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Messi suspected he would remember the goal in the 82nd minute for a long time.
The second of the night. The ball had left De Paul's boot somewhere near the halfway line and split the seam between two defenders with surgical grace, arriving at Messi's feet like something addressed to him personally. There was no time to think. He simply let it through him and into the net.
With the stadium collapsing into noise at his back, Messi ran — not to the corner flag, but toward the halfway line. The defender had come all the way up, and now stood there wearing the particular embarrassment of a man who has just done something magnificent and doesn't know where to put his hands. Messi pointed at him, one finger, across forty yards of grass.
*That was your goal.*
The words couldn't have survived the roar. De Paul's face said he'd heard every one of them anyway. It was such a ridiculous face — that big body, that bashful look — that Messi was laughing before he even reached him, laughing as he was swallowed into the embrace.
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Victory made the night loud.
The whole squad had gathered by evening, glasses making their rounds, the same chorus on its third or fourth resurrection. Messi stood at the center of it and smiled dutifully. Smiling was not difficult. What was difficult was suppressing the yawn behind it. Morning training waited regardless; scoring twice bought no mercy from the routine, and Messi had never once asked the routine for mercy.
The problem was that a captain is not permitted to be the one who breaks up the party. Messi's eyes drifted toward the door — once, briefly.
Once was enough.
"Hey. Hey." Across the table, De Paul set down his glass and rose to his feet. "Wrap it up. Anyone late to training tomorrow, I'm reporting you to the captain personally."
"One assist and suddenly he's management."
"Damn right. That assist comes around once a year. Show some respect."
The party folded itself up amid laughter and jeers, obedient as a tide going out. Messi slipped free without stepping on anyone's goodbye, and by the time he reached the door De Paul was already half a step behind him. He hadn't seen him move. *The bodyguard* — the nickname the squad had pinned on him was nothing if not accurate. A man who walked at Messi's pace, and stopped when Messi stopped.
Their lodgings shared a living room; the bedrooms were separate. In theory. In practice, the last conversation of every day took place on the edge of Messi's bed, and the theory had long since stopped objecting.
When Messi came out of the shower, the room had already been finished. The humidifier breathing its thin ribbon of steam. A glass of water stationed on the nightstand. One corner of the duvet turned down at a precise, welcoming angle. Beside it, De Paul was plumping a pillow with both hands — the same shoulders that had bulldozed a striker clean over the touchline that afternoon, now devoted entirely to the geometry of bedding.
"Rodri."
"Mm."
"How many times do I have to say it. You don't have to do all this."
"Mm." The answer was dutiful. The hands didn't stop.
The scolding always ended there, because past that point Messi ran out of things he could honestly say. The truth was that he knew. The comfort was never the service. Not the water glass, not the humidity dialed to the perfect degree — it was the plain fact of De Paul being in the room that made something in Messi's chest finally sit down. Everything he carried upright all day consented to be set down in front of this one person, and no one else.
His closest teammate. His lover. A relationship that ought to have been level kept tilting, and it always tilted the same direction — always De Paul bearing the weight. The guilt that trailed behind the gratitude had nowhere to go, so Messi did the only thing available to him: he smiled, and added one more line.
"Hands off the pillow. Come sit."
"Yes, Captain."
With the lights turned low they sat on the edge of the bed and traded small nothings. The face the goalkeeper had made at the second goal. The rumor that the food at the next away fixture was a crime. A brief and unwinnable debate about whether De Paul's assists truly came annually. Messi's replies began arriving a beat late, then two, and then they were not replies at all, only breathing.
De Paul watched that face for a moment. Then he switched off the lamp and rose, shifting his weight off the mattress with a care that moved nothing.
The sheets whispered. An arm closed around his waist.
De Paul went still where he stood. Asleep — Messi was certainly asleep. And yet the arm held with a strange, unambiguous strength. *If I pull free now, he wakes up.* De Paul knew precisely how thin that excuse was, knew it even as he pulled the blanket over them both. He climbed back onto the bed and gathered the arm's owner properly against his chest. The sleeping weight burrowed in, satisfied, and the bodyguard's night shift ended there — on the wrong side of the bed, holding his own assignment.
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It was not yet dawn when De Paul woke to pain.
