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All roads lead back to Osamu Dazai

Summary:

The dead didn't stay buried. At least, not in Yokohama, the Port Mafia, and certainly not in Nakahara Chuuya's mind.

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A one-shot Au where Chuuya Nakahara leaves the Port Mafia at 16 years old, following Verlaine and the flags' death, and Osamu Dazai never truly forgives him for it. Especially when they meet again at 21 years old on opposing sides.

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The city breathed around him as though nothing had happened. Neon lights painted rain-slick streets in reds and blues. Taxi horns cut through the evening. Somewhere, a couple laughed while sharing an umbrella, blissfully ignorant that an entire world had ended only days ago.

 

Chuuya leaned against the cold metal railing overlooking the harbor.

 

The sea was black. He'd always hated looking at it after sunset because it reminded him too much of the laboratories. His gloved hand tightened around the brim of his hat until the leather creaked.

 

The wind should have been cold.

 

He couldn't feel it. He hadn't felt much of anything lately. Not since—

 

"...Chuuya." Lipmann's voice rang clear in his memory. The name he borrowed had never sounded mocking coming from the Flags. It had sounded fond. Like family teasing the youngest among them because they knew he'd pretend to hate it.

 

He shut his eyes. That only made it worse. Five voices. Gone. The government had erased them with the efficiency of balancing a ledger. Something about assets, liabilities and casualties. Words used by people who had never met them.

 

Then came Verlaine. The memory arrived without warning. The smell of smoke and concrete collapsing beneath impossible force made him nauseous. It had been an operation planned so meticulously that it had never truly been a fight.

 

Only an execution.

 

Still— His brother. Not because blood said so. Neither of them had the luxury of believing blood meant family when they had been crafted in a lab.

 

He missed hearing the typical "You're eating dinner with us whether you like it or not" coming from Lipmann, and later on Verlaine.

 

"Live!" His brother's final order. Not a request. An order. Chuuya had hated it. He'd wanted to stay. To fight. To die if necessary.

 

Instead... He watched.

 

The government dismantled Verlaine piece by piece because they wanted proof that no one was beyond their reach. Nothing escaped a nation once it decided something had to disappear.

 

Chuuya had never felt smaller. Not in the laboratory. Not during Arahabaki. Not when Dazai nullified Corruption. Never.

 

The realization came quietly as he accepted Paul Verlaine's death. "I'm next," settled underneath his skin. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but eventually. The Flags had laughed together only days ago. Verlaine had stood against the impossible.

 

The government hadn't cared who they were. It hadn't cared that they laughed, argued, celebrated birthdays, or called each other family. It had erased them because it could.

 

One sixteen-year-old lab rat ability user wasn't going to change that. No matter how strong Corruption was.

 

For the first time since joining the Port Mafia a year ago... Chuuya wondered whether there was anywhere in the world that could truly protect the people he loved. The answer terrified him. There wasn't.

 

By the time he returned to Mafia headquarters, dusk had settled over Yokohama. The corridors were quieter than he'd ever heard them. People spoke in whispers. Those who passed him lowered their eyes. Whether out of respect or grief, Chuuya couldn't tell.

 

He barely noticed.

 

His boots carried him through familiar hallways on instinct alone.

 

When he reached the corridor leading to the Boss's office, he slowed. The heavy wooden door stood closed. Light spilled beneath it. Mori was inside. There would be reports to organize, damage to assess and orders to give.

 

The Port Mafia never stopped moving, no matter how many people it lost.

 

Chuuya stood before the door for several long moments. His hand rose. Hovered over the brass handle.

 

Then fell back to his side. He couldn't do it today. Without another thought, he continued down the hallway.

 

"Chuuyaaaa!" A small weight crashed into him. He caught Elise automatically before she hit the floor.

 

"There you are!" She wrapped her arms around his neck with all the confidence in the world. "You disappeared!"

 

"...Sorry."

 

"You were gone forever."

 

"It wasn't that long."

 

"It was." She crossed her arms with an exaggerated pout before narrowing her eyes at him.

 

"...You're sad." Children noticed everything.

 

"I'm just tired."

 

"Liar." The word wasn't cruel like her usual tone was. She reached up and poked his cheek. "You smile wrong."

 

Before he could answer, another head peeked around the corner. Q. They disappeared the instant Chuuya looked over. A second later they leaned out again. "...Hi."

 

"Hey."

 

"You look awful, Mr Chuuya."

 

"...Thanks."

 

"I mean it."

 

"I know," That earned the faintest smile from them. Footsteps approached from farther down the hall.

 

Gin stopped a respectful distance away. She offered him a quiet nod. No words. She rarely needed them.

 

Ryūnosuke appeared a moment later, arms folded tightly across his chest. "I heard you returned."

 

"Looks like you heard right."

 

Silence settled between them. Normally Chuuya would've ruffled his hair just to annoy him. "...Your stance."

 

Ryūnosuke frowned. "What about it?"

 

"It's drifting again. When did you last practice?"

 

"...Yesterday."

 

"It shows."

 

A flicker of indignation crossed the younger boy's face. "My form is acceptable."

 

"It'll get you knocked on your ass."

 

For a little while... The grief eased. Chuuya found himself smiling despite everything. Maybe things could stay like this, perhaps the Port Mafia could still be home. Then Verlaine's face  accompanied with the flags crossed his mind.

 

The smile disappeared.

 

It was well past midnight when Chuuya unlocked the door to his apartment. The silence felt heavier than before. He set his hat on the table. Hung his coat. Walked to the cabinet where he kept his wine.

 

A dusty bottle rested near the back. The one the Flags had insisted on buying him. His fingers lingered on the bottle. Beneath it lay a photograph.

 

All six of them.

 

Albatross was making bunny ears behind Pianoman while Lipmann looked as though he'd been caught halfway through a dramatic speech. Doc wore the expression of a man questioning every life choice that had brought him there, Iceman's smile was so faint most people would've missed it and Verlaine stood near the edge of the frame. Watching them. Watching Chuuya.

 

His throat tightened.

 

"...You idiots..." His voice cracked. "You couldn't even look at the damn camera..."

 

His knees gave out. He sank onto the floor, the photograph trembling in his hands.

 

The apartment blurred. He didn't know how long he stayed there. Eventually, he wiped at his face with the heel of his hand. The decision settled over him with unbearable clarity.

 

One day Elise would be standing over his photograph. Q would stop pretending not to cry. Gin would lower her head and quietly mourn another person she'd lost. Ryūnosuke would bury himself in training because he wouldn't know what else to do.

 

The thought was unbearable.

 

He couldn't save everyone. He couldn't bring back the Flags. He couldn't save Verlaine. But maybe... He could keep four children from watching another older brother die.

 

He stood. Retrieved an old duffel bag from the wardrobe and placed inside of it three shirts, two pairs of trousers, the bottle of wine, and lastly, the photograph.

 

Nothing else mattered. Furniture and clothes could be replaced. The people in that photograph never would be.

 

Just before dawn, Nakahara Chuuya locked the apartment door behind him. He didn't leave a letter. Didn't ask for permission. Didn't say goodbye. Because if he looked back— He wasn't sure he'd have the strength to keep walking.

 

As the first light of morning crept over Yokohama, a sixteen-year-old boy disappeared of his own will.

 

The first few days passed more easily than Chuuya thought they would.

 

Perhaps that should have frightened him, but after everything that had happened, sleeping beneath the open sky felt insignificant compared to the weight that still pressed against his chest. The streets of Yokohama had once been his home long before the Port Mafia had found him, and slipping back into old habits came with an unsettling familiarity.

 

He knew which abandoned buildings offered shelter from the rain, which rooftops remained undisturbed throughout the night, and which convenience stores threw away food that was still edible if one arrived before the garbage trucks did.

 

It was almost embarrassing how naturally his body remembered how to survive.

 

During the day he wandered the city with his duffel bag slung over one shoulder, never lingering in the same district for too long. At night he slept wherever he could, his hat pulled low over his eyes and one hand resting near the knife hidden beneath his coat. Old instincts refused to fade simply because he no longer belonged to the Port Mafia.

 

He still had the money he'd taken from his apartment, enough to buy food and replace clothes whenever they became too worn, but every purchase reminded him that the small pile of cash was shrinking. Eventually, it would disappear entirely, and he had no idea what he would do when that happened.

 

The thought lingered in the back of his mind, though he tried not to dwell on it.

 

Every morning he woke expecting to hear Albatross complaining about the weather or Lipmann rehearsing another ridiculous monologue before breakfast. Sometimes, just for the briefest instant between sleep and wakefulness, he almost believed he would find Verlaine sitting nearby with a cup of coffee, watching the sunrise in silence.

 

Reality always returned before hope could settle. The mornings became the hardest part of the day.

 

By the second week, Yokohama had begun to feel unfamiliar. Not because the streets had changed, but because Chuuya no longer knew where he belonged within them.

 

The city continued as though nothing had happened. Shops opened at the same hour every morning. Children hurried to school carrying oversized backpacks. Couples argued over trivial things outside train stations. Somewhere, musicians played for loose change, and tourists admired a skyline that had become little more than another collection of buildings to him.

 

Life had continued without anyone he loved.

 

He found himself drifting toward Port Mafia territory more often than he cared to admit. The first time, he noticed the familiar street before he reached it and immediately turned around, irritated with himself for letting his feet choose the path instead of his head.

 

The second time, he wandered close enough to recognize a café where Albatross had once insisted on buying everyone lunch because he'd "accidentally" won far too much money gambling. Chuuya stood outside for several minutes, staring at the empty table by the window where they had sat together, before quietly walking away.

 

The third time... He made it as far as the river overlooking Mafia headquarters. The black building rose above the skyline exactly as it always had, indifferent to the grief carried by the people inside it.

 

For one reckless moment, he considered walking through the front doors. No one had seen him leave. Perhaps no one had even realized he was gone yet.

 

He could simply... Go back. The thought lingered longer than he cared to admit. If he returned, sooner or later there would be another mission, another battle, another impossible enemy. Sooner or later, Elise, Q, Gin, and Ryūnosuke would stand exactly where he was now, wondering why another person they loved had disappeared.

 

He turned away before the temptation could root itself any deeper. Leaving had hurt. Returning would only postpone that pain.

 

By the third week, hunger had become impossible to ignore.

 

His money was dwindling far faster than he had expected. Convenience store meals became smaller, then less frequent, until he found himself skipping them altogether whenever he could convince himself he wasn't hungry.

 

One rainy afternoon, he ducked beneath the awning of a small ramen shop to escape the weather. The elderly owner glanced toward him through the doorway before setting a steaming cup of tea outside without saying a word.

 

Chuuya frowned. "I didn't order anything."

 

"You looked cold."

 

"I can't pay for it."

 

"I wasn't asking you to."

 

There was something strangely disarming about the old man's smile. It wasn't pity, nor was it curiosity. It was simply kindness, offered without expectation. After a moment's hesitation, Chuuya accepted the cup.

 

The warmth seeped into his hands almost immediately. Another customer settled onto the stool nearest the entrance, shaking rainwater from his umbrella before ordering lunch.

 

"I heard the Detective Agency solved another case this morning," the man remarked while waiting for his meal.

 

"The kidnapping?" the owner asked.

 

"The very same. My sister won't stop talking about them. Says they're the sort of people who'll help anyone."

 

The owner chuckled softly. "They've built quite the reputation."

 

"I still don't know how they manage it."

 

"Neither do I."

 

The businessman shrugged. "Apparently they don't care much about where people come from."

 

"They care more about where they're going."

 

The conversation drifted elsewhere, but Chuuya scarcely heard another word. He turned the paper cup slowly between his hands.

 

Over the next few days, he found himself asking quiet questions whenever the opportunity arose. A newspaper vendor pointed him toward the Armed Detective Agency without hesitation. A police officer spoke of them with reluctant respect. A woman whose lost purse had been returned smiled warmly as she described them.

 

Each answer was different. Every conclusion was the same: If there was anyone in Yokohama willing to give people a second chance, it was them.

 

By the end of the month, Chuuya stood across the street from an unremarkable office building, wondering why it looked so... ordinary. People walked in and out as though it were any other workplace.

 

Nothing about the building resembled the organizations that had shaped Chuuya's life. For the first time since leaving the Port Mafia, he found himself hesitating not because he was afraid of what waited beyond the door, but because he wasn't sure he deserved to step through it.

 

His fingers slipped into his coat pocket, brushing against the worn edges of the photograph he carried everywhere.

 

"What would you all tell me?" he murmured quietly.

 

He could almost imagine Albatross shoving him toward the entrance with a grin, while Lipmann insisted the moment deserved a far more dramatic speech. Pianoman would have reminded him that indecision was still a decision, Doc would have pointed out that sleeping in abandoned warehouses was objectively unsustainable, and Verlaine...

 

Live.

 

Chuuya closed his eyes for a brief moment before releasing a slow breath. When he opened them again, he crossed the street, climbed the narrow staircase, and raised his hand to knock.

 

Third time had to be a charm.

 

The first thing Chuuya noticed about the Armed Detective Agency was that nobody looked afraid of him. It was strange enough that, for a moment, he wondered if they simply did not recognize him.

 

That was impossible.

 

The Port Mafia and the Armed Detective Agency had never been allies. They existed in the same city, operated in the same shadows, and had crossed paths enough times that anyone involved in Yokohama's underworld knew the name Nakahara Chuuya. Or at least, they knew the name of the boy who had once fought alongside the Port Mafia.

 

But the people inside the office did not reach for weapons. They did not tense when he entered. They did not look at him as though they were calculating how dangerous he was.

 

The office itself was almost painfully normal.

 

A stack of paperwork sat on one desk, organized so neatly that it bordered on obsessive. A young man with silver hair was sweeping near the entrance, pausing only briefly to look over. A woman with auburn hair sat nearby reading a medical journal, her expression far too amused for someone who had just watched a stranger walk in.

 

And behind everything... A man stood quietly, observing. Chuuya recognized him immediately. Fukuzawa Yukichi.

 

"You wish to speak with me, I presume?" Fukuzawa's voice was calm.

 

Chuuya straightened slightly. "Yeah." The answer came out rougher than he intended.

 

The blond man with glasses looked up from his paperwork. "You should know that the Agency does not accept applicants without a proper evaluation."

 

Chuuya glanced toward him. "I figured."

 

"And yet you came anyway?"

 

"Yeah."

 

The man's expression shifted slightly. "Why?"

 

That question was harder. Chuuya had spent weeks trying to answer it. He couldn't say because every person he'd loved was either dead or still trapped in a place he no longer believed could protect them.

 

"Because I need somewhere I won't be used as a weapon."

 

The room became quiet.

 

"You believe the Port Mafia used you?"

 

Chuuya's jaw tightened. "I believe everyone uses what they can." A pause. "Abilities. People. Loyalty. Whatever is available."

 

His hand unconsciously moved toward his coat pocket.

 

Fukuzawa's expression did not change but something in his eyes softened. "You are sixteen, Ex-Sheep King Nakahara Chuuya."

 

Chuuya looked away. "Yeah."

 

"And you have already decided the world only sees you as a weapon."

 

A bitter laugh escaped him. "Isn't that obvious?"


Everyone in that room knew something about being defined by an ability.

 

Finally, Fukuzawa spoke, "The Agency does not take people because they are useful. We take people because they choose what to do with their strength."

 

The words were simple. Too simple.

 

Chuuya had spent years hearing complicated explanations for why people needed him, why his power mattered, why Arahabaki made him valuable and why Corruption was necessary. Nobody had ever asked what he wanted his strength to mean.

 

The interview lasted longer than Chuuya expected. Where had he lived before? Who had taught him to fight? Why had he left the Port Mafia? What did he want?

 

That last question bothered him.

 

"I don't know." It was the first honest answer he'd given.

 

Fukuzawa accepted it. "Then the entrance exam will determine whether this is the correct place for you."

 

Chuuya frowned. "Entrance exam?"

 

The blond man adjusted his glasses. "The Agency requires every member to prove themselves."

 

"Against who?"

 

"Yourself."

 

Chuuya stared. "...That's annoyingly vague."

 

The woman laughed quietly. "I think you'll fit in better than you expect." Chuuya wasn't sure if that was a compliment.

 

The exam took place the following morning. Chuuya arrived expecting a fight. Instead, Fukuzawa handed him a simple assignment.

 

A missing person case.

 

A young ability user had disappeared after becoming involved with a group attempting to exploit their power. Chuuya read through the information carefully.

 

"So I'm supposed to find them."

 

"Yes."

 

"Bring them back?"

 

"Yes."

 

"Kill anyone who gets in the way?" The silence that followed answered him. Chuuya looked away.
Right. Different organization, different rules.

 

The case itself was not difficult. Finding people had always been easier than understanding them.

 

He tracked the kidnappers within hours, a child, younger than him was hiding behind a stack of broken crates while the criminals argued nearby.

 

For a moment, Chuuya saw himself. His fingers curled. Then relaxed. Perhaps, there was a reason he didn't use overwhelming force besides knowing that Dazai wasn't there to catch and save him. He didn't make himself into something terrifying.

 

When the child stared at him in fear, Chuuya crouched down.

 

"Hey." The child flinched. Chuuya sighed.

 

"Relax. I'm not here to hurt you." A pause. "You're coming back with me."

 

"Why?" The question caught him off guard. Because nobody had ever asked him that before.

 

Chuuya looked away. "...Because someone should have done it for me."

 

The child didn't understand. Maybe they weren't supposed to. But they nodded.

 

When Chuuya returned to the Agency, Fukuzawa was waiting.

 

"You completed the exam."

 

"Yeah."

 

"You did not use unnecessary force."

 

Chuuya shrugged. "Didn't need to."

 

"You could have."

 

"Yeah." Another pause. "That was the point, wasn't it?"

 

Fukuzawa looked at him. "Welcome to the Armed Detective Agency."

 

The words should not have meant as much as they did. But they did. Because Chuuya had spent weeks believing he had nowhere left to go. He had prepared himself for suspicion. For rejection. For someone to look at him and see only the Port Mafia, only his ability, only a weapon that could be pointed at their enemies.

 

"...You're serious?"

 

Fukuzawa nodded. "Yes."

 

That single word broke through the walls Chuuya had spent years building. Before he realized it, his vision blurred. He quickly looked away, raising a hand to hide his face.

 

"I'm fine."

 

No one believed him. But no one called him weak either. The silence was gentle. And somehow, that hurt more. A tear slipped down his cheek, followed by another. He had held everything together since the Flags died, since Verlaine was taken from him, since he left the only home he had known.

 

He had convinced himself he didn't need anyone.

 

Chuuya had expected many things after joining the Armed Detective Agency: Difficult missions, suspicion from people who knew where he came from, having to prove himself over and over again. What he did not expect was to be dragged through half of Yokohama by a detective wearing a cape-like coat and an expression that suggested he had already decided everything.

 

"Stop looking like you're about to fight the clothing store."

 

Chuuya glanced sideways. "I am not."

 

Ranpo continued walking without looking back. "You are."

 

"I'm literally just walking."

 

"You walk like you're expecting an ambush."

 

Chuuya frowned. "...You noticed that?"

 

Ranpo finally looked over his shoulder, his green eyes sharp with amusement. "I'm Ranpo Edogawa. Of course I noticed."

 

Chuuya had heard about him during his first days at the Agency. The world's greatest detective. A man who could solve cases without knowing he lacked an ability.

 

At first, Chuuya had assumed it was exaggerated. Then Ranpo had correctly guessed what Chuuya had eaten that morning, where he had slept before joining the Agency, and how long he had been carrying the same pair of gloves without him saying a word.

 

It was impressive irritating.

 

"You need new clothes," Ranpo told him at one point.

 

Chuuya stopped. "...Excuse me?"

 

Ranpo looked at him as if he had just stated the obvious. "You heard me."

 

"I have clothes."

 

"You have Mafia clothes."

 

Chuuya glanced down at himself. A dark coat. Black clothing. Practical boots. Everything designed for movement, intimidation, and combat.

 

Ranpo tilted his head. "You look like you're about to threaten someone in an alley."

 

"I am not."

 

"You look like you are."

 

Chuuya opened his mouth. Closed it. "...That's not exactly helpful."

 

"It is. You're welcome."

 

The younger detective continued toward the clothing district. Chuuya followed mostly because he was curious and partly because he had learned very quickly that arguing with Ranpo rarely changed anything.

 

The first store was overwhelming: The employees smiled, asked if he needed help and complimented his hair. Chuuya stood there awkwardly, unsure how to respond.

 

Ranpo, meanwhile, moved through the store with complete confidence.

 

"That."

 

He pointed toward a gray suit.

 

"No." Chuuya immediately rejected it.

 

Ranpo ignored him. "And that."

 

"No."

 

"And this."

 

"Absolutely not."

 

"You haven't even looked."

 

"I don't need to."

 

Ranpo sighed dramatically. "You have terrible fashion instincts."

 

"I survived fine before."

 

"Surviving isn't the same as looking good."

 

Chuuya stared. "Did you drag me shopping because you think I dress badly?"

 

"Yes."

 

The honesty caught him off guard. Eventually, they settled on something that still felt like Chuuya. A tailored gray suit. A dark vest. A blue tie. A long coat that carried the same elegance as his old one but without the weight of the Port Mafia attached to it.

 

When Chuuya stepped out of the changing room, Ranpo nodded approvingly. "Better."

 

Chuuya adjusted the sleeves. "It feels weird."

 

"Because it's different."

 

"Yeah."

 

Ranpo looked at him carefully. "You're not wearing the Mafia anymore."

 

Chuuya looked away. "I know."

 

Ranpo's expression softened. "You don't have to forget where you came from and ya just don't have to keep proving you survived it."

 

Chuuya went quiet. He moved to the cash register, ready to leave the store. Once outside, Ranpo handed him a bag of snacks. Eventually, Ranpo spoke.

 

"You're Nakahara Chuuya, right?"

 

The question made him glance over.

 

"Yeah."

 

"I'm Ranpo Edogawa."

 

"You never introduced yourself?"

 

"I assumed you knew."

 

"I did."

 

"Then there was no reason."

 

Chuuya stared. "...That's the dumbest logic I've ever heard."

 

"It's correct logic."

 

When they returned to the Agency, the others noticed immediately.

 

Kunikida looked up from his paperwork.

 

Chuuya raised an eyebrow while retorting a simple "What?"

 

Kunikida adjusted his glasses. "You look significantly less like a criminal."

 

"Thanks?"

 

"I meant that as a compliment."

 

Yosano smiled from her desk. "It suits you, Chuuya-kun!"

 

Chuuya touched the edge of his coat. It still felt unfamiliar. Ranpo walked past him, looking entirely satisfied with himself. "You're welcome."

 

Chuuya rolled his eyes. "You did this because you wanted to brag about your fashion sense."

