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I Wasn't Broken (2020)

Summary:

April 2020, Moordale Secondary School, Moordale, Midgeville County, United Kingdom.

Adam disrupts the school musical to declare his love for Eric, despite Rahim being right there.

Notes:

Adam is bisexual and 17 (b. 2003). Eric is gay and also 17 (b. 2004).

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The standard spotlights cast a stark, theatrical glare across the Moordale assembly hall, turning the stage into an arena of sequins, tragic romance, and sweat. Eric Effiong stands near the wing in full Elizabethan-meets-modern attire, his heart hammering against his ribs in time with the bassline of the band. Then the heavy auditorium door slams against the wall. Adam Groff charges down the center aisle. He isn't supposed to be here; he isn't in the cast, he isn't in the crew, and he looks like he’s sprinted three miles through the cool April drizzle just to reach the building. His breathing is ragged, his shoulders hunched in that familiar, defensive posture that usually precedes a fight, but his eyes are fixed exclusively on Eric.

 

The entire audience shifts, a collective murmur rising through the rows of parents and students. On stage, the musical comes to a screeching, dissonant halt as the brass section falters. Adam doesn't stop at the edge of the seating area. He scrambles right up the wooden side steps, his boots thudding heavily against the floorboards. He stands in the center of the stage, ignoring the harsh glares of Mr. Hendriks and the stunned silence of the crowd. He looks directly at Eric, his chest heaving, stripped entirely of his usual sullen armor.

 

"I... I need to say something," Adam pants, his voice cracking slightly under the strain of the sudden silence. He swallows hard, his gaze locking onto Eric with a fierce, terrified honesty. "I don't know how to do any of this properly. I’m bad at talking, and I’m bad at... everything. But I know how I feel about you, Eric. I’m not ashamed anymore. I don't care who sees."

 

Eric freezes, his hands trembling slightly inside his costume sleeves. His breath catches in his throat. Right there, in the third row, sits Rahim—watching with a quiet, devastating stillness. But as Eric looks back at Adam, at the sheer vulnerability radiating from a boy who spent years hiding behind his fists, the rest of the room simply blurs out. Eric steps forward, leaving the line of dancers behind. A brilliant, undeniable smile breaks across his face, warm and luminous.

 

"You really are an idiot, Adam Groff," Eric whispers softly, before raising his voice so it carries over the quiet hall. "And I'm crazy about you."

 

Before the weight of that declaration can fully settle, a harsh, feedback-laced voice shatters the moment. "Silence!"

 

Mr. Michael Groff stands up from his seat near the front row, his face flushed a dangerous shade of crimson. He gestures wildly toward the stage, his authority crumbling into raw panic. "This is absolute madness! Look at what has happened to this school!" He turns to face the audience of parents, his finger pointed like a weapon. "You have all been corrupted! Corrupted by her!" He glares at Dr. Jean Milburn, who sits a few rows back, looking remarkably composed despite the accusation.

 

Before Mr. Groff can launch into a full tirade, Otis Milburn jumps up from his chair. "Stop it!" Otis shouts, his voice echoing through the acoustics of the hall. He steps out into the aisle, standing tall despite his visible nervousness. "Leave my mum out of this! She didn't corrupt anyone. If anyone is responsible for the sex clinic, it's me. I ran it. I gave out the advice."

 

A gasp ripples through the crowd. Otis clears his throat, taking a deep, steadying breath as he continues.

 

"And honestly? I shouldn't have been doing it," Otis admits, his tone dropping into a moment of genuine self-reflection. "I'm seventeen. I've only had sex once, and frankly, I was terrible at it. I had no business pretending to be an expert." He turns around to face the parents and his fellow students, pointing toward Jean. "My mum is an actual, qualified therapist. She actually helps people. And the real problem here isn't that students were looking for help—it's that the school should have been providing proper, open, and non-judgmental services the whole time instead of making everyone feel ashamed!"

 

For a second, there is a beat of stunned silence. Then, a voice pops up from the left side of the audience.

 

"She helped me!" A student stands up. "Dr. Milburn helped me realize I wasn't broken!"

