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The rain had been coming down in blinding, relentless sheets for hours by the time the rusted-out sedan they had hot-wired finally sputtered and died on a muddy, unnamed backroad. Frenchie did not curse. He did not hit the steering wheel or sigh heavily. He simply killed the dead engine, pulled the keys from the ignition out of muscle memory, and looked over at the passenger seat.
Kimiko was staring out the rain-streaked window, her silhouette illuminated only by the faint, bluish glow of the dashboard clock. They were exhausted in a way that sleep could no longer easily fix. It was the kind of exhaustion that settled deep into the marrow of their bones, a heavy, toxic byproduct of living every single day waiting for the other shoe to drop. They spent their lives waiting for Homelander to descend from the sky like an angry god, waiting for Butcher to bark another vicious, suicidal mission into their ears, waiting for the blood to start pooling around their boots. But out here, in the middle of a dense forest miles from the nearest highway, there was no hum of the city. There was only the sound of heavy water drumming against the thin metal roof of the car.
Frenchie pushed his door open, the freezing chill of the night air hitting him instantly, soaking through his thin jacket in seconds. They grabbed their duffels in silent agreement and trudged through the thick, sucking mud. They walked for what felt like miles until the tree line finally broke, revealing a structure sitting quietly in a small clearing. It was not a concrete bunker or a sterile Vought safehouse. It was a home. A small wooden sign swinging violently in the wind by the porch read "Guesthouse," indicating it was some sort of forgotten Airbnb, empty and waiting in the off-season.
They climbed the steps to the porch, their boots leaving heavy, muddy tracks on the wooden boards. The lock was old and gave way under a simple, practiced twist of Frenchie’s lock picks. Kimiko pushed the heavy front door open, stepping into the pitch-black interior without a second of hesitation.
Frenchie followed her, shutting the storm out behind them and engaging the deadbolt. He reached out, his hand trailing along the wall until he found a switch. He flipped it, and warm, amber light flooded the entryway, revealing a space that made the breath catch in his throat.
The house was a time capsule. It was aggressively, beautifully domestic, designed with the distinct, undeniable aesthetic of an old Korean grandmother. The floors were a worn, polished hardwood adorned with thick, woven rugs. Crocheted doilies were meticulously draped over the backs of velvet armchairs. The wallpaper was a faded floral print, and framed watercolor paintings of mountains and winding rivers hung slightly crookedly on the walls. It smelled like dried herbs, old paper, and a faint, lingering ghost of toasted sesame and rain.
For a man who had spent the better part of his life in damp basements, sterile laboratories, and blood-stained alleys, the sheer normalcy of the room was overwhelming. Frenchie felt a strange ache in his chest. His hand still hovered instinctively near the gun tucked into his waistband. The paranoia was a familiar friend, a heavy armor he never quite knew how to take off, but standing in this room, the armor felt ridiculous.
He watched Kimiko. She had dropped her duffel bag onto the floor and was slowly walking through the living room, her fingertips trailing lightly over the back of a floral sofa. The hard, jagged edges she always carried with her—the lethal tension in her shoulders, the defensive, guarded tilt of her chin—were actively melting away right in front of him.
She turned to look at him, her dark eyes catching the warm lamplight. She lifted her hands, her fingers moving in sharp, precise motions.
It feels safe.
Frenchie swallowed hard, the knot in his throat tightening. He didn’t inherently trust the word 'safe.' He wasn't sure he even knew what the concept truly meant anymore, not in a world where men with laser eyes could melt a building in seconds. But looking at her, standing in the middle of a room that smelled like quiet afternoons and old tea, he desperately wanted to believe it.
"Oui, mon cœur," he murmured, his voice incredibly rough, cracking with exhaustion. He shrugged off his soaking wet jacket, letting it fall to the floor. "It is safe. At least for tonight."
Kimiko offered a small, genuine smile that made his heart stutter, then turned and walked purposefully toward the back of the house. Frenchie followed her, drawn in by her gravitational pull.