 

"Yes." At least he was honest.

 

That made Chuuya laugh again. He adjusted his new coat, looked around the room, and realized something strange.

 

A year passed more quietly than Chuuya ever expected. At first, he counted the days. Every morning he wondered if the Port Mafia had finally found him. Every unfamiliar face on the street made his shoulders tense. Every pair of footsteps lingering behind him earned a cautious glance over his shoulder. He never slept deeply, never allowed himself to settle completely, and instinctively memorized every exit whenever he entered a room.

 

Nothing ever happened.

 

Slowly, those habits began to dull around the edges. The Armed Detective Agency had a way of changing people without asking permission.

 

Kunikida still complained about Chuuya's tendency to leave coffee cups on his desk. Yosano had long since declared he was "chronically sleep deprived" and took every opportunity to lecture him about taking care of himself. Kenji adored him from the moment they met, blissfully unaware that Chuuya had once belonged to the Port Mafia. Ranpo simply accepted him.

 

There were days Chuuya caught himself laughing before realizing he had done it. There were mornings he arrived at the office carrying breakfast for everyone without thinking twice. There were evenings spent arguing with Kunikida over paperwork while Ranpo stole snacks from both of them.

 

But the grief no longer felt like it was swallowing him whole.

 

Across Yokohama... Another man had spent that same year doing the opposite.

 

"...Again." The voice was calm. The young man standing before the desk swallowed.

 

"We searched the eastern warehouses, Boss."

 

"And?"

 

"Nothing."

 

"The ports?"

 

"Nothing."

 

"The old Sheep territory?"

 

"...Nothing."

 

Silence settled over the office. No one dared disturb it. Dazai Osamu rested his cheek against one gloved hand, absently turning a fountain pen between his fingers as reports lay scattered across his desk.

 

Each one ended the same way. Three hundred and sixty-five days. An entire city turned upside down. Still nothing. "...You're dismissed."

 

The subordinate bowed so quickly he nearly stumbled over himself before hurrying from the office. The door clicked shut. Only then did Dazai reach for the folder resting beneath the others. It was worn from how often he'd opened it. Inside were photographs of him, mission reports, addresses, favorite restaurants, known associates.

 

Every page had been read so many times the corners had begun to curl. His thumb brushed over a photograph taken years ago. "...Where'd you wander off to, slug?"

 

The office offered no answer. A knock interrupted the silence.

 

"Enter." The door opened.

 

Kouyou Ozaki stepped inside. She studied the scattered reports before looking toward Dazai. "You've called for me."

 

"I have." He slid a photograph across the desk.

 

Kouyou's expression shifted almost imperceptibly. "...Chuuya."

 

"I found him."

 

The room fell silent. "...Where?"

 

"The Armed Detective Agency." For the first time since entering, Kouyou's composure cracked.

 

"...The Agency?"

 

"He joined shortly after leaving."

 

Her gaze lingered on the photograph. Alive. Healthy. Dressed in a gray suit instead of black. "...I see."

 

Dazai watched her carefully. "You knew he wouldn't come back."

 

"I hoped he would."

 

"But you knew."

 

Kouyou closed her eyes briefly. "...Yes."

 

Dazai leaned back in his chair. "I want eyes on him."

 

Kouyou looked up. "...Only observation? It's unlike you."

 

"Exactly." His smile was small. "I just want to know my dog is behaving himself."

 

Kouyou's expression hardened almost imperceptibly. "He is not a dog."

 

"No? Bummer."

 

"He never was."

 

Dazai smiled again. "I know."

 

By the end of the week, the orders spread quietly through Yokohama. A bartender memorized Chuuya's face, while a newspaper vendor learned which streets he preferred. Taxi drivers. Street musicians. Dock workers. Cashiers. Low-ranking Mafia members.

 

None of them knew the full story. Only that if they happened to see Nakahara Chuuya, the Boss wished to know where he was. Nothing more, nothing less.

 

That evening, Chuuya left the Agency with a paper bag tucked beneath one arm because Ranpo had insisted he try a new bakery. He still wasn't convinced sweet bean bread counted as dinner.

 

As he rounded the corner, he paused. Someone had been standing across the street. Watching. A man in a brown coat. The instant their eyes met but the stranger turned and disappeared into the crowd.

 

Chuuya frowned. "...Weird."

 

After a moment, he continued walking. He didn't notice the woman sweeping outside a flower shop glance up from her work. Or the taxi driver parked at the corner quietly speaking into a radio. Or the newspaper boy folding away the extra edition he had been pretending to read.

 

High above the city, lights flickered on inside the Port Mafia headquarters. A telephone rang. One sentence was spoken. "We found him." And for the first time in a year, Dazai smiled.

 

The reports arrived every evening at precisely seven o'clock. The first informant had simply chosen the hour, and everyone else had followed suit until it became routine. A stack of envelopes rested neatly on the corner of his desk by the time the sun disappeared behind Yokohama's skyline.

 

Dazai quietly stacked them into neat piles. He wasn't looking for patterns. He only wanted the certainty that Chuuya was alive.

 

Kouyou stood near the office window, watching the lights of the city below. "You've assigned far too many people."

 

Dazai didn't look up. "There are twenty-three reports tonight. There were twelve yesterday. And there will be more tomorrow."

 

Kouyou turned to face him. "He left. He has not attempted to interfere with the Mafia."

 

"No."

 

"He has not endangered our operations."

 

"No."

 

She folded her sleeves neatly. "Then why?"

 

Dazai finally raised his eyes from the reports. "What if he disappears again?"

 

Kouyou studied him for several moments. "...You truly believe he'll come back."

 

"He wandered off from the Sheep to come to the Mafia once." Dazai's tone was matter-of-fact, as though discussing the weather. "I'll simply make sure he can't wander off where I can't reach him."

 

Kouyou's expression darkened. "You speak as though he belongs to you."

 

Dazai smiled faintly. "He belongs in Yokohama."

 

"That is not what I asked."

 

The following morning, Chuuya arrived at the Agency balancing two paper bags in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other.

 

"I brought breakfast."

 

Kenji looked up immediately. "For everyone?"

 

"For whoever gets here before Ranpo."

 

Too late. Ranpo appeared from nowhere, already reaching into the nearest bag. "I heard that."

 

"I know."

 

"You still bought enough for me." Ranpo grinned.

 

Kunikida looked up from his notebook. "I don't remember authorizing unnecessary spending."

 

"It's breakfast."

 

"It's financially irresponsible."

 

"It's breakfast."

 

Yosano accepted a pastry with a smile. "You'll never win that argument."

 

"I've noticed." Chuuya settled into his chair with a quiet sigh. It had taken months before bringing food for everyone had stopped feeling strange.

 

Outside, a florist swept the pavement in front of her shop. She glanced toward the second-floor windows of the Agency. At precisely eight-thirty, she wrote a single line in a small notebook. Subject arrived at work.

 

A postman paused across the street while sorting letters. Subject appears healthy.

 

And a taxi driver waiting for passengers looked up briefly. No injuries observed on the subject.

 

None of them knew they were part of something larger. Each believed they were doing a small favor for the Port Mafia. A harmless request. After all, no one had been instructed to frighten Chuuya.

 

Weeks passed. The reports became routine. Dazai learned that Chuuya preferred coffee over tea. That he visited the same bakery every Tuesday morning because the owner gave Kenji extra melon bread. That he argued with Kunikida almost daily and never seemed genuinely upset afterward. That he still visited the cemetery once a month.

 

Those reports always stopped there. No one followed him beyond the gates. Even Dazai had written that instruction himself. Some places belonged only to Chuuya.

 

One rainy evening, Dazai found himself lingering over a photograph tucked into the latest report.

 

Chuuya stood outside the Agency holding an umbrella over Kenji while the younger detective enthusiastically spoke about farming.

 

He looked... Different. The sharpness around his eyes had softened. His shoulders no longer carried the same rigid tension they once had. He was smiling.

 

Dazai traced the edge of the photograph with one gloved finger. "...You've gotten comfortable."

 

It should have irritated him. Instead, it made him strangely relieved. At least someone was taking care of Chuuya. He'll learn so he can eventually take over and bring him back. After all, Dazai had killed Mori to have the last word.

 

Across the city, Chuuya paused halfway home. He frowned slightly. The feeling of being watched.

 

He slowly turned.

 

The street behind him was ordinary. A mother walking her daughter home, a pair of university students laughing over shared notes, even an elderly man feeding pigeons.

 

Nothing unusual.

 

"...Getting paranoid." He adjusted his hat and continued toward his apartment. Behind him, the elderly man scattered another handful of birdseed.

 

Only after Chuuya disappeared around the corner did he quietly fold the small scrap of paper hidden in his sleeve. By nightfall, the note rested on Dazai's desk alongside dozens of others.



Spring arrived quietly.

 

The cherry blossoms lining Yokohama's streets bloomed almost overnight, turning familiar sidewalks into rivers of pale pink. Petals drifted through open windows and gathered on the Agency's fire escape, where Kenji insisted they looked like snow.

 

Chuuya wasn't convinced. "They're flowers."

 

"They're flower snow," Kenji replied cheerfully.

 

"There is no such thing as flower snow."

 

"There is now."

 

"...You're impossible." By the time Chuuya had been with the Armed Detective Agency for over a year, he had settled into a routine that felt almost embarrassingly domestic.

 

He arrived before most of the others, usually with coffee in one hand and a paper bag of breakfast in the other. Kunikida would complain that he was encouraging Ranpo's unhealthy eating habits, Ranpo would steal two pastries anyway, and Yosano would quietly rescue the last one before Kenji noticed it was still there.

 

"You know," Yosano remarked one afternoon while sorting through patient files, "you smile more than you used to."

 

"I do not."

 

"You do."

 

"I don't."

 

Ranpo looked up from the pile of snacks on his desk. "She's right."

 

"You don't count."

 

"I count more than anyone."

 

"You literally make up your own rules."

 

"And they're usually correct."

 

Chuuya groaned, rubbing a hand over his face. "I'm surrounded by lunatics."

 

"You've BEEN one of us now for some time," Ranpo replied without missing a beat.

 

The words were tossed out so casually that no one else seemed to think much of them. Chuuya did. He looked down at the report in front of him, pretending to reread the same sentence three times.

 

"...Yeah," he muttered. "I guess I am."

 

Outside, a man selling roasted sweet potatoes adjusted the brim of his cap as Chuuya left the Agency later that afternoon. He waited until the red-haired detective disappeared around the corner before folding up his cart. The note he slipped beneath the false bottom was brief. Subject departed at 5:18 p.m. and appeared in good spirits.

 

The report reached the Port Mafia before sunset. Dazai barely glanced at it. He already knew Chuuya smiled more. Three different reports had mentioned it that week. The consistency amused him. It seemed even strangers noticed the change.

 

Back at the Agency, Chuuya had stayed later than usual to help Kunikida finish paperwork. "You realize this isn't actually your responsibility."

 

Kunikida didn't look up from his notebook. "You were staying anyway."

 

"I was."

 

"So you're helping."

 

"I am."

 

"Then stop complaining."

 

"I'm not complaining."

 

"You've sighed seven times in the last ten minutes."

 

"...You've been counting?"

 

"I count everything."

 

"...That's terrifying."

 

"It keeps the office functioning."

 

"It explains a lot."

 

By the time they finally left, the streets had emptied.The city was quieter than usual, the distant hum of traffic replacing the bustle of the afternoon. Chuuya pulled his coat a little tighter against the evening breeze.

 

"I'll see you tomorrow."

 

Kunikida nodded once. "Don't oversleep."

 

"I've literally never overslept."

 

"You were late twice last month."

 

"By three minutes!"

 

"Late."

 

"You are impossible." They parted at the next intersection.

 

Chuuya took the longer route home because the weather was pleasant. He passed the same bookstore he visited every few weeks, nodded to the elderly owner sweeping the front step, and continued toward the river.

 

The city felt peaceful. For a brief moment, he thought about the Flags. The memories still hurt but they no longer stole the breath from his lungs.

 

As he crossed the bridge, a familiar sensation settled over him. The unmistakable feeling that someone was watching. His steps slowed, just enough to listen. The sound of footsteps echoed somewhere behind him.

 

He glanced over his shoulder. No one stuck out to him.

 

Chuuya frowned. He knew that feeling. He'd lived with it for years in the Mafia. The certainty that unseen eyes were measuring every move.

 

For a long moment, he stood perfectly still. Nothing happened.

 

"...You're getting jumpy," he muttered to himself. He exhaled slowly and continued home.

 

That night, Osamu Dazai ordered to Rotate observers more frequently. If Chuuya was beginning to notice familiar faces...

 

The next morning, Chuuya arrived at the Agency with coffee for Kunikida and sweet bean buns for Ranpo. Ranpo accepted the bag with a grin. "You almost caught someone yesterday."

 

Chuuya blinked. "...What?"

 

"The man on the bridge."

 

For the first time in over a year, the smile slipped from Chuuya's face. "What man?"

 

Ranpo popped a bun into his mouth. "The one watching you." Silence settled over the office, it made Ranpo frown. "I thought you already knew."

 

He said it so casually that Chuuya couldn't tell if he was joking which made the comment linger in his mind long after. Ranpo had said it with such certainty that it was difficult to dismiss outright, yet when Chuuya searched his memory, he found nothing beyond that familiar, unpleasant feeling of being watched. There had been a businessman, an elderly woman carrying groceries, and a young couple arguing over which train to take home.

 

The Agency was unusually quiet that afternoon. Kunikida had taken Kenji to meet a client outside the city, Yosano was attending to a patient in the infirmary, and Tanizaki and Naomi had been sent to investigate a series of thefts near the harbor.

 

For once, only Chuuya and Ranpo remained in the office. Ranpo lay sprawled across the sofa, one leg hanging over the armrest while a detective novel rested upside down on his chest. He hadn't turned a page in nearly twenty minutes.

 

"You aren't reading."

 

"I already know who did it."

 

"...Then why keep reading?"

 

"I'm waiting for the detective to catch up."

 

Chuuya snorted quietly and returned to his paperwork. "I'll never understand you."

 

"I know."

 

"...You're still thinking about yesterday. Aren't you?"

 

Chuuya didn't bother pretending otherwise. "You really saw someone?"

 

Ranpo nodded. "Mhm."

 

"What did they look like?"

 

"Average."

 

"...Average?"

 

"That's why he was there."

 

Chuuya frowned. "I don't follow."

 

Ranpo finally sat upright, removing the book from his chest.

 

"If you're trying not to be noticed, you don't wear a bright suit or carry a giant sign saying, 'I'm suspicious.' You become someone nobody remembers."

 

"So you think someone was following me?"

 

"I know they were."

 

The certainty in Ranpo's voice made something twist in Chuuya's stomach. "...Why?"

 

Ranpo blinked. "I assumed you knew."

 

Chuuya looked down at the report in front of him, though the words blurred together before his eyes. "...No. So I figured you were talking about..." He hesitated, searching for the right words. "...Something else."

 

Ranpo's expression changed. He looked genuinely puzzled. "...Something else?"

 

Chuuya let out a slow breath. "I've had... experiences." He hated talking about it. Hated the careful way people looked at him afterward. "The feeling that someone's watching me."

 

"A voice when nobody's there?"

 

"Things in my peripheral vision. They're not..." He rubbed at his temple. "...They're not always real."

 

Ranpo stared at him for several long moments. "...Oh."

 

It was the quietest Chuuya had ever heard him.

 

"I see."

 

Chuuya forced a crooked smile. "So if I tell you I think someone's following me..."

 

"You assume it's one of those experiences," Ranpo finished.

 

"Yeah."

 

Ranpo wasn't looking at Chuuya anymore. He was looking out the window. Toward the street below. People drifted past in the afternoon sunlight. A woman walking her dog, a mail carrier, a pair of university students. Perfectly ordinary. Too ordinary.

 

"...Ranpo?"

 

"Hm?"

 

"You think someone was there? Out of them?"

 

Chuuya laughed softly, though there was very little humor in it.

 

"I appreciate the vote of confidence."

 

"It's not confidence." Ranpo's voice remained fixed on the window. "It's observation."

 

Before Chuuya could respond, the office door opened. Kenji burst inside, arms full of vegetables someone had insisted they take after finishing a case and the office filled up quickly.

 

That evening, after everyone else had gone home, Ranpo lingered in Fukuzawa's office. The President looked up from the documents spread across his desk.

 

"You wished to speak with me?"

 

Ranpo closed the door behind him. "...I made a mistake."

 

Fukuzawa raised an eyebrow. It was not a sentence he heard often.

 

"I thought Chuuya knew."

 

"Knew what?"

 

"That someone keeps watching him." Ranpo slipped his hands into his pockets. "He doesn't."

 

Fukuzawa studied him carefully. "And you are certain?"

 

Ranpo nodded once. "He thinks it's part of..." He paused, choosing his words carefully. "...His illness."

 

The President's expression grew thoughtful. "Do you believe he is correct?"

 

Ranpo walked to the window overlooking the evening streets. People moved below like pieces on a game board. Most were exactly what they appeared to be.

 

"No," Ranpo said quietly. "I think someone really is watching him."

 

Far below, across the street from the Agency, a man folded his newspaper and stood. He glanced once toward the second-floor windows before disappearing into the crowd. Ranpo watched him leave. He wondered who else had been watching Chuuya. For some reason, it made him believe the Port Mafia wasn't done with their gravity man.

 

By then, it had been nearly two years since Chuuya first walked through the Agency's doors.

 

Long enough for his desk to become cluttered with paperwork, for Kunikida to stop introducing him as "our newest employee" and for Ranpo to begin stealing food from Chuuya's lunch without asking.

 

The morning began like every other. Kunikida lectured Kenji about expense reports. Ranpo was asleep despite insisting he was "thinking." Yosano drank coffee while reading medical journals. And Chuuya had barely finished organizing a case file when someone knocked on the office door.

 

"I'll get it," he called. He opened the door. And forgot how to breathe. Standing on the landing was a girl dressed in black. Long dark hair. Quiet grey eyes. Hands folded neatly in front of her.

 

She looked older. Taller. But there was no mistaking her. For a long moment neither of them spoke.


"Gin..."

"...Hello, Chuuya."

 

His throat tightened. "You..."

 

A hundred questions rushed through his mind. Why are you here? Are you hurt? Did the Mafia find me? Is Ryūnosuke alright?

 

Instead, what came out was— "...You've gotten taller."

 

Gin blinked. Then smiled. "...So have you."

 

Behind Chuuya, Ranpo opened one eye. "Oh." He sat up. "So this is the little sister."

 

Fukuzawa invited Gin into his office. The rest of the Agency quietly gave them privacy. Chuuya sat across from her, unable to stop staring. She looked healthy. Healthier than when he'd left. But tired.

 

"...How did you find me?"

 

"I asked."

 

"...Who?"

 

"Kouyou."

 

That answer surprised him. "She told you?"

 

"Eventually."

 

Gin lowered her gaze. "She said..." Her voice softened. "...that if I truly wanted to know, she'd rather I hear it from you than from rumors."

 

Chuuya let out a slow breath. That sounded like Kouyou. "...Is she okay?"

 

Gin nodded. "She misses you."

 

His chest ached. "...Everyone does." Gin reached into her coat and placed something on Fukuzawa's desk. A folded application. "I would like to join the Armed Detective Agency."

 

The room went completely still. Even Chuuya stared. "...Gin?"

 

She looked at him. Determined. "I've thought about it for months."

 

"What about Ryūnosuke?"

 

"He doesn't know I'm here... He wouldn't understand."

 

Fukuzawa regarded her quietly. "You understand what this decision means."

 

"I do."

 

"You may never return to your former life."

 

"I know."

 

"You will almost certainly be viewed as a traitor."

 

"I know." She never looked away. "...I still wish to join."

 

The President folded his hands.

 

"May I ask why?"

 

Gin was silent for several moments. Then... "When Chuuya disappeared..." Her voice trembled for the first time. "...I thought he was dead."

 

Chuuya felt something twist painfully inside his chest. "I looked everywhere." She continued quietly. "I waited outside his apartment. Nothing. I asked Kouyou. Nothing. No one would tell me." She looked toward Chuuya. "I spent months wondering what I had done wrong."

 

"...Gin."

 

"You promised you'd teach me how to shoot, that you'd help Ryūnosuke learn to stop rushing into fights and that we'd all go to the summer festival." Each promise struck harder than the last. "I waited. You never came."

 

Chuuya lowered his head. "...I'm sorry."

 

"I know."

 

"I really am."

 

"I know."

 

Neither of them noticed Yosano quietly close the office door a little farther to give them privacy.

 

"I was angry." Gin admitted it so softly Chuuya almost missed it. "I hated you."

 

He nodded once. "...I know."

 

"But..." She looked around the Agency. "When Kouyou finally told me where you were, she said you'd smiled again."

 

Chuuya blinked. "...What?"

 

"She said," Gin smiled faintly. "...that this place gave my brother back."

 

The word hung in the air. Brother.

 

"So..." Gin took a slow breath. "I'd like to know the people who made you smile again."

 

Ranpo's voice drifted in from the hallway. "I like her."

 

Kunikida sighed. "You've been eavesdropping."

 

"I've been waiting."

 

"There's a difference?"

 

"There is to me."

 

Even Fukuzawa allowed the faintest hint of a smile. He looked back to Gin. "As with every applicant..." He slid a familiar form across the desk. "There will be an entrance examination."

 

Gin accepted it without hesitation. "Thank you."

 

Following her exam, Gin settled into the Armed Detective Agency more quietly than Chuuya had expected. She didn't have Ranpo's confidence, Kenji's enthusiasm, or Yosano's sharp wit.

 

Instead, she slipped into the rhythm of the office almost unnoticed, helping Kunikida organize case files before he asked, making tea whenever someone looked particularly exhausted, and disappearing on errands with the same silent efficiency she'd once shown in the Port Mafia.

 

Within a week, it felt as though she'd always been there. Within two, Chuuya caught himself looking toward the door every morning, expecting her to arrive.

 

"You worry too much." Gin set a cup of coffee beside him before taking her own seat.

 

"I do not."

 

"You've asked if I slept well every day."

 

"...Have I?"

 

"You have."

 

"...Huh."

 

She smiled faintly. "It's nice."

 

Chuuya rubbed the back of his neck. "I guess I'm still getting used to seeing you here."

 

"I know but you don't have to take care of me."

 

"I know. But I'm probably going to anyway."

 

Gin laughed quietly into her tea. It was a soft sound. One Chuuya realized he'd almost forgotten. That afternoon, the two of them were sent to deliver documents to a government office across the city. The assignment itself was uneventful.

 

The walk there... less so. They wandered through Yokohama's shopping district, passing cafés and bookstores, neither of them feeling any need to fill the silence. Eventually, Gin spoke.

 

"Ryūnosuke is taller now."

