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The battle ended with a silence Hermione thought she would spend the rest of her life remembering. Not true silence-stones were still shifting somewhere behind her, voices calling names through the ruins, someone crying, someone laughing in the strange, hysterical way people did when they'd survived something they shouldn't have. But after months of fear, after a year of running, the absence of fighting felt deafening all the same.
She sat on a broken stretch of wall overlooking the courtyard, hands hanging limply between her knees. Every muscle in her body ached. Her clothes had stiffened with dirt and blood, and she couldn't remember the last time she'd slept properly. Hogwarts had always seemed immortal to her-timeless, permanent, a fixed point in a world that kept shifting under her feet. Now, looking at the shattered windows and torn stone, it simply looked as tired as she felt.
A group of witches crossed the courtyard carrying stretchers. Hermione looked away before she could recognise who lay beneath the white sheets. She couldn't do that yet. Couldn't start counting. Because once she started, she wasn't sure she'd be able to stop.
Fred. Professor Lupin. Tonks. Colin.
The names drifted through her mind like ghosts she wasn't ready to greet.
Nearby, Harry stood staring at the castle, looking hollowed out, as though victory had cost him everything he had left to give. Ron was speaking to him, though she couldn't hear the words. For a moment she simply watched them-her best friends, alive-and let herself feel the relief of that before another thought rose beneath it, quieter but insistent. Mum. Dad. The war was over. She had to bring them home.
The days that followed blurred into one another. Forms. Letters. Ministry departments. Waiting rooms crowded with exhausted witches and wizards trying to rebuild lives that no longer fit properly. Hermione threw herself into the search with the same determination she'd once reserved for exams-records, travel documentation, immigration charms, anything that might lead her back to Wendell and Monica Wilkins. Anything that might lead her back to her parents.
She arrived most mornings before the clerks did, and left most evenings long after they'd gone home. And almost every day, Harry was there. Not hovering. Just present-sometimes with his own stack of paperwork, sometimes disappearing for an hour and returning with tea gone cold, sometimes saying nothing at all for entire afternoons. Hermione found she was grateful for that. Everyone else seemed to want something from Harry Potter-statements, interviews, appearances. The Boy Who Lived had become a symbol before the dust had even settled. But across the table in those cramped Ministry offices, he was simply Harry. Tired. Grieving. Trying, the same as her.
One evening, after three hours spent arguing with a particularly stubborn official, she finally located a shipping manifest tied to an Australian magical relocation registry. Her pulse jumped. She read it once. Twice. A third time, her finger tracing the unfamiliar names, the altered signatures, until the shape of them settled into certainty rather than hope.
Harry noticed before she'd said a word. "What is it?"
She swallowed. "I think I've found them." The sentence barely made it past a whisper.
He was out of his chair before she'd finished speaking. The smile that broke across his face was small and exhausted and entirely genuine, and for the first time since the battle, Hermione felt something that wasn't grief.
Hope.
Fred's funeral took place beneath a sky the colour of old parchment. The service passed in fragments-George standing unnaturally still, Molly's quiet sobs, Arthur staring at the ground as though afraid to look anywhere else. Every so often the ache in Hermione's chest sharpened with the thought that Fred should have been there, grinning through the whole thing, making inappropriate jokes until someone threatened to hex him.
By the time they returned to the Burrow, everyone seemed hollowed out with exhaustion. The house was full-full of grief, full of memory, full of people who belonged to one another. Hermione stood in the kitchen doorway with a mug of tea cooling between her hands and watched it happen without meaning to.
Across the room, Molly sat between Ginny and Fleur. Arthur and Bill spoke quietly by the fireplace. Percy hadn't left George's side all evening. Everywhere she looked, family gravitated toward family-not deliberately, not unkindly, just naturally, the way planets settle into their proper orbits.
Ron drifted into a conversation with Charlie and George. Ginny curled into her mother's shoulder. Someone laughed softly at a story about Fred, and the laughter dissolved into tears almost at once. No one noticed Hermione standing there. Not because they didn't care. Because grief makes people reach for what's familiar-for what's theirs.
A year ago, she wouldn't have thought twice about it. The Burrow had always felt like home. But standing there now, watching the orbit close around everyone but her, she found herself wondering whether she'd mistaken welcome for belonging. The thought arrived quietly-so quietly she nearly missed it-and then refused to leave.