 

"Yeah, me too!" another voice calls out. "She actually listened to us!"

 

Within moments, a cascade of student voices fills the room, speaking over each other to defend the clinic and validate the relief it brought them. Mr. Groff stands in the center of the aisle, his fists clenched, his jaw working as he looks around at the uprising of teenagers he can no longer control.

 

"You are children!" Mr. Groff yells, his voice cracking under the weight of his fading power. "You don't know what you want! You don't know anything!"

 

His words fall flat against the wall of student solidarity. Nobody moves to support him; nobody nods. The parents look at him with a mix of pity and disapproval as the atmosphere in the hall shifts from a school performance into complete, unscripted chaos. In the middle of the noise and movement, Eric steps down off the stage, his eyes searching the crowd. He spots Rahim standing near the side exit, his tall frame illuminated by the dim house lights. Eric walks over, his heart heavy with the collateral damage of his own honesty.

 

Rahim looks down at him, his face a quiet mask of composure, though a deep sadness lingers in his eyes. He doesn't wait for Eric to offer an awkward apology. "I saw the way you looked at him," Rahim says softly, his voice calm, measured, and entirely free of malice. "I've noticed you two getting closer over the past few weeks. The jokes, the looks..." He offers a faint, bitter-sweet smile. "I'm stepping back, Eric. You deserve to be with someone who makes you feel completely seen, even if it's terrifying."

 

"Rahim, I..." Eric starts, a lump forming in his throat. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you."

 

"I know," Rahim replies gentle, placing a hand briefly on Eric's shoulder before pulling away. "Take care of yourself, Eric."

 

With a subtle nod, Rahim turns and slips through the double doors into the corridor, leaving Eric standing alone amidst the lingering chatter of the hall. Eric takes a breath, stripping off his heavy velvet theatrical cape and draping it over a nearby chair. He needs air. He walks toward the back doors, passing Otis, who is currently being swarmed by classmates offering supportive pats on the back, and slips out into the cool nighttime dampness of the school grounds.

 

He wanders around the perimeter of the theater building, where the shadows stretch long against the brick structure. Tucked into the quiet nook behind the gravel path, a tiny ember of light glows red in the dark. Adam sits on an overturned plastic milk crate, a joint held loosely between his fingers, smoke rising in thin, grey tendrils into the April air. He looks up as Eric's footsteps crunch on the gravel, his posture instantly stiffening.

 

For a moment, neither of them says a word. The noise of the school hall feels miles away out here under the dim sodium lights.

 

Adam clears his throat awkwardly, looking down at his worn sneakers. "Uh. My mum's out tonight," he says, his voice low and raspy. He shifts his weight on the crate, flicking a bit of ash onto the ground. "Was gonna go home and watch Kim and Khloé bitch at each other on the telly. Unless... you need to go back inside for the rest of the show?"

 

Eric stops in his tracks, blinking at him in utter disbelief. He stares at Adam's flushed cheeks, trying to process the sentence that just came out of the former bully's mouth. "Wait," Eric says, a slow smile spreading across his lips as the realization dawns on him. He steps closer, reaching down to take the joint from Adam's hand. He brings it to his lips, taking a smooth hit before exhaling a cloud of smoke into the cool air. "I didn't know you watched Keeping Up with the Kardashians."

 

Adam's face turns instantly bright red, the blush spreading all the way to the tips of his ears. He looks away quickly, rubbing the back of his neck with his broad hand. "Shut up," he mutters under his breath, though there's no edge to it. "It's mindless. Helps me turn my brain off."

 

Eric laughs—a bright, rich sound that cuts through the quiet night—and hands the joint back. "Hey, no judgment here. Khloé is an icon." He shifts his shoulders, letting the cool breeze wash away the leftover adrenaline of the stage light drama. "And no, I definitely don't need to go back inside. Lead the way, Groff."

 

Adam looks up, his green eyes meeting Eric's in the dark. A genuine, quiet smile finally touches the corners of his mouth. He stands up from the crate, stubbing out the ember against the brick wall, and the two of them walk side by side into the night, leaving the chaos of Moordale behind them.