 

Chuuya smiled.

 

"I figured."

 

"He's taller than you."

 

"...Seriously?"

 

She nodded. "He hates that you're still stronger."

 

"I'd be disappointed if he didn't."

 

Another quiet laugh. Then... "He's become an executive candidate."

 

Chuuya's footsteps slowed. "...Already?"

 

"Boss promoted him quickly."

 

The warmth faded from Chuuya's expression. "He's too young."

 

"I know."

 

"He shouldn't be carrying that."

 

"I know."

 

There was nothing either of them could do about it. So they kept walking. After a while, Chuuya asked the question he'd been avoiding. "...How is Elise?"

 

Gin looked ahead. "She's dead."

 

His chest tightened.  "And Q?"

 

"They're quieter."

 

"...Quieter?"

 

"They don't play as much anymore." Every answer hurt in a different way. He'd convinced himself they'd move on. They stopped at a crosswalk while the pedestrian signal remained red.

 

Without warning, Gin asked, "Can I ask you something?"

 

"Always."

 

"Why didn't you tell us?" The question was gentle. Which somehow made it harder.

 

Chuuya stared across the street as people passed in front of them. "I wanted to, I packed three times." He laughed bitterly. "Every time I tried to write a letter, I ended up tearing it apart."

 

"...Why?"

 

"Because if Mori knew where I was going..." He shook his head. "I couldn't risk anyone following me."

 

Gin was silent.

 

"I thought..." He struggled to find the words. "I thought it'd be easier if you hated me."

 

She looked at him with quiet sadness. "It wasn't."

 

The light changed. Gin didn't feel ready to tell more. "You were wrong."

 

"I know." He smiled weakly. "I've been wrong about a lot of things."

 

By the time they returned to the Agency, the office was unusually lively. Kenji was excitedly explaining something involving cows. Kunikida looked exhausted. Ranpo was pretending not to listen while listening to every word.

 

As Chuuya and Gin stepped inside, Ranpo looked up. "There you are."

 

"What happened?"

 

"Kunikida lost an argument."

 

"I did not."

 

"You absolutely did."

 

"I was outnumbered."

 

"You were loud."

 

Kunikida sighed. "...Why do I bother?"

 

Chuuya couldn't help it. He laughed.

 

Gin watched him for a moment before smiling to herself. Kouyou had been right.This place had given Chuuya something the Port Mafia never could. Peace.

 

Across the city, another report found its way to the Port Mafia. The report remained on Dazai's desk long after sunset. A slow smile crossed his face.

 

"So..." He leaned back in his chair. "Even Gin found him."

 

His fingers tapped thoughtfully against the report. Two people had now walked away from the Port Mafia and found the same destination. Coincidence was not something Dazai believed in. He reached for a blank sheet of paper and wrote a single name.

 

Then he rang the bell on his desk. A subordinate entered almost immediately. "Boss?"

 

Dazai folded the paper once before handing it over. "Tell Akutagawa-kun to report to my office." The subordinate bowed. As the door closed again, Dazai looked out over Yokohama. The game board had shifted.

 

Birthdays had never meant much to Chuuya.

 

As a child in the Sheep, they had been forgotten more often than remembered. Sometimes one of the older kids would find a small pastry, or someone would pat him on the shoulder and jokingly add another year to his age, but survival always came before celebration.

 

The Port Mafia wasn't much different.

 

The Flags had tried. Albatross had insisted birthdays were legally required excuses to waste money, Lipmann always claimed he deserved a standing ovation for remembering everyone's age, and Pianoman somehow managed to organize dinners without anyone realizing he had planned them weeks in advance. Verlaine had simply spent the day with him.

 

Which was why, on the morning of his twentieth birthday, Chuuya walked into the Agency expecting an ordinary day. He balanced two bags of breakfast in one hand while pushing the office door open with his shoulder.

 

"I'm back. Ranpo, don't eat everything before—"

 

"Surprise!"

 

The room exploded with voices. Colorful streamers stretched across the ceiling. Balloons had somehow been tied to Kunikida's bookshelves without interfering with his meticulous organization, and a large banner hung across the far wall in carefully painted letters.

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHUUYA!

 

Chuuya froze. His eyes moved slowly around the room. "...You started without me," Chuuya muttered automatically.

 

"I was hungry."

 

"You knew this was happening."

 

"Obviously."

 

"You still made me buy breakfast."

 

"Also obviously."

 

Chuuya looked toward Gin. She stood near the window with her hands clasped behind her back, looking just a little nervous. "...You told them."

 

She nodded once. "I'm sorry."

 

He blinked. "...Why are you apologizing?"

 

"I wasn't sure if you'd want anyone to know."

 

"No." He shook his head. "...I'm glad you did."

 

The tension left Gin's shoulders almost instantly.

 

"I object to one thing." Everyone turned toward Kunikida. "The banner."

 

Kenji tilted his head. "What's wrong with it?"

 

"It is crooked."

 

"It is not."

 

"It is exactly three degrees off-center."

 

Ranpo looked up from the pastry he'd already stolen. "You measured it?"

 

"I didn't have to."

 

"You absolutely measured it."

 

"...Perhaps."

 

Yosano laughed. "I told you he'd notice."

 

"I was hoping he wouldn't."

 

Chuuya rubbed a hand over his face, smiling despite himself. "You people are unbelievable." The cake appeared a few minutes later. It wasn't elaborate. Just a simple chocolate cake with a neat layer of frosting and twenty small candles.

 

Kenji proudly carried it to the table. "We almost dropped it."

 

"We?" Chuuya echoed.

 

Ranpo raised a hand. "It wasn't my fault."

 

"It absolutely was."

 

"I merely suggested we take the stairs faster."

 

"You ran."

 

"I walked enthusiastically."

 

As everyone gathered around the table, Chuuya found himself staring at the candles. Twenty. It felt... Older than he'd expected.

 

"Go on," Yosano encouraged gently. "Make a wish."

 

Chuuya looked at the flickering flames. He wasn't sure what to wish for.

 

Five years ago, he would have wished for the Flags to survive. He looked around the room. A strange thought crossed his mind. For the first time in years... He didn't need to wish for anything. He already had more than he'd ever expected.

 

He closed his eyes anyway. Not because he wanted something. But because he wanted to protect what he already had. Then he leaned forward and blew out the candles.

 

Applause immediately filled the office. Ranpo had already cut himself the largest slice.

 

"Ranpo!"

 

"What?"

 

"We haven't even served it yet!"

 

"I'm helping."

 

"You're stealing."

 

"Semantics."

 

Later that afternoon, after the cake had been eaten and the decorations had begun to come down, Chuuya quietly slipped onto the Agency's balcony with a cup of coffee. The city stretched beneath him, bathed in the warm light of the setting sun. The balcony door slid open behind him.

 

Gin stepped outside. "I thought I'd find you here."

 

Chuuya smiled faintly. "I just needed a minute."

 

She joined him at the railing. "...Did we do too much?"

 

He looked at her in surprise. "No."

 

"You seemed overwhelmed."

 

"I was." He laughed softly. "I've just..." His fingers tightened slightly around the warm mug. "I've never had this before."

 

Gin turned toward him. "The Flags celebrated."

 

"They did."

 

"So did Verlaine."

 

"They did. But..." He looked back toward the office, where he could hear Kenji arguing that leftover cake counted as dinner. "...This is the first birthday I've had where I didn't spend the whole day wondering if someone wasn't going to make it home. I think..." Chuuya said quietly, "...this is the first birthday that's ever felt peaceful."

 

Gin smiled. "I'm glad."

 

He looked through the window once more. Ranpo was chasing Kunikida around the office after stealing another slice of cake, while Yosano laughed so hard she nearly spilled her tea. It was chaotic. Entirely unprofessional.

 

And somehow... It felt exactly like home. It had happened so gradually that Chuuya hadn't even noticed. Until someone else pointed it out a few weeks later.

 

"You've gotten popular."

 

Chuuya looked up from the paperwork spread across his desk. "...Excuse me?"

 

Ranpo didn't bother opening his eyes. "People ask for you."

 

"They ask everyone."

 

"No."

 

Ranpo pointed vaguely toward the reception area.

 

"They specifically ask for you."

 

As if summoned by the conversation, the front door opened. A young police officer stepped inside, nervously clutching a folder. "Um... excuse me?"

 

Kunikida looked up. "Can we help you?"

 

The officer hesitated before answering. "I was wondering if Detective Nakahara was available."

 

Chuuya blinked. "...Me?"

 

The officer nodded. "My captain said..." He cleared his throat. "...if there's anyone who can talk frightened witnesses into cooperating without making them feel cornered, it's Detective Nakahara."

 

The case itself wasn't particularly difficult. A convenience store owner had witnessed a murder but refused to speak to the police. Every detective who questioned him only seemed to make him retreat further into himself.

 

When Chuuya entered the interview room, the elderly man wouldn't even look up. He sat quietly across from him. Neither spoke.

 

A full minute passed. Then two. Finally... Chuuya reached into his pocket.

 

"...You smoke?"

 

The old man blinked. "...Used to."

 

"So did my old boss." That wasn't entirely true. He'd simply seen enough people smoke to know the habit. "He quit."

 

"...Good for him."

 

"He hated it."

 

"...Most people do."

 

Chuuya leaned back in his chair. "I'm not here to force you. I just want to know what scared you."

 

The old man's shoulders sagged. For the next hour... He told Chuuya everything.

 

"You have a strange gift." Kunikida closed the witness statement after they returned.

 

"What gift?"

 

"People trust you."

 

Chuuya laughed. "I seriously doubt that."

 

"They do."

 

"You punched me through a wall when we first met."

 

"I had my reasons."

 

"You also apologized."

 

"...Eventually."

 

Kunikida adjusted his glasses. "My point stands."

 

That evening, Chuuya and Gin stopped by a small grocery store on the way home. Kenji had somehow convinced them they needed ingredients for a group dinner the following night. Chuuya examined a shelf of canned tomatoes while Gin searched for spices.

 

"You've changed."

 

He looked over. "...That's random."

 

"It is." She smiled slightly. "But it's true."

 

"I'd hope so."

 

"When I first found you..." She carefully placed another item into the basket. "...you still looked over your shoulder every few minutes."

 

He thought about it. She wasn't wrong. "I did."

 

"You don't anymore."

 

Without realizing it, Chuuya glanced toward the store's front windows. He caught himself and laughed softly. "...Guess I still do."

 

"Sometimes."

 

Gin met his eyes. "But not because you're afraid."

 

He tilted his head. "...Then why?"

 

"Because you want to make sure everyone else is alright."

 

The answer caught him off guard. He replayed the last few minutes in his mind. Checking whether Kenji had wandered off. Looking to see if the cashier needed help lifting a box. Making sure Gin hadn't disappeared into another aisle.

 

On the walk back to the Agency apartments, the evening air was pleasantly cool. Streetlights flickered to life one by one. Gin carried the grocery bag while Chuuya balanced two paper sacks under one arm.

 

"You know..." he said after a while. "I never thought I'd make it to twenty."

 

Gin looked at him quietly. "I know."

 

"I definitely didn't think I'd become a detective."

 

"You've become a good one."

 

He smiled. "I still can't believe people ask for me by name."

 

"You earned that."

 

They continued walking. Neither noticed the man sitting on a bench across the street. He lowered the evening newspaper just enough to watch them pass before folding it neatly under his arm. He did not follow. He didn't need to. He already knew where Detective Nakahara lived.

 

By morning, a report would arrive on the Port Mafia Boss's desk. It would be short. The content of it proved that Chuuya had always been good at protecting people, and that the only difference now was that Yokohama had finally begun to recognize it.

 

Dazai felt proud.

 

There were rules in the Armed Detective Agency. Some were written. Some weren't. Chuuya had learned both.

 

Don't falsify evidence, protect civilians first, trust your partner. And above all else... Bring people back alive. Simple rules. Reasonable rules. Rules Chuuya agreed with. Rules that became much harder to follow once someone pointed a gun at Gin.

 

The call came just after noon. An armed robbery had escalated into a hostage situation near Yokohama's shipping district. Three suspects. Automatic weapons. Eight civilians trapped inside.

 

Kunikida shut his notebook with a snap. "Nakahara. Gin. You're with me." Neither hesitated.

 

The warehouse smelled of saltwater and machine oil. One frightened dockworker stumbled through the entrance as officers pulled him behind cover.

 

"There are still people inside!"

 

"How many?"

 

"Seven... no... eight..."

 

The man shook violently. "They'll kill us..."

 

Chuuya glanced toward the loading doors. His expression changed. The relaxed detective vanished. His shoulders straightened. His breathing slowed. His eyes became cold. Gin noticed immediately. It wasn't the Chuuya she'd been living with for the past two years.

 

Kunikida unfolded the building plans. "Three entrances."

 

He pointed to the blueprint. "They've barricaded the front."

 

"The roof?" Chuuya asked.

 

"Too exposed."

 

"The windows?"

 

"Bulletproof loading glass."

 

"I'll go through the wall."

 

Kunikida looked up. "...Can you?"

 

"I don't need a door." The operation began seconds later.

 

Kunikida coordinated the police evacuation. Gin slipped around the eastern side of the warehouse, disappearing into the shadows. Chuuya walked straight toward the concrete wall. One of the gunmen spotted him.

 

"HEY!"

 

Gunfire erupted.Bullets tore across the pavement. Chuuya didn't slow down. Crimson light bloomed around his body. The ground cracked beneath his feet.

 

He drove one fist into the warehouse wall. Concrete exploded inward. The entire building shook. Panic erupted inside.

 

"What the hell?!"

 

"It's him!"

 

"SHOOT HIM!"

 

Gunfire filled the air. Chuuya moved. One weapon bent beneath gravity before its owner realized what had happened. Another man found himself slammed into the ceiling hard enough to lose consciousness.

 

The third... Raised his rifle. Directly at Gin. Time slowed.

 

Chuuya saw the man's finger tighten on the trigger. Saw Gin pivot. Too late. His body moved before his mind did. Gravity crushed downward. The gunman hit the floor with enough force to shatter the concrete beneath him. His scream stopped instantly.

 

Silence.

 

The rifle clattered away. Chuuya was already standing over him. One hand outstretched. Gravity still swirling around his fingers. The man coughed weakly. Alive. Barely.

 

His eyes widened in terror. "P-please..."

 

Chuuya didn't hear him. His heartbeat thundered in his ears. Finish it. The thought arrived so naturally it frightened him. One more push. Just one. Increase the gravity. Another few hundred kilograms. The spine would snap. Quick. Clean. No chance he'd ever threaten anyone again.

 

Exactly how the Mafia had taught him.

 

His fingers twitched. The crimson glow brightened.

 

"Chuuya." Gin's voice.

 

He didn't move. The man beneath him whimpered. Another centimeter. That's all it would take.

 

"Nakahara!" Kunikida. Closer now. "Stand down!"

 

The words barely reached him. His breathing had become ragged. His vision narrowed. He remembered missions. Blood on concrete. Mori's orders. "Don't hesitate."

 

The Flags laughing after battles. "Dead enemies don't come back."

 

Years of instinct screamed at him despite the fact they'd been dormant for almost 5 years now. Kill. Kill. Kill.

 

Then... A small hand wrapped around his wrist. Gin. She didn't try to pull him away. She simply held on. "...He's beaten."

 

Chuuya stared at the unconscious gunman. His hand shook violently. "...I know."

 

"He can't hurt anyone."

 

"...I know."

 

"You don't have to."

 

The red glow around Chuuya flickered. Then, slowly, it disappeared. The crushing pressure lifted. Air rushed back into the warehouse. The gunman gasped. Alive.

 

No one spoke until the police had secured the building. The hostages were escorted outside. Paramedics rushed past with stretchers. The three suspects survived. All three would stand trial.

 

Exactly as the Agency intended.

 

Chuuya sat alone on the Agency rooftop. His gloves rested beside him. His hands still hadn't stopped shaking. The rooftop door opened quietly. He didn't turn around.

 

"I almost did it."

 

Gin sat beside him. "I know."

 

"I wanted to."

 

"I know."

 

"I wasn't angry." His voice sounded hollow. "I wasn't protecting anyone anymore... I just wanted him dead." The admission tasted bitter.

 

"I know."

 

Silence stretched between them. Finally, Gin spoke. "...Do you remember something you told Ryūnosuke and me?"

 

Chuuya frowned. "...What?"

 

"'The difference between a professional and a monster isn't whether they can kill.'" His eyes widened slightly. She continued. "'It's whether they can stop.'"

 

He had said that. Years ago. After Ryūnosuke had nearly killed someone during training.

 

"I never understood it back then," Gin admitted. "I do now." She looked at him. "You stopped."

 

"...Barely."

 

"But you did."

 

Chuuya lowered his head into his hands. For the first time since joining the Agency... He cried. Not loudly. Not dramatically. Just silent tears slipping between trembling fingers. After four years of peace... He had learned something terrifying. The part of him the Mafia had forged was still there. It always would be.

 

That frightened him.

 

The Agency gave Chuuya three days off. Officially, it was because he'd spent nearly twelve consecutive hours writing reports after the warehouse incident. Unofficially, Yosano had taken one look at him and informed Fukuzawa that if Detective Nakahara came into work the following morning, she would personally throw him back out the front door.

 

No one argued.

 

The apartment was unusually quiet. Gin had left early for work. The kettle whistled softly from the kitchen. Chuuya sat on the balcony with a cup of coffee growing colder in his hands. His thoughts refused to settle. Every time he closed his eyes— He remembered the weight of gravity pressing downward. "...Tch." He rubbed at his eyes. "Get over yourself."

 

The words sounded empty.

 

Across the street, Someone watched from the rooftop of a neighboring building. Dazai Osamu stood with one gloved hand tucked into his coat pocket. The morning breeze tugged lazily at the bandages wrapped around his neck. His gaze never left the small balcony. "...You look awful."

 

The reports hadn't captured it.

 

They'd described Chuuya as exhausted. Distracted. Withdrawn even. None of those words explained the dark circles beneath his eyes. Or the way he stared into nothing. Or how his coffee had gone untouched for nearly twenty minutes.

 

Dazai frowned slightly. "...You can actually feel guilty." For a long moment, he simply watched. Just as he always had. But today... Watching didn't feel like enough.

 

Chuuya finally stood. "I need groceries..." His voice was rough. "...Or something." Anything to stop thinking. He grabbed his wallet and keys before leaving the apartment.

 

The moment the front door closed, Dazai moved. He crossed the rooftop in complete silence before dropping effortlessly onto the neighboring fire escape. One floor. Two. Three. A window. Unlocked. "...Still careless."

 

He slipped inside. The apartment was exactly as the reports described. Small. Neat. Books stacked carefully on the shelves. A vase of fresh flowers that Gin had probably insisted on buying. Two coffee mugs drying beside the sink. Dazai's eyes wandered slowly across the room.

 

Nothing here belonged to the Mafia anymore. It belonged to Chuuya. That realization settled strangely in his chest. He stopped in front of the kitchen table. There was no reason to touch anything. No reason to disturb the apartment. He wasn't here to search. Only... To reassure himself. That Chuuya was really living here. His gaze landed on a small notepad near the telephone.

 

For several seconds... He simply stared at it. Then he reached for the pen.

 

By the time Chuuya returned twenty minutes later, the apartment looked exactly as he'd left it. Almost. Still, he unpacked the groceries, put away the milk, started the kettle again, only then did he notice it. A folded sheet of paper. Sitting in the middle of the kitchen table.

 

His apartment door had been locked. His windows closed. Very slowly... He unfolded the page. There were only six words written in elegant handwriting. 'Did you make the right choice?' Nothing else. No signature. No explanation. No threat...

 

Chuuya read them again. And again. His pulse quickened.

 

Someone had been here and entered his apartment. Someone who knew... About the warehouse. About the choice he'd made.

 

His fingers trembled. "...No." He laughed quietly. "No..." His therapist years ago had warned him about moments like this. Finding meaning where there wasn't any. Believing someone had entered when no one had. Hallucinations often felt real. Delusions felt real. He knew that. He knew it. "...I'm tired." That had to be it.

 

He folded the paper carefully. Placed it in the trash.

 

From the rooftop opposite the apartment, Dazai watched Chuuya through the kitchen window. He saw the confusion and how Chuuya shook his head. As if dismissing his own instincts.

 

Dazai's expression slowly faded. For years... He had assumed Chuuya knew that he was being watched, that someone always kept an eye on him. Watching Chuuya deny what had actually happened... Made something uncomfortable settle in his chest. "...So that's what you think."

 

His gaze lingered on the apartment a little longer. Then he quietly disappeared across the rooftops before anyone noticed he'd ever been there. Inside the apartment, Chuuya stood alone in the kitchen. The note was gone. The kettle began to whistle. And despite everything he told himself... He couldn't shake the feeling that someone had just looked after him. Ranpo had never been wrong. Never. Yet Chuuya had begged he was.

 

For three days, he told no one. Not Gin, not Yosano, and especially not Ranpo. He knew exactly what they would ask. "Did anyone else see it? Do you still have the note? Could you have written it yourself without remembering?" Perfectly reasonable questions. Questions he'd asked himself already. The answer was always the same. I don't know.

 

On the fourth morning, he walked into the Agency carrying coffee as though nothing had happened. "Morning."

 

"You're late," Kunikida replied automatically.

 

"I know."

 

"Three minutes."

 

"I know."

 

"You'll never hear the end of it."

 

"I know."

 

Ranpo accepted his coffee without looking up. "You look tired."

 

"I slept."

 

"No."

 

"I did."

 

"You closed your eyes. You didn't sleep."

 

Chuuya sighed. "...You're annoying."

 

"I've been told."

 

The day passed quietly. Reports. Paperwork. One missing persons case. A stolen vehicle. Everything so ordinary that Chuuya almost convinced himself the note had never existed. Almost.

 

Later that afternoon, another report arrived on Dazai's desk. This one from the observer stationed near the Agency. Subject checked behind himself seven times on the way home. Subject appeared unusually alert. Dazai closed his eyes. "...Enough."

 

The subordinate delivering the report blinked. "...Boss?"

 

"Rotate everyone."

 

"Immediately?"

 

"Yes."

 

"No one follows him for the next week."

 

The man hesitated. "...Sir?"

 

"I said no one."

 

"...Understood."

 

Once the office emptied, Dazai leaned back in his chair. For years, the surveillance had been invisible. The one time he stepped closer... He'd unsettled Chuuya enough to make him question reality even more. "...Idiot." He wasn't sure whether he meant Chuuya. Or himself. He should've known a dog would be able to sniff its owner even with years stretching the memories thin. 

 

Meanwhile, Chuuya stopped outside a small bookstore after work. He wasn't looking for anything in particular. Just... Trying to think. The bell above the door chimed softly as he stepped inside. An elderly bookseller smiled. "Good evening."