His right calf was seizing, the whole muscle rolling itself into stone. Ninety minutes at full sprint, then extra time chasing shadows — the bill had simply chosen its hour, and the hour was now.
The cry made it as far as his throat. He crushed it there with his own hand, jamming the edge of his palm between his teeth and biting down. His eyes watered. The pain itself was survivable. What was not survivable was the thought of this mattress shaking — of the breath rising and falling evenly against his chest, the sleep of a man who had to own a pitch again in a few hours, shattered over one traitorous leg. That, he would not permit. Not for anything.
He knew how to take his weight off a bed without a sound. Arriving unnoticed was a defender's trade; leaving unnoticed was only the same skill in reverse. Inch by inch, De Paul lowered himself to the floor. *Out to the living room. Stretch it against the wall. Gone without a trace, back without a trace.* He had just gotten himself seated on the floorboards, just begun to breathe again, when —
"Something wrong?"
The voice fell from directly above the back of his neck.
*Damn it.*
He turned his head. In the dark, Messi had already pushed himself halfway upright. The voice was still furred with sleep; the eyes were entirely, unnervingly awake. Messi reached over and switched on the lamp, and the orange light gave up everything at once. The cold sweat. The crease driven deep between De Paul's brows. The teeth marks still printed white across the edge of his hand.
"Cramp?"
"Yeah — a small one. It's nothing." De Paul kept both hands wrapped around his calf and manufactured a grin.
"Then why were you biting your own hand. What are you, a ninja?"
"I was going for the clean exit." He slid the bitten hand discreetly behind his back. "You woke up, so. Failed the ninja exam."
The Messi he knew would have laughed. Would have said *idiot* and thrown a pillow at him.
Messi did not laugh.
The joke cooled where it hung in the air. Messi's gaze traveled from De Paul's face, down to the leg, then to the hand tucked out of sight behind him — and the room grew heavy in a way it had never been between them. De Paul was opening his mouth to fill the silence with something, anything, when Messi came down off the bed first. Onto the floor. Knees folding, directly in front of him. And then two hands pressed hard into the knotted muscle.
"Ngh — Leo, I've got it, I'm fine—"
"Hold still."
The voice was low. Impossible to file as anger or as anything else. Messi set De Paul's heel against his own knee and drew the foot slowly back, lengthening the seized muscle by degrees. Everywhere his thumbs passed, stone surrendered back into flesh. De Paul stayed exactly where he was put. Staying put appeared to be the only option currently on offer.
"Should I call the physio."
"No." De Paul flexed the leg, bent it, straightened it. The pull was gone, cleanly. "It's out. Really. ...Thank you, Leo."
Only after De Paul had stood and tested the leg twice under his full weight did Messi climb back onto the bed without a word. He patted the empty stretch of pillow beside his own. Twice. Palm flat.
"Lie down."
For roughly half a second De Paul thought about his own room. The bedrooms were separate; by every original arrangement, going back was the correct move — and in half a second the thought concluded itself. That small patting hand did not contain refusal as an available answer. De Paul climbed in, obedient, and by the time his head found the pillow he was somehow arranged exactly as before: folded into the circumference of Messi's arm.
He risked a sideways glance — checking whether the frozen expression had thawed — and Messi answered by reaching over first and pulling him in by the shoulder. The motion belonged to a man still angry. The pressure of it did not contain one gram of anger. Reassured, De Paul stretched out a hand and switched off the lamp.
Darkness settled. Where the pain had drained out of his leg, a heavy warmth flooded in to replace it. His eyelids were losing their argument with gravity when his fingers, unsupervised, drifted up to touch the arm draped across his chest.
And into his ear, in a voice balanced exactly on the line between sleep and intention, came a murmur.
"...If I wake up and you're not here, I'm going to swear at you."
"..."
"And if you're ever hurting and you try to leave without telling me — that, I will actually hate you for. Rodri."
Too mumbled for a threat. Too precise, down to the name, for sleep-talk. A smile spread across De Paul's face, the kind he tried to hold back and couldn't — the muscles responsible for holding it back had evidently clocked out for the night.
"Okay. I'm not going anywhere."
He closed his hand around the arm on his chest and held it a little tighter. The bodyguard had failed, by any professional measure. Detected, captured, and no longer certain which of them was guarding whom — and yet, for a failure, the night was suspiciously, extravagantly peaceful.