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White lily sighs as she lays in bed, almost wanting to cry. “Why am I like this..” she’s asks her self. She slowly gets out of bed. School is in about an hour and she has stayed up all night, “oh god..” she sighs. She looks at the scissors beside her bed. She sighs as she takes them and cuts her hand with them. She gets out of bed and puts on some of her clothes. A hoodie, some fingerless gloves and jeans. She takes her bag and walks to the bus stop. “White Lily..!” Pure vanilla runs over and hugs her. Lilys eyes widen. She really only liked physical touch or affection from pure vanilla anyway. She gives a warm smile. “So… your top of the—“ pure vanilla stops talking as he notices the dark rings under her eyes.. “hm?” White Lily looks at vanilla, his look concerned. “OH— Uhm top of the class—?” She says nervously. “Y-yea..” he replies back.. they sit down for a second waiting for their bus… “Lily. Did you get sleep last night?” Vanilla asks. White lily hesitates before nodding. Vanilla sighs as he sees the bus.. they both stand up and walk in sitting near the back next to each other. Pure vanilla sighs “another 20 minutes until we—“ vanilla lets out a small gasp as he notices white lily’s head on this shoulder, fast asleep.. his face turns red, but he gives her a smile.
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The bus parks at Blueberry secondary. Lily gets up. Barely able to open her eyes. They walk over to the seats where they usually sit well waiting for school to start.. “Vanilla!!!” Hollyberry, Dark cacao and golden cheese yelled as the rush over to sit at their table.. the wind breezes through lily’s hair as her head is on the table fast asleep again. “Is Lily sleeping again—?” Holly asks. Vanilla sighs. He gently pets her head as her head lays. Cacao sighs. “Is she ok? She hasn’t been getting much sleep lately..” pure vanilla and dark cacao glance at white Lily with a concerned look. “M-maybe I’ll bring her home today if she’s too tired..” vanilla whispers. Golfern cheese doesn’t say anything. They sit waiting for the bells to ring to telll them to go in.
The chimes of the bells go on, Lily wakes up panicked. “Hey hey.. it’s just the bells!” Pure vanilla reassures her. Lily nods as they get up and walk to their lockers and get their books. They sit in tutor class for ten minutes waiting for miss cherry to finish up talking.. Lily sighs as she walks to her first class, being Spanish, miss cherry also being the teacher there.. “Hola..!” The teacher says as they walk in. Miss cherry goes on to ask about the homework. Ugh Lily hated Spanish homework. “Lily question 10?” Lily’s head shot up. Had she really just let time go by that quick.. “uh..” she gets out her copy book and searches for the page. Miss cherry sighs. “Shadow milk?” Shadow coughs “No haces musica!” He giggles “good.. Lily.. work more on your work.” The flower sighs. She did work on it! Just the teacher needs to stop being so fucking annoying and give her time.. Lily can barely keep her eyes open. Her vision blurry.. “WHITE LILY COOKIE.” Lily wakes up with miss cherry infront of her. “What—“ Lily wonders how she even fell asleep. Other cookies giggling behind her. Especially shadow milk. “Don’t what me. You will be getting lunch detention IN HERE. Learning Spanish.” Lily sighs at miss cherrys demands. Sure she did fall asleep but detention?? That’s too much. The next class goes by and they are out for break, golden cheese looks at Lily “fuck I feel bad that you gotta go to detention next break.. you should maybe try eat all your food now —“ Lily sighs. “Eh im not that hungry..” she replies. Vanilla sitting next to Lily gives her a concerned look. “Actually I gotta go to my locker be right back!” Lily gets up and runs back. Pure vanillas sighs but then suddenly “Ok vanilla when will you confess??” Hollyberry giggled, pure vanillas face turned red . “Wha—“ golden cheese interrupts him “WE ALL KNOW you like her vani—“ pure vanilla hides his face with his hands “I-I don’t.. ughhhhhh” he sighs. “Don’t what silly vanilly—?” Shadow milk walks past them, “ugh I hate him ..” Holly whispers, “he’s such an asshole to white Lily—“ golden cheese grunts. “Yea..” Cacao sighs. Pure vanillas head perks up at white Lily walking towards him with her books and sitting next to him. “So vanilla— do you like wanna hang out today..?” Lily asks, vanilla glances at her and smiles “yea of course!” He said, his face relaxing. The bell rings and they walk to their classes, the 2 classes go by and white Lily is at detention. Then suddenly the thought goes into white lily’s head, “kill yourse—“ white lily’s head looks down at the table.. maybe being with vanilla will distract her from these thoughts. The day goes by after the 2 classes and they head on the bus. Lily’s thoughts. Still not stopping over her music. “Lily..?” Vanilla gives her a concerned look. Lily looks at him not turning her head, only her eyes moving “y-you know if you need to talk I’m here..” he says softly, but the words still hit her like a truck. Why would he need to worry? I mean?? Lily sighs “I’m ok vanilla..! No need to worry!” She replies to him. Hoping he’ll stop he nods. He knows something is wrong.. but he can’t shake the feeling of WHAT is wrong. The walk around the town and sit and drink coffee for the day, pure vanilla bringing Lily home. She’d much rather stay with him but whatever. She walks into her room and sighs. He distracted her for a while but.. it’s not fully Gone. Maybe she should open up.. no, he shouldn’t have to worry.. she’d hate that. Lily sighs and takes a small piece of glass she kept. Takes off her gloves And cuts her wrist with it.. she just wants to cry for hours and never go to school.. she quickly does her homework and then turns on death note. That could distract her maybe?