around, Ryunosuke asked, "Dear ghost people on the other side.. Or whatever.. Is Atsushi an absolute pussy?" And out of pure spite, Ryunosuke moved the planchette to the yes. Immediately bursting out in chuckles at himself, Atsushi immediately fired up into a complete mess. His hands fly off the wooden piece, into the air in confusion.
"YOU- y- you did that on purpose!" Atsushi shouted into the vacant apartment he lived in. Ryunosuke had that teasing smirk he always had, the one that said 'are you sure?'. They just sat there, and Atsushi yanked the piece over to himself, putting it back on the board once they calmed down. Their fingertips touch as all eight digits – two out of ten fingers on each hand, four hands – lay on the cheap wood.
A bold Atsushi speaks up, a very fast and random line of words leaves his mouth before Ryunosuke can process what the other said. "Should we kiss?" And Atsushi moved their hands, the wood moving over the 'yes', and faked a shocked face. A very bad act. Ryunosuke's facial expression resembled the one of someone who just heard a very odd secret. He immediately jumped up and said "what the hell!!" Atsushi clearly wasn't a great actor.
"you moved it-?" Ryunosuke shouted out, voice dripping in confusion. Atsushi returning the loudness by standing up off the floor and freaking out, "We're gonna die! Ryunosuke did you see that?! If we don't- we- we die!" Ryunosuke was damn flabbergasted.
Atsushi very obviously moved the piece, the same way Ryunosuke did. But instead of a simple name calling, kissing-?! "Ryunosuke we gotta do it nowww-" Atsushi was definitely playing around, his voice turning into a whine as he grabbed Ryunosuke's wrists and held back a huge smile.
Ryunosuke wouldn't lie to himself, that was pretty nice. Atsushi whining about kissing. Ryunosuke blinked and decided to play along "are we really going to die, Atsushi?" A fake look of horror in his eyes and in the tone of his voice. He didn't usually go along with Atsushi when he did stupid tricks like this.
Atsushi was shocked too, thrilled even. "Yes yes yes!" And to be fair.. Atsushi's lips were a pretty shade of pink. compared to his own, they were full as well. Atsushi always had a small pout to his face when he was relaxed. Ryunosuke let out a laugh, clearly liking the whole act thing they had going on. He leaned over the Ouija board and kissed Atsushi right on the mouth.
Earning a gasp out of him, Ryunosuke retreated back to his original spot across from Atsushi. A very pleased look on his face. Atsushi got red by the smallest of compliment, a kiss just might break him. "Ryunosuke that was a joke" Atsushi just muttered out. He wasn't lying though. It was a joke, just a joke that Atsushi definitely would like his friend to take seriously.
"Oh, so you didn't want to?" Ryunosuke replied, making Atsushi go into complete panic mode. "Oh- well- FUCK!" He didn't curse much, only when he got super embarrassed and choked up. Like.. Right now. Ryunosuke just sat there, taking his hands off of the planchette. "I did I guess- but whatever whatever whatever!!!! I just wanted to try it out!" Talk about a panic attack or something.
Ryunosuke just grabbed Atsushi by his face and kissed him again, unlike the small peck from a minute ago, it was an actual kiss. Full mouth on mouth, head tilt and all. The first thing Atsushi had noticed were Ryunosuke's cold ass hands. They've always been a chilling cool temperature. No matter how cold Ryu's hands were, they made Atsushi's cheeks hotter than a savannah. Ryunosuke held back, but couldn't stop himself from smiling during the kissing.
They both had their eyes closed, Atsushi's hands hadn't moved an inch. His whole body was tensed up, this was probably the most action he'd ever had in his whole life. No girl had ever got to him the way Ryunosuke had. And he hated it, oh God he hated it. Every he denied the allegations from his friends that he's gay for that man. He never really took time to think about it, the way Ryunosuke's eyes were so easy to get lost into.. The way Ryunosuke treated him, always got him smiling and blushing. He always called it 'embarrassment' but it's definitely more than that.
Suddenly, Atsushi crawled on top of his best friend. Legs straddling Ryunosuke's waist, elbows on the cold wooden floor of Atsushi's room, cornering the other in. It really hit them both like a semi truck. The overwhelming feeling of sudden lust taking over Atsushi, meanwhile Ryunosuke had just felt his soft awkward friend pin him down on the floor. Was Atsushi's bedroom door locked? Was it even closed? What if his parents came home. What if his sister came home-?! No. Don't think about family when kissing a dude. If he got caught, he got caught.