She looked down at the tea she hadn't touched. For years she'd imagined herself becoming part of this family. Standing in the crowded kitchen, she understood, with sudden and total clarity, that she wasn't. That perhaps she never had been.
She found Ron in the orchard three days later, the late afternoon sun filtering gold through the trees, laying long shadows across the grass. For a moment she simply watched him. He looked better than he had a week ago-not happy, not really, but more present. More himself.
She'd carried the news around for days like a fragile piece of glass, afraid to hold it too tightly in case it shattered. She'd found them. After months of fear and guilt and uncertainty, she'd finally found them. She wasn't entirely sure why her heart was racing to tell him-only that she wanted someone else to understand how much it mattered.
"Ron?"
He looked up from beneath the tree. "Hey."
She sat beside him. Neither spoke for a moment-the silence wasn't uncomfortable, just familiar, the kind they'd earned after years together.
"I found them." The words escaped before she could lose her nerve.
He blinked. "What?"
"My parents." For the first time in days, she smiled-a real one. "I found them."
Something brightened in his face immediately. "That's brilliant!"
Relief swept through her. For one wonderful second she thought he understood-thought he saw the weight she'd been carrying, thought he knew what this meant.
"I'm leaving on Saturday."
The smile stayed exactly where it was. "Well, that's great, isn't it?"
She waited. The silence stretched between them, and she wasn't entirely sure what she was waiting for. A question, maybe. How are you feeling? Are you scared? Do you want me to come? Anything.
Instead Ron leaned back against the trunk. "Honestly, it'll be good to get all this sorted."
"Sorted?"
"Yeah." He gestured vaguely. "Your parents. The Ministry. Everything." He exhaled. "Feels like everyone's been stuck since the battle."
"Maybe," she said, looking at the grass.
"Once you get back, things can finally start getting back to normal."
Normal. The word settled strangely in her chest, as though they were discussing different lives entirely. Ron kept talking about Quidditch, about George eventually reopening the shop, about Harry being chased by half the Ministry, and Hermione listened, even smiled in the right places. But some small, stubborn part of her kept waiting for him to circle back. To ask about Australia. To ask about her.
He never did.
When she finally stood to leave, Ron kissed her cheek and told her he was happy for her. Hermione told herself that should be enough, and repeated it the whole way back to the house. It should be enough. It should.
The guest room at the Burrow had become a maze of parchment, books, and half-packed suitcases. Hermione sat cross-legged on the floor, surrounded by lists-travel documents, Australian addresses, Ministry permits, contingency plans. She had always found comfort in preparation. Now it felt like trying to build a bridge across an ocean with nothing but paper.
Outside her window, life went on without her. Voices drifted through the garden. Doors opened and closed. The sounds of a family learning how to exist after losing one of its own. She understood it-that was the problem. She understood all of it, and understanding did nothing to make it easier.
Molly moved constantly between George and Percy. Arthur threw himself into repairing things around the house that didn't especially need repairing. Ginny barely left her mother's side. Charlie and Bill stayed longer than they'd planned. Everyone trying to hold everyone else together, with nothing much left over to give.
Hermione knew that. She never stopped knowing it, which made it impossible to be angry. Still, every evening she found herself glancing toward the doorway, waiting-not for anything dramatic, just company, a conversation, someone asking if she was alright. Most evenings, nobody came.
Harry appeared when he could, usually with paperwork or Ministry updates, but Harry had his own grief to carry, his own responsibilities pulling him elsewhere. The room always felt a little emptier once he'd gone. One night, looking up from a stack of documents, she realised she hadn't spoken properly to Ron in nearly two days.
The realisation surprised her more than it should have. They hadn't argued. Nothing was wrong, exactly-that was what made it so hard to explain. She simply felt separate, as though she were watching everyone through glass. Close enough to see them. Too far to touch.
She folded another jumper into her suitcase. The room was quiet; the house below was not. For the first time in years, she missed her parents so fiercely it hurt to breathe-not because they could fix any of this, but because they would have noticed. Her mother would have walked in hours ago, demanding to know why she looked so tired. Her father would have brought tea and pretended it wasn't an excuse to check on her.
Seven days. In seven days she would see them again. The thought should have brought comfort. Instead, it only sharpened the ache behind her ribs, and left her feeling more alone than before.
