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The sun beamed brightly on my face; I was on the bed, slumped and stupid like some mannequin. I didn’t want to go to class at all today, but I needed to keep up my good attendance, as I looked beside my arm; I remembered how I still hadn't cleaned up.
I wanted to drift back to sleep, to a dream world with my thoughts and him...until a familiar and tired but somehow energized voice rang in my ear, “Will-san! Get up! You're going to be late." It was Kurode, my roommate. As much as I hate to admit it, I like him, more than like it was love. The perfect world I can imagine is just me and him, but I will never say it out loud; I’m not good at speaking my feelings—
"WILL-SAN!" a yell that kicked me out of a daze. As I sat up in shock and confusion, I collapsed on my bed again because of the blood from my scars streaming down my arm. Kurode obviously saw and rushed to my side.
Kurode sighed disappointedly and looked up at me like a cat, an angry cat—he's way too cute.
"Will-san...wait here; I'll get something..." I nod weakly as he leaves. Half a minute later, he comes back with a medical kit; his face is an explosion of different feelings that I just can't read.
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“There!” Kurode said with absolute pride in his voice. I took a look at the bandages on my arm, and a small, warm sensation spread on my cheeks. I obviously looked away; it would be pretty embarrassing for him to see my flushed face, wouldn't it?
"Will-san... you don't have to go to school today; you can take the day off. I'll stay with you." Kurode looks at me fondly.
"You don't have to skip all your classes for me, Kurode-kun," I protested; it wasn't a strong one. Kurode chuckled. "..no need to worry; I’ll have an excuse for the professor. All you have to do is shut your pretty eyes and rest. Can you do that?"
I feel like a child being pampered by my own kindergarten teacher; his voice sounds so nice and soothing. I submissively do as he says and rest.
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As the dream world drifted away and had me back to reality, I felt warmer than usual. As I looked on my side, I was so close to having a heart attack. Kurode was beside me; it was the equivalent to an angel's blessing. I never got to see him this close, especially when sleeping.
I tucked my sleeping beauty's hair behind his ear; the way he shivered under my touch was adorable. I wanted to do more; I wanted to feel him more. I want to be the only person who can see this.
As my thoughts spiraled about him, a huge wave of possessiveness ran through me; the thought of other people being able to gaze at such a person like him is something my sanity couldn't handle at all, someone so beautiful, an art piece crafted from the love of nature, my kurode.
I didn't think and held his face softly, my cold hands making him shiver once more, then embracing him for a kiss. His lips were warm and soft. Yes, it was immoral to kiss him without him knowing or worse, even consenting, but I just kept going; it would be a matter of time before he woke up.
As I pulled away from the kiss, a string of saliva kept our lips connected in some way. I didn't wipe my mouth; the germ of Kurodes was already sacred enough.
It didn't take long before shame and guilt ran through me.
I don't know why I did it, I just couldn't hold back. Thoughts were spiraling. It kept going on and on; I shut my eyes, trembling.
I didn't even realize the tears streaming down my face until someone wiped my tears. The touch was soft and delicate, treating me like a porcelain doll, something precious.
It was no one other than Kurode... The way he looked at me was soft and filled with love; I'm unsure if I'm exaggerating.
"Will-san…" Kurode said softly. “I really don't know what you're tearing up for, but just know I'm here.” He smiled brightly. I don't deserve someone like him.
“I don't think you ate anything, is that right?” I nodded slowly.
“I'll go make you something alright... Is there anything you want specifically?" I shook my head. "Anything you make is enough for me." Kurode smiled, and as he was about to get up...
"Kurode, can I kiss you?”
“E-eh?!”
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For some reason, kurode struggled to look at me in the eye, whenever he does his face turns completely red, this kept happening for the rest of the day
Cute..♡