They found the kitchen, and Frenchie instantly felt a spark of life return to his exhausted limbs. Cooking was his sanctuary. It was the only time his chaotic, racing mind quieted down. In the kitchen, there were rules. Chemistry made sense. Heat and time equaled flavor. It was a stark contrast to the unpredictable violence of his daily life. He took in the space with the appreciative eye of a master. It was small but brilliantly organized. Heavy cast-iron pots and steel pans hung from a rack above a pristine gas stove. Rows of glass jars lined the open wooden shelves, filled with dried shiitake mushrooms, vibrant red pepper flakes, dried anchovies, and kelp. It was a working kitchen, a sacred space where someone had clearly spent decades pouring their soul into bubbling pots of broth.
Kimiko moved directly to the large, humming refrigerator. It seemed the owner kept it fully stocked with essential staples. She pulled out a carton of eggs, a firm block of tofu, a bundle of fresh scallions, and a heavy earthenware tub of dark red paste. She set them on the worn wooden counter, her movements deliberate and focused.
Frenchie stepped up beside her, already rolling up the wet sleeves of his shirt. "Ah," he said softly, eyeing the ingredients with deep appreciation. "You have a vision, mon ange. What are we creating? I am at your service. Tell me how to prep."
Kimiko looked up at him. She knew how good he was. She had watched him turn stale bread and bruised tomatoes into culinary masterpieces in absolute dumps of apartments. But tonight, she shook her head gently. She tapped her own chest, then pointed to the ingredients, and finally pointed to him, gesturing for him to watch.
I am teaching you tonight, she signed, a soft glimmer of pride in her eyes. An old recipe. My mother’s.
Frenchie felt a profound surge of humility wash over him. Kimiko rarely spoke of her mother, rarely engaged with the ghosts of her past before the Shining Light Liberation Army took everything from her. For her to offer this to him a piece of her history, untainted by blood and pain was a gift he barely felt worthy to receive.
"I am your humble student," Frenchie whispered, stepping back slightly, giving her the floor.
Kimiko smiled, turning on the faucet to wash her hands. She handed Frenchie a heavy, well-maintained chef’s knife and pointed to the scallions and the tofu. She mimed the exact size she wanted—small, uniform cubes for the tofu, and a sharp bias cut for the scallions.
Frenchie set to work, the familiar, comforting weight of the knife in his hand grounding him. The rhythmic thwack-thwack-thwack of the blade against the wooden board filled the quiet room. He watched Kimiko out of the corner of his eye. She moved with an innate, breathtaking grace. He was so used to seeing her hands turn into weapons, tearing through flesh and snapping bone with terrifying ease. To see those same hands moving with such delicate reverence, carefully measuring out a spoonful of gochujang and doenjang, was a beautiful contradiction.
She poured water into a heavy stone pot, turning the gas burner on high. She added dried anchovies and a piece of dried kelp, letting the water come to a rolling boil to create the base broth. The earthy, deeply oceanic smell instantly filled the small room, wiping away the scent of gunpowder and cheap motel soap that usually clung to their clothes.
As the broth simmered, Kimiko removed the kelp and anchovies with practiced precision. She stirred in the fermented soybean paste, the broth turning a rich, cloudy amber. She nudged Frenchie out of the way with her hip, taking the perfectly cubed tofu and sliced scallions from his cutting board and sliding them gently into the bubbling liquid.
For the next twenty minutes, the kitchen was filled with a comfortable, sacred silence. Frenchie leaned against the counter, his arms crossed over his chest, just watching her. He watched the steam curl around her face, softening the harsh lines of exhaustion around her eyes. He watched the way she breathed, slow and even, completely at peace in the rhythm of the recipe. His internal monologue, usually a frantic, screaming mess of tactical assessments and guilt, was entirely quiet. There was only her.
Finally, she turned off the stove. She grabbed a small wooden spoon, blew on the liquid to cool it, and tasted it. She closed her eyes, a look of profound, aching nostalgia crossing her features, before she nodded in satisfaction. She scooped up another spoonful, blew on it carefully, and held it up to Frenchie’s mouth.