The kiss broke pretty fast after all the crawling and falling onto the ground stuff. It wasn't awkward anymore, just super intimate. Ryunosuke had a pretty shocked look on his face. Then after a minute of staring right into Atsushi's eyes, he just laughed. A sexy laugh. Every time Ryunosuke laughed it just seemed to be the most attractive thing a person could hear. It's an honor to witness it. Ryunosuke smiled, after a kiss he had initiated but Atsushi took to another level.
Usually, this stuff was saved for the mattress. But why was it so much more arousing on the floor? Maybe the fact it made them both feel as if they're not doing what they're supposed to be. Or at least, more of that feeling than being on the bed would. The tension that was accumulating each second could be cut with scissors. Atsushi snapped that shit in half with a huge lick right across Ryunosuke's cheek, talk about a tiger. Which.. Was another inside joke between the friend group, but that's a whole other story.
His cheek was wet with saliva, Ryunosuke's hands moved from Atsushi's face to grip his shoulders. He just laid there, back against the floor as Atsushi trailed kisses from that cheek all down his jaw. Atsushi was convinced this was some sort of fever dream and that he would never ever bring it up the next day and so on.
Ryunosuke leaned his head back. completely relaxed under Atsushi, who was already about to bite Ryunosuke on the shoulder. Atsushi had sharp canines, which is sort of why the tiger jokes originally came his way. The teeth digging down into his skin, earning a deep breath from Ryunosuke. No gasps, not even a curse. He just held it back and exhaled.
Atsushi could feel Ryunosuke's chest move up and down, aware that the bite would definitely hurt. But they've been through this, Ryunosuke was fine with being hurt. His other friends constantly hit him hard when laughing, or pushing and shoving as a joke. Obviously that's a different kind of pain, but what about it? If he wanted Atsushi to stop, he would've told him to stop.
Ryunosuke's hands moved to Atsushi's waist, they're both had nice bodies. In different ways of course. Ryunosuke was simply skinny, while Atsushi was average but also had more muscle. Not a six pack or some body builder shit, just results of some sports he was in. Like track. Ryunosuke did band.
Enough about school life, Atsushi rested his forehead against Ryunosuke's collarbone. One arm moving down, his hand moving Ryunosuke's black shirt down his shoulder. Allowing himself to go lower, he grazed his teeth down his friend's shoulder. His other arm moving from near Ryunosuke's head to sit beside Ryunosuke's waist instead. This was getting a lot more.. Horny.
"Atsushi." He spoke, breaking the silence with one word. "Ryunosuke?" Atsushi looked up from the shoulder his teeth were locked on. Completely snapped out of the whole kinky biting thing.
"How far are you planning to go with this?" Ryunosuke's lifted his head, elbows now against the wooden floors to halfway sit up. Atsushi thought, moving up along with Ryunosuke "Uhh.. When do you want me to stop?" Ryunosuke touched at the teeth marks on his shoulders, rubbing his thumb against them to try and get them gone. "I'm fine with however far you wanna go. Now answer my question" A simply reply, "So we can undress?" Atsushi raised an eyebrow, testing the waters, his hand moving back to Ryunosuke's shirt.
Ryunosuke fully sat up, his own hand grabbing onto his shirt and taking it off. Might've messed his hair up a bit, but whatever. They've seen each other shirtless, they're guys and they're friends. And reminder Atsushi does sports, he's constantly over heating during hangouts and simply takes a shirt off.
Yet it was definitely different this time. They both though about a lot of things when the other takes off his shirt, but they never said it. Now it's time to say that shit. "You're so pale that it's hot." Fuck that was embarrassing. Ryunosuke just sat there, processing Atsushi's words. The room suddenly raised in temperature. Ryunosuke's face was just monotone, no emotion. "I have an erection."
Random. Random but definitely necessary. Atsushi's glad that Ryunosuke was honest. Because it seems the feeling is mutual. "Ha. Me too. Did you.. Just get one? Cause I've had one." Atsushi tried to make it less awkward, and he definitely did. Ryunosuke just looked Atsushi up and down and let out a chuckle. "I guess mines not new either, it just only now got bad."
Atsushi was definitely lost in those eyes. It's tiring hearing Ryunosuke talk about how boring his eyes were, like yeah they're a dark gray. But that's not all of it.. It seems as if there's fog in his eyes as well, just tons of smoke. And a dark gray never went wrong, it's so easy to imagine stuff in dark colors. Atsushi snap out of it. And he did. He shook his head with a laugh and took off his own shirt. He's definitely more.. Tan. Obviously he's outside more.
