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A smoke break for me
So what if I do smoke, it’s not against the law as far as I know, not yet it ain’t, not in a galaxy far far away it’s not!
So what if I am rather orally fixated! I regularly chew on a stick for fuck’s sake! And guess sometimes in private other things too… but yeah, let’s not go there right now as I would like to keep this PG after all!
I know smoking ain’t too good for me or anyone else for that matter, but it’s on rare occasion I do this. This smoking thing, just the get the edge off.
A break from it all. The war that is.
A break for my brain more likely, to get into that one particular and blissfully numb place as the thing of the cigarette fills my lungs with toxins and whatnots.
Yeah, I know, bad! But sue me will ya!
So, you found out! I am really bad that way, but we all have our vices don’t we.
I admit that I do have plenty of others and this is just one of them, but I am a soldier of war so why not!
As I really can’t argue too much against a what I like to call nerve soothing smoke just after a bad joke of a mission gone all SNAFU on me.
And so, I like to take a quiet break all to myself with a good smoke saved for a rainy day like this one is every now and again simply to calm my over thinking brain.
I have so totally deserved this one totally bad thing, no doubt about it!
And so, puff, puff, puffing away, here in my hidey-hole of a place, just the one or two, then I will be all good for a long while once again!