He leaned in, taking the broth. The flavor exploded on his tongue. It was incredibly complex spicy, fiercely savory, with a deep, grounding warmth that coated his throat and settled directly in his chest. It tasted like history. It tasted like love.
"Magnifique," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "It is truly beautiful, Kimiko."
She beamed, a radiant expression that lit up the entire room. She portioned the stew into two ceramic bowls, adding a scoop of perfect, sticky white rice to each. They did not bother moving to the dining table. They simply sank to the floor, sitting side-by-side on the slightly scuffed linoleum of the kitchen, their backs leaning against the lower cabinets, their shoulders pressed firmly together.
They ate in silence, the heat of the food thawing the lingering chill in their bones. Frenchie realized, halfway through his bowl, that his hands were completely steady. The constant, low-level vibration of anxiety that had lived in his nervous system for years was entirely gone. He looked over at Kimiko. She had her eyes closed as she took a bite, completely absorbed in the sensory memory of the dish. The harsh overhead light caught the faint scars on her face and neck, but right now, they did not look like the brutal marks of a violent life. They just looked like the map of a survivor who had finally found a safe harbor.
When they finished, Frenchie took the bowls and set them gently in the sink. The storm outside had quieted to a soft, rhythmic drizzle, the rain tapping gently against the glass of the kitchen window.
As he turned back around, a faint sound caught his attention. He walked slowly out of the kitchen and back into the living room. In the corner, sitting on a dusty wooden credenza, was an old, beautiful vintage radio. He walked over to it, twisting the heavy silver dial. Static hissed through the speakers, sharp and loud, before he slowly tuned it into a clear station.
A soft, melancholic jazz tune drifted into the room. It was a slow, sweeping melody driven by a mournful saxophone and the steady, heartbeat rhythm of an upright bass. The music sounded incredibly rich, filling the empty spaces of the house.
Kimiko stepped into the doorway of the living room, wiping her hands on a small, embroidered dish towel. She tilted her head, listening to the music, the tension in her posture completely gone.
Frenchie turned to look at her. The amber light of the lamp cast long, soft shadows across the room, catching the deep brown of her eyes. He felt a sudden, overwhelming surge of love for her—a feeling so massive and heavy it felt like it might physically crack his ribs open. He did not want to fight anymore. He did not want to run, to hide, to plot, to bleed for a world that hated them. He just wanted this. This room, this light, this music, and this woman.
He walked slowly across the faded rug until he was standing right in front of her. He offered his hand, palm up, an invitation.
Kimiko looked down at his hand, then up at his face. A question hovered in her dark eyes, soft and curious.
"May I?" Frenchie asked quietly, his voice a low, reverent rumble.
A slow, beautiful smile spread across her face. She dropped the dish towel onto a nearby chair and placed her small, calloused hand into his larger one.
Frenchie pulled her gently against his chest. He placed his other hand flat on the small of her back, feeling the solid, reassuring warmth of her body. She rested her head against his shoulder, her arm wrapping securely around his neck.
They began to sway.
It was a fluid, incredibly graceful movement. They were both lethal weapons, individuals whose bodies had been trained and tortured into moving with explosive speed and devastating force. They knew exactly how much pressure it took to snap a neck or break a joint. But here, in the middle of this dusty, forgotten living room, they moved with an agonizing, heartbreaking gentleness.
They drifted across the floorboards in perfect synchronization, as if they shared a single nervous system. Frenchie closed his eyes, burying his face in her damp hair, breathing in the scent of rain, the savory remnants of the stew, and something uniquely her. He felt her sigh against him, a long, shuddering exhale that seemed to release years of accumulated trauma from her frame. She tightened her grip on his neck, holding him closer, as if she were anchoring him to the earth.
"I have spent my entire life looking for a place to stop," Frenchie murmured, his voice vibrating against her ear. "I have crossed oceans and cities, looking for a corner of the world that would hide me. I always thought... I thought there was no place left on this earth for broken things like us."
Kimiko pulled back slightly, just enough to look up into his eyes. She reached up, resting her palm against his rough cheek. Her thumb traced the sharp line of his jawline, grounding him in the present moment. She held his gaze for a long time, the silence stretching between them, thick and heavy with profound understanding.