 

"Evening."

 

He wandered between the shelves until one title caught his attention. He stared at it for several seconds. Living with trauma: How to handle your C-ptsd. Then picked it up.

 

Twenty minutes later, he sat alone in a nearby café. The book lay open in front of him. He wasn't reading quickly. He was searching. One chapter caught his eye. Hypervigilance may cause individuals to feel constantly watched, even in safe environments. Another. People experiencing psychotic symptoms may struggle to distinguish genuine external events from perceived ones. Chuuya shut the book.

 

His reflection stared back at him from the café window. "...So which is it?" The question escaped before he realized he'd spoken aloud.

 

"You'll drive yourself in circles."

 

He nearly jumped. Ranpo stood beside the table holding an ice cream cone. "...How long have you been there?"

 

"Long enough."

 

He glanced at the book. "I wondered when you'd buy one."

 

"You did?"

 

"Mhm." Ranpo slid into the chair opposite him without asking.

 

Chuuya looked down. "...How do you know when you're right?"

 

Ranpo blinked. "What do you mean?"

 

"When you notice something... How do you know it actually happened?"

 

Ranpo didn't answer immediately. Instead, he looked directly at Chuuya. "You trust someone else to tell you."

 

"..."

 

"If I think I see something impossible..." He shrugged. "...I ask the President."

 

"And if he says you're wrong?"

 

"Then I'm wrong."

 

Chuuya smiled weakly. "...Must be nice."

 

"It is."

 

Ranpo tilted his head. "You know..."

 

"What?"

 

"...You don't have to figure everything out by yourself." The words lingered long after they left the café.

 

That evening, Chuuya unlocked his apartment. He paused. Looked around. Nothing out of place. No notes. No signs anyone had entered. He laughed quietly. "...See?" He set his keys down. "I'm just..." His voice faltered. "...Overthinking."

 

Outside, across the street, no one watched him. For the first time in years, the rooftop was empty. The park bench sat vacant. No florist lingered by the corner. The surveillance had vanished overnight. And somehow... That frightened Chuuya even more because the absence of eyes made him wonder whether they had ever been there at all.

 

For the first week after the note appeared, Chuuya checked his locks every night. For the second week, he forced himself to stop. It took effort.

 

Sometimes he stood with his hand on the doorknob for nearly a minute before walking away. Sometimes he made it halfway down the hallway only to turn around and check again. Eventually, he settled for checking once. That was healthier. Probably.

 

Life at the Agency continued.

 

Cases came and went. Kenji accidentally adopted another stray cat. Kunikida complained. Yosano secretly approved. Ranpo claimed the cat had "excellent detective instincts." No one believed him. Except the cat, which promptly climbed into Ranpo's lap and refused to leave.

 

It was on an otherwise ordinary Tuesday that Ranpo noticed it.

 

Chuuya slowed as they walked through a crowded shopping district. Not enough for anyone else to notice. Just enough. His eyes drifted toward a newspaper stand. Then to a parked delivery truck. Then to the second-floor windows of a tailor's shop.

 

Ranpo watched quietly. Chuuya's shoulders gradually relaxed. Later, the same thing happened.

 

Outside the post office. Then near the train station. Then again on the walk back to the Agency. Always the same places. Always the same brief pause. As if he expected someone to be there.

 

"You've been staring."

 

Chuuya glanced sideways. "I have not."

 

"You've looked at the florist's shop three times."

 

"..."

 

"And the café."

 

"..."

 

"And that alley."

 

"..."

 

"You've counted the pigeons twice."

 

"I wasn't counting pigeons."

 

"You got to fourteen."

 

"...Damn it."

 

That evening, after everyone else had gone home, Ranpo remained in the office. Fukuzawa looked up from the newspaper he'd been reading. "Something on your mind?"

 

"Mhm."

 

"The case?"

 

"No."

 

"The cat?"

 

"No."

 

Fukuzawa folded the paper. "Chuuya."

 

Ranpo nodded. "He keeps expecting people."

 

The President listened. "Not specific people."

 

Ranpo frowned. "Just..." He searched for the right words. "...someone. He checks rooftops. He notices reflections. He slows down in places where someone could watch without being obvious. But no one's there."

 

Silence settled over the office.

 

Finally, Fukuzawa asked, "Does he believe someone is following him?"

 

"No."

 

Ranpo surprised himself with the answer. "He believes he's imagining it."

 

The distinction mattered. A great deal.

 

"I don't like it." Ranpo rarely admitted discomfort. Which made Fukuzawa pay close attention. "When someone imagines something..." Ranpo rested his chin in his palm. "...they're usually consistent."

 

"What do you mean?"

 

"They imagine the same thing: same pattern and same fear." He looked toward the darkened office windows. "Chuuya doesn't. He's reacting to absences."

 

Fukuzawa remained silent.

 

Ranpo continued. "Every place he checks... is somewhere someone could watch from."He tapped the desk lightly. "As though..." He frowned. "...he's memorized where observers usually stand."

 

 

Further from them, Dazai stood in the Port Mafia archives. A thick folder rested open on the table before him. Its cover read simply the name of his dog: Chuuya Nakahara.  Inside were years of reports. Observation schedules. Rotation logs. Names. Times. Locations. Dazai slowly turned another page.

 

He closed the file. "...Of course."

 

For years, the surveillance had been so consistent that Chuuya had unknowingly learned its rhythm. Without ever realizing the observers were real. When Dazai ordered everyone to disappear, the rhythm vanished and Chuuya noticed. Not consciously. Instinctively. Like someone suddenly realizing the ticking of a clock had stopped.

 

 

The following morning, Chuuya arrived at the Agency carrying a box of pastries. "Morning."

 

"Morning," Kenji chirped.

 

As Chuuya sat down at his desk, he glanced toward the window. Just once. Ranpo saw it. And it made his smile fade. He didn't know who had been watching Chuuya. He had to make a guess it was someone from the Port Mafia. He did not like unsolved mysteries. He liked impossible mysteries. The kind that looked absurd until every piece suddenly fit together.

 

Chuuya... Didn't fit together.

 

The following morning, Ranpo arrived at the Agency nearly an hour before anyone else. He unlocked the office, tossed his coat over the back of his chair, and immediately walked to the largest map of Yokohama hanging on the wall. Without saying a word, he picked up a red marker.

 

One circle. Then another. Another. Another. And another

 

By the time Kunikida arrived, there were nearly twenty red circles scattered across the city. "...What are you doing?"

 

"Thinking."

 

"You've vandalized Agency property."

 

"It's a map."

 

"It was a clean map."

 

"It isn't anymore."

 

Kunikida sighed. "...Should I ask?"

 

"No."

 

"...I'm going to anyway."

 

Ranpo stepped back. "These are places Chuuya keeps checking."

 

Kunikida adjusted his glasses. "...Checking?"

 

"He slows down. Looks around. Acts like he expects someone."

 

"...And?"

 

"And no one's there."

 

Kunikida studied the map. The locations seemed random. A florist. A train platform. A bookstore. Two cafés. A bridge. Several rooftops. "...I don't see the connection."

 

"I didn't either." Ranpo frowned. "Until this morning." He drew a line between two circles. Then another. Gradually... The points formed a route. Not Chuuya's route. Someone else's. "...Observation posts."

 

Kunikida looked up sharply. "What?"

 

"If you wanted to watch someone without being obvious..." Ranpo tapped one of the rooftops. "You'd stand here." Another. "Or here." Another. "And definitely here."

 

"...That's..." Kunikida frowned. "...Oddly specific."

 

"I know."

 

"Do you think someone was following him?"

 

Ranpo didn't answer immediately. "I don't know." That irritated him more than he cared to admit. Normally, he knew. This time... He had questions. Too many questions.

 

A black sedan rolled silently through Yokohama's business district. Inside, Dazai skimmed through the morning's intelligence reports. One of his subordinates cleared his throat.

 

"Boss."

 

"Hm?"

 

"There has been unusual activity near the Armed Detective Agency."

 

Dazai looked up. "What kind?"

 

"It appears..." The subordinate hesitated. "Edogawa Ranpo has begun mapping surveillance positions."

 

Dazai's fingers stopped turning the page. "...Has he now?"

 

"Yes, Boss."

 

"Has he discovered our network?"

 

"No."

 

"But... He has noticed something."

 

Dazai leaned back in his seat. A small smile appeared. "So... The detective noticed the missing audience." His smile faded almost as quickly as it came. "...Faster than I expected."

 

"What are your orders?" The subordinate waited patiently.

 

Dazai looked out the window. The city slipped past in silence. "...None."

 

"...Boss?"

 

"If Ranpo keeps looking... He'll find traces."

 

"...Yes."

 

"He won't find enough."

 

"...Should we erase the remaining records?"

 

"No." The answer came immediately. "They're four years too late for that."

 

 

That afternoon, Chuuya was blissfully unaware that two of the sharpest minds in Yokohama had begun circling the same mystery. He was too busy trying to stop Kenji from carrying an entire filing cabinet by himself. "Kenji!"

 

"What?"

 

"Put that down!"

 

"I can lift it!"

 

"I know you can!"

 

"So what's wrong?"

 

"That's not the point!"

 

Kenji looked genuinely puzzled. "...Then what is the point?"

 

"The point is that we have dollies for a reason!"

 

"...Oh." Kenji carefully set the cabinet down. "I forgot."

 

"You forgot because you treat everything like it weighs five pounds."

 

"It usually does."

 

"It absolutely does not."

 

From across the office, Gin covered a small smile with her teacup. "You seem happier."

 

Chuuya glanced toward her. "Do I?"

 

"You've laughed four times today."

 

"...You've been counting?"

 

"No."

 

"You definitely have."

 

"Maybe."

 

He chuckled. "You're spending too much time around Ranpo."

 

"I'll take that as a compliment."

 

As evening settled over Yokohama, Chuuya stayed behind to finish one last report. The office gradually emptied. Only Chuuya remained. He stretched, gathered the completed paperwork, and switched off the lights. The office fell into darkness. He paused. Just for a second. Something... Felt familiar.

 

He looked toward the window overlooking the street below. Nothing. No movement. No lingering figure. No shadow. He smiled to himself. "...Guess I'm finally getting over it." He locked the office and headed home. From the rooftop of the building across the street, a lone figure watched the Agency's lights disappear.

 

Dazai stood with his hands in his coat pockets, hidden by the darkness. He hadn't intended to come. Not after ordering the surveillance withdrawn. And yet... Here he was. Just once.

 

He watched Chuuya leave the building, shoulders more relaxed than they had been in weeks. Then he quietly turned away. "...Good."

 

The word disappeared into the night. Behind him, unnoticed on the opposite rooftop...

 

Ranpo stepped out from behind an air-conditioning unit. He hadn't seen the man's face. Only a silhouette. A tall figure in a dark coat leaving just as Chuuya walked away. Ranpo's green eyes narrowed. "...So there is someone."

 

The stranger vanished over the edge of the roof before Ranpo could follow. But for the first time... Ranpo no longer wondered whether Chuuya had imagined being watched.

 

 

The next day, a long investigation had kept everyone out well past sunset, and by the time they returned, even Kenji lacked the energy to chatter on the walk back. Reports were filed. Evidence was logged. The office lights dimmed one by one. Before long, only two desks remained occupied. Chuuya's. And Ranpo's.

 

Chuuya signed the last page of his report with a tired sigh before stretching until his shoulders popped. "...Finally."

 

Across the room, Ranpo didn't look up from the bag of snacks resting in his lap. "You missed three spelling mistakes."

 

"I did not."

 

"You did."

 

"...Where?"

 

"I'm not telling you."

 

"Ranpo."

 

"You'll find them."

 

"...You're impossible."

 

"I've heard." Silence settled over the office.

 

Outside, Yokohama shimmered beneath the glow of streetlights, the city quieter than usual as midnight approached. Chuuya gathered the finished reports into a neat stack before glancing toward the wall clock. 11:48 p.m. "...Didn't realize it was that late."

 

Ranpo hummed absentmindedly. "You usually don't."

 

Kunikida had gone home hours ago. Yosano had practically dragged Kenji out of the office after catching him yawning for the sixth time. Even Gin had left after reminding Chuuya not to stay too late. Only Ranpo remained. Which was... Unusual. "You heading home?" Chuuya asked as he slipped on his coat.

 

"In a minute." Ranpo popped another piece of candy into his mouth.

 

"You?"

 

"Yeah."

 

"I think I've earned some sleep."

 

"You have."

 

Chuuya reached for the light switch. "Night, Ranpo."

 

"...Chuuya." His hand paused.

 

He turned back. "Hm?"

 

Ranpo finally looked up. His expression was unreadable. "...Take care of yourself."

 

The words were so unexpected that Chuuya blinked. "...What?"

 

"You heard me." A small shrug. "Take care of yourself."

 

Chuuya laughed quietly. "...That's random."

 

"It isn't."

 

Ranpo stood, slipping his hands into his pockets. "You've been sleeping better."

 

"...I guess."

 

"You've stopped checking rooftops every five seconds."

 

"...Trying to."

 

Ranpo held his gaze for a long moment. "...I'd like that to continue."

 

Chuuya searched his face for a joke. There wasn't one. "...Thanks." His smile was smaller this time. "...I'll try."

 

Ranpo nodded once. "I know."

 

They left the building together. The streets were nearly empty. A cool breeze drifted in from the harbor, carrying the scent of saltwater through the quiet city. At the corner where their paths separated, Ranpo stopped walking. "Happy 21st birthday."

 

Chuuya frowned. "...My birthday's tomorrow."

 

Ranpo smirked. He pointed toward the clock tower rising above the rooftops. The hands clicked forward. Midnight. "...Now it isn't."

 

Chuuya stared for a second before letting out a soft laugh. "...You really waited just to say that?"

 

"Mhm."

 

"You're a sap."

 

"Don't tell anyone."

 

"I absolutely will."

 

"You'll ruin my reputation."

 

"You have a reputation?"

 

Ranpo gasped dramatically. "I've been betrayed."

 

As Chuuya continued toward the Agency apartments, he lifted a hand without looking back. "See you tomorrow."

 

"Tomorrow," Ranpo replied. He remained standing on the corner long after Chuuya disappeared from sight. The smile slowly left his face. His eyes drifted upward. To the rooftops. To the windows. To every place Chuuya had unconsciously checked for years. Nothing.

 

He wasn't convinced.

 

Ranpo adjusted his cap before turning toward home. "...Take care of yourself, Chuuya." This time, there was no one left to hear it.

 

The Agency had celebrated his birthday this year too.  Twenty-one. Another birthday Chuuya never expected to reach. Gin had insisted he take home the leftover cake. Ranpo had stolen half of it before he left. Kunikida had pretended not to notice. Normal. Peaceful. The kind of evening Chuuya once believed he'd never have.

 

He took the long way back to the Agency apartments. The harbor was quiet. The city lights reflected across dark water. His thoughts drifted. To the Flags. To Verlaine. To the warehouse. To the man's face beneath his hand. He clenched his jaw. "...Not tonight."

 

A black car waited at the end of the pier. Chuuya frowned. His instincts stirred. Every streetlight around him went dark. One after another. The harbor disappeared into shadow.

 

"You've gotten rusty." The voice came from behind him. Familiar. Impossible.

 

Chuuya spun. Bandages. Dark coat. Messy brown hair. Blue eyes that hadn't changed in five years. "...Dazai." The name felt foreign. As though he hadn't spoken it in another lifetime.

 

Dazai smiled. "Happy birthday."

 

Chuuya stared. "...You're alive."

 

"I'd hope so. I've been watching you." The words were spoken as casually as commenting on the weather.

 

Chuuya's blood ran cold. "...What?"

 

"For years. I wanted to make sure you stayed alive."

 

"You..." His mind raced. The rooftops. The newspaper vendor. The florist. The note. The impossible feeling of being watched. It wasn't... His Schizophrenia. "...That was you."

 

"It was."

 

For one long moment, Chuuya couldn't speak. Then anger flooded in. "You son of a bitch." Gravity exploded outward. The pier cracked beneath his feet. Cargo containers trembled. "You've been following me for five years?!"

 

"I have."

 

"You broke into my apartment!"

 

"I did! It's so pretty, Chuuya."

 

"You left that damn note!"

 

"Yes."

 

"You—" His voice broke. "...You made me think I was losing my mind."

 

For the first time that evening... Dazai's smile disappeared. "I know."

 

Chuuya lunged. His fist cut through empty air. Dazai had already stepped aside. "You've gotten slower."

 

"Shut up!" Another punch. Another miss.

 

"You've also gotten predictable."

 

"Dazai!" The name echoed across the harbor. Five years of grief. Every emotion collided into the blow. Dazai caught Chuuya's wrist. No Longer Human activated. Gravity vanished.

 

"...There you are."

 

Chuuya froze. "...What?"

 

Dazai looked directly into his eyes. "The Chuuya I remember."

 

He let go. Gravity returned instantly. "I watched the warehouse."

 

Chuuya's breathing faltered.

 

"I watched you almost kill him. I watched you cry afterward. I watched you convince yourself that wanting to kill made you a monster." Each sentence landed like a hammer. Dazai stepped closer. "The Agency looked at that and saw recovery." His voice remained calm. "I saw someone forcing himself to become something he isn't."

 

"I'm not—"

 

"You wanted him dead."

 

"..."

 

"You know you did."

 

"..."

 

"And that's alright." Those three words shook Chuuya more than anything else. "You don't have to pretend with me."

 

"I'm not pretending."

 

"You are."

 

"No."

 

"You've spent five years apologizing for surviving."

 

"I'm trying to be better! Anything that isn't like you."

 

"I know." Dazai's expression softened. "And it's destroying you. You think they understand you?" He gestured vaguely toward the city. "They panic when you're five minutes late. They celebrate your birthday. They tell you killing is wrong." His gaze never left Chuuya. "But none of them have ever had to live the life you did."

 

"..."

 

"I have." The harbor fell silent. "I know exactly what you are."

 

"I'm a detective now."

 

"You were."

 

"I am."

 

"No." Dazai shook his head. "You're my gravity manipulator. My partner. My strongest executive that never got the chance to become one. My dog." The old nickname. Spoken so naturally. As though five years had never passed.

 

Chuuya's fists trembled. "...Don't."

 

"You left because Verlaine died."

 

"Don't."

 

"You left because the Flags died."

 

"Dazai—"

 

"You left because you thought there was nowhere left for you."

 

"I said don't!"

 

"You were wrong." Behind them, black cars silently pulled onto the pier. Port Mafia members. No weapons drawn. Simply waiting. Dazai hadn't come alone. He'd come prepared. "I've watched you for five years." He looked toward the waiting vehicles. "And I've made my decision."

 

Chuuya's stomach dropped. "...Decision?"

 

"The Agency doesn't know how to keep you." Dazai took one final step forward. "So..." He reached out. Not to strike. Not to threaten. Simply extending his hand. "...I'm taking you home."

 

Before Chuuya could react, dozens of Mafia operatives emerged from the darkness. His eyes swept across the formation. "...You brought an army."

 

Dazai stood at the center of it all, hands tucked into his coat pockets. "I brought enough."

 

"For one guy?"

 

"For you." There wasn't an ounce of mockery in his voice. Only certainty. "You've always underestimated yourself."

 

Chuuya laughed once. A bitter sound. "...I'm not coming back."

 

"I know."

 

"And I'm sure as hell not letting you drag me there."

 

"I know."

 

"So stop acting like this is already decided!" Crimson light erupted around his body. The concrete beneath his boots splintered as gravity flooded outward in violent waves.

 

The nearest operatives instinctively braced themselves.

 

Dazai didn't move. "...Don't kill them, Chuuya." That was all he said.

 

Not because he feared for his subordinates. They were replaceable. He feared what killing them would do to Chuuya. The detective disappeared. One moment he stood on the pier. The next, He was already among them.

 

The first operative barely had time to raise his baton before gravity slammed him sideways into a shipping container. A second rushed from behind. Chuuya caught his wrist, twisted, and sent him tumbling over his shoulder. Another swung a restraint cable. Chuuya ducked beneath it, planting one hand against the ground. Gravity surged. The pier lurched violently. A dozen operatives lost their footing at once, collapsing into one another as the concrete rippled beneath them like waves. The harbor echoed with shouted commands. "Contain him!" and "Don't let him reach the street!" or even "Keep your distance!"

 

One operative fired a tranquilizer dart. Without looking, Chuuya flicked two fingers. The dart froze midair before dropping harmlessly into the water.

 

Another launched a weighted net. Gravity seized it before it reached him, crumpling the steel cables into a useless ball that crashed onto the dock. He moved like a storm. The years at the Agency showed. Even now... He refused to cross that line.

 

From the edge of the pier, Dazai watched. His expression never changed. "...Still holding back."

 

One of his captains staggered to his side. "Boss— We're losing people."

 

"I can see that."

 

"He isn't trying to kill us."

 

"...No." Dazai's gaze followed Chuuya as another operative hit the ground. "...That's exactly the problem."

 

Chuuya landed lightly atop a stack of cargo containers. He was breathing harder now. "Move!" Gravity exploded beneath him. The containers shifted. Not enough to crush anyone. Just enough to scatter the operatives blocking his escape. He leapt toward the rooftops beyond the harbor.

 

Freedom was only— A sharp sting erupted through his right thigh. His body jerked midair. He landed awkwardly, one knee slamming into the steel container beneath him. Chuuya looked down. A slender metal needle protruded from his thigh. Connected to a compressed injector no larger than a marker. "...What..."

 

He ripped it free. Too late. The transparent chamber was already empty.

 

His ability flickered. The crimson aura surrounding him sputtered.  For the first time in years... Gravity answered with silence.

 

"...No." He reached instinctively for his ability. His pulse quickened. "...Come on." His breath hitched.

 

Dazai finally moved. He climbed the nearest staircase leading onto the containers, his footsteps measured and unhurried. "You don't have to try anymore."

 

Chuuya backed away. His hand instinctively reached toward the place where gravity should have been. It wasn't there. "...What did you do?"

 

"I didn't." Dazai stopped a few meters away. "The injector did."

 

"What injector?"

 

"A prototype."

 

"..."

 

"It temporarily suppresses ability output."

 

Chuuya stared. His fingers tightened around the discarded needle. "...You..." His voice cracked with disbelief. "...You developed something for me?"

 

For ability users." Dazai corrected. "But mostly for you."

 

Chuuya took another step backward. His leg buckled. The drug was spreading. His thoughts remained clear. His strength remained. Only one thing had been taken. The ability he'd relied on since childhood. His fingertips trembled. "...Give it back."

 

"You'll have it back." Dazai answered quietly. "In a few hours."

 

"..."

 

"I needed you to stop fighting."

