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Sungho was out on the balcony headphones in letting the wind pass through his blonde hair. He wasn't in the best mood to say the least, he felt like crying it all away but he couldn't. He felt suffocated in his own skin and was trapped in it. He was listening to sad music to maybe move him to tears, but nothing.
The glass balcony door opened, Leehan appearing. Sungho and Leehan had been sharing an apartment since college so they both knew when things were wrong.
“What's up dude?” Leehan said casually, closing the door.
Sungho took out his headphones “nothing.”
Leehan nodded, feeling the energy shift between them.
Leehan moved to face Sungho “whats wrong”
Sungho shrugged, looking out into the distance.
“Hey don't give me that vague bull shit” Leehan looked at sunghos eyes “give it to me straight, im here for you.”
Sungho went to the door, considering if he should seek Leehan's comfort. As he opened the door he grabbed Leehan's wrist dragging him along. As they closed the door and walk towards Sungho's bedroom, Sungho leaned against Leehans upper arm.
As they reached Sungho's room Leehan opened the door letting Sungho go in first, closing the door behind himself.
Leehan sat down on Sungho's bed just in reach of Sungho “so, watcha need?”
Sungho kissed his teeth, “can you just hold me”
Leehan nodded, he and Sungho hugged and cuddled all the time but this felt different, more personal and intimate. Leehan complied, hugging Sungho, tightly wrapping himself around Sungho. Sungho reciprocated, hugging back, nuzzling his head into Leehan's neck. Leehan felt Sungho's warm lips and cheeks against his neck and usually this would mean nothing but for some reason this made him flustered.
Sungho needed this, recently he was feeling so lonely but with Leehan in his arms, it made him feel whole.
“You feeling better?” Leehan asked quietly.
Sungho nodded into his neck, slowly pulling back to face him. The proximity was extremely close to say the least but they both didn't mind it, it felt nice. They felt warm holding each other.
“Whatcha lookin at?” Leehan said with a small smile creeping on his face.
Sungho shrugged, a grin slowly appearing on his lips.
Leehan placed a kiss to Sungho's now very warm cheek.
“Aw shy now?” Leehan said, making that stupid smug face.
Sungho covered his face, embarrassed and very nervous.
Leehan laughed a little but slowly and gently wrapped his large hands around Sungho's wrists, moving his hands away from his face. Sungho’s face had a slight pink lingering on it and an ever so soft shine.
“Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?” Leehan said, trying to absorb Sungho's face in his mind.
Sunghos stared right back into Leehan's eyes. They always looked attractive to each other but they never focused enough to recognize their equal beauty. This feeling was new and all consuming, Sungho's stomach fluttering with butterflies.
“Kiss me” Sungho said breathless, half commanding, half asking.
Leehan wrapped his hand over Sungho’s neck, slowly moving into him. Leehan slowly and softly parted his lips against Sungho. Sungho’s plush lips pressed against Leehans creating a slow rhythm between them. Soon the room was filled with soft sounds of kissing and breathing. Leehan's hands softly grazed over Sungho’s collarbone giving his skin goosebumps. Sungho’s hands were slowly moving their way down on Leehan going to his waist. Leehan pulled away, making Sungho whine subconsciously.
Leehan giggled, running his fingers through Sungho’s hair giving a small smile.
“You’re cute” he said, admiring Sungho’s lips pouting.
For a solid moment they just sat in silence appreciating their shared warmth.
“You make me feel loved” Sungho admitted looking into Leehans eyes.
“You are.”