She dropped her hand, stepping back just an inch to give herself room to sign. Her movements were graceful, deliberate, and fiercely certain.
*We are not broken.*
She paused, making sure he was watching her hands, absorbing the truth of her words, before she continued.
I used to look for a home too. I missed my family. I missed my country. But I realized something.
She stepped back into his chest, wrapping her arms tightly around his waist, resting her head directly over his heart. She tilted her head up, her eyes shining with unshed tears in the dim light, and finished the thought with one final, gentle sign against his chest.
Home is not a place. It is not a house or a country. Home is you, Frenchie. You are my home.
Frenchie’s breath hitched violently in his throat. A single tear broke loose, sliding down his cheek and disappearing into his beard. He did not bother wiping it away. He just wrapped his arms around her, burying his face in her neck, holding her so tightly he could feel the steady, reassuring thud of her heartbeat syncing with his own. He pressed a soft, lingering kiss to the side of her neck, letting his lips rest against her pulse.
"And you are mine," he whispered into her skin, his voice breaking. "You are my home, Kimiko. Always."
The song on the radio eventually faded into a wash of low static, but they did not stop swaying. They stood there in the quiet of the living room for a long time, swaying to a rhythm only they could hear, completely anchored by the weight and reality of each other.
Eventually, the deep exhaustion caught up with them. The adrenaline had completely burned out, leaving behind a bone-weary fatigue that demanded rest.
They moved together out to the screened-in back porch. The rain had stopped entirely, leaving the night air cool and thick with the smell of wet pine needles and damp earth. There was a large, ancient swinging bed suspended from the porch ceiling, piled high with heavy, handmade patchwork quilts.
Frenchie pulled the thickest quilt back. Kimiko climbed in first, curling up on her side, her eyes already heavy with the promise of sleep. Frenchie laid down behind her, pulling the heavy blankets up over them both to ward off the chill. He wrapped his arm securely around her waist, pulling her back flat against his chest. She grabbed his hand, tangling her fingers intricately with his, and let out a soft, profoundly contented sigh.
Frenchie stared out through the dark screens at the jagged line of the trees against the night sky. He thought about Butcher's constant rage. He thought about Hughie's panic, Annie's desperate hope, and the ever-present, suffocating shadow of Homelander and the Vought corporation. He thought about the burner phones sitting in their duffel bags, currently silent and dark on the living room floor.
He knew, with a sudden, absolute, and terrifying clarity, that he was never going to turn his phone back on.
He closed his eyes, pressed a final, soft kiss into the back of Kimiko's hair, and let the peaceful darkness take him.
That was two months ago.
The world outside had kept turning. There were still massive crises flashing on television screens, still blood being spilled on the streets of the cities, still invisible wars being fought in sterile boardrooms and dark alleys by men who truly believed they were gods. The boys kept fighting their desperate war. Vought kept spinning their endless lies. The massive, grinding machine of their old life just kept churning, eating everything and everyone in its path.
But it didn't need them.
The machine ran on anger, vengeance, and a refusal to let go, and Frenchie and Kimiko simply did not have any of that left to give.
They never left the grandmother’s house. They had wiped the dust from the windows, planted new vegetables in the small patch of dirt out back, and Frenchie had figured out how to repair the slow leak in the porch roof.
On a bright, crisp Tuesday morning, Kimiko was standing at the stove, humming a soft tune as she stirred a fresh pot of rice. Frenchie was sitting at the low wooden table, a steaming mug of black coffee in his hands, watching the morning sun catch the dark, healthy shine of her hair.
He watched her move, fluid and entirely relaxed, completely untethered from the violent ghosts that used to dictate her every step. She turned around, caught him staring with that familiar look of absolute devotion on his face, and offered him that same small, secret smile she had given him on the very first night they arrived.
Frenchie smiled back, taking a slow, savoring sip of his coffee. He did not know what tomorrow would bring, and for the first time in his entire miserable, beautiful life,
he did not care. He was already exactly where he was supposed to be.