 

"I'll fight without it." Chuuya launched himself forward anyway. His fist flew straight toward Dazai's jaw. Dazai caught it effortlessly. Not because Chuuya had grown weak. Because five years of detective work had changed the way Chuuya fought. He hesitated.

 

With a twist of Chuuya's wrist and a shift of his weight, Dazai sent him crashing onto one knee. "You've gotten softer."

 

Chuuya looked up with murder in his eyes. "...Shut..." He drove his shoulder forward.

 

Dazai sidestepped. "...No." The drug wasn't making him weak. It was making him unfamiliar with his own body. Every movement felt... wrong. Two operatives approached cautiously with reinforced restraints. Dazai met Chuuya's furious gaze. "...It's over."

 

"It isn't."

 

"You can't win."

 

"I've heard that before."

 

"So have I."  Dazai gave a single nod. The operatives closed in. Chuuya struggled, kicking one away before another caught his arms from behind. A third seized his left wrist, while a fourth hooked a restraint around his right. Surrender had never been something Nakahara Chuuya knew how to do. Even as the restraints clicked shut around his wrists... Even as his knees finally gave out beneath him... His eyes never left Dazai's.

 

Dazai held that gaze in silence. Then spoke the words Chuuya least wanted to hear. "...Let's go home."

 

I actually think this is much creepier than having Chuuya thrown in a cell.

 

Chuuya woke to silence.

 

Not the sterile kind of silence of a hospital. Not the damp quiet of a prison. This silence carried the muffled hum of central heating, the distant footsteps of guards changing shifts, and somewhere far away, the clink of porcelain against a teacup. He knew those sounds.

 

His eyes opened slowly. A familiar ceiling. Dark wood beams. Soft lighting. The guest quarters on one of the Port Mafia's upper floors. His stomach sank. He wasn't dreaming. His first instinct was to reach for gravity. Still nothing. The suppressor still lingered in his system. He clicked his tongue in irritation. "...Damn it."

 

The room itself was... Comfortable. Almost offensively so. Fresh clothes had been folded neatly at the foot of the bed. His old hat rested on a nearby dresser. Someone had polished his shoes. A vase of white lilies sat on the windowsill. The curtains had been opened just enough to let morning sunlight spill across the room.

 

There wasn't a single restraint. Not on his wrists. Not on his ankles. The door wasn't even locked. That bothered him more than chains would have. He climbed out of bed. His right thigh throbbed where the injector had pierced the muscle. A clean bandage covered the wound. Someone had treated it while he was unconscious. "...Figures."

 

The hallway outside was quiet. Two guards stood several meters away. The moment they noticed him, both straightened. "Good morning, Nakahara-san."

 

Chuuya frowned. Neither moved to stop him. Neither reached for a weapon. One even bowed. "We're glad to see you're awake."

 

"What the hell is this?"

 

The younger guard blinked. "...Sir?"

 

"I'm your prisoner."

 

"...No, sir."

 

"Then why am I here?"

 

The older guard answered politely. "The Boss ordered us to ensure your safety."

 

Safety. The word made Chuuya laugh. It wasn't a happy sound. He walked away. Neither guard followed.

 

The headquarters hadn't changed much. The marble floors still reflected the morning light. The same paintings decorated the walls. The elevators still chimed softly every few minutes. Employees passed him in the hallways. Every single one greeted him. "Good morning, Nakahara-san." Some said "It's good to have you back." or even "Welcome home."

 

Home. The word followed him through every corridor. He hated it.

 

When he reached the cafeteria... Conversation stopped. For exactly one second. Then resumed as though nothing unusual had happened. A cook behind the serving counter smiled warmly. "...Nakahara-san."

 

He disappeared into the kitchen before Chuuya could answer. A minute later, he returned carrying a tray. Grilled salmon. Miso soup. Rice. Pickled vegetables. Exactly the breakfast Chuuya had ordered most often years ago. "I remembered your favorite."

 

"...Thanks."

 

The cook smiled proudly. "It's good to cook for you again."

 

Chuuya couldn't eat. He sat alone by the window, staring at the untouched food. Everyone acted... Normal. As though this was simply another Tuesday.

 

"...You should eat." He looked up. Kouyou. She stood beside the table in an elegant kimono, folding her fan closed.

 

"...Ane-san." For the first time since waking... Something in his chest loosened. She looked exactly as he remembered.

 

"...You've gotten thinner."

 

He snorted. "That's your first comment?"

 

"It is."

 

"You were kidnapped."

 

"I was."

 

"And you're worried about my weight?"

 

"I've had five years to worry." She sat opposite him. "I intend to make up for it."

 

Chuuya spoke up again after a quick silent pause. "...Were you in on this?"

 

Kouyou lowered her eyes. "I knew."

 

His shoulders tensed. "...You knew he'd take me."

 

"Yes."

 

"You didn't stop him."

 

"I couldn't."

 

"You didn't try."

 

She met his gaze. "...I did."

 

He blinked. "What?"

 

"I argued with him."

 

"When?"

 

"The moment he told me. I told him you deserved the choice."

 

"And?"

 

"He said you already made it once." Kouyou reached across the table and gently straightened the crooked collar of his shirt. The gesture was so natural... So maternal... That Chuuya almost forgot where he was. "You've been taking care of yourself."

 

"I tried."

 

"I can see that."

 

She smiled faintly. "...I'm proud of you."

 

His throat tightened. "...Ane-san..."

 

"You survived. You built a life. I truly am proud." She paused. "...Even if I wish it had been here."

 

Before Chuuya could answer, the cafeteria doors opened again. The room fell noticeably quieter. Dazai entered. He wore the same dark coat as the night before, a folder tucked beneath one arm. His gaze found Chuuya immediately. "...Morning."

 

Chuuya's chair scraped loudly across the floor as he stood. "You've got some nerve."

 

"I've been told."

 

"You kidnapped me."

 

"I brought you home."

 

"You drugged me."

 

"I did."

 

"You've imprisoned me."

 

Dazai tilted his head slightly. "...Have I?"

 

Chuuya stopped. Because... No one had stopped him from walking anywhere. No one had chained him. He'd been served breakfast. Given fresh clothes. Allowed to roam. It wasn't freedom. But it didn't look like imprisonment. And that made it infinitely harder to fight.

 

Dazai set the folder on the table. "I thought you'd want these."

 

Chuuya frowned. "...What?"

 

Inside were neatly preserved photographs. The Flags. The Sheep. Old mission reports. A faded picture of Verlaine standing awkwardly beside him. Things Chuuya had thought were lost forever. His breath caught. "...Where..."

 

"I kept them." Dazai's voice was unusually quiet. "I thought you might want them back someday."

 

Chuuya forgot to be angry. Then he remembered. He closed the folder and shoved it back across the table. "...You don't get to buy my forgiveness."

 

Dazai looked down at the folder. Then back at Chuuya. "No." His expression remained calm. "I don't."

 

"...Where's Mori?" It was an offhand question. The sort of thing someone asked without thinking.

 

Dazai answered just as casually. "I killed him."

 

"...What?"

 

"I killed Mori." The words landed without emotion. "As planned."

 

Chuuya stared. "...Quit joking."

 

"I'm not."

 

"You..." His brow furrowed. "When?"

 

"The day after you disappeared."

 

The room seemed to tilt. "The..." His voice caught. "...The next day?"

 

Dazai nodded once. "I became Boss immediately afterward." Five years. Five entire years. Mori had been dead for five years. And no one had told him.

 

Chuuya slowly lowered himself back into his chair. "I..." He couldn't find the words. Mori... was dead? The man who had recruited him? The man Chuuya had never quite decided whether to hate or respect? "...Why?"

 

Dazai looked at him for a long moment. "Because it was time."

 

The answer sounded almost rehearsed. As though Dazai had accepted it years ago. Chuuya hadn't.

 

His thoughts raced. Another realization struck. So sudden that the color drained from his face.

 

Dazai noticed immediately. "You figured it out."

 

Chuuya looked up. "...Elise."

 

Kouyou lowered her gaze, getting up from her seat and leaving their table.

 

"...No." His voice was barely audible. "No..."

 

If Mori was dead... "...She's..." His throat tightened painfully.

 

Abilities did not survive their users. Chuuya remembered a little girl in a red dress stomping through headquarters because someone had eaten the last strawberry cake. He remembered carrying her on his shoulders after she'd declared the hallways "too long." He remembered buying her ribbons because she'd refused to wear the black ones Mori picked out. He remembered Ryūnosuke pretending not to smile whenever Elise dragged him into games. Gin quietly braiding her hair. Q sulking because Elise had called them "grumpy."

 

Those memories crashed into him all at once. "...No..." He had mourned the Flags, Verlaine, the life he'd left behind. But Elise... He had never mourned Elise. Because he hadn't known she was gone.

 

"...She was just a kid..."

 

Dazai's expression shifted, almost imperceptibly. "...She was an ability."

 

"I know what she was!"

 

The outburst echoed through the cafeteria. Several conversations abruptly stopped. Chuuya pushed himself to his feet. "I know she was an ability!" His voice cracked. "But she laughed." He swallowed hard. "She got scared during thunderstorms." His fists clenched. "She cried when she scraped her knees." Another shaky breath. "She..." His eyes burned. "...She called me Chuuya."

 

Chuuya left the cafeteria without another word. His footsteps echoed through the marble corridors of the headquarters, each turn more familiar than the last. Without thinking, his feet carried him toward the infirmary. The door slid open with a quiet hiss. The cabinets were arranged exactly as Mori had preferred.

 

Bandages stacked by size. Medicine bottles labeled in neat handwriting. A white coat still hung from the coat rack near the desk. Someone had preserved the room. As though its owner had merely stepped out.

 

Chuuya walked farther inside. His fingers brushed the edge of the examination table. He remembered sitting there after countless missions while Mori stitched cuts he'd insisted weren't serious. He remembered Elise perched on the counter, kicking her legs as she complained that Chuuya smelled like gunpowder.

 

"...You stink." He almost smiled. Almost.

 

The memory dissolved into silence. The room felt unbearably empty. He closed the door behind him. By afternoon, word had spread through headquarters. Nakahara Chuuya was back. Operatives who had worked beside him years ago quietly stopped him in the hall.

 

"It's good to see you again."

 

"We weren't sure you'd ever return."

 

"Welcome back, Nakahara-san."

 

Every greeting was sincere. It only made him more uncomfortable. "I'm not back." He corrected them each time.

 

When he reached one of the training rooms, he stopped. The lights were on. Several younger members were sparring. The moment they noticed him, they froze. "...Nakahara-san."

 

One of them hurried over. "We've heard a lot about you."

 

"I doubt it."

 

The young man scratched the back of his neck. "...Boss says you're the strongest ability user in the organization."

 

Chuuya's jaw tightened. "I don't work here."

 

"...Right." The recruit looked embarrassed. "...Sorry."

 

Chuuya sighed. "...It's fine."

 

He turned to leave.

 

"Nakahara-san?"

 

He glanced back.

 

"...Would you..." The recruit hesitated. "...Show us something? Just once?"

 

Chuuya looked at his own hands. His ability still hadn't returned. "...Can't."

 

The recruit looked confused.

 

"...Another time." Chuuya walked away before anyone could ask why.

 

Near sunset, he found himself standing in front of a familiar door. He hadn't intended to come here. Yet here he was. The nursery. His hand rested on the handle for several seconds before he pushed it open. The room was dark. Smaller than he remembered. A bookshelf lined one wall. Stuffed animals occupied another. Tiny shoes still sat neatly beside a low cabinet. Nothing had been disturbed.

 

A faded drawing still hung on the wall. Crayon scribbles. A stick figure with orange hair. Another in a black coat. A smaller figure in a red dress holding both their hands. Across the top, written in uneven handwriting: It was titled Chuuya, Dazai and Elise. He reached out slowly. His fingertips brushed the paper. "...She really drew this..."

 

"You kept it."

 

Dazai's voice came from the doorway. "I kept everything."

 

"...Why?"

 

"Because she liked it."

 

"No." His voice was tired. "...Why keep this room?"

 

Dazai looked past him. At the toys. The drawings. The empty bed. "...No one wanted to empty it."

 

"Kouyou?"

 

"No." Dazai stood with his hands in his pockets, his expression quieter than usual. "I couldn't. I opened the door once." His eyes remained fixed on the room. "...Then I closed it again."

 

That admission surprised Chuuya more than almost anything else Dazai had said since bringing him back. "You..."

 

"...She was annoying." A faint smile. "Demanding. Bratty. She interrupted meetings." He paused. "...The building was louder with her in it." Because grief, at least, was something they still understood in the same way.

 

He knows escaping the headquarters is nearly impossible. But when the first sign was almost imperceptible a few hours later. A pen rolled across the bedside table. It stopped halfway to the edge. Then... It rolled back. Chuuya stared at it. A slow smile spread across his face. It was weak.

 

He waited. Not because he lacked the courage to run. Because he lacked the power.

 

The suppressant had almost completely worn off, but Upon the Tainted Sorrow still flickered like a dying lightbulb. Sometimes it answered. Sometimes it didn't. He wasn't risking everything on "sometimes."

 

Three more hours passed. By evening, the familiar pressure settled beneath his skin. Like finding an old heartbeat. He raised one hand. A spoon from the dinner tray floated several centimeters into the air. The crimson glow surrounding it was faint... "...There you are."

 

He didn't waste another second.

 

The hallway outside his room was empty. Almost suspiciously empty. No guards. No footsteps. No voices. "...Too easy."

 

He slipped into the corridor anyway. He knew this building. Better than most. He remembered every emergency staircase. Every maintenance passage. Every blind spot the security cameras couldn't quite reach. The Port Mafia headquarters had changed over five years... But not enough.

 

He descended two flights of stairs before hearing the first alarm. Just a single quiet click inside an earpiece somewhere nearby. "They know." Of course they did.

 

He broke into a sprint. Gravity surged beneath his feet. His speed doubled. Then tripled. He vaulted over the stairwell railing, dropping three floors in a controlled fall before landing lightly on the marble below. The impact cracked the floor. His ability was coming back faster than expected.

 

Footsteps erupted behind him. "Nakahara-san! Please stop!"

 

"We don't want to hurt you!"

 

He ignored them. A squad rounded the corner ahead. He thrust one hand forward. Gravity blossomed. The entire hallway lurched sideways. The operatives stumbled into the wall as the floor seemed to tilt beneath them. Not enough to injure. Just enough to delay. "Sorry."

 

He was already gone.

 

He burst through a fire exit. Cold night air struck his face. Freedom. The outer courtyard stretched ahead. Beyond the gates... The city. The Agency. Home. He pushed harder. Gravity wrapped around him like an old friend. Another few seconds—

 

"...I knew you'd choose this route."

 

Chuuya stopped so abruptly that his shoes scraped against the pavement.

 

Dazai stood alone before the front gate. Hands in his pockets.

 

"You mapped it." Chuuya's breathing remained steady. "...Didn't you?"

 

Dazai nodded.

 

"When we were fifteen, you said if headquarters was ever compromised, the eastern maintenance exit would be the fastest escape." A pause. "You were right." Chuuya clicked his tongue.

 

"...Of course you remembered. I'm leaving."

 

"I know."

 

"Move."

 

"No."

 

Gravity exploded outward. The courtyard cracked. Trees bent beneath the sudden pressure. Dazai remained exactly where he stood. "...Don't."

 

"I'm done listening to you!" Chuuya launched forward. Faster than most ability users could follow. His fist drove straight toward Dazai's face.

 

Dazai caught his wrist. No Longer Human. Gravity vanished instantly. Momentum disappeared with it.

 

Chuuya stumbled. His balance was still adapting after hours without his ability. He recovered quickly. A kick. A feint. An elbow. Dazai slipped past every strike with practiced familiarity. "You hesitate now."

 

"I don't."

 

"You do."

 

Chuuya drove another punch toward Dazai's ribs. Dazai blocked it. Not easily. The impact still forced him back half a step. "...Stronger." He sounded almost pleased.

 

He managed to force Dazai backward. Chuuya darted toward the gate. His fingers wrapped around the iron bars. A sharp impact struck the side of his neck. Dazai's hand. Two fingers. One precise blow against the carotid sinus. The world lurched. His vision blurred. His legs suddenly refused to obey. "What..."

 

He tried to turn. Dazai caught him before he hit the ground. "...Sorry."

 

Chuuya's eyelids fluttered. "You..." His voice was barely audible. "...Cheater..."

 

A faint smile tugged at Dazai's lips. "I learned that one from Hirotsu."

 

"...Still..." Another struggle to stay awake. "...Hate..."

 

"...You too."

 

The answer came so quietly Chuuya almost didn't hear it. Dazai adjusted Chuuya's unconscious weight against his shoulder. Around them, the operatives who had chased Chuuya finally caught up.

 

One looked toward the ruined courtyard. "...Boss..."

 

Dazai's gaze never left Chuuya. "...Increase security."

 

"...Yes, Boss."

 

"And don't lock his door."

 

The operative blinked. "...Sir?"

 

"If he wants to escape again..." Dazai looked toward the open gate Chuuya had nearly reached. "...He'll try something different." His expression was unreadable. "I'd rather know where he's going to run than make him feel caged."

 

With that, he lifted Chuuya into his arms bridal style and carried him back inside the headquarters. The gate slowly closed behind them. This was one of the advantages of Chuuya's height: it made him easy to carry, easy to cage. But his temper didn't match his body, and Dazai would have to keep him in a room near his own.


Gin unlocked the apartment door at 7:13 a.m. the next day, coming home from an undercover mission.  "...I'm home." Silence greeted her. That wasn't unusual. Chuuya often left before sunrise if he wanted coffee from the café two blocks away. She slipped off her shoes and set her umbrella beside the door. "Chuuya?"

 

No answer.

 

The apartment looked untouched. One coffee mug sat drying beside the sink. The newspaper from two days ago remained folded neatly on the kitchen table. His jacket wasn't hanging by the door. So he'd gone out. She glanced at the clock. 7:15. He should've been back already.

 

She opened the refrigerator. The slice of birthday cake she'd packed away that night was still there. Chuuya hadn't touched it.

 

A strange feeling settled in her stomach. By eight o'clock, she'd called him four times. Each call went straight to voicemail. She frowned. Chuuya almost never silenced his phone. Not after joining the Agency.

 

He'd once told her— "If something happens on a case, I don't want anyone wondering where I disappeared to."

 

At 8:42, Gin walked into the Armed Detective Agency. Kenji smiled the moment he saw her. "Morning!"

 

"...Morning."

 

"Where's Chuuya?" Her silence was enough. Kenji's smile faded. "...He isn't with you?"

 

"No."

 

Kunikida looked up from his desk. "Nakahara called in sick?"

 

"He didn't call."

 

The room became noticeably quieter. "...That's unlike him."

 

Gin nodded once. "I know."

 

Ranpo stopped eating. Not dramatically. He simply lowered the bag of sweet corn into his lap. "...Since when?"

 

"I haven't seen him since two nights ago."

 

"He walked you home."

 

"Yes."

 

"You separated outside the apartments."

 

"Yes."

 

"You expected him home."

 

"...Yes."

 

Ranpo's expression became unreadable. "What time?"

 

Gin answered immediately. "Eight-fifteen."

 

"He said he wanted to take a walk. He never came back."

 

Kunikida was already opening a file cabinet. "When was the last confirmed sighting?"

 

Gin blinked. "...You're opening a case already?"

 

Kunikida didn't stop writing. "Nakahara has perfect attendance. He has never disappeared without informing someone. He has never failed to answer his phone." Another line. "He has never missed work." He looked up. "This is already out of character."

 

Within fifteen minutes, the office had transformed. Maps covered the central table. Kenji began checking nearby parks and shelters. Yosano called every hospital in Yokohama. Kunikida contacted the police for unidentified admissions. Ranpo... Didn't move. He simply stared at the city map.

 

Gin stood beside his desk.

 

"...Ranpo?"

 

"..."

 

"Do you think he's hurt?"

 

Ranpo looked at her. "No."

 

The certainty surprised her. "...Then where is he?"

 

He didn't know.

 

By noon... Nothing. No accidents. No hospitals. No witnesses. No phone signal. It was as though Chuuya had simply... Vanished. Kunikida shut the folder in front of him. "...We're escalating."

 

Gin frowned. "...To what?"

 

"A formal missing person's investigation."

 

She looked down. "...Already?"

 

He met her eyes. "Gin."

 

His voice softened. "We don't wait twenty-four hours. That isn't how missing person investigations work. If someone's disappearance is genuinely unusual..." He slid the paperwork across the desk. "...You act immediately."

 

The form felt heavier than paper should. Gin stared at the blank lines. Date of birth. Height. Hair color. Eye color. Distinguishing marks. She knew every answer without thinking. That somehow made it worse. "Relationship to the missing person?" Her pen stopped. She hesitated. Then wrote carefully— Roommate. Family. She didn't cross either word out.

 

"What was he wearing?"

 

"The same coat as yesterday."

 

"What personal items did he have?"

 

"His phone."

 

"Wallet."

 

"Keys." She swallowed. "...His birthday present from us."

 

Kunikida looked up. "The watch?"

 

Gin nodded. "He never takes it off."

 

She reached the final question. Has the missing person disappeared voluntarily in the past? Her hand froze. Yes. Five years ago. He had walked away from the Port Mafia without a word. He had disappeared. Started over. Built a new life. This... Wasn't that. Slowly, she wrote— No.

 

Because the Chuuya who had joined the Armed Detective Agency... Would never leave without saying goodbye.

 

Kunikida accepted the completed report. "I'll submit it immediately."

 

Gin nodded. "...Thank you."

 

As Kunikida left the office, Ranpo finally stood. He walked to the large city map. His gaze drifted toward the harbor. Toward the same district where, only the night before, he'd wished Chuuya a happy birthday. Something was wrong. Terribly wrong. He could feel it. Chuuya had promised— "See you tomorrow."

 

Ranpo quietly placed a red pin into the harbor district. "...I intend to hold you to that."

 

Miles away, deep within the Port Mafia headquarters, Chuuya slept through the morning, completely unaware that somewhere across Yokohama, Gin had just signed the paperwork declaring him a missing person.

 

 

Consciousness returned slowly. Chuuya became aware of warmth before anything else. Someone's hand. It moved lazily through his hair, combing absentmindedly through the copper strands before repeating the motion again. And again.

 

His head felt strangely heavy. Not from the suppressant. From the position. Something soft rested beneath his cheek. His eyes fluttered open. Dark fabric. A black dress shirt. A heartbeat. He wasn't lying on a pillow. He was lying across someone's lap.

 

"...Finally awake." The voice above him was infuriatingly familiar.

 

Chuuya froze. Slowly, he looked up.

 

Dazai was sitting against the headboard of a large bed, one book resting open beside him. He had apparently been reading while Chuuya slept. The hand in Chuuya's hair never stopped moving. "My dog seems to be awake."

