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After the break up with planetina, Morty felt like he couldn't do anything. He found himself barley doing anything because he was so caught up on the fact plantina was going to kill innocent people who were just doing their jobs
But even before that, maybe sometimes she would force him to do things. Not like he'd speak up about it, it didn't matter anyways.
Not like it kept him awake at night wondering why he didn't do anything about it, its fine though. Hes been through worse, right?
Then why did it matter so much to him.
He has been thinking about planetina for months now and hasn't been any better
He doesn't get out of his room, he skips school, and he hasn't been to ricks adventures at all!
which made rick suspicious of morty suddenly not wanting to go anymore.
Rick was the only pereon who noticed the brown haired boy was acting a bit off while his family didn't care.
Every night, morty would think about those special moments between him and planetina. In so many dimensions, out of all of them, she picked him. She made him feel like he belonged, like he mattered, like he was something or special. Planetina was the only thing keeping him together and without her is.. Horrible.
How old even was she? He didn't even care because all that counted was her taking care of the yellowed shirt boy and giving him all the love/affection he was always asking for.
Maybe it was all just a trick, it was probably the best to break up with her, but still.
He ached for that love once again, just to be held in someones arms and be told everything is okay.
Was she just trying to use him? Did she like seeing his weakness? Even though the brown haired boy broke up with her, he still felt bad, Guilty, and pure shame.
If he didn't stop her, what would've she done to those people? Did the alien girl just try to manipulate him into thinking it was ok?
She did say it was the only way to help save the planet, but it felt wrong. Killing people for just simply told what to do is not entirely their faults.
Morty felt himself drowning in his own tears
He didn't realize what she was doing to him because he was so lost with being in love with her, he forgot all her flaws.
Mortys face Scrunched and he could feel a rush of tons of tears falling down his cheek and onto his legs.
He tried to forgot about it but no matter what, he still thought about that stupid..green haired girl.
"Stop remembering!" He said to himself.
He couldn't help it, it didn't work to say he hated her and hoped he never see her again
But deep down, he knew he still missed her, even if their relationship was toxic. He just wanted to be loved again.
All those mean comments about her that he said to others, didn't count because with all his stupid heart begs for that care and affection that nobody dared to give to him.
Not even his parents.
with a wet-soaked pillow with stains and puddles of tears, he turned to a old picture of him and planetina and simply said
"I don't give a fuck about her anyways."
As his face frowned and the Brown haired boy finally fell asleep.