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All My Livin' Time

Summary:

All My Livin’ Time is a reflective story that explores the moments after the fight is over - when Sam, Dean, and Cas are left with only the memories they carry with them.

Told through their individual chapters, each from a different perspective, the story examines how the same life can be remembered in three very different ways.

Through each perspective, the aftermath of the hunt becomes less about the monster they defeated and more about the lives they have lived along the way. Their memories reveal different truths - moments of pain, loyalty, loss, and love - showing how every person carries their own version of the story.

Notes:

I love writing stories based/inspired by lyrics, and this one has been on the cards for a while. I recently found the notes that I had made for this story (written nearly 2 years ago!), but I have not written a 'perspective' story before, and so kept putting it off.

However, over the weekend, I just happened to be listening to this song and figured I'd give the story another go.

If you haven't listened to any Radio Company songs, I honestly couldn't recommend them enough! Vol 1 and 2 are my personal favorites, but two of my (all-time) favorite songs are on their album 'Keep on Ramblin´.

Chapter Text

The road disappeared beneath the Impala's tyres in long ribbons of rain-darkened asphalt, stretching through miles of dense pine forest. Elegant trees stood shoulder to shoulder beneath a sky heavy with charcoal clouds, their branches swaying restlessly in a wind that carried the damp scent of moss, wet bark and the promise of another storm before nightfall.

The call had come the day before, just after dawn.

A father had gone missing, his son mute and shaking, too frightened to speak.

Something in the woods that people only ever caught in glimpses, always at the edge of their vision, where fear had a habit of turning shadows into something with teeth.

By the time they reached the trailhead, the rain had stopped, leaving the forest wrapped in that strange silence that always seemed to follow heavy weather, as though the world itself were holding its breath.

Dean killed the engine, and for a moment, nobody moved.

The ticking of the cooling motor filled the car, accompanied by the distant cry of a lone crow somewhere beyond the trees.

Sam reached for the folder lying open between the seats, his fingers brushing across photographs already softened from too many hands, while Castiel sat in the back seat with his gaze fixed beyond the windshield, studying the forest with an intensity that suggested he was listening to something neither Winchester could hear.

Dean broke the silence first.

"So ..." He glanced towards the treeline. "Anyone else getting the overwhelming urge to turn around and pretend this phone call never happened?"

Snorting quietly without looking up, Sam’s eyes skimmed the papers in his hands. "You say that every time."

"Yeah," Dean replied, reaching for the keys. "One of these days I'm hoping you'll finally agree."

The car doors opened almost together and cold air rushed in, sharp enough to sting the lungs. Boots sank into damp gravel as they gathered their gear in practised silence, each movement so familiar it no longer required thought; iron tucked into jacket pockets, flashlights checked, salt measured by instinct rather than sight.

Above them, the wind stirred the tops of the pines with a sound like distant waves breaking against an unseen shore.

None of them noticed the child watching from the trees.