 

For a heartbeat, Chuuya simply stared. Then every muscle in his body tensed. "What the hell—" He tried to sit up. A dull ache spread through his neck where Dazai had rendered him unconscious the night before.

 

Dazai's hand withdrew without resistance, allowing him to move. "There. You can sit if you'd like."

 

Chuuya immediately put as much distance between them as the mattress allowed. His breathing had quickened. "...What the hell is wrong with you?"

 

Dazai closed the book with a quiet thump. "You looked uncomfortable."

 

"So you put my head on your lap?"

 

"You were asleep."

 

"I noticed!" His voice echoed through the room.

 

"You kidnapped me! Again!!"

 

"I did."

 

"You knocked me unconscious!"

 

"I did."

 

"And then you decided this was normal?"

 

Dazai regarded him with the same calm expression. "...It used to be."

 

Chuuya's jaw tightened. "...What?"

 

"You fell asleep during stakeouts."

 

"I did not."

 

"You absolutely did."

 

"You shoved me awake every time."

 

"Not every time." Dazai tilted his head slightly. "Sometimes I'd let you sleep for a few minutes."

 

Chuuya remembered. Against his will. Long nights sitting on rooftops. Waiting for targets. Hours of silence broken only by quiet complaints. He'd been sixteen. Exhausted. There had been nights he'd woken without remembering drifting off in the first place. "...That's different."

 

"It is." Dazai agreed. "Back then, you trusted me enough to fall asleep beside me."

 

The statement lingered between them. Chuuya looked away first. "...I was an idiot."

 

Silence settled over the room. Dazai reached for the teapot on the bedside table and poured two cups without asking. He slid one across the mattress.

 

Chuuya didn't touch it. "...Poisoned?"

 

"If I wanted to drug you again, I'd use a syringe."

 

"...You're unbelievable."

 

"I've been told!"

 

Only then did Chuuya notice the room. It was clearly Dazai's private quarters. Bookshelves lined one wall. Mission reports sat in orderly stacks across a desk. A coat rack stood near the door. The bed... The bed he had just woken up in... Was Dazai's. His stomach twisted. "...You brought me here?"

 

"It was closer."

 

"There are guest rooms."

 

"There are."

 

"So why here?"

 

Dazai answered as though the question required no thought. "Because if you woke up frightened..." He folded his hands in his lap. "...I'd rather you wake up where I could see you." The words landed with unsettling sincerity. Matter-of-fact. As though this was the obvious choice.

 

Chuuya stared at him. "...You really don't see anything wrong with that."

 

"No."

 

"You've lost your mind."

 

"I disagree."

 

"You've treated me like I belong to you since I got here."

 

Dazai was quiet for a long moment. Then— "...Yes." Just a single word. "I have."

 

The admission stopped Chuuya cold.

 

Dazai looked toward the window overlooking Yokohama. "You disappeared." His voice remained level. "I spent five years rebuilding an organization while wondering whether you were alive. Then I found you." Another pause. "And I watched you convince yourself that every instinct you had was something to be ashamed of." He finally looked back at Chuuya. "I wasn't going to lose you twice."

 

"I am not something you keep."

 

"No."

 

Dazai's gaze didn't waver. "You're someone I refused to let disappear again."

 

"They're not the same thing."

 

"I know."

 

"But the result is."

 

Chuuya stood abruptly. "I don't care what you've convinced yourself of." His fists clenched at his sides. "I'm not your subordinate. I'm not your partner. I'm definitely not your damn dog."

 

The room fell silent.

 

Dazai slowly rose to his feet. He was only a step away now. "I know what you call yourself." His voice was almost gentle. "But what you call yourself... and what you're willing to fight for... aren't always the same."

 

Chuuya met his gaze without flinching. "Then watch me."

 

"For what?"

 

"To leave."

 

Without another word, Chuuya walked toward the bedroom door. He grabbed the handle. Turned it. The door opened. No lock. No guard waiting outside. He looked back once. Dazai hadn't moved. He was simply watching. Waiting. As though convinced that no matter how many times Chuuya walked away... He would eventually come back.

 

That certainty, more than the kidnapping or the restraints, chilled Chuuya the most.

 

He stepped into the hallway without anyone trying to stop him. The guards stationed nearby simply straightened. "Nakahara-san."

 

He ignored them. Neither moved to block his path. It was as though they had already been told exactly what he would do. He walked. Down one corridor. Then another. The headquarters unfolded before him exactly as it always had. People nodded politely as he passed. "Good afternoon" and "It's good to see you're awake" were standard by now.

 

The one that caught him off guard was: "Welcome back." Back. Always back. Never kidnapped.

 

He pressed the elevator button. The doors opened immediately. Inside stood Hirotsu. The older man looked up from the folder in his hands. "...Nakahara-san."

 

"Hirotsu." The older man stepped aside. The gesture invited Chuuya inside. He entered without a word. The elevator began its descent.

 

"I heard you attempted to escape."

 

"I did."

 

"You nearly reached the eastern gate."

 

"I know."

 

Hirotsu adjusted his gloves. "...Your route was well chosen."

 

Chuuya snorted. "It used to be."

 

"It still would have succeeded."

 

"...If Boss Dazai hadn't predicted it."

 

Silence. "...He knows how you think."

 

Chuuya laughed bitterly. "Unfortunately."

 

The elevator doors opened. The lobby bustled with activity. Messengers hurried through marble halls. Executives discussed shipments. Security teams rotated shifts. Everything continued as though nothing unusual had happened. As though one of their former members hadn't been dragged back by force.

 

"...Nakahara-san?" A timid voice called out.

 

Chuuya turned.

 

The young recruit from the training room stood awkwardly near one of the pillars. "I..." He hesitated. "...I'm glad you're alright."

 

Chuuya frowned. "...Alright?"

 

"We heard you collapsed. The Boss carried you himself. He stayed with you all night." The recruit smiled sheepishly. "Everyone was worried."

 

Chuuya felt something cold settle in his stomach. That... That was the story. Collapsed. Boss stayed beside him. Boss made sure he recovered. Boss took care of him. His jaw tightened. Without another word, he headed toward the main entrance. Two guards opened the enormous doors before he even reached them.

 

He stepped outside. No one followed. He simply stood there. The headquarters towered behind him. Yokohama stretched before him. He took one step. Then another. No alarms sounded. No footsteps approached. He reached the front gate. The guards stationed there bowed respectfully.

 

"...Leaving, Nakahara-san?"

 

"...Yes."

 

"Very good."

 

One of them pressed a button. The steel gate slowly rolled open. Chuuya blinked. "...You're letting me go?"

 

The guard looked genuinely confused. "...Sir?"

 

"I'm leaving."

 

"Yes."

 

"..."

 

"You don't need permission."

 

His heart pounded. This wasn't right. He walked through the gate. No one stopped him. Another ten meters. Still nothing. Twenty. Thirty. He reached the sidewalk. He looked back. The gates remained open. The guards had already returned to their posts. They weren't even watching him anymore. "What the..."

 

He turned and started walking. Faster. A full block. Then another. The harbor district gradually gave way to busier streets. People bustled past carrying groceries and briefcases. Normal. Completely normal. A laugh escaped him. "...I'm actually..." He kept walking. "...Getting out."

 

Twenty minutes later... He stopped in front of a familiar café. The owner looked up. Recognition flashed across his face. "...Mr. Nakahara?"

 

"...Morning."

 

"We haven't seen you in several days."

 

"...Been busy."

 

"I'll have your usual ready."

 

"...Thanks."

 

The owner disappeared inside. For the first time since the kidnapping... Chuuya relaxed. Maybe Dazai really had let him go.

 

"Coffee suits you." The voice came from the table behind him.

 

Chuuya froze. Slowly... He turned around. Dazai sat beneath the café's awning, calmly stirring a cup of tea. As though he'd been there all morning. "...You..."

 

Dazai looked up from his teacup. "I was wondering how long it would take."

 

Chuuya's expression darkened. "...How?"

 

"I left before you."

 

"You were watching me?"

 

"I knew which café you'd choose. You always come here when you're thinking."

 

Chuuya's hands curled into fists. "You let me leave."

 

"I did."

 

"So this was..."

 

"A test." The answer came without hesitation. "I wanted to see where you'd go. You didn't run to the Agency." The words struck harder than Chuuya expected. "You didn't go to the police. You came somewhere familiar." Dazai took another sip of tea. "...You're homesick."

 

"I'm not."

 

"No?"

 

"You've been wandering headquarters for two days. You visited the nursery. You went to the infirmary. You stood outside your old apartment for nearly ten minutes."

 

Chuuya's breath caught. "...You've been following every step."

 

"I have."

 

Rage flared. "You call this freedom?"

 

"I do."

 

"You knew exactly where I'd go!"

 

"I did."

 

"You manipulated the whole thing!"

 

"I didn't need to." Dazai's expression remained infuriatingly calm. "I know you."

 

The café owner returned carrying a steaming mug. "Here you are, Mr. Nakahara."

 

Chuuya reached for his wallet. "...How much?"

 

The owner smiled. "It's already been paid."

 

"...By who?"

 

The owner pointed. Toward Dazai. "...Your boyfriend."

 

Chuuya stared at the coffee. Then at Dazai. Then back at the coffee. He understood. The gates hadn't been locked because they didn't need to be. Dazai wasn't relying on walls. He was relying on something far more dangerous. The belief that no matter where Chuuya went... Dazai would already know.

 

For the first time since he saw Osamu Dazai again, Chuuya felt utterly hopeless.

 

The Armed Detective Agency had not felt this quiet in days. Not since Chuuya disappeared. His desk remained exactly as he'd left it. His coffee mug still sat beside a stack of unfinished reports.

 

Gin hadn't moved a single thing. She refused to. It felt too much like admitting he wasn't coming back.

 

Kunikida set another folder onto the conference table. "...Nothing."

 

Yosano sighed. "No hospitals."

 

Kenji shook his head. "No shelters either."

 

Gin closed the notebook in front of her. "...His phone?"

 

"Still off."

 

Seven days. Seven days without a single confirmed sighting. It wasn't just unusual anymore. It was deliberate. Ranpo was the only one who hadn't spoken. He sat in his chair, eyes closed beneath his cap. A mountain of snack wrappers had accumulated beside him. No one disturbed him. They knew better. Finally, He opened his eyes. "...Kunikida."

 

"Hm?"

 

"When Chuuya disappeared from the Port Mafia..." The room immediately focused on him. "...How old was he?"

 

Kunikida frowned. "...Sixteen."

 

"And who became Boss?"

 

"...Dazai."

 

Ranpo nodded once. "The next day?"

 

Gin looked up sharply. "...Why are you asking?"

 

Ranpo stood. He walked toward the large city map. Dozens of red pins already marked places Chuuya had unconsciously searched over the years. He picked up another. The harbor. Click. Then another. The Agency. Click. Then another. The Port Mafia headquarters. Click.

 

"He wasn't imagining it." Nobody interrupted him. "For years... Someone watched him. They knew where he lived. They entered his apartment. They knew his schedule. They knew where he'd walk. They knew where he'd stop for coffee." He looked toward the others. "...That isn't casual surveillance. It isn't the government."

 

"No." Kunikida's eyes widened as he breathed the word out.

 

"It isn't a bounty hunter."

 

"No."

 

"It isn't a rival organization." He smiled faintly. "They would've acted years ago."

 

Kunikida slowly understood. "...Who was waiting then?"

 

Ranpo nodded. "They weren't hunting him. They were..." He searched for the right word. "Keeping him."

 

Gin's expression slowly changed. "...No." She whispered it. "...No..." She remembered the note. Did you make the right choice? She remembered Chuuya insisting he'd imagined seeing someone. She remembered him checking rooftops. Checking windows. Checking reflections. Every single time, she had made sure he took his pills because she saw nothing. Because whoever had been there... Had hidden perfectly.

 

Ranpo quietly folded his arms. "Only one person in Yokohama knows Chuuya well enough to do that. Only one person would spend five years watching him without making contact. Only one person would know every escape route Chuuya memorized when he was sixteen."

 

Kunikida's face paled. "...Dazai." No one corrected him. Because no one could.

 

Gin lowered her head. "The boss..." She had called him that once. Years ago. When she'd still belonged to the Port Mafia. "...He's the Boss now."

 

Yosano crossed her arms. "If that's true..."

 

"Then Chuuya's inside the headquarters."

 

"Most likely."

 

"And alive?"

 

Ranpo answered immediately. "...Definitely." Everyone looked at him. "He didn't spend five years watching Chuuya just to kill him."

 

Kenji looked confused. "...Then why take him?" Nobody answered.

 

Finally... Gin spoke. "...Because he wants him back. He loved him."

 

Kunikida rubbed a hand across his face. "So... The Port Mafia has kidnapped one of our detectives."

 

"...Yes."

 

"And their Boss is someone who knows our detective better than anyone."

 

"...Yes."

 

"And Chuuya knows the layout of their headquarters."

 

"...Yes."

 

"...This is a nightmare."

 

Ranpo smiled without humor. "You have no idea."

 

The office doors opened. Fukuzawa entered quietly. He had listened to enough from outside to understand. "...You've reached a conclusion."

 

Ranpo nodded. "I have."

 

Fukuzawa looked around the room. "...Say it."

 

Ranpo met his gaze. "Nakahara Chuuya was abducted under orders from Port Mafia Boss Osamu Dazai."

 

Fukuzawa remained silent for several moments. Thinking. Finally, he asked the question everyone else had been avoiding. "...What does Dazai want?"

 

Gin answered before anyone else could. "...Chuuya."

 

Kunikida spoke. "We can't simply march into Port Mafia headquarters."

 

"No."

 

"We can't ignore this either."

 

"No."

 

"So what exactly are we supposed to do?"

 

Every eye turned toward Fukuzawa. The President closed his eyes briefly before speaking. "...We treat this for what it is." His voice remained calm. "The kidnapping of an Armed Detective Agency detective." He opened his eyes again. "And we bring our colleague home."

 

Across the room, Gin quietly clenched her fists. She had been an assassin for years, she was still unsure how to not kill. Especially when all she felt was fury.

 

The Port Mafia headquarters rarely received visitors. It received enemies. Business partners. Politicians. Traitors. Never... The President of the Armed Detective Agency.

 

"The President is here." The report reached Dazai less than three minutes after Fukuzawa crossed the front gates.

 

The executive office fell silent. Kouyou looked up from the documents she'd been reviewing. "...He's alone?"

 

The subordinate nodded. "Yes. No hidden snipers have been found."

 

Dazai closed the book resting in his lap. "...Show him in."

 

The subordinate blinked. "...Boss?"

 

"I said..." Dazai smiled pleasantly. "Show him in."

 

Three floors below, Chuuya sat in the headquarters library. He wasn't reading. He hadn't been for nearly twenty minutes. The book remained open to the same page. His thoughts refused to stay still. Were his friends looking for him? Had they already assumed he'd left voluntarily? Would they... No. Ranpo wouldn't. He had looked at him the night before his birthday and said— Take care of yourself. As though... He already knew something terrible was about to happen.

 

A knock sounded against the open doorway.

 

One of the younger guards bowed. "...Nakahara-san."

 

"What?"

 

"The Agency President has arrived."

 

"...What?" The words didn't register. "The..." His chair scraped violently across the floor as he stood. "...Fukuzawa?"

 

"Yes, sir."

 

"...He's here?"

 

"Yes."

 

For the first time since the kidnapping... He felt real hope. His heart hammered against his ribs. "They came... They actually came..." Without another word, Chuuya sprinted into the hallway.

 

The guard called after him. "Nakahara-san—"

 

He ignored him. Gravity exploded beneath his feet. He shot through the corridors, startling secretaries and operatives alike. Someone shouted after him. He didn't stop. He knew exactly where the executive conference room was. Always had.

 

The massive double doors stood closed. Two guards blocked the entrance. Chuuya didn't slow. "Move."

 

"...Nakahara-san—"

 

"I said move."

 

After a brief hesitation... They stepped aside.

 

Chuuya threw the doors open. "...President!"

 

Fukuzawa turned first. Chuuya looked... Healthy. No visible injuries. No bruises. No signs of torture. His clothes were clean. His hair neatly combed. He wasn't restrained. The sight should have been reassuring. Instead... It disturbed Fukuzawa more than chains ever could.

 

"Chuuya. My boy," The simple acknowledgment was enough.

 

Something in Chuuya's chest loosened. "You..." He took an involuntary step forward. "You actually came."

 

"Of course we did." Fukuzawa's answer was immediate. "You're one of ours."

 

The words echoed through the conference room. Chuuya hadn't realized how desperately he'd needed to hear them. His throat tightened.

 

Across the polished table... Dazai watched the exchange quietly. He looked almost amused. "...Good afternoon, President."

 

Fukuzawa's eyes shifted toward him. "Boss Dazai."

 

"Tea?"

 

"...No."

 

"Pity." Dazai took another sip from his own cup.

 

"You've kidnapped one of my detectives."

 

"I have." The admission came without hesitation. No excuses. No lies. No attempt to soften it.

 

Even Chuuya blinked. "...You're just admitting it?"

 

Dazai glanced toward him. "There's no point insulting the President's intelligence."

 

Fukuzawa remained composed. "You intend to keep him."

 

"I do."

 

"He wishes to leave."

 

"He believes he does."

 

Chuuya slammed both hands onto the conference table. "I don't believe anything!" Both men looked at him. "I know I want to leave!"

 

Dazai's expression barely changed. "...Do you?"

 

"Damn right I do!"

 

"You've visited the nursery. You've visited the infirmary. You've spoken with Kouyou. You've walked every corridor of this building. You've never once asked where the exit was."

 

Chuuya's jaw clenched. "You already knew."

 

"I did."

 

Fukuzawa interrupted before the argument could continue. "Whether he remembers this place fondly..." His voice remained calm. "...has no bearing on the fact that he chooses the Agency."

 

Dazai finally met Fukuzawa's eyes. "...Does he? Correct me if I'm wrong but Chuuya-kun chose the Agency six years ago, while grieving, after losing everyone. Believing he no longer had a family here." Every sentence landed with careful precision. Dazai leaned forward slightly. "I disagree with that decision."

 

"And Chuuya's opinion?" Fukuzawa asked.

 

"Then ask him." Dazai looked toward Chuuya. For the first time... There was no manipulation. No interruption. No one speaking over him. "...Chuuya." His voice was unusually quiet. "If you walk out of this building today, will you never regret it?"

 

The question struck harder than any punch because Chuuya didn't immediately answer. Not because he wanted to stay. But because he already regretted leaving once. He regretted not saying goodbye to Elise. He regretted never seeing Kouyou again. He regretted believing there was nothing left for him. That didn't mean... He wanted to remain.

 

Fukuzawa noticed the hesitation. So did Dazai. Only one of them smiled. Dazai had never intended to convince Chuuya that the Port Mafia was better than the Agency. He only needed Chuuya to admit that a part of him had never truly left.

 

Fukuzawa looked at Chuuya patiently. "...Well?"

 

Kouyou watched without speaking. Chuuya looked down at his own hands. All the ghosts he'd left behind. He swallowed. "...President."

 

Fukuzawa waited.

 

"...I'm staying."

 

"Is that your decision?"

 

"...Yes."

 

"Made of your own free will?"

 

Chuuya hesitated then nodded. "...Yes."

 

Fukuzawa studied him for several long seconds. Finally... He inclined his head. "I understand."

 

Chuuya's chest tightened. "...That's it?"

 

"You've answered."

 

"...You're not going to argue?"

 

"No."

 

"...You're not going to stop me?"

 

"No." The answer hurt more than Chuuya expected. Fukuzawa turned toward Dazai. "Our business here is concluded."

 

Dazai smiled faintly. "It appears so."

 

Without another word, Fukuzawa left. He didn't look back. The doors closed.

 

Chuuya stood frozen. They... They actually left.

 

Dazai walked over without rushing. "You look disappointed."

 

"I'm not."

 

"No?"

 

"No." His voice lacked conviction.

 

"They respected your decision. They trusted your answer. They treated you like an adult capable of making his own choices." Another pause. "They listened when they should have argued."

 

"They know me." Chuuya whispered it before he realized he'd spoken aloud.

 

Dazai tilted his head. "They're supposed to."

 

"They should've..." His voice cracked. "...They should've known I wasn't okay."

 

Dazai watched him carefully. "They've known you for five years."

 

Chuuya lowered his head. "I know."

 

"I've known you for seven." Silence. "I watched you learn how to smile. I watched you stop sleeping after the Flags died. I watched you sit outside Verlaine's room because you didn't know how to say goodbye. I watched you carry children who weren't yours because you couldn't bear to see them cry." Each memory landed with painful precision. "They know Detective Nakahara Chuuya." Dazai stepped closer. "I know Chuuya."

 

Chuuya laughed weakly. "...You're trying to get into my head."

 

"I already am." The honesty caught him off guard. "You keep waiting for them to come back. They won't."

 

"..."

 

"You answered their question and they respected your answer." Dazai's voice softened. "I never would have."

 

Chuuya finally looked at him. "...Why?"

 

For the first time since Chuuya had been brought back... Dazai looked tired. "Because I couldn't." He looked past Chuuya toward the darkening skyline. "When we were fifteen..." A faint, almost bitter smile crossed his face. "I thought it would go away."

 

Chuuya frowned. "...What would?"

 

"The way I looked for you in every room." Silence. "The way every mission felt easier if you were beside me." Another pause. "The way I kept expecting to hear your voice after you disappeared." His smile vanished. "It never did."

 

"You..." Chuuya's words faltered. "Dazai..."

 

"I kept waiting to move on. I didn't." The confession hung heavily between them. "So when I finally found you..." He met Chuuya's eyes. "...I realized I still couldn't let you go."

 

Before Chuuya could respond, Dazai reached up slowly. His hand rested lightly against the side of Chuuya's face.

 

Chuuya stiffened. "...Don't." His voice was quiet.

 

Dazai brushed a thumb beneath one of Chuuya's eyes, wiping away a tear Chuuya hadn't noticed had fallen. "...You've been crying a lot."

 

"Dazai."

 

"...I know." He leaned forward. A brief kiss landed against Chuuya's forehead. Then another against his temple. The gesture felt less like affection than an attempt to claim something that wasn't his.

 

Chuuya didn't return it. His body remained rigid. "...Stop."

 

Dazai hesitated. For a heartbeat, it seemed as though he might listen. Instead, he closed the remaining distance and pressed a gentle kiss to Chuuya's lips. It lasted only a moment. When he pulled away, Chuuya stood frozen.

 

A second later, he shoved Dazai back with enough force to make him stumble. "What the hell is wrong with you?" His voice echoed through the room. "I told you to stop."

 

Dazai steadied himself but didn't move closer again. "I know."

 

"No, you don't."