She slipped downstairs before sunrise. The Burrow was silent, soft light filtering through the kitchen windows and washing everything in shades of silver. At the bottom of the stairs she paused, listening, feeling faintly foolish for it. She'd told everyone she was leaving early. There was no reason to expect anyone to be awake.
Still. Some small, stubborn part of her had hoped.
She glanced toward the staircase one last time. Nothing. Of course. They were grieving. People were exhausted. It wasn't personal. Knowing that did nothing to ease the disappointment settling in her chest as she tightened her grip on the suitcase handle.
The front door creaked open before she reached it. Harry stepped inside, slightly out of breath, glasses crooked, hair worse than usual-and the sight of him nearly made her cry.
"Harry."
"Told you I'd be here."
His smile was tired, but it was real, the way it always was. Neither of them spoke for a moment. Then he pulled her into a hug, and she closed her eyes, letting the familiar warmth of it loosen something that had been aching all week.
"You don't have to do this alone," he said quietly.
"I know."
"I mean it." His voice firmed. "If you want me to come-"
"No." The answer came immediately.
He looked like he wanted to argue anyway. She shook her head. "They need you here." She didn't need to say who she meant. The Weasleys. George. Everyone. Harry understood. He always did.
A floorboard creaked overhead. Both of them turned as footsteps descended slowly, and George appeared a moment later. For one awful second, Hermione barely recognised him-the grief sat on him now not as tears but as absence, as though some part of him had simply gone missing.
"Thought I heard voices," he muttered.
"You didn't have to get up."
"Yeah, well." He reached into his pocket. "Didn't stop me."
He held out a small box. She took it carefully. The label read: EMERGENCY AUSTRALIAN SURVIVAL KIT. Inside sat a tiny inflatable kangaroo wearing boxing gloves.
For a moment she only stared. Then she laughed-a real laugh, the first she could remember in weeks. George's mouth twitched, not quite a smile, but close enough to count.
"Bring yourself back in one piece, alright?"
The sting behind her eyes caught her off guard. She stepped forward and hugged him; he froze for half a second before hugging her back. When they finally pulled apart, the sky beyond the windows had begun to lighten.
Time to leave. She looked at Harry, then George-the two people who had shown up. The two who had chosen to be here.
"Take care of yourselves."
Harry nodded. George lifted a shoulder. Hermione picked up her suitcase and stepped out into the dawn, the door closing softly behind her. And for the first time since the battle, she was completely alone-and, for a moment, that felt almost like peace.
The Ministry holding cells sat three levels beneath the main atrium. Draco knew this because the guard had told him-not out of kindness, but boredom.
"Third level. Political prisoners used to be kept down here." The wizard sounded entirely uninterested, as though escorting former Death Eaters had already become routine.
Draco said nothing. The corridor stretched ahead, lit by dim lanterns that threw long shadows against damp stone, and the deeper they went, the colder the air became. By the time they reached the final gate, the smell reached him first-mildew, rot, stagnant water-and he had to fight the urge to recoil. The guard noticed anyway.
His mouth twisted. "Not quite like Malfoy Manor, is it?"
The cell door rattled open. The room was smaller than some of the closets at the Manor-a narrow cot against one wall, a rusted sink in the corner, the single window little more than a slit near the ceiling. No fireplace. No wand. No house-elves. No family portraits watching from the walls.
Nothing.
The guard released the restraints from his wrists, and for one strange moment the absence of the chains felt heavier than the chains themselves. Then the iron door slammed shut behind him, the sound echoing down the corridor-final, absolute-and Draco stood alone in the centre of the room.
He had spent his whole life believing the Malfoy name would protect him. Influence. Money. Connections. Everything his father had taught him to value. None of it mattered here. The silence settled around him slowly, and for the first time since the Dark Lord's return, he understood something he hadn't let himself understand before.
Nobody was coming to save him.
Sleep never came. Draco lay on the narrow cot, watching shadows crawl across the stone, and every time he closed his eyes another memory surfaced. The Astronomy Tower. Dumbledore, unarmed, beneath a dark sky. The wand shaking in his hand. The certainty that he couldn't do it, and the certainty, just as strong, that he should. Neither feeling had ever fully left him.