Now it's Ryunosuke's turn to sit and stare. It's so familiar, a body he'd seen so many time but never in a 'we just kissed intimately and now we're undressing for each other' kind of way. Now he could look. Observe. His hand raised and sat in Atsushi's hair. Just pure white. And a few black strands. His fingers went and twirled that one uneven piece in the front.
"You're hot as well." Atsushi would be lying if he said that didn't get him going. A bright smile spread across his face at the compliment. Atsushi stood up, grabbing Ryunosuke's wrist and sitting him down on the edge of his bed. "It's more comfortable this way, k?" Ryunosuke definitely enjoyed this, taking it to the bed. It seemed like the kissing and biting isn't the horniest this evening is gonna get.
Atsushi decided to get up on Ryunosuke's lap, and it was no lie when he mentioned an erection. The full truth is they both had one, and if they didn't trust each other's words before, they trusted it now. They could basically feel each other. Once again, straddling Ryunosuke. Atsushi just looked down at him, sitting on his lap, he was taller than the dude. Originally they were the same height though. While one hand stayed on the mattress to hold himself up, Ryunosuke's other hand was on Atsushi's waist. They made eye contact before Atsushi went down and connected their lips once more.
Ryunosuke pulled him in by the waist, falling right back into that previous position. Ryunosuke's back against the ground, or now the mattress, and Atsushi on top. This time it was a better kiss. Better than the first, and better than the second. Ryunosuke's leg moved to Atsushi's back, basically cuddling one another. This time, Atsushi bit down on Ryunosuke's bottom lip. Not with his canines, that would easily draw blood. And Atsushi just might be saving that for later.
Ryunosuke knew what was going on. He didn't resist for even one second, transitioning an intimate kiss into a make out. Atsushi had never made out with someone. What the fuck was he doing. Love blinded him though, that's all. Ryunosuke maybe had one make out with a girl in middle school.. And Atsushi said 'ew' when Ryunosuke told him.
Atsushi's mouth was practically watering, the same way it does when he sees spicy food. This was so gay. Their tongues touched, and they both burst into giggles against each other's mouths. The feeling of a tongue against their own wasn't the weird thing, it's the fact it's their best friend's tongue that made them laugh.
Shirtless too. Their chests are pressing together, even their stomachs are just against each other. Don't even mention their waists and below.
Atsushi broke the kiss, and they both took a huge gasp of air. Pulling back, it felt like biting into a freshly cooked cheese pizza. For one, it's delicious. Two, super stringy. Their mixed saliva connected to their tongues, their lips. Their faces were all red hot and flustered. What could they possibly be after this.. Just a little more than best friends. Friends with benefits? Maybe, if this ends up being a constant thing. This is the kind of shit they had wet dreams about.
They're both aware of the mix of their dna between them, and it just made Atsushi cough out more laughter. Homosexual. Atsushi moved his lips downwards, not a kiss. But his mouth was right at the corner of Ryunosuke's lips, kissing the corners as Ryunosuke couldn't help a smile. It reminded them both that the room was completely silent besides their laughs and previous... grunts.
"T- Atsushi-" Ryunosuke attempted to speak while Atsushi was pressing kisses near his mouth. "Mm-" That made Atsushi pull back, "What is it?" Atsushi sounded overjoyed. A surge of.. Something. Maybe more homosexuality. But a surge of something came through his blood.
"Damn."
"Damn?"
"That's all I have to say. Damn." Ryunosuke replied, damn. About what? Damn about Atsushi doing that well at making out even though it's his first time. Oh, and Ryunosuke reached his thumb out and wiped spit off of Atsushi's mouth. "Is this gay?" Atsushi asked. Just that simple question made Ryunosuke choke on air.
"Wo- Woah. You're saying- we kissed, you bit me, we took our shirts off, confessed we both had erections for each other, made out- and you're questioning if that was gay?"
".. Maybe"
Ryunosuke just stared up at Atsushi. "Yes you dumbass- that was super gay. I don't know if you're gay, but what you just did was definitely gay. You could just be super horny, or you're homosexual." That sent Atsushi into some thought. All Atsushi had to say was, "What if I'm both"
"Oh? Well if you're both then you're both. Me, I guessss.. Uhh.. I'm probably gay. But I'm also definitely horny. So I think we're both, both."
"I don't wanna have sex to be honest. That's a lot for me right now. Just in case you wanted to, I just... Don't wanna" Atsushi mentioned, well obviously he liked sex. Or at least the thought of it. But God that's a huge step for him, he's seventeen and still feels like a kid in a way.
"Oh no no no I'm fine with that, I'm in a mood but not like to a make love kinda.. Extent?"
"Oh shit. Good."