 

Chuuya wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, anger and disbelief battling across his face. "You don't get to decide that for me."

 

For the first time in the conversation, Dazai looked away.

Chuuya quietly returned to his room. He simply sat on the edge of the bed.

 

Outside the headquarters, a black Agency vehicle pulled away from the Port Mafia. Neither Fukuzawa nor the driver spoke for several minutes. Finally— "Kunikida."

 

"Yes, President?"

 

"...What did you think?"

 

Kunikida's hands tightened on the steering wheel. "...He lied."

 

Fukuzawa looked out the window. "...I know."

 

"He answered too quickly."

 

"He wouldn't look at us. He looked guilty."

 

"...Will we leave him there?" Kunikida asked quietly.

 

Fukuzawa answered without hesitation. "No."

 

Instead of the President ordering an extraction... Kunikida acts on his own. Because that's who Kunikida is. Not reckless. Stubborn. He cannot accept abandoning a colleague.

 

Ranpo notices immediately. "Kunikida."

 

"...Hm?"

 

"You aren't filing paperwork."

 

"No."

 

"You're planning something." Ranpo sighed. "...You're going after him."

 

Kunikida didn't deny it. "...Yes."

 

Ranpo smiled. "...Good."

 

"...You're approving this?"

 

"I'm saying..." Ranpo looked toward Chuuya's empty desk. "...Chuuya answered the question everyone asked."

 

"He never answered the one nobody did."

 

Kunikida frowned. "...Which was?"

 

"What do you want?"

 

The Armed Detective Agency was quite well after sunset. Most of the lights had been turned off. Only one desk remained occupied. Kunikida's. His notebook lay open before him. He was writing a plan. Entry points. Guard rotations. Emergency exits. Likely patrol routes. Everything Chuuya had mentioned over the years without realizing he was revealing the headquarters' layout.

 

He closed the notebook.

 

"I figured." Ranpo's voice came from behind him.

 

Kunikida didn't jump. "I wasn't trying to hide it."

 

"No." Ranpo wandered over, chewing idly on a lollipop. "You were hoping nobody would stop you."

 

"...Probably."

 

Ranpo leaned against the desk. "You know this is illegal."

 

"I do."

 

"You know Fukuzawa didn't authorize it."

 

"I know."

 

"You know if this goes wrong, The Agency could be blamed."

 

"I know."

 

Ranpo sighed dramatically. "...You're exhausting. Do you know why Chuuya lied?"

 

Kunikida adjusted his glasses. "...Because he felt guilty."

 

"For what?"

 

"For surviving."

 

"For leaving, actually. For wanting two places to be home."

 

Kunikida looked toward Chuuya's empty desk. "I watched him for five years. He apologized every time he asked for help. He volunteered for dangerous missions before anyone else. He stayed late." Another pause. "...I should've realized sooner."

 

Ranpo's expression softened. "He isn't staying because he wants to."

 

"No."

 

"He's staying because he thinks it's the right punishment."

 

Kunikida quietly nodded. "...And I refuse to let him decide that."

 

Ranpo pushed himself away from the desk. "When are you leaving?"

 

"...Now."

 

"You'll need this." He tossed something across the room.

 

Kunikida caught it. A small folded map. "...What's this?" "Everything Chuuya unconsciously drew over the years. The old maintenance tunnels."

 

Kunikida stared at the map. "...You made this?"

 

Ranpo shrugged. "I get bored."

 

"...Thank you."

 

"Don't thank me."

 

Ranpo grinned. "Just bring the Gravity idiot back."

 

Later that night, Kunikida enters the Port Mafia headquarters alone. Not to start a war. Just... To bring Chuuya home. Kunikida Doppo had always believed that ideals meant nothing if they only existed on paper. They had to be tested. They had to be inconvenient. Otherwise... They were just words. The Port Mafia headquarters loomed over the harbor like a fortress.

 

His revolver rested beneath his coat. His notebook sat in its usual pocket.

 

"...So." A calm voice interrupted his thoughts. "I was wondering if you'd come."

 

Kunikida looked up.

 

Dazai stood at the top of the entrance stairs. Hands in his coat pockets. Almost amused.

 

"I expected the President."

 

"He respects Chuuya's choices."

 

"And you don't?"

 

"I respect them." Kunikida answered evenly. "I simply don't believe today's choice was truly his."

 

Dazai descended the stairs. "You've come alone."

 

"Yes."

 

"...Brave."

 

Kunikida's gaze never wavered. "Necessary."

 

"What exactly are you hoping to accomplish?"

 

"I'm taking Nakahara home."

 

Dazai smiled. "...He told you he wished to stay."

 

"He told us what he thought we needed to hear."

 

"And you're certain?"

 

"I am."

 

Dazai studied him. "...Interesting."

 

"Not so much. I've read every report Nakahara has written." Kunikida continued. "I've watched him work. I've watched him sacrifice himself. I've watched him blame himself." He took one measured step forward. "The man inside your headquarters would rather suffer himself than inconvenience someone else." Another step. "So no. I don't believe his answer."

 

Dazai's smile faded. Only slightly. "You know the detective. I knew the child." He chuckled. "I knew the fifteen-year-old who never slept. The sixteen-year-old who smiled whenever Elise stole his hat. The boy who insisted everyone else eat before he did. You met him after he rebuilt himself. I watched him break." He turned around, possessive. "You've only known him for five years. I've known him for six."

 

Kunikida listened without interrupting. "...Then answer one question."

 

Dazai raised an eyebrow.

 

"If you know him that well, why did you never ask him to come back?"

.

Dazai hesitated. "...Because." His answer came more softly than expected. "...If he'd said no... I would've had to accept it."

 

Kunikida finally understood. It was fear. Dazai hadn't spent five years waiting because he wanted the perfect moment. He'd spent five years watching because he was terrified that, if he approached Chuuya and was rejected, there would be no hope left. So when he'd finally taken Chuuya... He'd made sure Chuuya couldn't refuse.

 

"...That's enough." Kunikida's voice remained calm. But firm. "You kidnapped one of my colleagues."

 

"I did."

 

"You deprived him of the ability to choose and his ability."

 

"I did."

 

"And regardless of your reasons..." He took one final step. "...I refuse to abandon my ideals."

 

Dazai looked at him curiously. "...Meaning?"

 

Kunikida's expression hardened. "My ideals state that a detective protects people. They state that we rescue those in danger. They state that we do not leave our comrades behind simply because they believe they deserve to be left." He looked directly into Dazai's eyes. "So I'm asking once. Let Nakahara leave with me."

 

"...No."

 

"Then I'll go to him."

 

"You won't reach him."

 

"I don't need your permission."

 

"No." Dazai agreed. "You don't." He stepped aside. The enormous entrance doors stood open. "You may try."

 

Kunikida frowned. "...You're letting me in?"

 

"I am."

 

 

Kunikida didn't ask why, he simply ran.

 

Several floors above, Chuuya sat alone in his room, staring out at the lights of Yokohama. A soft knock interrupted his thoughts. "...Come in."

 

A young operative opened the door. "Nakahara-san."

 

"What?"

 

"...There's someone here to see you."

 

"...Who?"

 

The operative hesitated.

 

"...Kunikida Doppo."

 

The color drained from Chuuya's face. "No..." His voice barely rose above a whisper. "He actually came... Idiot." Chuuya muttered. He wasn't even sure which of them he meant.

 

Kunikida stepped inside. He was alone. Just as he'd promised. For several long seconds, neither of them spoke.

 

"...You really came."

 

Kunikida closed the door behind him. "I said I would."

 

"You shouldn't have."

 

"I know."

 

Chuuya laughed bitterly. "You could've started a war."

 

"I haven't."

 

"You might."

 

"If that's what it takes."

 

"Kunikida—"

 

"No." His voice cut through the room. "I'm speaking first." Kunikida removed his glasses and folded them carefully. "Nakahara. I've spent the last week asking myself one question. What kind of detective would I be if I walked away because my colleague believed he deserved to be abandoned?"

 

Chuuya lowered his eyes. "...I wasn't abandoned."

 

"Weren't you? You told the President you wanted to stay."

 

"I did."

 

"You lied. You lied in a cheap attempt to protect everyone else. You've been doing that since the day you joined this Agency."

 

"You don't understand."

 

"I understand enough."

 

"No!" Chuuya finally looked at him. "You don't!" His voice cracked. "You didn't leave people behind!"

 

"I did!" The words surprised both of them. Kunikida took a slow breath. "I've lost partners. I've watched innocent people die. I've failed." His jaw tightened. "I know what guilt feels like."

 

"But you don't know this."

 

"No. I don't." Kunikida admitted it immediately. "I don't know what it feels like to leave at sixteen. I don't know what it feels like to lose everyone. I don't know what it feels like to return and discover you've been mourning the wrong people." Silence. "But I don't have to."

He stepped closer. "I know this." His voice became firm.

 

"You are Nakahara Chuuya. A great detective. You are my colleague. And I refuse to abandon my ideals."

 

Chuuya closed his eyes. "...Stop."

 

"No."

 

"...Please."

 

"No." Kunikida's answer never changed. "My ideals aren't negotiable. They don't disappear because things become difficult. They don't disappear because my colleague tells me to leave." He reached into his coat. For one terrifying second, Chuuya thought he was drawing his revolver. Instead... He removed his notebook.

 

He opened it to a bookmarked page. Carefully. Deliberately. He turned it toward Chuuya. The page was covered in names. Agency members. Every one of them. At the very bottom... He found his own. Chuuya Nakahara.

 

"I write down the people I'm responsible for." Chuuya stared at it."You've been on that page since your first day." Another quiet page turn. Next to Chuuya's name... One sentence. Bring him home. "I wrote that the day you disappeared." Kunikida met his eyes. "I have crossed it off."

 

Something inside Chuuya cracked. "...Why?" His voice was barely audible. "Why are you doing this?"

 

Kunikida looked genuinely confused. "...Because you're my partner and my friend."

 

The simplicity of the answer destroyed him. His knees gave out, as if he truly couldn't control gravity anymore. Before he hit the floor, Kunikida caught him. "...Easy."

 

A shaky breath escaped Chuuya. Then another. "...Idiot..." His fingers clutched desperately at the front of Kunikida's coat. "I...I thought..." Another. "...I thought everyone..." His shoulders shook violently. "...left."

 

Kunikida rested a steady hand between his shoulder blades. "They didn't. They won't."

 

The door clicked open. Both men looked up.

 

Dazai stood in the doorway. His expression was unreadable. For a long moment, he simply looked at Chuuya crying into Kunikida's shoulder.

 

"...So that's your answer."

 

Chuuya slowly lifted his head. His eyes were red. He looked at Kunikida. Then back at Dazai. After everything... There was only one thing he could say. "...I'm going home."

 

Dazai closed his eyes. "...I know." He stepped aside from the doorway. "You may leave."

 

Three weeks after Kunikida's attempted rescue... Chuuya vanished again.

 

"Where's Nakahara?" Kenji looked around the office. His desk was empty. His coffee was still warm. His paperwork remained half-finished.

 

Gin sighed. "...His phone?"

 

"Left on his desk."

 

"...Coat?"

 

"Gone."

 

She pinched the bridge of her nose.

 

Kunikida immediately stood. "I'm calling the police."

 

Ranpo didn't even look up from his snacks. "Don't bother."

 

"...What?"

 

"He's fine."

 

"...How do you know?" Ranpo turned another page of his comic. "The Port Mafia Boss picked him up."

 

"...Picked him up?"

 

"Mm."

 

"...You mean kidnapped." Ranpo shrugged. "Dazai calls it a date."

 

Exactly two hours later... The office phone rang. Gin answered.

 

"...Armed Detective Agency."

 

A cheerful voice responded. "Good afternoon!"

 

She immediately frowned. "...Dazai."

 

"Could you let Kunikida know Chuuya won't be available until around eight?"

 

"...No."

 

"I've already bought concert tickets."

 

"...No."

 

"They're front row."

 

"...No."

 

"He'll enjoy it."

 

"...He absolutely will not."

 

A pause.

 

"...Tell him I said he's underdressed."

 

Click.

 

When Chuuya finally returned... At exactly 7:58 p.m.... He looked exhausted.

 

Kunikida stood. "...Report."

 

"...We went to the aquarium."

 

"...The aquarium?"

 

"He wanted to see penguins."

 

Another pause.

 

"...Why?"

 

"...Apparently they remind him of Akutagawa."

 

The entire office stopped working. Ranpo nodded knowingly. "Told you."

 

From then on, It became strangely routine.

 

Sometimes, Dazai appeared outside the Agency with an expensive car. Sometimes, He simply waited across the street. Sometimes, Chuuya would round a corner during an investigation... And disappear.

 

He always came back. Always unharmed. Usually irritated. Sometimes carrying leftovers. Once carrying an enormous plush octopus. "I don't even like octopuses."

 

Gin looked at the toy. "...Then why did you bring it home?"

 

"...He won it."

 

"...For you?"

 

"...Shut up."

 

The Agency eventually stopped panicking. Because Chuuya always returned.

 

One Tuesday morning— "Has anyone seen Chuuya?"

 

Kenji looked around. His desk sat empty. Again.

 

Ranpo answered without lifting his head. "He's on a date with the Port Mafia Boss."

 

Kunikida nearly snapped his pen in half. "It is NOT a date!"

 

Ranpo shrugged. "Tell that to the Boss."

 

Three hours later, Chuuya returned carrying a paper bag.

 

Gin looked inside. "...Macarons?"

 

"...Yeah."

 

"You bought them?"

 

"...No."

 

"Dazai?"

 

"...Shut up."

 

The funniest part, Nobody ever saw Dazai take Chuuya. Not once. One second Chuuya would be arguing with Kunikida over paperwork. The next... Gone.

 

Eventually... Kenji stopped asking if Chuuya had been kidnapped. Instead, he'd simply ask— "...What kind of date was it this time?"

 

Chuuya would groan every single time. "It wasn't a date!"

 

From across the office, Ranpo would immediately answer, "Then why does he keep buying you dinner?"

 

"...I'm going home."

 

"I'll mark that as 'successful date.'"

 

"RANPO."

 

Three weeks passed. Long enough for Chuuya to begin believing Dazai had finally given up. He should have known better. The Agency office was unusually peaceful. Chuuya sat at his desk, half-listening as Kunikida explained the morning's assignments.

 

"...The client reported seeing suspicious activity near the warehouse district. Nakahara, you'll accompany—"

 

The office windows rattled. His pen stopped moving.

 

Ranpo noticed immediately. "You heard it."

 

"...Yeah."

 

Kunikida frowned. "Heard what?"

 

Chuuya slowly looked toward the window. "...Nothing."

 

Thirty minutes later, the meeting ended. Everyone scattered to prepare for their assignments. Chuuya lingered by the coffee machine. He had just taken his first sip when— "...Chuuya."

 

The voice was quiet. Almost conversational. It came from outside.

 

He closed his eyes. "...Seriously?"

 

Across the street, leaning against the railing overlooking the river, stood Dazai. Hands in his coat pockets. Looking exactly like a man waiting for a friend. "I was wondering how long it'd take you."

 

"I'm working."

 

"I know."

 

"So leave."

 

"No."

 

Chuuya sighed. "...People are going to notice."

 

"They already have."

 

From the second-floor office window, several detectives were watching.

 

Kenji blinked. "...Who's that?"

 

"I said no." Chuuya crossed his arms.

 

Dazai tilted his head. "I haven't asked anything yet."

 

"You were about to."

 

"I was."

 

"...No."

 

Dazai smiled. "...Walk with me."

 

"I'm on duty."

 

"You can be on duty while walking."

 

"...That's not how work functions."

 

"It could if you worked for me."

 

They stared at one another. Neither moved. Finally, Chuuya groaned. "...Ten minutes."

 

Dazai's smile widened. "I'll take twenty."

 

"I said ten."

 

Back upstairs, Kenji looked between the window and the paperwork in his hands. "...Should we stop him?"

 

Kunikida was already halfway to the stairs. "We're absolutely stopping him."

 

Ranpo didn't bother looking up from his novel. "No, we aren't."

 

"...Ranpo."

 

"He'll come back."

 

"You don't know that."

 

"I do."

 

Kunikida frowned. "...Explain."

 

Ranpo turned a page. "The Boss of the Port Mafia has terrible impulse control."

 

"..."

 

"He misses Chuuya."

 

"..."

 

"So every few weeks he remembers that fact and steals him for a while."

 

"...Steals him?"

 

"Mhm."

 

Kunikida disappeared downstairs. By the time he reached the street, both men were gone. "...Damn it."

 

Three hours later, The office door opened. Chuuya stepped inside carrying his hat under one arm. His tie was crooked. His expression was exhausted.

 

Kunikida looked up immediately. "...Report."

 

Chuuya dropped into his chair. "...He wanted coffee."

 

"...Coffee."

 

"...At six different cafés."

 

"...Why six?"

 

"He said the first five 'didn't feel right.'"

 

Kenji looked genuinely confused. "...Did he at least let you drink the coffee?"

 

"...Eventually."

 

Ranpo finally looked up from his book. "I told you."

 

Kunikida sighed. "...Where exactly is Dazai now?"

 

"He left."

 

"...Just left?"

 

"Mhm."

 

"He said..." Chuuya rubbed his temples. "...'See you in three weeks.'"

 

Kenji asked the question everyone had been thinking. "...Does this happen often?"

 

Gin answered before anyone else could. "...More often than we'd like."

 

The next month, Chuuya disappeared again. This time during lunch.

 

Another month, Again. During an investigation.

 

By the fourth time, no one panicked anymore.

 

Kenji simply looked up from his paperwork. "...Has anyone seen Chuuya?"

 

Without missing a beat, Ranpo turned another page of his mystery novel. "He's on a date with the Port Mafia Boss."

 

Kunikida's pen snapped cleanly in half. "...It is not a date."

 

Ranpo shrugged. "Tell that to the man who keeps inviting him out for coffee."

 

From somewhere outside, the Agency's front door opened. Chuuya's irritated voice echoed through the hallway. "I told you I had work!"

 

Dazai's amused reply drifted in after him. "And yet here you are."

 

Kunikida slowly stood. "...I'm going to have a very strongly worded conversation."

 

Ranpo smiled to himself. "You say that every month."

 

It had been nearly a year since Kunikida had walked into the Port Mafia headquarters and brought Chuuya home. Life had settled into something resembling normal. Not the normal Chuuya had known at sixteen, where every day carried the possibility of bloodshed, nor the quiet routine he'd built for himself during the last six years in the Armed Detective Agency. Instead, it was something caught awkwardly between the two, where mornings began with paperwork and arguments with Kunikida over unfinished reports, afternoons were spent chasing ability users across Yokohama, and evenings were occasionally interrupted by the unnerving certainty that somewhere in the city, Dazai Osamu knew exactly where he was.

 

The thought should have frightened him. Instead, It had become irritating.

 

The Agency office was filled with the familiar sounds of everyday life. Kunikida's pen scratched steadily across paperwork while Kenji listened with earnest attention to another lecture about filing reports correctly. Yosano sorted through medical records with practiced efficiency, and Gin sat beside the window, quietly organizing case files into neat stacks. Ranpo, unsurprisingly, had claimed the sofa long before anyone else had arrived. A half-open bag of potato chips rested on his lap while another mystery novel lay open in one hand, his eyes lazily scanning each page as though the world around him were little more than background noise.

 

It was peaceful. Comfortably so.

 

Chuuya found himself appreciating those moments more often now. Six years ago, silence had always made him uneasy. Silence usually meant someone was planning something.

 

Here, Silence simply meant everyone was working.

 

The office door opened with a quiet creak. No one paid much attention at first. Clients arrived often enough that it barely warranted a glance. It wasn't until the footsteps stopped in the center of the room that everyone looked up.

 

The visitor couldn't have been much older than eighteen. He wore the unmistakable black suit of the Port Mafia, though unlike most of its members, there was no arrogance in the way he carried himself. If anything, he looked vaguely uncomfortable standing inside the Agency.

 

His eyes searched the room before settling on Chuuya. "Nakahara-san." Every conversation stopped. Even Kunikida lowered his pen. "I've been asked to deliver a message."

 

The atmosphere shifted immediately. The warmth that had filled the office only moments earlier disappeared beneath a blanket of quiet suspicion. Kunikida rose from his chair before Chuuya could even respond. "If this concerns the Port Mafia," he said evenly, "then you can tell your boss Mr. Nakahara is currently working."

 

The young messenger dipped his head politely. "I expected that answer." From inside his coat, he produced a cream-colored envelope sealed with dark blue wax. "This is for Nakahara-san."

 

Chuuya frowned as he accepted it. The handwriting alone was enough to tell him who had written it. Almost annoyingly elegant. He broke the seal. The paper inside carried the faint scent of black tea.

 

Hello Slug,

I've recently been informed that repeatedly removing detectives from their workplace is considered "poor etiquette." Kunikida has made this opinion abundantly clear. As such, I'm trying something different. This isn't official Port Mafia business. Nor is it a trap.

 

You are entirely free to ignore this letter. If you decide to come, meet me at the old arcade on Riverside Street. I'll only wait thirty minutes.

—Osamu

 

The office remained silent after Chuuya finished reading. It was Kunikida who finally extended a hand. "May I?"

 

Wordlessly, Chuuya passed him the letter. Kunikida read it once. Then again. A faint crease appeared between his brows. "...This doesn't sound like him."

 

"It does." Ranpo answered without lifting his eyes from his novel. "He means every word."

 

Kunikida looked unconvinced. "You believe him?"

 

"I believe he wants something." Ranpo turned another page. "What that something is..." He shrugged. "...We'll find out."

 

Chuuya folded the letter carefully before slipping it into his coat pocket. His first instinct was to throw it away. His second was to ignore it completely. Both options made perfect sense.

 

"You don't have to go." Gin's quiet voice broke his thoughts. He glanced toward her. She wasn't looking at him. Instead, she continued arranging files with practiced precision. "But if you do..." She paused. "...Come back."

 

The words were simple. So simple, in fact, that Chuuya almost smiled. "I always do."

 

Nearly half an hour later, he found himself standing beneath the faded sign of an old arcade tucked between two aging storefronts near the river. The building looked as though it had been forgotten by the rest of Yokohama. Its windows were clouded with age, and several neon lights had long since burned out, leaving only a dull glow spilling onto the quiet street. The place stirred something faint in the back of Chuuya's mind.

 

He pushed open the door. The familiar chiming of old arcade machines greeted him. Somewhere deeper inside, electronic music played softly through worn speakers.

 

There weren't many customers. Only one. Dazai stood in front of an old racing cabinet, one hand resting casually on the machine while he watched its attract screen cycle through faded animations. He looked over his shoulder as the bell above the entrance rang. For just a moment, his expression softened into something Chuuya hadn't seen in years.

 

"You came."