He rolled onto his side. The mattress springs groaned. Somewhere across the corridor, a prisoner shouted in their sleep; another laughed, a broken, unsettling sound. Draco pressed the heels of his hands against his eyes, but the memories came anyway.
The Manor. Potter. Granger. Weasley, bound and terrified on the drawing room floor. His aunt's laughter. The screams that followed. His stomach twisted at the memory of telling himself, at the time, that he'd had no choice-that survival demanded compromise, that everyone was simply trying to stay alive.
The excuses felt hollow now. The cell stripped them bare. There was no one left here to impress, no one left to blame-only the plain, uncomfortable truth. People had suffered. People had died. And whether he wanted to admit it or not, he had helped build the world that let it happen.
He turned toward the wall. For years he had feared disappointing his father. Now he feared something else entirely-that the Wizengamot would look at him and see exactly what he had become. The question followed him long after the lanterns dimmed, long after exhaustion finally dragged him under.
For the first time in his life, Draco Malfoy was afraid of the future.
The Ministry felt strange without the war humming beneath it. Too bright. Too busy. Too normal. Harry sat across from Kingsley Shacklebolt, watching sunlight spill across the office floor while London went on outside the windows as though the world hadn't nearly ended.
Kingsley reviewed the parchment in front of him. "You're aware this testimony will be controversial."
"So was fighting Voldemort," Harry said.
A brief smile crossed Kingsley's face before it vanished. Neither man really needed this conversation-the facts were simple enough on their own.
"Narcissa Malfoy lied to Voldemort," Harry said, his voice steady. "If she hadn't, I'd be dead."
Kingsley nodded. He already knew. Everyone did.
"She didn't do it because she liked me." The corner of Harry's mouth twitched, humourless. "She did it because she loved her son."
"And Draco?"
Harry looked out the window for a moment, remembering the hesitation at the Manor, the wand lowering on the Astronomy Tower, an uncertainty that had existed long before the final battle ever began.
"He had opportunities. To identify us. To turn us in. To finish things." He met Kingsley's eyes. "He didn't."
Kingsley was quiet for a long moment. "You understand some people will disagree."
Harry thought of Fred. Tonks. Lupin. All the names that still hurt to hold. "I know."
"Then why do it?"
The answer came easily, because it was true. Because justice and revenge weren't the same thing. Because he was tired-bone-tired-of watching people sort the world into monsters and heroes, as though it had ever been that simple.
"Because they deserve a fair trial."
Kingsley studied him for a long moment, then nodded. "I'll make arrangements."
Harry exhaled. The conversation was over. But as he rose to leave, he found himself hoping that somewhere beneath three levels of stone and iron, Draco Malfoy would one day understand what had just happened on his behalf.
The guard arrived shortly after breakfast-if the stale heel of bread on the tray counted as breakfast. Draco looked up from the cot as the door opened. No one had spoken to him directly since he'd arrived; this alone was unusual.
The guard stepped aside. A second figure entered-older, immaculately dressed, composed in a way that filled the small room without effort. Minister Shacklebolt. Draco rose automatically, years of pureblood etiquette refusing to die even here. For a moment, neither of them spoke.
Then Kingsley withdrew a folded parchment. "Your trial has been scheduled."
Draco felt his stomach drop. There it was. The beginning of the end.
"When?"
"Two weeks."
Fourteen days. Fourteen days before the Wizengamot decided the rest of his life. He made himself nod. Nothing more.
Kingsley seemed to notice anyway. "Mr. Malfoy." Draco looked up. "There will be testimony presented on your behalf."
For a second he thought he'd misheard. "My behalf?"
"Yes." Kingsley folded the parchment again. "I thought you should know."
Before Draco could ask who, the Minister turned toward the door. The bars rattled; the corridor swallowed the sound of retreating footsteps. Then he was gone, and the silence returned, heavier than before.
Draco lowered himself slowly onto the edge of the cot. Testimony. On his behalf. The idea felt absurd. His father would be standing trial of his own. Most of their allies were dead, imprisoned, or in hiding. Who, exactly, would defend him?
The question lingered long after the footsteps had faded. Eventually he stood and crossed to the narrow window, where the strip of visible sky hung pale and colourless above him. Two weeks. For the first time since his arrival, he let himself imagine a future beyond the cell.
The image lasted less than a second.
Hope, he discovered, was far more frightening than despair.