 

Chuuya slipped both hands into his pockets as he walked across the room. "You sounded strangely polite."

 

"I've been trying."

 

"It doesn't suit you."

 

"So I've been told." A faint smile tugged at the corner of Dazai's mouth before he gestured toward the arcade cabinet. "Do you remember this place?"

 

Chuuya's eyes drifted over the rows of aging machines, the worn carpet beneath his feet, and the faded prize counter tucked into the corner. He frowned. "...No."

 

Dazai didn't seem disappointed. Instead, he rested a hand lightly against the racing cabinet.

 

"We came here once."

 

"When we were fifteen."

 

"Ah so you do remember!! We argued for nearly twenty minutes because you insisted this machine cheated."

 

"...It did."

 

"You lost."

 

"It cheated."

 

"You lost twice."

 

"It cheated twice." Despite himself, the corners of Chuuya's lips twitched. Somewhere beneath years of grief and distance... A memory finally surfaced.

 

The sound of rain outside. Dazai laughing so hard he nearly fell off the stool after Chuuya accused the machine of conspiring against him. The old shop owner giving them free drinks because they'd been arguing loudly enough to entertain every customer in the building.

 

It had been... a good day.

 

"...I remember."

 

The old racing cabinet finally went dark after their fifth game. Dazai had lost four of them. He insisted the machine favored shorter people. Chuuya informed him that gravity had nothing to do with driving. The argument lasted another five minutes. Neither of them seemed particularly invested in winning it.

 

When they stepped back outside, evening had already settled over Yokohama. The sun had dipped below the skyline, leaving the harbor awash in shades of orange and deep violet that reflected across the water in rippling bands of light. The streets were quieter than they had been earlier, most people already making their way home after work.

 

For a while, they simply walked. Not toward the Port Mafia headquarters. Not toward the Agency. Just... through the city. It felt strangely familiar. Years ago, they had spent countless evenings wandering Yokohama after missions. Dazai would inevitably insist on taking a route that doubled their walk home simply because he wanted to see something—a new café, an odd storefront, a cat sleeping on a wall.

 

Back then, Chuuya had complained the entire time. Looking back, he wasn't entirely sure he'd minded.

 

"You've been quieter." Dazai's voice broke the silence without disturbing it.

 

Chuuya kept his hands in his pockets as they crossed a narrow bridge overlooking one of the canals. "I'm thinking."

 

"Dangerous."

 

"...Shut up."

 

A faint chuckle escaped Dazai. "There you are."

 

Chuuya glanced sideways at him. "What?"

 

"I was wondering when you'd tell me to shut up."

 

"...You say that like it's reassuring."

 

"It is." He smiled, looking ahead instead of at Chuuya. "It means you're angry."

 

"...And?"

 

"I'd rather you're angry than pretending you aren't." The words lingered between them.

 

Chuuya frowned slightly. It wasn't the sort of thing Dazai would have admitted when they were fifteen. Back then, he had hidden sincerity beneath jokes until it became impossible to tell where one ended and the other began.

 

They passed a convenience store. Without asking, Dazai disappeared inside.

 

Chuuya sighed. "...Unbelievable."

 

He leaned against the wall outside, waiting. A minute later Dazai emerged carrying two cans of coffee. He tossed one over without warning.

 

Chuuya caught it automatically. "You still remember."

 

"I remember a lot of things."

 

The can was the same bitter canned coffee Chuuya had favored since he was sixteen. He looked down at it for a moment before quietly opening it. "...Thanks."

 

Dazai blinked. "...You're welcome."

 

The city hummed softly around them, the distant sounds of traffic mixing with the cries of gulls circling the harbor. Somewhere nearby, a street musician played a slow melody on an old violin. Chuuya found himself listening. No one trying to kill either of them. It felt almost absurd.

 

"You know..." Dazai spoke without looking away from the water. "I used to think we'd get older."

 

Chuuya raised an eyebrow. "...We did."

 

"No." A small smile touched Dazai's lips. "I mean normally." He gestured vaguely toward the couples strolling along the waterfront, the families pushing strollers, the elderly man walking a small white dog. "I thought we'd complain about paperwork together."

 

"...We do."

 

"I thought we'd argue over who was buying dinner."

 

"We're doing that too."

 

"I imagined we'd still be partners." That sentence landed differently. He hadn't said Port Mafia. He hadn't said executives. Just... Partners.

 

Chuuya rested his forearms on the bridge railing. The cool evening breeze tugged gently at the brim of his hat. "...That wasn't really our choice."

 

"No."

 

"It wasn't."

 

The canal reflected the city lights like scattered stars. A boat drifted lazily beneath the bridge, leaving gentle ripples in its wake.

 

Dazai checked his watch. "It's almost ten."

 

Chuuya glanced at him. "...Kunikida's going to start pacing."

 

"He started pacing an hour ago."

 

"You know that?"

 

"I'd bet money on it."

 

Despite himself, Chuuya laughed quietly. "...You're probably right."

 

When they reached the Armed Detective Agency building, Dazai stopped at the foot of the stairs. He made no move to follow. He simply slipped his hands into his coat pockets. "I'll see you around."

 

Chuuya looked at him curiously. "...You're not going to make this difficult?"

 

"I've already made enough things difficult." The answer came so simply that Chuuya didn't know what to say.

 

He watched Dazai turn and begin walking back toward the city. After a few steps, Chuuya called after him. "...Osamu." Dazai paused. He looked back over one shoulder. "...Thanks."

 

It was a small word. One Chuuya rarely gave. Dazai didn't smile broadly. He only inclined his head once. "...Goodnight, Chuuya."

 

As Chuuya climbed the Agency steps, he found himself realizing something that would have seemed impossible only a few months ago.

 

The Agency had long since stopped asking why Chuuya occasionally returned home late. Kunikida still complained. Ranpo still called it "another outing with the Port Mafia Boss." Gin still looked relieved every time Chuuya walked through the door. Life, somehow, had settled into a rhythm that no one would have believed possible six months earlier.

 

Even Chuuya had begun to expect the unexpected. What he did not expect was for Dazai to stop in the middle of a quiet park, stare at him with unusual seriousness, and ask,

 

"Chuuya."

 

"Hm?"

 

"...Will you marry me?"

 

The question hung in the air so long that a pair of pigeons landed between them. Chuuya blinked once. Then twice. "...What?"

 

"I believe I was quite clear."

 

"You absolutely were not."

 

"I asked if you'd marry me."

 

"...Did you hit your head?"

 

Dazai sighed dramatically. "I spent nearly an hour deciding how to ask."

 

"You should've spent another."

 

"I even considered kneeling."

 

"Don't."

 

"I decided against flowers."

 

"Good."

 

"I thought a ring might be too much."

 

"It would've ended up in the river." Chuuya rubbed both hands over his face. "Osamu."

 

"Hm?"

 

"...Why?"

 

For the first time, Dazai's smile faltered. "I've spent years trying to imagine a future." He looked out across the water. "Every version of it where you're still in my life feels... easier to breathe in. But," Dazai continued with a small, self-aware smile, "I've never been particularly good at asking for things normally."

 

"No," Chuuya muttered. "You really aren't."

 

"So?"

 

"So?"

 

"Is that a no?"

 

Chuuya stared at him. "You skipped about fifty steps."

 

"I did?"

 

"You confessed."

 

"I did."

 

"You kidnapped me."

 

"...Several times."

 

"You kissed me without permission."

 

Dazai's expression grew more subdued.

 

"...I did."

 

"And now you're proposing."

 

"...Yes."

 

"Osamu..." Chuuya shook his head. "That isn't how relationships work."

 

Silence settled between them.

 

After a while, Dazai let out a quiet laugh. "I suspected as much."

 

"You still asked."

 

"I did."

 

"...You're unbelievable."

 

"So I've been told."

 

They resumed walking. Neither spoke for several minutes. Finally, Chuuya broke the silence. "You know..."

 

"Hm?"

 

"If you actually want me in your life..." Dazai glanced over. "...Stop trying to force it."

 

The words weren't angry. "You don't get years back by pretending they never happened. You don't fix things with grand gestures." He looked straight ahead. "You start by showing up. Without tricks. Without taking choices away from me. And maybe..." He exhaled slowly. "Maybe someday I'll trust you enough that you won't have to ask impossible questions."

 

Dazai was quiet for the rest of the walk, he found himself considering that Chuuya wasn't rejecting him so much as rejecting the way he kept trying to hold on. That distinction was painful. But it gave him an idea.

 

The next morning began with rain. A fine drizzle clung to Yokohama's streets, painting the windows of the Armed Detective Agency with streaks of silver. The city beyond had disappeared beneath low clouds, leaving only blurred outlines of buildings and the occasional passing umbrella.

 

Inside, however, the Armed Detective Agency office was warm. The kettle whistled softly from the kitchenette while Kenji hummed to himself as he sorted case files. Yosano flipped lazily through a medical journal between patients, Gin quietly copied notes into a fresh notebook, and Kunikida stood before the whiteboard, carefully assigning the day's investigations with his usual precision.

 

Chuuya barely listened. He sat with a cup of coffee warming his hands, staring out the rain-speckled window. His thoughts kept drifting back to the previous evening. He hadn't expected Dazai to understand. He hadn't expected Dazai to listen.

 

A knock echoed through the office. Everyone looked up.

 

"Come in," Kunikida called.

 

The door opened. Dazai Osamu stood in the doorway. He wore a dark umbrella over one shoulder, rainwater dripping steadily from its edges onto the welcome mat. His black coat looked slightly damp from the weather, loose strands of dark hair clinging to his forehead. He didn't smile. He simply waited. "...Good morning."

 

Kenji blinked. Yosano lowered her journal. Gin looked instinctively toward Chuuya.

 

Even Chuuya stared. "...You knocked."

 

"I did."

 

Kunikida recovered first. "What are you doing here?"

 

Dazai folded his umbrella before answering. "I'd like to speak with Nakahara."

 

"No."

 

Dazai nodded once. "I expected that answer." He looked directly at Chuuya. "Would you be willing to come with me for a few hours?"

 

The question hung awkwardly in the air because of how he'd asked it.

 

Chuuya frowned. "...You're asking me?"

 

"Yes."

 

"...You expect me to say no."

 

"I think that's a possibility."

 

"...Then why ask?"

 

Dazai's gaze drifted briefly toward the rain outside. "Because you told me to."

 

Kunikida looked from Dazai. To Chuuya. Then back again. He looked profoundly uncomfortable.

 

Ranpo finally broke the silence. Without looking up from the detective novel balanced on his knees, he spoke around a mouthful of candy. "He's trying."

 

Dazai glanced toward him. "I am."

 

"...Badly."

 

"I know."

 

A reluctant smile tugged at the corner of Ranpo's mouth. "You've improved."

 

"Thank you."

 

"Don't thank me."

 

Chuuya set his coffee down. "What do you want?"

 

Dazai reached into his coat. Two folded tickets. "The museum."

 

Chuuya blinked. "...The art museum?"

 

"Mhm."

 

"You hate museums."

 

"I do."

 

"...Then why are you going?"

 

"They're holding an exhibition on the history of Wine."

 

"And?"

 

"You once spent forty minutes explaining why Caymus Cabernet Sauvignon was overrated."

 

"I was right."

 

"I disagreed."

 

"I know."

 

"I thought..." A faint smile appeared. "...Perhaps we could argue about it again."

 

Chuuya couldn't help it. A short, incredulous laugh escaped him. "...You remembered that?"

 

"You were very passionate."

 

"I was sixteen."

 

"You frightened a tour guide."

 

"He started it."

 

"He absolutely did not."

 

The office watched the exchange in stunned silence. Kenji leaned toward Gin and whispered, "...Is this normal?"

 

Gin sighed. "...Nothing involving those two is normal."

 

Kunikida cleared his throat. "If Nakahara chooses to go..." Both men looked at him. "...He returns by six."

 

Dazai nodded immediately. "Agreed."

 

"You do not involve him in Port Mafia affairs."

 

"Agreed."

 

"You do not manipulate him."

 

Dazai hesitated. "...I can try."

 

Kunikida's glare sharpened. "You do better than try."

 

Chuuya looked at the tickets. Then at Dazai. Then toward Kunikida. "...I'll be back before dinner."

 

Kunikida studied him for a long moment before giving a single nod. "I'll hold you to that."

 

"You always do." As Chuuya walked toward the door, Dazai stepped aside without thinking, giving him room to pass first. It was such a small gesture that Chuuya almost missed it. Years ago, Dazai would have walked ahead, assuming Chuuya would follow.

 

The rain had eased into a mist by the time they reached the street. For several minutes, they walked in comfortable silence beneath the same umbrella. Finally, Dazai spoke. "I've been thinking."

 

"...That's dangerous."

 

"I know." A small laugh escaped Dazai.Then he grew serious again. "...Thank you."

 

Chuuya looked sideways at him. "For what?"

 

"For telling me 'no.' I hated hearing it." Dazai admitted it without looking away from the road ahead. "But... I think I needed someone to."

 

The city continued around them, umbrellas drifting past in muted colors. Chuuya didn't answer immediately. He looked up at the gray sky, listening to the gentle rhythm of rain against the umbrella.

 

"...You're still an idiot."

 

"I know."

 

"...But you're a slightly less irritating idiot today."

 

Dazai smiled. "I'll take that as progress."

 

The rain had not stopped for three days.

 

By the fourth, Yokohama seemed to exist beneath a veil of gray, the streets slick with water and the harbor swallowed by mist. Chuuya had almost welcomed the weather. It gave the city a quietness that reminded him of mornings before the Port Mafia came alive, before orders and gunfire and impossible decisions.

 

He should have known peace never lasted.

 

The Agency's latest investigation had kept him out later than expected. By the time he left the client's office, the sun had long since disappeared behind the clouds. He adjusted the brim of his hat and started toward the nearest station. Halfway down the empty street—

 

"...Chuuya."

 

He stopped. The voice wasn't loud. It didn't have to be. He turned slowly. Dazai stood beneath the awning of a closed bookstore, one hand tucked into his coat pocket, the other holding a black umbrella that he hadn't bothered to open. Rain soaked through his coat unchecked, plastering dark strands of hair against his forehead.

 

Something was wrong. He wasn't smiling.

 

"You look terrible." It was the first thing Chuuya said.

 

Dazai let out a quiet breath that might once have been a laugh. "So I've been told."

 

"You've been standing in the rain."

 

"I know."

 

"...Why?"

 

"I wanted to see you."

 

Chuuya frowned. "You could've come to the Agency."

 

"I did."

 

"You could've called."

 

"You blocked my number."

 

"I had a good reason."

 

"I know." There was no teasing. No smug remark. No attempt to provoke an argument. The absence of all of it unsettled Chuuya more than Dazai's usual antics ever had.

 

"...Osamu."

 

Dazai lifted his eyes. "I tried." The words were barely above a whisper. "I knocked. I asked. I waited. I listened." His voice remained calm. "And every single time... You still chose to stay with them."

 

"They're my family."

 

For the first time, emotion crept into Dazai's voice. "You keep saying that. You keep looking at them like..." His jaw tightened. "Like that's where you belong."

 

"I do belong there."

 

Rain struck the pavement between them. "I can't accept that." Dazai said it so quietly Chuuya almost missed it.

 

"Osamu..." Chuuya took one careful step forward. "Don't. Don't do this. I'm right here. We can talk."

 

"I don't want to talk anymore." Something in Dazai's expression changed. It was exhaustion stretched so thin that it had finally become desperation. "I spent years convincing myself that if I gave you enough time... you'd come home." He shook his head once. "You didn't."

 

Several figures emerged from the alley behind Chuuya. Black suits. Port Mafia. Chuuya heard them before he saw them. His shoulders stiffened. "...You brought them."

 

"I did."

 

"Osamu."

 

"I don't trust myself to let you walk away again."

 

Chuuya's heart sank. He had believed the man from the museum still existed. The one who had knocked on the Agency's door. The one who had asked instead of taken. "I'm not going back."

 

"I know."

 

"I'm not yours. I declined your proposal."

 

"...I know."

 

"Then call them off."

 

Dazai closed his eyes. "I can't."

 

The first operative moved. Chuuya reacted instinctively, throwing him over his shoulder before a second grabbed for his arm. A third rushed in from the left. The fight was quick. Precise. Controlled. He refused to kill. Even now. He refused. The hesitation cost him. A needle bit into his neck. His vision lurched. He staggered, catching himself against the brick wall as the world tilted sideways. "...No..."

 

Footsteps approached slowly. Dazai stopped in front of him. He simply looked at Chuuya. There was no triumph in his eyes. Only something painfully close to grief. "I'm sorry."

 

The apology sounded sincere. Which somehow made it worse. As Chuuya struggled to stay conscious, Dazai reached into his coat. Not for a weapon. For a small velvet box.

 

He opened it with trembling fingers. Inside rested a simple silver band.

 

Chuuya stared at it through blurred vision. "...Don't."

 

Dazai's hands shook. "I know this won't make it true." He whispered. "I know a ring doesn't mean anything if you don't choose it." His breathing faltered. "But... I can't keep pretending you're someone I'll eventually lose."

 

With visible hesitation, Dazai slid the band onto Chuuya's left ring finger.

 

Chuuya looked down at the ring. Then back at Dazai. His expression wasn't angry. "You really..." His voice cracked. "...weren't listening."

 

Dazai froze. He couldn't meet Chuuya's eyes.

 

The sedative finally pulled Chuuya into darkness. As the Port Mafia operatives carried him toward the waiting car, Dazai remained standing in the rain, staring at the silver band he'd forced onto Chuuya's hand. It should have felt like victory.

 

It was not the sharp awakening of a soldier trained to react at the slightest disturbance, nor the quiet comfort of waking in the dormitory the Agency had long ago prepared for him. Instead, it came in fragments. The scent of polished wood. The weight of thick blankets. The muffled sound of rain striking tall windows.

 

His body felt heavy, every movement slowed by the remnants of whatever drug had been forced into his bloodstream. For several moments, Chuuya simply lay still, staring at the unfamiliar ceiling until memory came crashing back.

 

His eyes snapped toward his left hand. It was still there. A plain silver band rested against his ring finger, catching the pale morning light filtering through the curtains. He stared at it for a long time. Then, without hesitation, he tried to pull it off. It didn't move.

 

A quiet knock sounded at the bedroom door. Before Chuuya could answer, it opened. Dazai stepped inside carrying a tray with breakfast balanced carefully in both hands. Fresh bread. Tea. Fruit.

 

Things Chuuya liked. Things Dazai remembered.

 

The sight only made Chuuya angrier. "You remembered breakfast." His voice was rough from sleep. "...But not what I told you."

 

Dazai stopped. The tray remained balanced in his hands. "I remembered."

 

"Then why?"

 

Dazai crossed the room and set the tray on a nearby table without looking at Chuuya. "Because I couldn't do it."

 

"You couldn't what?"

 

"Let you go."

 

Chuuya let out a humorless laugh. "So instead..." He lifted his hand, letting the silver band catch the light. "...You did this."

 

Dazai's gaze finally settled on the ring. There was no pride in his expression. "I know what it looks like."

 

"It looks exactly like what it is. You didn't ask me."

 

"I did the first time."

 

"You didn't listen."

 

"No."

 

"You took my choice away."

 

Dazai closed his eyes. "...Yes."

 

Chuuya slowly slipped out of bed. His legs protested, but they held. He walked until only a few feet separated them. For years, whenever they had argued, Dazai had always looked directly into his eyes. Today, on his 24th birthday, he couldn't. "You know what hurts the most?" Chuuya asked quietly. "It's not that you kidnapped me."

 

Dazai finally looked up.

 

"It's that..." Chuuya swallowed. "Yesterday... I thought you were finally becoming someone who trusted me."

 

The words landed harder than any blow.

 

He had spent years trying to become the man Chuuya had asked him to be.

 

"I know." His voice barely carried. "I ruined it. "Anything I would never want to lose will be lost. It is a given that everything that is worth wanting will be lost the moment I obtain it. There's nothing worth pursuing at the cost of prolonging a life of suffering."

 

Chuuya looked at him for a long moment before Dazai got up, carefully. Dazai's grip around Chuuya's wrist was ironclad.

 

"Osamu—" He stumbled as Dazai pulled him through the dim corridors, his shoulder colliding with the concrete wall before he caught himself. "Would you slow the hell down?"

 

No answer.

 

The stairwell door slammed open, the sound echoing through the empty building as cold night air rushed inside. Wind whipped through the doorway, tugging at Chuuya's coat as Dazai continued upward without so much as a glance behind him.

 

"Osamu!"

 

Chuuya planted his feet on the final landing. Dazai stopped only because he had to. For several seconds, neither of them moved.

 

Chuuya jerked his wrist free with a sharp twist, rubbing at the reddening skin beneath his glove. "...What the fuck are you planning?"

 

Dazai stood with his back to him, staring over Yokohama's lights. The city spread beneath them, brilliant and indifferent. His shoulders rose with a slow breath.

 

"I don't know how to let you go." The words were almost lost beneath the wind. "I've tried. I asked. I waited. I listened. And none of it changed anything." He finally turned. There was no smile. No joke waiting behind his expression. Only someone who looked unbearably tired. "I keep thinking that if I can find the right answer..." His voice cracked. "You'll stop walking away."

 

Chuuya's anger softened into something quieter. "There isn't a right answer. You can't solve people. You can't make choices for them. You can't keep dragging me somewhere and expect me to stay."

 

The wind carried the words away into the night. For a long time, Dazai said nothing. Then he looked back over the edge of the rooftop, the city lights reflecting faintly in his eyes. "I know."

 

Dazai moved first. There was no warning. One moment the rooftop was steady beneath their feet, the wind pulling at their coats as Yokohama glittered below them. The next, Dazai's hand closed firmly around Chuuya's wrist, and the edge disappeared beneath them.

 

"Osamu—!" Instinct took over.

 

Chuuya's ability surged to life in a flash of crimson, gravity reaching out to answer him— Only for Dazai's other hand to catch his arm. The familiar glow shattered like glass. No Longer Human. The red light vanished. For a heartbeat, Chuuya's stomach lurched as true gravity seized him, and panic flashed across his face. Then Dazai shifted. Instead of letting them tumble apart, he wrapped both arms around Chuuya, pulling him tightly against his chest to keep their bodies aligned as they dropped. Chuuya instinctively grabbed at the front of Dazai's coat.

 

"You absolute—" The rest of the sentence was swallowed by the rushing wind.

 

Dazai's voice reached him anyway, calm despite the chaos around them. "Trust me."

 

"I have never trusted you less!"

 

A faint, almost familiar smile tugged at Dazai's lips. "I know."

 

The city blurred past them in streaks of light. The wind roared in their ears, tearing at Chuuya's hat until Dazai caught it against his shoulder with one arm still around him.